The Drunk Dick.

Matthew Ashford. "I drink to make other people interesting" Seventh Year||Slytherin||Wizard

[likeloislane]

I’m too afraid to be with the person I love.

[matthewashford-blog]

Bullshit. You're afrad to love and but those walls down you built so high after Eric.

[likeloislane]

Everything. Me. I don’t know.

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Nothing is wrong with you Grace...Tell me what's happened?

[likeloislane]

I’m such a wreck, Mattie.

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What's wrong?

[likeloislane]

[matthewashford-blog]

Hey hey..What's up? Good for you, I haven't had enough whiskey to make my body smell.

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[emiliyaisinyourdreams]

Who are you trying to kid?

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God.

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I am drinking.....juice.

[emiliyaisinyourdreams]

One went mad, the other became power hungry.

[matthewashford-blog]

What do you mean power hungry..

[emiliyaisinyourdreams]

I think so, the old ones aren’t very helpful, they’ve never gone through anything like this.

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..What did the old ones go through?

[emiliyaisinyourdreams]

I’m trying Mattie, I’m trying really hard.

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I know you are..That's all you can do right? Is this the only thing we can do?

[emiliyaisinyourdreams]

I’ve been tired, fighting it all off so much…I haven’t been in anyone’s dreams…it’s just hard to fight it all off.

[matthewashford-blog]

...So you haven't been in anyother persons dreams? That's an improvement, babe.

[emiliyaisinyourdreams]

I-I’m sorry…

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It's not your fault...How have you been?

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I just want everything to be okay...

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Protect

[emiliyaisinyourdreams]

I love you.

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I love you too Em..I love you too.

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Protect

[emiliyaisinyourdreams]

I’m trying…

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I know..and that's all you can do.

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Protect

[emiliyaisinyourdreams]

I-I just don’t want to hurt you…

[matthewashford-blog]

You won't hurt me if you don't hurt yourself..I get you can't help it--But sometimes you can.

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Protect

[emiliyaisinyourdreams]

I can choose…normally. But it’s different right now, it’s so overwhelming, like everyone’s pulling on me no matter how much I care. And if you remember correctly, you and I fell in love because of this gift I have, you didn’t care about me before then.

[matthewashford-blog]

I cared about you way before the dream thing happened. I didn't fall in love with you just because of the dream thing---I'm not that fucking bad, God Em.

We saved eachother, and I'm going to continue to protect you.