Maxime

It/its, TMA Nsfw blog for self-indulgence

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BY THE WAY PLEASE DONT LOOK THROUGH MY BLOG UNLESS YOU WANNA SEE FREAK STUFF OKAY???

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the prog effects may have gone away but the migraines never will.

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girl who’s hyperchalant about you

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girls is it really age regressor behavior to want a big box of cheesitz

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Is this good?

I'm Germany

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Another amazing win by our 10 year old field marshal

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my favorite time of day is when I have to lay on the floor because my back hurts a lot, and I think about how I can’t even summon the words to explain how empty and unknowing I feel.

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two hearty cups of soup and a glass of water will surely set me right

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Maxime finally ate something substantial and it feels unstoppable

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I get how useful it can be but I really don’t like what prog does to me tbh

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i should probably like, eat, or something.

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she says this because her body refuses to tell her when she's hungry because of reasons

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i should probably like, eat, or something.

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waking up in the morning and going to talk to the girl you've been flirting with. You're not 100% sure how this is all supposed to work, you've only really been trying since you got told "You're a person now, go wild." So you try to go wild. It's hard, but you are doing pretty good you think, people seem to like you, but what if they dont? Oh god… everything tastes sour… everything.. uugh.. don't worry. Keep your eyes on the prize, pet. You never got anything by just letting your anxiety take hold of you. Keep. Moving. Chat her up, try your best to listen: Anxiety makes it hard to listen. Just… don't worry about that. Uugh… everything feels so sluggish. What if she doesn't like you? Don't. Pay. Attention. To. That. Thought. Keep going, prove yourself, try try try try try try try. Your stomach turns. FUCK! You swallow it down before it can reach your mouth, but the sour taste gets worse, and you try to ignore the burning in your throat.

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Something kind of divine about vomiting. Need more metaphors for vomiting that aren't disgust because having a great big liquid pouring from your mouth to purge yourself clean is interesting artistically. And also vomiting things other than vomit. And I'm not talking about blood, I'm talking about vomiting swords as a metaphor for being tired of violence or organs as a metaphor for escaping the self

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Probably needed to ge t drunker to do the whole head thing so I wouldn’t feel immediate remorse upon sobering up

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Do you want to get really high together except I don’t smoke and you do it til you’re nonverbal, and I’m just fingering your mouth for the rest of the night? Let me know ok

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my stupid fucking journal is falling apart

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How it feels to be mutuals with someone for over a year