organized chaos

If a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, then what does an empty desk tell you? My desk is messy just the way i like it...

[thoughtkick]

“I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me. Love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person. Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”

— The O.C.

[mayumiapril]

I keep discovering ugly parts of me. Do you still want me?

[thoughtkick]

“I know—better than anyone—that once someone’s made up her mind to leave you, there’s nothing you can do to make her stay.”

— Being Friends With Boys

[mayumiapril]

This made me realize I'm never ready to walk away, no matter how much I truly believed I wanted to.

[iglovequotes]

https://iglovequotes.net/

[mayumiapril]

Yesterday,

You made me realize that all fights are petty compared to all the love within. It does not even begin to measure to the amount of sacrifice and unconditional love you have for me.

I tried my best to make you hate me... yet you loved me more. You dismissed all the hurts and stabs I threw your way, didn't even phaze you.

What did I ever do to deserve your love?

All I ever did was be there for you. That doesnt seem enough at all.

[thepersonalquotes]

[mayumiapril]

But I can •

[extramadness]

[mayumiapril]

I really did think nothing would change, because everyday, it's all the same...

... yet now, I'm different -- I want more

... and so do you ♡

[iglovequotes]

https://iglovequotes.net/

[mayumiapril]

Pulling a you on you.

[thepersonalquotes]

[mayumiapril]

"You'll thank me later."

[iglovequotes]

https://iglovequotes.net/

[mayumiapril]

Everytime you forgive him, he will love you more. The problem is you'll love him less.

[thepersonalquotes]

[mayumiapril]

I love the way you touch me without using your hands 💖

[thoughtkick]

“I understood myself only after I destroyed myself. And only in the process of fixing myself did I know who I really was.”

— Sade Andria Zabala

[mayumiapril]

Thank you for being the instrument, the wrecking ball if I may, that you were in the destruction of who I was.

[thoughtkick]

“The broken ones will always be able to love harder than most. Once you’ve been in the dark, you learn to appreciate everything that shines.”

— Unknown (via resqectable)

[mayumiapril]

I never knew how broken I was. I always thought this and that was of the norm. Turns out it was an exception.

Now, i can either live my life thinking I'm an outlier or rejoice in the thought of my uniqueness.

Some days are harder than others, I guess.

[extramadness]

[mayumiapril]

That's why I stick around... even up to the point of stupidity. Because that's just how I love - passionately, deeply, absolutely profoundly.

[thepersonalquotes]

[mayumiapril]

When tears fail me...

... all the more dangerous!

[sheispoetrying]

I am not a therapist Yet I listened to your soul for hours on end Carefully pulling at the box you placed yourself in I questioned your hypocrisy and comforted wounds that remain unhealed When the world came crashing down at your sorry side I tried to help lift it I told you “Go, get better, I’ve got this” But life was a lot heavier without you there And even heavier when you never came back So now I take the world to my own therapist, a real one And find, after all this time I should have been getting paid

-(a.e.) // that is not my job

[mayumiapril]

Lol

[extramadness]

[mayumiapril]

With you, I'm me.

Not because you allow me to, but rather because you insist that's what I do.

I love you too.

[teenagecrush]

[mayumiapril]

You are my Pokemon!

[thepersonalquotes]

[mayumiapril]

But in every scenario I play in my head, I make sure I end up with you.