Mayo’s ill diary !

Kukuku…

[mayoyonee]

!! warning: this is mostly a vent acc soo tw for talks about suicide, suicidal ideation, eating disorders, self harm, past rape and sexual assault and all that “no good” stuff.. BLOCK DONT REPORT ty <3

mayo ; 20 ; they / them

jirai ; vent acc ; diary ?? of some sort . come see me loose ma mind .yay

asd ; adhd ; mdd ; bulimia (diagnosed) ; fdis ; dpd (suspected by professionals)

byf: anti-censorship ; donot care bout proshippers / darkshippers etc ; donot have a dni. I block freely ; would greatly appreciate tonetags.. !

my strawpage.. !

#mayowords - yapyap

#mayotroste - sadyap

#mayoreblos - reblogs

#u asked …? - asks

[mayoyonee]

cokezero my abslute truest love.. !

[meandmymadness12]

“I hate how every Jirai is depressed and suicidal!”

[angelfies]

i love some characters sk much like they are all it hink about and id love to have a yumeship with them but i can never like them more than i wanna be them . like yes i wanna kiss you but you are me

can this be considered selfcest

[snowy-nights-alone]

Daily affirmations!!!

They can't smell the fact I'm decaying from the inside

They can't smell the fact I'm decaying from the inside

They can't smell the fact I'm decaying from the inside

They can't smell the fact I'm decaying from the inside

They can't smell the fact I'm decaying from the inside

They can't smell the fact I'm decaying from the inside

They can't smell the fact I'm decaying from the inside

They can't smell the fact I'm decaying from the inside

They can't smell the fact I'm decaying from the inside

They can't smell the fact I'm decaying from the inside

[mayoyonee]

im givin yall alil kiss on the forhead.. yes . u ALL, COMEHERE

[snowy-nights-alone]

[mayoyonee]

COME TO (genderless) PAPA IMSMOOCHIN UR FACE

[mayoyonee]

*goes through the horrors* strvin todeath will surely .make this better

[faliuregirl]

Btw if I ever post a photo of me here it will always be heavily edited

[sicklysweet420]

Don’t sleep on Italian soda I loveee me a limonata

[dy1ngang3l]

“cat scratches aren’t even valid” SHUT. UP. IF YOU’RE DOING SOMETHING WITH THE INTENT TO HARM YOURSELF, THAT IS SH. IT DOESNT MATTER HOW DEEP YOU GO HOLY SHIT.

[mayoyonee]

tw tmi ? uu maybee

its lowky beenbleedin a,lil since yestrday down there. huh .

thought itwas my period but itsnot time n i donot have cramps

donot wanna dealw this

[mayoyonee]

ASK GAMEE CUZ I LOVE YA!!!

𝐅𝐈𝐒𝐇

𝐒𝐄𝐀 𝐅𝐎𝐀𝐌

𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐓𝐎𝐍

𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐄

𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐋

𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐃

-❄️💫

LOVEYA TOOO DEAR !! MMUA

. 𝐅𝐈𝐒𝐇 - what's your favorite aquatic creature?

jellyfishes.. ! theyre soso cool...

. 𝐒𝐄𝐀 𝐅𝐎𝐀𝐌 - do you feel your emotions deeply?

waaa i feel them soso deeply .. theymake me physcally ill n they hurt sobad .i hate them

. 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐓𝐎𝐍 - how many people do you consider to be your friends? do you wish to have more or less?

i have fewfew ppl.. makin friends n deep connctions ingeneral r sohard for me... i somtines do wish ihad more

. 𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐄 - are you afraid of the ocean? does the deep sea scare you? if so, what's the scariest thing about it?

itsnot the creatures there thatscare me.. its the waves... its force...... im soso scared of tsunamis n stuff like that ,im gen terrified ofit

𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐋 - you mean everything to me. you're one of a kind.

WAA DEAR.. ilove ya soso much... u mean aLOTTT to metoo

𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐃 - you enchant me.

blushblush... >w<

[i-like-greyblues]

things to give to the jirai in your life:

Large amounts of cash

New blades

New blades

Caffeinated beverage of their choice

A drug of their choice

Cigarettes and/or vape

New blades

Large amounts of cash

Large amounts of cash

Did I mention large amounts of cash

[mayoyonee]

im givin yall alil kiss on the forhead.. yes . u ALL, COMEHERE

[star-crossedloverboy-official]

"No one loves me"

I DO

I don't care if I'm the only person with enough sense to love you, I love you. Even if it's only me

*kisses you on the forehead*

[burnt-swissroll]

reminder that jiraiblr is a space full of mentally ill people, which most of them are struggling teens

it baffles me how some people go out of their way to harass others online, isn’t that a crime? Theres better ways to waste your time than to just be a jerk…

[ice-screamm]

I like abuse because I think I deserve it