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No More!

If I'm going to be second best to you, then you can be second best to me too. One day I will find someone who makes me feel like their world, they way you were to me. Until then, I have no choice but to tolerate the sadness and worthlessness that I now wake up with everyday. But the future is coming, times will change, I will get better.

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No Longer settling for being your second best!

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Why am I sad? Am I sad because I’m second best in your life? Am I sad because you don’t care about my day? Am I sad because you look at her how you used to look at me, the excitement and joy in your eyes that used to exist in our own little world? Am I sad because you know more about his week than mine? Am I sad because you are not who you used to be? Am I sad because of the act? Which you do I get? Why is it different from the you they get? No. I’m Sad because I love you. I love how you are so attentive to people and you care how they feel. I love how you try hard for people, to make them feel comfortable. I just wished you still tried that hard for me. I just wished you still loved me. Because I love you.

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How do you know?

How can we ever know what is going on in somebody else's mind?

My idea of a relationship is being with someone so in tune with yourself that you don't have to know, it's probably the same as what is going on in your own head.

Why are we so scared to end things? Is it not less cruel to be honest and open about your thoughts than hide in someone else and pretend everything is dandy.

I want a relationship where I can trust. Communicate. Love freely without the fear of being hurt or left behind.

Maybe I should just be on my own.