ALREADY CHOKING ON MY PRIDE

and kneel before the QUEEN !

[mayfared]

hi yes bitch is (kind of) back

[wantlonger]

—   𝚊 𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚍𝚎 & 𝚊 𝚟𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖 . 

[theforestofthenight]

I just watched Disobedience and now Rachel MacAdams is walking down Toronto like this

[mayfared]

@guilthad​ gets a plotted starter

“MONTANA, RIGHT?” Her smile is genuine, fo whatever it’s worth. “I’M TRYING TO MAKE IT A PRIORITY TO MEET ALL THE NEW INTERNS, BUT I’VE BEEN FALLING BEHIND. I’M ALLY.” She extends a hand, as if the girl doesn’t already know who she is. But Ally’s gotten a long way by being polite, even before politics and cults.

[ahsoutofcontext]

[cruzinwithhorrorstory]

Bring down all cults.

[mayfared]

plotting call

[fairytalefantasia]

American Horror Story Sentence Starters (Seasons 5-8)

SOME NSFW

{{ Send one for your muse to say to mine OR send “Reverse” + a sentence to have my muse say to yours. Adapt pronouns as necessary! }}

HOTEL

“The only thing that takes the edge off is when I can pull people under with me.”

“A man/woman can only be pushed so far, and I’m right on the edge”

“You see everything when the world doesn’t see you.”

“Are we ever ready to see ourselves for what we are?”

“You will know nothing but pain. And I will be there. And you will reach out to me for help and mercy, and in return… I will watch you die with a smile on my face.”

“Ignore her/him. She/he drinks.”

“How thrilled I am to have you across from me. Not once a month, but from now on. Until the sun falls from the sky and the heavens burn in conflagration.”

“Why would I help you when it gives me so much joy to see you suffer?”

“We’re destined for something more… intimate.”

“I think everyone in the world thinks they’re either blessed or cursed. I’ve come to realize I’m neither. I am a curse.”

“Okay….kill me. But screw me first.”

“_____, I’m offering you an eternity with your great lost love. What I wouldn’t trade for a chance at that.”

“Wait, you’re banging her/him, too?”

“Control….is an illusion.”

“I will stand on my head in a skirt for a ciggy and a beer.”

“I don’t need a Batman costume to have some fun!”

“Johnny Depp likes my paintings!”

“You chased alcohol with wormwood, _____. You’re hallucinating.”

ROANOKE

“Keep your eyes open–they could already be inside.”

“This not a joke, we’re not pretending anymore.”

“It was obvious that that magic pot was messing with her/his/your brain! She/he/you was/were seeing things.”

“Man, I haven’t been this freaked out since we were in that asylum!”

“Believe me, they will find us. And if you had any brains at all, you’d get out of here now.”

“I don’t know what possessed me. Something about those woods made you lose control.”

“Where I come from, when you don’t follow orders or show up on time, people die.”

“I’m gonna tell you something that maybe you already know. But you need to hear it from my heart.”

“I promise you, I will love you always. I had so much more to give. I love you.”

“Your end shall be a merciless reckoning.”

“I came back for her/him! I’m in love with her/him, _____, she’s/he’s the reason I came back!”

“We escaped with our lives that night, but I never completely got over it. I’m not sure I ever will.“

“We are two women/men/people for whom trouble just seems to walk alongside.”

“Are you sure it’s not me you love?“

“Who but I am both the tree and the lightning that strikes it?”

“I shall wear thy scalp as an animal pelt!”

“Why do guys feel the need to name their privates?”

CULT

“You are the illest motherfucker alive!”

“You’re not a hero. You’re a symbol. One I created!”

“I wanted to be the last person alive. But I just want to die.”

“There was something more dangerous in this world than a humiliated man. A nasty woman.”

“You’ll never do anything to me.”

“Your promises mean shit! You’re a fake. You don’t stand for a goddamn thing.”

“The biggest mistake I ever made was believing in you, turd.”

“I’m making sloppy joes. Because a sandwich is a sandwich, but a Manwich is a meal.”

“How did this Handmaid shit even happen?”

“What fills your dark heart with dread?”

“You’re the only thing that keeps me going. You are. You’re positive, and you’re optimistic, and you’re transformative, and I’m not.”

“I wish I could say my goodbyes to you.”

“Stop saying sorry. For anything. That makes you nothing. Everything is somebody else’s fault from now on.”

“Are you going to waste my time? Do you understand how valuable my time is — how much it means that I’m here doing this for you?”

“I think there might be something wrong with me. I don’t know what’s real anymore.”

APOCALYPSE 

(season still ongoing, will update with new content when available)

“Are you trying to fucking poison me? This tastes like turtle shit!” 

“Let’s have some burnt champagne.”

“It’s the end of the world.”

“You may never leave the building.”

“There’s no excuse for tardiness when there’s nothing else to do.”

“’Ravishing’ might be too strong a word, but this one certainly becomes you.”

“All we’re doing is waiting around to find out how we die!”

Seasons 1-4

[lourdsmemes]

a collection of prompts from the first episode of american horror story: hotel.  change pronouns as needed !

tw. mild references to drug use.

“ i heard you the first time. ” “ trust me. ” “ this place will grow on you. ” “ who was that?! ”  “ i’m just as surprised as you are. ” “ i’ve got dibs on this one.  i haven’t seen one that sweet in a while. ” “ who are you looking for? ” “ i can see the pain in your eyes.  it’s very familiar. ” “ you’ve lost something and now you’re frozen in time.  can’t move forward, can’t go back. ” “ tell me you love me. ” “ what’s wrong with people? ” “ please let us go. ” “ stop your whining.  you brought this on yourself. ” “ you’re polluting your body with all that shit. ” “ don’t.  please, don’t… ” “ do you really need to be so aggressive?  can’t you have some compassion? ” “ you get the hell out of here. ” “ i’ve seen what your ‘caring’ looks like.  we’ve all seen it. ” “ at least i care about something. ” “ do you think i want to be here, surrounded by junkies and decay? ” “ well, then why don’t you leave?  go. ” “ you’ve been whining about the same thing for twenty years. ” “ you talk a good talk, but you stick around because the truth is you like it. ” “ i’m stuck in this godforsaken cesspool of pain and shit because of you. ” “ you’re the beginning and the end of all my suffering. ” “ i’m done.  done with your bullshit, done with it all. ” “ move me with your tears. ” “ run… run! ” “ this can never happen again. ” “ do you even know what this guy looks like? ” “ nobody tells me shit. ” “ where are weirdos like us supposed to live, huh? ” “ we’re going to be great friends. ” “ i’m the cleanest person you know. ” “ who invited you in? ”

[campbitch-deactivated20210225]

mayfared‌.

“YOU TOO,” Ally smiles, genuinely. When Jackie releases her hand from the shake -it’s a good, firm one, the sort that Ally associates with politicians and dislikable men -Ally resists the urge to toy with her rings. “SO, JACKIE, WHAT BRINGS YOU HERE?” Her immediate assumption is that the other girl is trying to get away from something because hey, aren’t they all?

          “ No particular reason, actually.  M’ friend got a job here, so he took all of us up here with ‘im.  I figured, why not?  It could be FUN. ” That was god’s honest truth.  Though, somewhere deep in Jackie’s subconscious, she was trying to HIDE from her past.  Sometimes being in the city where she’d murdered her father could be a little MUCH.  She’d needed a getaway, “ What ‘bout you? ”

[mayfared]

“BOREDOM, I GUESS,” she’s purposefully vague. “MY PARENTS WANTED ME OUT OF THE HOUSE THIS SUMMER, AND THE INTERNSHIPS WERE FULL.” Ally snaps a rubber band on her wrist. “YOU REALLY THINK IT’S GOING TO BE FUN LOOKING AFTER A BUNCH OF KIDS?” Maybe her dislike is too obvious, but Ally’s never been one for children.

[mayfared]

ALL THE GOOD GIRLS GO TO HELL (THERE’S NOTHING LEFT TO SAVE NOW)

winter & ally team-up aesthetic

[mayfared]

Answer 21 questions and then tag 21 people you would like to get to know a little better.

Nickname:  dru

Real Name:  [redacted]

Zodiac: aries

Height: 5′4

What time is it?: 5:43 PM

Favorite musician/group: Florence & The Machine

Favorite Sports Team: sport?? human sport?? uh...

Other blogs:  uristidious, batsilenced, heirther, maclaytm, suispect

Do I get asks?: sometimes

How many blogs do I follow?: 53

Any Tumblr crushes?: nope

Lucky number:  twelve, seven

What am I wearing right now?: my “vagetarian” shirt and leggings

Dream vacation: Italy

Dream car: motorcycle motorcycle motorcycle

Favorite food: molten chocolate cake 

Drink of choice: sprite

Languages: english

Instruments: no

Celebrity crushes?: bil.lie l.ourd, cha.rlize th.eron, m.egan fo.x, g.ugu mbat.ha-raw, el.iza dus.hku, e.va gr.een, la.shana lynch

Random fact: i want a tarot card tattoo

TAGGED: @feelfear TAGGING: uhhh steal it?

[phantomemes]

starters  /  prompts taken from f. d. soul’s work ,  between you and these bones .  feel free to change pronouns  /  tenses as necessary .

‘  the problem is you keep trying to use your eyes  ’

‘  how i soften when you pull me against you  ’

‘  you are teaching me to love  ’

‘  i will pretend that i have not already heard the question in your eyes  ’

‘  you perhaps will become my swan song  ’

‘  it is a very human thing to love  ’

‘  you are my good days  ’

‘  i have been loved dearly  ’

‘  i promise you will not always be this war  ’

‘  thank god for the stubbornness of organs  ’

‘  it takes me seven days to stop being in love with you  ’

‘  there will always be another day  ’

‘  there will always be another mercy  ’

‘  perhaps i will take up dancing again  ’

‘  what a pretty little disaster you will be  ’

‘  i am terrified for you  ’

‘  i will fold inside of myself  ’

‘  today i am thankful  ’

‘  i didn’t want to sleep because i didn’t want to wake  ’

‘  come and get me  ’

‘  i tell myself i do not need you  ’

‘  i think i broke again last night  ’

‘  i’m just trying to connect with you  ’

‘  you are an ocean that will perhaps never stop crashing  ’

‘  burn the house down in search of yourself  ’

‘  don’t you dare ever stop looking  ’

‘  i struggle not to feel guilty  ’

‘  you are a wild  ,  unkempt thing  ’

‘  sometimes it is a very sad thing to be human and longing  ’

‘  find that you are made of russian nesting dolls  ’

‘  the trees are always kindest with spring comes  ’

‘  teach yourself the hymns again  ’

‘  he is every amen i have ever laid down on lips  ’

‘  this life is an altar  ’

‘  i am sorry i do not have more time  ’

‘  there is a mountain in me  ’

‘  by the morning i am a triumph  ’

‘  there are words playing hooky in the back of your throat  ’

‘  today is by far the most beautiful creature i have ever come across  ’

‘  there are many things that will fit beneath your skin  ’

‘  forgiveness does not take up much room  ’

‘  some days you will breathe and it will be enough  ’

‘  you do not have to hold it quite so tightly  ’

‘  there is a prayer in me  ,  still  ’

‘  you scare me a little  ’

‘  you can be a good thing and not a whole thing  ’

‘  there are flowers in my chest again  ’

‘  the rain comes and sounds like you  ’

‘  i cannot tell you why i still trust god  ’

‘  find peace and build a home out of it  ’

‘  there is never an end  ’

[leneemusing]

nonverbal memes

add + to reverse who does the action

[ attention ] for your muse to touch mine as a way of getting their attention  [ sleep ] for your muse to wake mine  [ cover ]  for your muse to cover mine with a blanket or a jacket  [ lift ] for your muse to give mine a hand stepping up or over something etc.  [ kiss ]  for your muse to come up to mine and kiss them without warning  [ run ] for your muse to run their fingers through mine’s hair  [ braid ] for your muse to braid mine’s hair  [ embrace ]  for your muse to hold mine  [ smile ] for your muse to smile at mine from across the room  [ wave ] for your muse to gesture to mine to come closer  [ panic ] for your muse to grab mine’s arm or get behind them in a moment of danger  [ touch ] for your muse to rest their forehead against mine’s [ weep ]  for your muse to catch mine crying  [ eat ]  for your muse to offer mine food [ hit ] for your muse to attack mine  [ love ] for your muse to touch mine as a show of affection or reassurance  [ nap ] for your muse to fall asleep against mine  [ rest ] for your muse to rest their head in mine’s lap  [ look ] for your muse to catch mine staring  [ seduce ] for your muse to touch mine sexually  [ help ] for your muse to lean on mine for support  [ give ] for your muse to offer mine their arm  [ entwine ] for your muse to hold mine’s hand  [ laugh ] for your muse to laugh at something mine did  [ dance ] for your muse to dance with mine  [ sit ] for your muse to pull mine into their lap  [ yell ] for your muse to calm mine down  [ cry ] for your muse to wipe mine’s tears away  [ dream ] for your muse to wake mine from a nightmare  [ surprise ] for your muse to show up at mine’s house without explanation  [ fix ] for your muse to treat mine’s injury  [ sacrifice ] for your muse to get hurt protecting mine  [ guard ] for your muse to step between my muse and danger  [ taste ] for your muse to cook for mine  [ sing ] for your muse to sing to mine 

[mayfared]

GOTHIC   LITERATURE.

bold what applies.       italicize what sometimes applies.      repost don’t reblog.

i.   DRACULA.  cold to the touch. flickering candles. cold breath upon your neck. billowing white gowns. midnight strolls. pearl trimmed bands. indulging in your deepest desires. the fall from grace. the fear of outsiders. bloodstained sheets.  dark imaginations. something lurking in the shadows. the urge to run away. glowing eyes in the darkness. the scent of garlic. preying on the weak. the power to both bring and take life.

ii.    THE   PICTURE   OF   DORIAN  GRAY.  old bookshelves. kisses on the hand. a devotion to the finer things in life. prizing youth and beauty above all. paying the ultimate price. the pursuit of pleasure. blood red sins painted over in white snow. a drug-induced stupor. breaking the heart of the one you love. losing what’s left of your humanity.  

iii.   FRANKENSTEIN.   frantic sketches. the stench of something rotten. unorthodox beliefs. a scream from the woods. candles burning out. dangerous knowledge.contemplating existence. the crunch of leaves. the chill of winter in your bones. dark ambitions. prometheus reborn. the contrast between life and death.

iv.   THE   COUNT   OF   MONTE   CRISTO.  false accusations. taking justice into your own hands. divine justice. elaborate schemes.  playing upon others’ weaknesses. the solitude of the ocean. an ever-changing identity. dissatisfaction in your life.  an alienation from humanity. escaping from prison.

𝘁𝗮𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆: @feelfear​ ty <3 𝘁𝗮𝗴𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗴:  steal it & tag me!

[mayfared]

don’t underestimate my ability to turn you into ruins. i will shatter your soul into pieces like you did mine, i will burn your sanctuary, destroy everything you own…your kingdom is over, and I WILL WEAR YOUR CROWN TOO.

ind. priv. sel. ALLY MAYFAIR-RICHARDS of AMERICAN HORROR STORY: CULT

[mayfared]

I’m back, so feel free to hit me up to plot 💙