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So curious as to how big u would get if u had the right trainer, nutrition, juice, etc? Super muscled ???

Haha! Well. I'm working on a neurological health issue at the moment but I'm sure with the right attention I could get yoked--funny things, them steroid injections.... ;)

Just got back from my last trip to CA! I was so privileged to travel over 1500 miles to attend the inaugural year of "Transmission" a trans* masculine retreat in the woods in Northern California. For one weekend, I and 49ish other guys got together and opened our hearts, creating the most safe and vulnerable space I have ever been a part of. The community was instant. There were people born from 1950-1995. I met people who have been on hormones for 35 years, pre and post all types of surgeries, what a diverse amazing group to be a part of. There was not a single ounce of drama or squabble, just fraternity in the most natural, genuine way I have ever felt it. Never have I ever felt so comfortable in a large group of (not for long!) strangers. I flew back to Denver with 49 new brothers and a whole lot to process and think about, and I am so grateful for them and the ways in which they have already changed my life and perspective. So much respectable masculinity, all wrapped up into the individual but significant displays of confidence that we all have the potential to be. I highly highly encourage any and all trans*masculine people to consider attending next summer, especially if you are living in Northern California!!

You're hot, that is all.

Thank you, thank you! Gotta hold all that heat in till winter! (Moving up into the mountains for the snowy season ❄️😲🌟)

How has the Jewish community been through your transition?

Super super amazingly supportive! I was fortunate enough to grow up and graduate highschool in the SF Bay Area, and my congregation there is very liberal and reform. I have found lots of support through my synagogue including additional family, and can always ask one of the Rabbi's for advice. In fact, one of our Rabbi's is a lesbian woman married to her partner with two adorable adopted children! So in that way, it was always a safe space for LGBT kids growing up. I have heard of a significant number of Trans friendly synagogues throughout the Bay Area and beyond, and several trans Rabbi's as well! If you are interested, check out the website transtorah .org :)

Could you help me out? I have really considered my options for top surgery. I could have double incision, keyhole or peri-areolar. I'm just so stuck with which is best. Could you give me any advice at all? I would really appreciate it. What would look more natural? I want to look as "normal" as possible as I plan to stay "stealth" and all. Thank you.

If your goal is to pass as cis and remain stealth, I would recommend keyhole if it is an option for you. tissue is removed through areola incisions. personally I had a double incision mastectomy and don't mind my scars, but I do know for some people visible scars can be triggering still. The keyhole method would leave the least amount of visible scar tissue :) hope that helps!

Feeling way better. Will post written update re: medical stuff including this new estrogen topical cream I've been prescribed... This month is supposed to be crazy says the stars so let's just hang in there! I read my tarot cards and they said: "Life is a circus of sensational sensations" I'll leave you with that, happy Sunday ~

PSA: Stroheckers Pharmacy

Hey y'all,

So not to worry you but back earlier in 2015 Stroheckers had a batch of testosterone cypionate compounded in sesame oil that was contaminated with estrionol, the synthetic estrogen. This is the T I had been taking subcue for almost 3.5 years. I have so far switched to the manufactured cottonseed compound many other brothers use. it is not ideal for subcue injection but does the job.

Unfortunately this compound is not covered by my new health insurance, Kaiser. The Kaiser testosterone is compounded in peanut oil. I am very nervous about how this will effect me suncutaneously because of it’s highly immunogenic qualities. Alas we will have to try because I can’t afford the cotton seen manufactured compound at the moment.

Will let you know how things go! I have been having some health complications as of late and we don’t really know what/why. Will make a post about that soon :P

you are just cute as a button!!

goodness thank you, so are you dear! 😭😁

You can be the happiest boy in the world and still have a rough day. Try to take it one thing at a time. 🌴🐌⛅️

the "I've been sick coughing for four days" aesthetic. 2 years 9 months post op !

You are so good looking! I can't wait to be attractive when I starting using T and have top surgery!

Hey dude thank you so much for the compliment!! I bet you are already cute as a button, but that T will grow you up real fast and once the facial hair starts coming in, watch out world... ;)

Life Goals.

Feeling Super Trans*boy

Do you ever experience dysphoria anymore, or have all of the changes you've made during your transition made those experiences few and far between? Your scars look great, by the way.

Sometimes I experience sadness about the way I’m treated due to my body. After a lot of introspection and conversation with queer-intelligent friends, I have come to understand that it’s not actually my body anymore that makes me feel uncomfortable. My best example is peeing in public restrooms: I do not experience dysphoria from not using the urinals; rather I experience discomfort and anxiety over what may happen to me if others question my using the stall. And thank you for the compliment about my scars! I am very privileged to be happy and healthy in my body :)

fuckyeahftms

Got some new undies and shaved my head. Is it bad that I want to run around like this always?

3+ years on T, 2.5 years post op mattstransition.tumblr.com

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Something about you reminds me of Daniel Radcliffe and I hope you take this as a compliment because I love Daniel Radcliffe

I certainly take that as a compliment! Thanks for the message! :)

Napping on the way to our July 4th weekend campsite 😎🇺🇸🌲

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