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Is this Succession?
the bond between a girl and their favorite fictional man is both an unstoppable force and an immovable object
Breaking my silence by just saying Connie calling Pedro a protective and kind man who made her feel safe to be so feminine around him has somehow altered my brain chemistry.
Chapter 3
(Chapter 1)
(Chapter 2)
Eleana never felt more warmth in her 18 years of living. She was content and at peace. She had a sister who everyday proved to become better and now a lover that never lets her doubt. After their encounter, daemon and eleana met often away from the castle during their dragon rides. Their brief visits consisted of daemon dominating eleana’s body to only be met back with the most tender of touches from her.
He was eager to talk to viserys but eleana thought he’d rather think about a plan before telling him. After all eleana wasn’t visarys’ favorite child nor was daemon his favorite brother.
Daemon had urgently run to the kings court to speak to viserys about wedding eleana but was instead met with some lords discussing an issue with the king so he quietly took a seat and waited for them to finish but suddenly something seemed to catch his attention.
‘My lord, this is an offer which could potentially return essos our promised land to us! They don’t ask for much we could send them a spare’ sir Otto said as the king looked distressed. ‘My lord the lands in essos are in constant position of war against us, if we give them what they asked they’d let us within them and it would mean eternal monarchy for the house targeryan in both continents’
‘My lord I wouldn’t agree with lord Hightower these are potentially distruction weapons they could use against us to rise to power my lord’ said sir strong.
It seemed to be a difficult topic as the king was completely silent staring at the doors.
‘What and who exactly are we talking of?’ Daemon asked starting to be intrigued by the issue. Both lord Otto and lord strong gave daemon reluctant looks until the king broke the silence ‘lord otto Hightower recently spoke to a donish high lord who offered a deal of peace’ he stopped for a moment and sighted loudly ‘he offered their loyalty and supply for a dragon’
‘You can not possibly have thought about such a ridiculous offer brother’ daemon said scoffing while taking a sip of his drink to only find his brother silent. ‘Brother if this happens you know the consequences we are the only race allowed to keep dragons we are the dragon riders and keepe-‘ lord Otto then cut daemon off by adding ‘he said the dragon would be used for purely trade reasons my lord, he explained how the dragon could back and forth aid with shipment of spices between the two continents which would lessen the taxes and make it easier on the 7 realms’. Daemon ignored lord Otto Hightower and slammed his hand on the table ‘this is madness, house Targaryen are the house of dragons if we use them for trade we’d be lowering our standards and values! It is Rickless for you to even bring such a topic to the table lord Hightower absolute madness’ ‘brother sit down,’ the king ordered as he sighted one last time.
‘Sir Otto we don’t have dragons to offer, all the dragons have rightful owners in which we can not use’ ‘my lord I thought of one dragon which we could use’ sir Otto added and started to slowly get off his chair. ‘I know this could be a controversial topic my lord but I talked it with the dragon keepers and they all agreed that this dragon does not fit in with the others perhaps it would be more content to help in trade’ daemon stood furiously not only that sir Otto had gone as far as contacting the dragon keepers but the dragon keepers shared such sacred information with a non Targaryen. This all felt like humiliation to his brother except the king signaled sir Otto to continue. ‘valeon my lord, princess eleana’s white dragon. She is too weak of old age to use for destruction as well as secluded from the rest of the dragons she could do no harm’ daemon threw his glass to the floor and rushed to sir Otto to only be stopped by lord strong. ‘Daemon enough!’ The king yelled as he himself stood from his seat. ‘Is the dragon keepers sure that valeon would have no ability to use against us Otto’ daemon looked at the king horridly trying to make for what he was hearing. ‘Yes my lord, valeon is too weak to use for fire. In fact he stated that she could barely fend for herself anymore she is too old of age, she id the second oldest after vhagar who we are not entirely sure is even alive anymore my lord’ ‘Alright give them my word’ ‘you CANT do this visarys this is eleana’s dragon you can’t give it to anyone let alone a non Targaryen!’ Daemon yelled with his voice echoing through the hall. The other lords looked distressed especially lord valerion ‘I agree with prince daemon my lord, if not for princess eleana’s heartbreak but the dragon could potentially die if under the stress and misguidance of non dragon keepers my lord’
‘If it is princess eleana you are worried for I will convince her, and if it is the dragon you are worried for we could kill it she is too old of age anyways’ said the king with a hint of humor in his voice. Daemon held at his brother’s cape but the kings guards pushed him out ‘you seem to forget that before being your brother I am a king daemon’ he yelled.
Meanwhile eleana was over a mountain with valeon as she sat and stared into the distance. ‘Valeon have you ever fell in love?’ She asked her dragon as she started to stroke her head. ‘I want you to feel that valeon I know you would feel liberated as I do right now’. Valeon was one of the oldest dragons left. She was ridden by great Targaryens. Originally she belonged to alysanne Targaryen before she met her fate and descended all the way till eleana. Although it was thought the royal child would better own an egg that grows with them, but eleana’s birth was during a time of instability which disabled the dragon keepers to find eggs. But eleana thanked the gods that valeon was her chosen one. She loved her more than she loved herself.
Ever since the age of 3 eleana spent her days riding her dragons and her night caring for her, she felt like people secluded valeon and regarded her as weak due to her individuality but she knew if god forbid anything happened eleana, valeon would defend her with fire and blood.
On the ride back to the dragons dome eleana felt something different. Today felt different. The skies were dull but there were no rain, it was empty. Even the usual flock of birds were no where to be seen. On normal days eleana left valeon in her cave in the middle of the mountains. She liked to imagine valeon having her own family there but reality was it was healthier for a dragon to roam free but today she had to bring her to the dome for a cleaning and checkup. For the rest of the ride eleana kept hearing voices in her head, it’s as if they were screams that sounded closer as they reached their destination but the group was empty and there were no people.
When eleana arrived a couple of dragon keepers stood with large chains spread across the floor. ‘Is everything alright’ she asked but was met with not answer
She asked again this time in high valyrian when one of them replied ‘my princess the king asked for you urgently in the palace’. Eleana’s heart froze for a moment. All she could think of was if rhaenyra was ok, everything seemed dim and depressing.
She rushed back to the castle when she suddenly felt all eyes on her. The maidens and the servants were all standing with their head to the ground. This all made her far more concerned of rhaenyra when she found herself run frantically calling her name. ‘My princess the king in the high veranda wishes to see you’ eleana rushed to the veranda to see her father the king and sister standing surrounded by the high lords from around the realms.
‘Rhaenyra are you ok?’ She rushed to her sister and stroked her hair ‘I thought something had happened to you’ she continued as she took her sister in a hug. Rhaenyra on the contrary did not return the hug but she started tearing up and looked over to the sea.
‘What is going on here’ eleana asked lookin around trying to find the familiar face that gave her comfort in times like this except he was not present. ‘Eleana the high lords came up with a great plan that would restore peace not only on our continent but in essos too’ the king said with a smug smile on his face. ‘That’s great my lord!’ She said enthusiastically but deep down she felt something terribly wrong. ‘What was the plan?’ She asked dreading to hear what’s coming next.
Right before the king could say anything she heard a screeched scream of valeon from a distance. Everyone’s attention was brought to the sight of valeon chained down on a huge moving plate across the beach to one of the ships on the shore. Valeon screeched more and more before one of the ship staff whipped at her legs. ‘HEY WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?’ Eleana tried screaming at the ship staff or the dragon keepers but they were too far away. ‘What is going on where are they taking valeon’ she said starting to loose her composure ‘eleana the plan to was to trade valeon for peace’ the king continued smuggly. Rhaenyra herself couldn’t handle the shrieks and started moving backwards away from the sight beneath them. ‘What are you saying?! What is happening free my dragon at once!’ She yelled at her father when the kings guards started pointing their weapons at her. ‘ I said at once!’ She yelled harder this time with tears running down her face. At this moment daemon appeared and dragged eleana away from the guards ‘Let her go you monster let her go!’ She yelled again and again at her father. The sight was too wrenching even for some of the high lords who chose to follow rhaenyra far from the rail. Daemon slowly whispered into eleana’s ear ‘don’t worry I’ll leave with caraxes and free her’ eleana pushed him off her and stroked to the king ‘you can’t do this let her go please I beg you father please’ he said nothing and watched as valeon shrieked even more. ‘FATHER!’ She yelled again but he insisted to ignore her. Eleana lost all control of her body as she felt herself hit the kings guards to pass to her father only being met with hits from their shields. Daemon and lord velarion interfered with daemon taking his swords at the kings guard and lord velarion trying to hold back eleana ‘I beg you let her go she is too distressed please father’ the king stood up and followed in eleana’s direction ‘do you dare to question my authority?’ He asked her ‘treason is not forgiven by the Targaryens you of all people should know!’ He shouted while daemon tried to free himself from the kings guards who not have his sword.
‘She is in distress we could lose her please atleast let me fly her’ she said getting on her knees to beg but lord velarion held her back up and wouldn’t allow it. ‘My child compose yourself, you’d only lose her like this’ he said into her ears. Just as eleana stood up another shriek was heard but this time it was from the ship staff whom valeon was firing at. ‘stop her at once!’ Ordered the king as the kings guard started making their signals to hundreds of arrow men standing in the castle forts. ‘No no no please don’t do this due is defending herself she- you can’t kill her she is my dragon sTOP! Please don’t shoot!’ Eleana shouted loudly for them to hear but it was too late as the king signaled to shoot. At once the shrieking stopped. And eleana stood in silence staring away from the sight behind her. She knew what to expect and if she saw it she didn’t know how she’d react. The veranda grew silent and a few lords started gasping at the sight beneath them. Lord velarion let go of eleana and himself held the rails for support. She fell to the floor unable to physically hold herself up. ‘It had to be done, if the ship was to be set on fire they’d tax us more’ the king said and started walking out ‘if we hadn’t reacted she could’ve burnt us all alive’ he continued and walked out. The lords started following him one by one giving eleana a sympathetic look before their exit. Rhaenyra stood in the corner too shocked to speak. Daemon was let go by the kings guard and started approaching eleana.
‘Eleana-‘ he cut himself off as he saw the state she was in. She lied there on the floor with an unreadable expression. Not sadness, not anger not calm. She just was.
‘Get- I’ll get her out of there eleana I won’t let them take her body’ he continued as he tried to lower himself to her but eleana flinched away. She started standing up when daemon held her opposite the direction of the now bloody valeon. She insisted and pushed him away and there it was.
She saw valeon on the crane, her white scales turned red as she lied lifeless. The body of water beneath her was red and all the ship crew were taking turns to touch her wings.
Her most precious friend was now dead.
Chapter 2
Warning: smut ahead.
Days, weeks and months passed. So much has happened in such a timespan. Rhaenyra was officially renounced heir to the throne in Public, the king married alicent to everyone’s utter shock, daemon Targaryen and the sea snake left to fight the crabfeeder and eleana went back to resume her daily activities, ride her dragon and keep herself busy.
She and daemon did not speak ever since that day, moreover to make matters even worse the king grew suspicious of eleana’s whereabout as he got news that she left her chambers that one day. He didn’t directly ask her of her whereabouts but he did threaten to have her married as soon as the war against the crabfeeder ends.
Eleana didn’t receive any letters from daemon through the months he’d been in war, she hoped it was one of his usual sly tactics to get her excited for him when he comes back but a part of her knew it was his way of punishing her for his jealousy of sir harwin.
Sir harwin to eleana was like a brother. He was her first guard and she watched him grow into the fine knight he is today, never had she saw him in the light she saw daemon. She always wondered wether what she felt for daemon was pure attraction or was it because she never had an opportunity to feel these things with other men. She wondered if she was a normal girl would she still be as helplessly in love with daemon as she is or was daemon holding her captive to only make her see him.
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Two years and a half had passed now, still no sign of daemon or the war ending, queen alicent gave birth to the king’s first son and she was already pregnant with the second.
Eleana felt great relief that by the day the king seems to forget she exists, which gives her the freedom to herself. On the royal tour he was too fixated on showing his son off and finding a husband to wed rhaenyra. A part of him knew that if he put eleana to the offer first she might catch the attention of a powerful man that the king would want for rhaenyra, smart on his side and extremely lucky on eleana’s side.
After what seemed to be forever daemon had returned with the crown of victory, he was celebrated a hero by everyone. The king even prepared a large feast and wine with all the powerful men present. Daemon on the other hand didn’t seem to care that eleana was there. He not once held eye contact with her. She was growing frustrated by the second but kept her composure to not attain any unwanted attention.
As she was sitting on the kings table drinking wine, the king came to her with a rather older man in hand. ‘This is my daughter eleana, eleana this lord Lannister’ he said signaling for her to stand up and greet the olde man. Eleana showed courtesy and fairly smiled at the man who was now tracing every inch of her body with his eyes. ‘Alright I’ll leave you to it lord Lannister’ and there they were alone at the table. His eyes were still searching her up and down ‘lord Lannister please do sit down’ eleana said politely trying to ease the discomfort she was feeling. ‘I’d want to let you know I have a brother but he is extremely unfit to marry such a beautiful lady as yourself, I’m sure my wife wouldn’t mind’ he said smugly as he took a sip of her wine. ‘I uh- sir I don’t believe that’s allowed’ she said as politely as possible to not trigger him ‘no that is here in your land I would say it is quite, uncivilized’ ‘are you saying Targaryens are uncivilized sir?’ ‘No I’m saying the idea that a man shan’t marry two women is uncivilized lady Elena’ ‘i AM a princess eleana LORD Lannister.’ He sat back on his chair and sipped more of the wine. ‘Apologies my princess, it is impossible to concentrate when you have such beautiful features’
‘And what about her features?’ Daemon said as he appears to take the chair next to lord Lannister. ‘Uh prince daemon, the hero you are fighting these barbaric beings’ he smugly laughed and raised his glass at daemon. Daemon returned the gesture and raised his glass ‘yes and what about her features do you like most lord Lannister’ he said coldly as he set his wine on the table. Eleana could feel extreme discomfort at the tension rising on the table. A part of her knew it was wrong of daemon as lord Lannister could easily tell the king and another part enjoyed him being tormented by daemon. ‘Well, my prince she has such a lovely-‘ sir Lannister’s eyes stoped on eleana’s chests but moved them back to her face ‘face’ he continued.
‘We’ll I’d tell you wait until you touch her breasts then old man’ eleana gasped at daemons words and shot him a glare ‘excuse me my prince I don’t qui-‘ ‘ she is a maiden you know, she still shivers at the slightest touch’ daemon continued but this time he said it looking eleana straight in the eyes. ‘ I don’t appreciate you speaking about me this way prince daemon, considering the fact that YOU didn’t get to touch me in start’ eleana said angrily standing from her chair.
Lord Lannister coughed and tried to excuse himself before daemon too shot up from his chair ‘ maybe lord Lannister should ask sir herwin strong how you do then, or I have a better idea, how about I make him WATCH me fucking you so he can see it himself.’ ‘You disgust me!’ Eleana said slamming her hands on the table ‘ And you infuriate every single bone in my body’ daemon said slamming the table back. Lord Lannister sat back down as reckoned the two of them were hovering his exit. ‘My prince, princess I believe there must be a misunderstanding here I was merely acknowledging your beauty not more’ said lord Lannister trying to get their attention but he could only see the two Targaryens glaring at each other.
Eleana broke the eye contact and sat back down moving her attention to the man ‘Lord Lannister, may I ask you a question’ ‘ye-‘ ‘if you marry me would you mind making love to me with your wife’ the old man looked stunned just as daemon shot a glare at eleana. ‘My princess I-‘ ‘lord Lannister I asked you if you will allow me to be loved with your wife present.’ She said again this time looking daemon in the eyes while saying it. ‘This is ridiculous’ Damon said and say back down. ‘I’m sure if that’s what you like my princess I wouldn’t mind but my wife does seem to be a little- uh- old’ eleana brought her eye contact back to lord Lannister ‘the poor woman, i assure you my lord that will satisfy the both of you, if you want id even kne-‘ that was the last streak for daemon as he grabbed eleana and guided her out of the hall to one of the secluded rooms.
‘What do you think you are doing saying such DISGRACEFUL things about yourself!?’ He shouted at her hitting the walls behind her. ‘What did you think when you said disgraceful things about ME!’ She yelled back and tried to get out of his touch. ‘I can say what I want you are M-‘ ‘no you don’t. You don’t get to say what you want daemon because no I’m not yours. And I will never be. If you truly wanted me you would’ve took me that day in the security of the palace not a fucking BROTHEL’ daemon’s hands gripped at eleana’s wrist harder as he let out a sight.
‘ was it not you who told me you couldn’t do it?’ ‘Yes I can’t do it! You’d accept it for me to be fucked in a public brothel with all the whores you fuck for fun watch us?’ Eleana yelled and this time held daemons wrists and pushed him against the wall. Daemon for a Moment lost for words just stared at eleana.
‘I know how much you want me daemon. I know you’ve been lusting over me for god knows how long. I know you’ve waited for me to be of Age but does it ever occur to you what I want?‘ daemon tried to free his hands from eleana but she held it firmly. ‘Let go of my hands I don’t want to hurt you’ he said finally closing his eyes.
Eleana at this moment felt most tempted to crash her lips on his. Something about eleana being in control turned daemon on. No woman has ever done what she is doing to him yet the other part of daemon was furious, how dare she seek dominance when he is in charge. He is prince daemon the rouge prince of Targaryens. His train of thoughts were interrupted when he felt eleana’s lips crash against his. She started off on her tiptoes and kissed him clearly not knowing what she was doing. She just closed her eyes and slammed her lips on his. Daemon laughed at the sight before him making eleana stop and step back.
Her face was completely red and before she could storm away daemon pushed her towards him and started kissing her properly. He hands were hungry to touch every piece of her body but most importantly he wanted to free her hair.
He puled elaana’s hair down and started kissing her ears then neck then shoulders. Eleana’s emotions felt overwhelmed and all she could do was close her eyes and try to compose herself. ‘I want you to open your eyes and watch me’ daemon said halfway through kissing her chest. ‘I can’t I-‘ he stoped and locked his eyes into hers ‘eleana sex should be just as enjoyable to you and it would be to me and I want you to be aware of every touch you see and feel’ he said slowly and his hands started stroking her face. ‘Keep your eyes on me darling it makes me more excited’ he said as he continue to touch her chests.
His hands started reaching the straps of her dress and he started untying them one by one while leaving kisses on her bare chest area.
Saying she felt shy is an understatement, eleana felt like she could beg the moon to shut off its luminance so the two of them are left in complete darkness and that she wouldn’t have to watch daemon taking control of her body this way, a way in which she isn’t in control of, a fear of her no a trauma of hers.
Her body started feeling very hot and she started to shiver and close her eyes. At this point daemon started feeling like something wasn’t right so he flipped her around so that her stomach was against the wall. Eleana was surprised by the gesture as daemon took hold of her hands and started stroking her arms.
‘Calm down my darling, I’ll go easy on you’ he said once more leaving a trail of kisses on the back of her neck.
As the dress straps were all untied daemon pushed her dress down exposing her undergarment . He yanked them off and stared at her bare back to see traces of worn out bruises on her back. He stoped for a second and eleana felt hesitant. ‘Are- why did you stop did I-‘ he interrupted her by turning her towards him and taking a look at her torso and legs. There were a few more but very worn out bruises. ‘Where are these from’ he asked and she could feel the suddenly seriousness in his tone. ‘I got them from dragon riding and sword training’ she said rather too quick for his liking. He continued to search her body but she reluctantly held his face to her and started kissing him. He seemed to oppose at first but he got distracted and pushed her against the wall with her face facing the wall.
He started taking off his own clothes and slowly pushed himself against her. Eleana couldn’t make out all the emotions she was feeling but if she could summarize it to one word it was overwhelming. Daemon explored every part of her body, kissed every spot and breathed in all her scent; his hands worked wonders to try calm eleana down but instead he was making her feel the opposite. Daemon grabbed eleana towards him and looked into her eyes before entering her slowly. Eleana started to scream in pain but daemon made sure she was well supported against him. He held her face with his hands and held eye contact. ‘Slowly darling, enjoy it’ he said calmly placing a kiss on her head as he continued his strokes. She held into his hair and pulled him closer and as he started to pick up his pace and go faster. ‘Daemon-‘ she moaned quietly into his hair. ‘Yes darling keep saying my name like that’ it was the first time he heard her say his name with such vulnerability it made him feel wonders. ‘Daemon- this I feel so good’ she said again less audibly but regardless he loved to her her low voice and the way she was holding him so close or gripping him for support.
At last the two of them finished and collapsed to the group next to one another. Silence filled the room after an hour of yelling and screaming at each other. Eleana glanced at daemon to find him looking back at her.
‘Where is the necklace?’ He saudlybsofly as he started stroking her hair out of her face ‘I was too angry at you to wear it’ he laughed and rested his head back against the wall. ‘I have quite an uncommon love for your hair’ he said out of nowhere and eleana didn’t understand why she just gave him a questionable look and started to gather her clothes towards her ‘your hair is so different, it’s so you and it makes me feel like only I could stroke it’ he said again stoping her from putting on her clothes ‘stay longer’.
‘You know a certain lord Lannister probably told my father that we left together and now he is searching the entire 7 realms for us?’ They both laughed quietly then sat there in silence. ‘I will wed you eleana. Even if it means for me to be sent to exile in the sea no one will wed you but me.’
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Chapter 1
Dear Lord, what a sad little life, Criston. You ruined my night, completely...
Chapter 1
‘Nyra you know you have to study, I can’t keep finding you doing nothing’ eleana told her sister firmly as she watched her and alicent roam the corridors. ‘Sister, Don’t you ever feel the suffocation of being trapped between four walls?’ Rhaenyra asked as her and Alicent lead eleana between them, ‘technically a castle has more than four walls but she is right, you are always working eleana can’t you just rest?’ Alicent continued ‘after all it seems like all the palace workers are busy with the queen’s labor at any moment, we could just easily walk out’
‘I can’t believe she played with your head too alicent I thought you were the mature one between he two of you’ eleana scoffed as she was trying to free herself from their holds, ‘ I need to keep the both of you in check more often you do nothing for your studies’
‘Sister you know studying won’t get us anywhere, the fate is set; we’d get married off to powerful old men who will make us their birthing machines till we don’t have the breath to pop out any more!’ rhaenyra exclaimed cheerfully as she was trying to reach her sisters footsteps ‘plus no one expects us to know where the narrow sea is located on the map because frankly I don’t believe the kings table would even let me see one!’ ‘But your dad the king HIMSELF expects you to know that nyra.’ Eleana continued ‘And you too alicent, don’t listen to her. no matter a man or a woman, you need to be the smartest in the room if you want to survive’ ‘alright alright sister we’ll go but I’ll have to see uncle daemon first, I just heard he got back I have to see him’ eleana’s heart flattered when she heard his name. She hasn’t seen him in 12 months when he left to the narrow sea. Eleana didn’t quite understand what she felt for daemon, he always left for months if not years without news but when he came back she always had the same reaction; eager to be the first to see him. Sometimes he wrote to her when he’d return or how the battle is going and sometimes he never did. And this was one of these times. Rhaenyra and alicent rushed to the halls to meet him but eleana thought she couldn’t bare seeing him, not because she didn’t want to see him but because she knew exactly how he’d treat her, daemon knew full on well his effect on eleana and sometimes he took it for granted. She followed quietly behind the gate and watched as rhaenyra greeted her uncle. He greeted rhaenyra enthusiastically and continued to search the room. When he saw no sign of the other sister he frowned.
‘Where is your sister, I thought I’d been gone enough for a warm welcome no?’ Rhaenyra and alicent shared glances ‘lady eleana said she had to be alongside the queen as she is due any moment’ said alicent. ‘Oh,’ said daemon as he continued to roam the hall ‘well,how dare I forget to greet my dear sister in law! How foolish’ he said as he started walking to leave the hall. Alicent and rhaenyra shared glances again and started to walk behind daemon. ‘Now girls I don’t want to keep you from your whereabouts please feel free to go on’ they stopped just as he said.
Eleana quickly started picking her pace to leave the corridor before daemon sees her sneaking. Just as she reached an empty hall and started to pick up on her breathing a voice interrupted. ‘If I didn’t know you so well I’d say you are angry with me’ he said. Her breath stopped again, ‘uh uncle daemon, I-uh you are back welcome back’ she said with her back still to him. She was staring at absolute nothingness in the wall but her face was too red to turn around.
‘What were you running from?’ He started to get closer and tried facing her but she quickly turned to the windows. ‘No no I wasn’t, I was just, I-uh oh right I was with the queen and then thought I heard something here and I had to check the halls. The queen is almost due I’m too paranoid there would be foreigners in the courts.’ She said but daemon cut her off by grabbing her wrist. He turned her around towards him and for a moment the two of them just stood in silence. ‘I got you something,’ he said and started to search his coat ‘it caught my attention on the way here,’ he took out a necklace. It was a golden necklace with a Red diamond chain. ‘May I-‘ she turned around and felt his arms around her neck. He tenderly locked the necklace but he hands stayed there. They stood like this for a moment with his hands gently strolling her neck before a man came into the Hall. ‘Oh I’m sorry your majesty the king would like to see you’ the man said as daemon started to leave your space. He left without a single word. Eleana stood her ground still trying to process what had happened.
She has never been touched by a man. Nobel Men from all around the realms were seeking for her hand in marriage from the king but she was not of age yet but eleana knew the moment she turned of age the king wouldn’t let her a day in the palace. He’d marry her off to someone as far away from him as possible, sometimes she even felt like if he could he’d marry her off to the crabfeeder across in essos. Eleana had hoped that the king would be too occupied with the queen’s labor to remember that in a weeks time she would be of legal age to marry. It’s not that she wanted to marry by love; she knew she’ll never have the opportunity to meet a good man anyways as they were reserved for rhaenyra, it’s the fact that she wanted to atleast stay in property of herself. She didn’t want to marry, the reality was as rhaenyra joked earlier, the woman are sold off as political gifts of power and name and she would dread the day a man use her to his advantage, she’d rather die.
Eleana stood to watch her reflection in the window. The necklace was exactly how she liked. Subtle yet extremely eye catching. As the days went by she couldn’t take the necklace off she treasured it more than anything daemon has ever given her..not until the day the queen passed away. That day was dark and cold. The king’s heir didn’t survive either. To eleana’s horrors she watched as the king ordered for the nurses to cut the queen’s flesh to free the child for maybe he was still alive. They did as they were told and eleana was sick to her core, the queen wasn’t her mother but she treasured her like one. She was a kind soft spoken woman who included eleana just as she included rhaenyra. She treated her like a daughter. As the nurses took the child to wash and the king left the room, eleana started to quietly wash the queen herself. She picked a cloth and started to put as much of her back so rhaenyra wouldn’t see her mother like this.
As the traditional funeral ended and all went back as if nothing had happened the king called for eleana in his chambers. ‘Yes, my lor-‘ ‘You witch!’ He yelled as his hands firmly and coldly smacked eleana across the face. ‘You wretched witch! You couldn’t bare to see rhaenyra have what you don’t!? You had to go as far as curse my beloved wife? My son too?’ He yelled as he and was frantically roaming around his room. Eleana stayed on the floor, she feared if she stood up the king would hit her again ‘you are just like your mother! I never loved that woman they forced me to marry her do you understand!? She didn’t belong here! She was a nobody I made her a queen!’ He continued and started to throw things around the room.
Sir harwin, eleana’s personal body guard stood by the door unable to interfere. It was the king after all but he felt reluctant to atleast shield the princess. Eleana gave him a look to stay where he was as she slowly started to stand against the wall ‘I loved the queen more than you ever did I could of never hur-‘ ‘I Can’t bare with your existence! I’ll marry you off to a bastard if I need to! No one would marry a cursed child like you, I should’ve let your mother take you with her! I should’ve let her slit your throat’ he drunkly yelled and threw his alcohol bottle at eleana who dodged it away. ‘I’m sorry my lord’ she said quietly holding back her tears. He stopped and slowly sat on his chair. He seemed to calm down then he stood up and started to walk towards her. Sir harwin becoming more alert started nearing the middle of the room in case the king had any violent thoughts. The king instead pulled her hair down,he held eleana’s cheeks and whipped her tears off. For one second eleana felt comfort until the king let her go and walked away. A sight of relief left both sir harwin and eleana. Sir harwin approached the princess and looked for any signs of bruising but thankfully she wasn’t hit by the bottle. ‘Princess I’m sorry I couldn’-‘ ‘no no it’s ok I understand don’t worry, just promise me no one finds out about this ok?’ ‘Of course my princess’ the two of them slowly left the chamber insuring no one was around to hear or see what took place.
The next day princess eleana had a blooming red mark across her face. Not to mention a couple of bruises on her leg as well. She took a deep breath and decided to not leave her chamber until the red Mark on her face calms down atleast. One day turned into two then three and the princess did not leave her chamber. She rejected visits from both rhaenyra and alicent saying she has a bad case of the flu and it would be a bad idea to stay with her. Until one night a knock came and sir harwin slowly came in. ‘Princess I apologize but there seems to be quite an inconvenience I must let you know’ ‘sure sir harwin come in.’
‘The princess rhaenyra is missing from her chamber, it’s been almost an hour and she hasn’t returned, I thought I’d rather tell you first before the king’ ‘oh no don’t tell the king,’ she quickly left her bed and searched for her black cloak ‘no she could be just roaming around the palace don’t tell the king now, I’ll find her’ ‘yes princess but I have to accompany you’ ‘no no if you came with me people will know and the word will spread to the king, just stay a couple of feet behind me and no matter what don’t let anyone suspect us’
Eleana and sir harwin left the palace discreetly and roamed the city for a while. A few hours in sir harwin returned to find princess eleana and informed her that he just ran into rhaenyra, ‘the princess was disguised as a boy and prince dameon was accompanying her, he told me to inform you that she is in good hands and he’ll just shows her around his favorite place’ eleana knew PRETTY well what daemon’s favorite place was and she was not about to let him take rhaenyra there.
She quickly ran to the city brothel and started searching for them. Sir harwin and eleana separated in their own passages trying to find rhaenyra before anyone sees her face. As eleana cautiously walked in a dark alley a hang gripped at her wrist and pulled her into a chamber.
‘I thought I wouldn’t see you’ daemon said as he pinned eleana to the wall. ‘What were you thinking brining a GIRL here. SHE IS NOT OF AGE IF ANYONE SEES HER NEWS WOULD RUIN HER REPUTATION DAEMON’ she yelled at him while trying to free herself from his grip ‘are you still sick?’ He said ignoring her attempts ‘IF THE KING FOUND OUT RHAENYRA WAS IN A BROTHEL HE’d DE THRONE HER IMMEDIATELY DO YOU NOT Und-‘ ‘ENOUGH about rhaenyra I asked your damn knight boy to take her back to palace stop fidgeting’ he said loudly ensuring she stopped talking.
‘Daemon she is just a girl she can’t be seeing all of this’ ‘oh stop it! I said enough. You have been sick for a week, you refuse to let a single soul into your chambers expect SIR HARWIN? Care to tell me what is going on in your head? Do you fancy sir harwin is that why you came here with him?’
‘HE is my guard! You took my baby sister out of the palace!! What am I supposed to do? Leave you to it?’ ‘WHY HIM THEN?’ ‘Because I’m all alone how am I-‘ ‘answer me eleana, I asked you simply. Why won’t you let your own sister visit your chamber but sir harwin can?’ His grip became stronger and eleana started to feel him push closer to her against the wall.
‘Please let go of me’ she said calmly, daemon slowly let her wrist lose but he kept her surrounded against the wall. ‘Eleana, what do you have with sir harwin’ daemon started to slowly lean towards eleana’s neck. She froze completely unable to react to his touch. She didn’t understand what was happening, it was all too quickly and her heart felt like could burst out of her chest at any moment.
‘Calm down darling…you know I won’t hurt you’ he whispered as he kissed just under her ear. She felt her face turn hot and closed her eyes in an attempt to try and comprehend what was happening to her
‘Unc- daemon what ar-‘ ‘you can’t keep pretending to turn me away eleana’ he hands started reaching at her cloak to untie it ‘if you want me to stop you just have to say the words’ he said waiting for a moment. She didn’t respond, instead she knew too well what she wanted. This is exactly what she wanted.
Eleana said she’d never let a man touch her, she hated the idea of a man controlling her or taking advantage of her. But daemon wasn’t just a man to eleana, sir harwin was a man to eleana but daemon was something else. It’s as if she consensually regarded herself his. From the first locket daemon put on eleana’s hand three years ago to the necklace he last put around her neck, it’s embarrassing to think that if daemon asked her to sling a dagger into her guts she’d do it in a heartbeat because unlike anyone else, daemon asks her. He never once touched eleana without taking her permission to do so, something that was clearly not in his nature as he is dominant and reckless with anything else he touches, but when he touches eleana it’s as if he is striking a vase at the edge of a table.
‘Eleana I brought your sister here because I knew you would come after her’ he continued to untie her cloak and pressing kissing on her neck. ‘I’ve been counting the days until now, I’ve waiting for years for you to turn of age so I can finally touch you if you’d let me’ she scoffed at how tinder his lips felt around her ear lobe. ‘I wish you’d let you hair down more often, you are most beautiful with your hair down’ he exclaimed while stroking her hair tenderly. His warm breath sent chills across her entire body and she in regretfully moved out of his touch.
‘Thi- I can’t this is not right..I’m sorry’ she said and tried to leave the room but stopped when she noticed he wasn’t following her. A part of her wanted him to keep insisting or to pull her back to his arms but he didn’t. Instead he stood with his back against the same wall and stared at the ceiling.
She got frustrated and walked to him again ‘are you not coming?!’ She snapped her fingers at him trying to get him to look at her but instead he just sighted. ‘I’m talking to yo-‘ ‘what do you have me do? Take you here and now forcefully? Is that what you want eleana?’ His tone was cold, even the room turned cold not like how it was a minute ago. ‘Where were you for the past week? I expected you to atleast ask about me’ he scoffed and started walking around the Tiny room. ‘Did you really expect I’d beg your sir herwing to let me in your room?’ He said coldly.
Here we go, that was typical daemon he is back on earth again.
‘Right I shouldn’t have, I was wrong sorry’ she said and angrily and started walking out of the room. ‘If I hear once more that you are letting sir harwin in your chambers eleana I will have him eaten by my dragon right in front of you’ he called back at her as she continued walking.
As much as she wanted to go back and forget about her morals and follow her heart, she also wanted daemon to know that he can not just have her when he pleased. A brother is not a place she wants to be seen let alone have her first hug or her first kiss.
Tittle: Rightful heir
PILOT chapter.
Summary: Eleana Targaryen, older sister of rhaenyra Targaryen and daemon Targaryen’s eternal muse. She has to fend for herself in a palace that disregards her and a life that hurts her but when a twist of events takes place, vengeance becomes her only ally.
Eleana, is the first born child for king viserys and his former wife lady rhys of Valyria, the rightful heir to the throne which was unlawfully taken from her the moment her mother decided to end her life. For poor Eleana fighting for the throne was never a priority, she was too young to understand and her father the king remarried only a few weeks after her mother’s death and the birth of her sister rhaenyra had happened all too quickly for the young girl to even process her mother’s death.
She grew along rhaenyra, being taught to only love and protect her little sister. It’s all she ever had, her father the king was too keen on whipping any memory of her late mother or from eleana’s head and much of the time he did so by being forceful, hateful and abusive. She grew up in her own world often feeling isolated and neglected by the very palace she was born into.
Eleana was beautiful, some would argue that she was the fairest and strongest woman in all the 7 realms. She was no different from any Targaryen when it came to fearlessness and bravery which was often supported by the fact they owned dragons for weapons, her dragon was a large white beast named valeon, she was a magnificent creature of unordinary white scales and large golden eyes which made her stand out from all the other Targaryen dragons but eleana’s dragon was not the only thing to stand out, eleana herself was known to have the long silver Targaryen hair with unordinary black streaks which she had inherited from her late mother. This was a feature which had long haunted viserys, When she was a child he’d order for her hair to be routinely cut and when she grew older he’d order for her hair to be constantly pulled up with the true silver Targaryen strands cover those of the blacks, making her less ‘feminine’ and attractive in everyone’s eyes but most importantly to distract him from the fact that she was her mother’s daughter.
On the contrary and extremely ironically eleana from a young age won the favor of the person who hated everything the most, daemon Targaryen. Maybe he saw himself in her, maybe he lusted for her beauty, some would even say he liked the idea that a woman with such beauty could kick his ass in a swords fight or dragon race but in ends it was clear from the very moment eleana matured into a girl that daemon invested his attention and warmth towards her. He’d always get her the most exotic and luxurious presents from his quests and tell her about his wars and fights with promises that one day he’ll take her alongside himself on his conquests. They often rode their dragons together and shared an eerily unfavorable bond in viserys’ eyes. The king would keep his brother busy with knights work to make sure they don’t see each other often, for he feared daemon would corrupt innocent eleana’s head with hatered against her sister the current heir to the throne. Viserys knew eleana was strong, she was always training with a sword and training her dragon and she was fearless to ask her father to let her visit a battle field with her uncle which he always opposed knowing that giving her too much power would come as a disadvantage to rhaenyra who was HIS heir; he knew fully well that eleana was more powerful, smarter and more popular, she is who he wanted rhaenyra to be and it wasn’t for his personal anger he would have proudly held eleana to the throne even if he had sons.
Berlin |2k19
sometimes i actually get my shit together but then i lose it again like 2 days later
I lose it in 2 hours.
Forgive yourself for what you didn’t do today. Love yourself for what you managed to get done. Give yourself permission to try again later, tomorrow, next week, next month, next year. You don’t have to do it all now. You just need to forgive yourself and try again. You’ll get it done, someday. ❤
|Thank you, SKAM|
Since everyone is celebrating an end of a decade, which was for me a life changing journey (literally).
I just want to take a moment and appreciate the SKAM series.
I still remember so, very, clearly the first time I got to know this series. At the end of 2017, I remember running through a YouTube video of a girl reacting to the willem car scene in Season 4. I read the story and was very interested considering I’ve never really watched a European show with a Muslim teen perspective. And that’s when I decided I’d rather start from season 1 and climb my way up. Then 4 seasons of Norway turned into 2 seasons of Italy- to 3 seasons of Germany and on to France and on and on and on.
When I say skam was a life changing series, I mean every single word. I was as naive as any other teen who was only exposed to classic American teen dramas on vampires and witches. (no regrets tho)
Every single second I spent watching skam I’d learnt something new. I still to this day remember watching Jonas’ speech at the end of season 4 and crying my eyes out....
Till this day I still remember relating to Sana in every way possible, I still remember how life changing SkamNL’s season 2 scene when liv was dancing with the girls to promises by Sam Smith-how that one scene made me cry because I was so longing for a friendship like this. I still remember watching skam Italia and wondering if there could be a love so raw and beautiful like edoardo’s and Elanora.
I still remember in SKAMFrance when Eliot had the manic episode, how I had to pause and cried because for the first time in my life, I finally understood that everyone goes through something that you don’t know about.
DRUCK when Matteo literally made me live a whole ass rollercoaster ride. I’ve never felt excitement as when I was waiting for clips to drop.
Before skam I didn’t understand friendship. I didn’t understand acceptance, Hell im ashamed it took me so long UNTILL I watched the Isak seasons of every remake because I was scared of having my own opinions.
Thank you skam for giving me this path that I could walk in to discover my own self.
|20.12.19|
Cheers to the start of something.
•I decided to kick it off with a camomile tea
•Decided to start wrapping up my favorite subject this semester