glow in the dark stars on a bedroom wall

bee, they/any, aroace -✩- do people miss me when i'm not here ? or do their lives just realign and close up over the space where i was like a door clicking shut smoothing over the little bump where i've disappeared to, until they realize i've faded from somebody to miss to just somebody that left -✩- bit of an identity and everything else crisis rn dw about it default blog: @ambersong-lilac so if i follow you it'll be this one

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hi, i'm bee high schooler i use any pronouns but prefer more neutral ones asexual and arospec

@ambersong-lilac-reblogs is my default blog and this is my personal one @lilacsoulbee is my art blog

blinkies, posts i like, my tag list

some fandoms: -tadc -hazbin -warrior cats -tma -project hail mary <3 -iron lung (bloodymarybloodymary <3333) -good omens -steven universe -nevermore (webtoon) -not so silent (webtoon)

i like the last dinner party, crane wives, the narcissist cookbook, will wood, rabbitology, elio mei, etc

here's my previous intro post i don't feel like adding blinkies rn i might later

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:(

last week one of my cats got diagnosed with stage 2 kidney disease and she got some meds and special food

last night she peed in one of our shoes so my mom's taking her to the vet today, but i don't know if she's just taking her to be looked at or if she's not gonna be coming home again

she's the one of our cats who i've interacted with the least because she's weird and kinda skittish, but i've had her since i was like. 4 ? 5 ? idk but a while sobs. i don't know what's gonna happen

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UPDATE UPDATE the cat is coming home :3

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:(

last week one of my cats got diagnosed with stage 2 kidney disease and she got some meds and special food

last night she peed in one of our shoes so my mom's taking her to the vet today, but i don't know if she's just taking her to be looked at or if she's not gonna be coming home again

she's the one of our cats who i've interacted with the least because she's weird and kinda skittish, but i've had her since i was like. 4 ? 5 ? idk but a while sobs. i don't know what's gonna happen

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i've gotta say, a breakup does really good things for songwriting

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do people miss me when i'm not here ? or do their lives just realign and close up over the space where i was like a door clicking shut smoothing over the little bump where i've disappeared to, until they realize i've faded from somebody to miss to just somebody that left

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i should really go to bed but i'm too anxious rn and nobody is online/talking to me and i don't know what to do to distract myself

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i have now gotten my first proper paycheck ever :0

woah

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earlier i had a pretty well thought out idea for an animatic of jax to part of good luck babe and i started sketching it out and jesus i don't know how to draw ribbit....

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what if i want to be included like a stray cat

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i walk out of the bathroom to this. girl why are you shrimping your a CAT

CACKLES

she's so silly :3 hehe

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this cat looks like she just got back from the bar after more than a few too many

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I kinda want to ramble to you about Bagel because... Ugh I need to ramble to someone because ahtkheialkrneithr yeah...

you should :333333333

i would love to be rambled to...

sorry i haven't really checked tumblr in a few days

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i walk out of the bathroom to this. girl why are you shrimping your a CAT

CACKLES

she's so silly :3 hehe

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i hate when my mom doesn't tell me stuff because i didn't know she was taking my brother and two of his friends to go bowling an hour away until she sent pictures of them there today (while i was at my job)

and i didn't know she and my dad were going to hang out with and maybe get dinner with (but she wasn't sure and didn't say if they were going to) with another of my brother's friend's parents

and then she didn't text me either !!! so i was home for two hours while my parents were gone and my brother was at swim and i didn't know when they were coming home or where they were going or if i needed to make dinner and i texted her but i didn't call her because i didn't want to and i figured she would have told me if i should make myself dinner because i asked earlier and she didn't and they didn't even bring us food home

so i was home for two hours and i wanted to make myself dinner but i thought we might have dinner after they came back !!!! so i didn't !!!! so i was hungry for no reason and she didn't tell me anything and i wouldn't have even known they were getting dinner unless my dad had told me when he picked me up from work. because she didn't actually mention it to me

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we gotta make a ship name ☝️any ideas?

we do :3

hmmmmmmm

hmmmmmmmmmmm

idk 😔

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we're gonna try to both squeeze onto a chair that isnt bug enough for it....and then ill sit on your lap instead ....im predicting it...

bug enough..... :3

yes :3

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call me a beekeeper the way im gonna. keep you forever :333

hehe :333333

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nom :333333333333

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