death before dishonor

@meganisms: i don't get the hype of twitter but here i am @meganisms: i'm the girl your parents warned you about @meganisms: omg stfu

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 bennettcook:

“I just spent the last ten minutes looking for my phone while I was on the phone. It’s been that kind of day.”

“that’s kinda pathetic, dude.”

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 pipercmae:

“that sounds so overwhelming, dude. i wish my house was piperland,” she mused with a shrug. “wait, how old are you? are you like twelve, or some shit?”

“i’m the baby and my parents have always trusted me because i tell them everything. specifically my mom. so i’m pretty much free to do whatever i want,” she said. “uh, no --- i’m fifteen.”

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 lilithcrvzpls:

“I was at the mall today after work and believe me or not what happened then. A kid, I swear he was like twelve or something, came up to me and asked me if he could touch my boob for ten bucks. What happened to this generation?!“

“should’ve let him do it, you’d have ten bucks in your pocket right now.”

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 rrcna:

and there it was, her younger sister who knew so much more about life than she did. it was like a slap in her face as the younger girl mentioned that she was protecting herself better than rena clearly did. a soft sigh leaving past her lips. nodding her head so slightly. at the point, she felt like if she would open her mouth at that moment, she’d probably end up crying. instead she just kept herself silent and nodded along with every little thing her sister said. “ i’m … glad you told mom about this, ” was all she could bring out at that very moment. she looked away from her sister as she tried to find the nearby pillow which she set onto her lap. “ as long … as you know what you’re doing, it’s fine - i guess, ” she knew she actually was the last person to give her sister advice on this. “ i’m —- i think i should just … ” she gestured to the door. “ i think i should just go ? ” she said as she got up from her sister’s bed. “ so i won’t interrupt you on …. that, ” she said and pointed at the notebook the girl had on her desk. grabbing another cookie before she gave her sister one more look as tears threatened to fill her eyes. 

"mom has known since the first time. i know i'm young, but i know what i'm doing. i have experience. enough experience to know what i'm doing. i appreciate the concern, but i promise you, i promise i'm being safe, i'm not being careless, i'm not throwing my childhood away, i'm not getting into cars with drunk people, i'm making sure my decisions are thought out --- i promise." a sigh escaped her lips, knowing now that her sister was upset and she ran her hand through her hair. "you don't have to leave, just... trust me that i'm being smart about what i'm doing."

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 rrcna:

“ seesh, meg. all i want is the best for you. no need to go off at me like that ! ” even though megan was proving her point, rena’s hormonal self couldn’t take her sister going off like that at her. “ i know …. jeez, i just .. i just .. want you to be careful, okay ? ” more like, she didn’t want her sister to end up in the same situation as she was in now. rena’s eyes widened a little as her sister said her last sentence. “ stop with this bullshit ! megan you’re fifteen ! ” when she was fifteen, she thought she had all at that moment too when she soon started to date her ex-boyfriend, but really she was so naive to not see how much he was taking advantage of her. 

"i didn't go off on you," she sighed. an eyebrow raised and she nodded. "yeah, i know how old i am. and look, i love you, but me having sex isn't your decision, it's mine. and mom knows --- so there's no reason for you to get upset about it. she knows, and she has conditions --- conditions that i follow. if i'm drinking, i call her to pick me up. if i'm having sex, i use protection, i take the morning after pill, and i'm on birth control. i keep track of my ovulation too, and i don't do it on days i'm ovulating. i get tested at planned parenthood every month to make sure i’m not pregnant, which is highly unlikely to happen with the amount of precautions i take, and to make sure i’m std free, which i always am because me and grey are always careful. i know how to be safe, i've been doing it for two years."

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 rrcna:

“ i wish i could say that i’m proud of you knowing your own limits but really, i don’t like the fact of you being near alcohol, ” rena said out of her own experiences with alcohol. “ i don’t understand the whole hype about it anyway. but … like … please let me know if it’s your friends who’re trying to be one of those ‘cool kids’ and dragging you in to this … because then i’ll show them who’s daughter i am, ” she said. sure, she of course wasn’t all this confident when it came to other people but when it came to one of her sisters or her parents, she had no shame and knew no limits. “ you know what ? i’m actually glad to hear this. no need to think about boys at this young age anyway, ” she said as if she wasn’t the one pregnant now — but oh well, no one really knew yet. 

“um, when have you ever known me to listen, let alone let someone force me to do something? what i do is my own actions, nobody’s pressuring me to do anything. people don’t mess with me because i’ll put up my dukes and get down to it, i fight when people piss me off, everyone knows not to fuck around with me,” she said. although actions and personality wise, she was very much a fifteen-year-old little girl, the wisdom would interpret that she was, in fact, a ninety-year-old woman who’d learned a lot over her years. “i didn’t say i wasn’t having sex. i have a lot of it.”

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 pipercmae:

“what does she have a shrine dedicated to you, or something?” piper teased as she chuckle fell from her mouth. “let’s go. i can drive if you’d like.”

“you should see my house, it’s meganopolis,” she said with a small laugh. “well, you’ll have to, i don’t have a license.”

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💬 + one of your sisters is pregnant and one of them recently got fired from their job. which one is who, can you guess it?

“honestly both of those sound like something that would happen to me, so imma just sit here twiddling my thumbs instead.”

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do you have a favorite family memory?

“the day i was born. they stopped having kids after me because i was perfect.”

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tell us one thing you totally hate about your sisters individually and one thing you love about them (if you do ofc).

“hate: that they’re nosy about what i do. love: that they care enough to be nosy. there aren’t many siblings that legitimately care about what their siblings are doing, so it’s special and it means a lot that rena and maria actually care. and when they tell me i shouldn’t do something, it’s not a ‘i’m older than you so you have to listen’ way, it’s a ‘just be careful’ way. and i am careful. i do stupid things, but i do those stupid things responsibly.”

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 rrcna:

“ you don’t always ? so this basically means you did drink ? ” sure, rena could be pretty overreacting when it could’ve just been one glass but really she was just overprotective which was definitely something she got from her parents. “ but …. that’s also good so they know they shouldn’t mess with you because papa will probably lock them up, ” rena chuckled softly.  

“no. i do drink. but i drink responsibly, don’t worry. i call mom when i need a ride home and i limit myself so i can at least think clearly. i’ve got it handled,” she said. “it makes them so anxious around me though. and guys? the whole having a dad as a cop thing is a total cock block.”

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 pipercmae:

“your mother must be so proud,” her shoulders shrugged. “honestly, i’ll take it. we just need to stop by target, and pick up a few snacks, and an iced coffee.”

“have you ever heard a latina mother go on and on about her babies? that’s my mom,” she said with a nod. “sounds good to me, what are we waiting for?”

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 ofjulicn:

“what movies made the cut?”

“steel magnolias, overboard, death becomes her, and the first wives club. that’s just so far. there are tons more.”

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 rrcna:

rena shook her head in disbelief. “ meg, we don’t need alcohol to have fun ! we can have fun without it, ” rena said as a soft chuckle left from her glossy lips. “ i just don’t understand why teenagers can’t have fun without the alcohol, ” she had never understood the whole concept of alcohol anyway. it tasted bad and most of the times you’ll only get headaches from it. “ oh my god … i can already imagine a whole speech in spanish coming, ” rena rolled her eyes. 

“i know that, i don’t always drink to have fun. but if you don’t have fun with it, you’re probably drinking the wrong stuff, just saying,” she said. “oh, yeah. it’d be hilarious. it kinda sucks having dad in law enforcement, cause do you know how many of my friends are so wary around me because of it? they assume that because i’m a cop’s kid i’m gonna turn ‘em in or something, but i’m the one doing shit that’s putting me under the radar.”