don't have a McDreamy but i have so many dreams @mcdreamer9 - Tumblr Blog

Every night you dream that you talk to a genie, when you wake up you can't remember what you wished for. One morning you wake up with a giant crab pincer replacing your right arm. What do you do?

"Finally!" I yell, as I grab all my clothes of the floor of my room with one pincer.

#show and tell time #show and tell #satt #satt-prompt #satt-writing-prompt #satt-genie

hi so I'm just over here, journaling and listening to music, when Youtube just auto-generates Fearless to my country playlist, and I'm like ok yes haven't heard this in maybe a few weeks, but the thumbnail is different????? the video was posted 6 days ago?????? it's Taylor's account but doesn't show up if you search fearless WHAT IS GOING ON WHO HAS ANSWERS

fluffygif

Cutie fluffy baby

mcdreamer9

bats! are! cute!! bats! are ! not! the! problem!!!!

bellepetiteswiftie

I’m just feeling so :( tonight and my pain isn’t helping. Time to listen to Lover and fall asleep. Sending hugs to everyone 🤍🤍

mcdreamer9

I hope you wake up feeling refreshed and ready for another day and excited to play more Lover while you do your thing :)

speaknowtaylor

My new glasses + my first selfie with glasses on ever

mcdreamer9

you look so cute in glasses!! I’m getting major ‘hot and smart girl’ vibessss they totally suit you

maybesomaybeno

Sometimes I drink too much vodka or eat 3 servings of macaroni and cheese in one sitting, but by far the most unhealthy habit I have is comparing myself to others.

runsleepygirl-deactivated201410

This is one of my favorite things I’ve ever read on tumblr

mcdreamer9

yet society will shame you more for eating large quantities of food than self-hate

#im in a mood kay

frogmp3

so disturbed when people say they don’t like vegetarian food. bro this is vegetables

mcdreamer9

I think those people are referring to weird things like tofu-bacon and soy-burgers that health-conscious mothers like mine fed them

#i have nothing against vegetables #in their natural state

*warning* mentions unhappy things please scroll by if you are having a bad day

amid the craze of COVID-19 and the hate towards Asia, there’s a huge cyber sexual harassment case all over the news that reveals psychos exchanging bitcoins and giftcards for videos of people being dehumanized; a professor I know and have learned from was involved in a seemingly unrelated (so far) exchange of porn and is being investigated by the university; my dog is turning 10 and shows signs of fatigue and arthritis; and a new pet shop opened up right where I go for walks with my dog that has cages that are too cramped and kittens that are too small and employers that are too unconcerned about it all; I’ve learned from my psychiatrist that I also have a sleeping disorder on top of my current mental health issues, and insurance doesn’t cover much of the rising cost of my meds.

I’m used to being depressed, but these are all concrete problems, staring down at me and I don’t know how to solve this, and I really just need @taylorswift to tell me how she got through bad days because things are tough.

#aside from getting an awesome boyfriend

mcdreamer9

‘kay, so I know weekends are supposed to be chill but I was just listening to End Game and the line “I swear I don’t love the drama, it loves me?” just really got to me??? Like Taylor really never did anything problematic??? She’s just this slightly goofy, overexcitable person who really loves cats??? Who likes to write her own songs instead of singing someone else’s??? I just don’t understand why she’s been so caught in drama after drama when all she ever really wanted to do was make friends and play guitar and maybe have a boyfriend

mcdreamer9

welp this is still relevant

#go watch miss americana

swiftful-thinking13

I’m going to need 3-5 business days in order to digest all of my feelings

carlylala

me the first time I ever heard Taylor say “sonically cohesive”

mcdreamer9

laughing so hard at this because I basically grew up absorbing @taylorswift‘s vocabulary and said stuff like “sonically cohesive” and “playing nonchalant” so casually that all my english teachers asked what kind of difficult books I was reading to learn english like that

#um you know just the auditory variety

@taylorswift You are strong, you are brave, you are intelligent, and kind, and empathetic, and hard working, and self-aware, and creative, and selfless, and witty, resilient, open-minded, and caring and I will never stop admiring you for those traits no matter what. No matter your body shape or size, no matter the turnout at your shows or the number of nominations you have, I will always be proud of you and love you.

#in case you needed to hear this

mcdreamer9

hi it’s midnight but it’s also that time when I get all sappy and emotional about how being born in 1999 means that I start a new decade of my life just as @taylorswift starts a new decade in hers, and it’s a new decade for everyone and fresh starts and lessons learned and memories made and I really did spend half of my entire life with Taylor and the feelings are a lot, okay?

mcdreamer9

also, hearing @taylorswift talk so openly about being an “adult” in Miss Americana was so reassuring. I don’t feel ready to be 20, I don’t think I’ll ever feel ready to be an adult, but if she feels that way about 30, maybe no one ever feels ready.

#so many thoughts in my mind but none of them are english words

still-an-innocentt

i just wish i could time travel back a few years to give taylor a hug and tell her that everything will be ok and she’ll find happiness again and the people that truly love her will always stay