doomed

we have controls with our own truth. this is my truth. \\\

[meandmyunfortunateevents]

I've been hiding for almost 6 years

[meandmyunfortunateevents]

Quarantine feels

So this is what life is like before I got a job. The home messing, refrigerator checking, sister battling and all those bed and glory. But this time realization is more extreme and deeper than usual. Starring at the ceiling with the feeling of unknown sadness. Anxious and consciousness is winning. Having the credits of achievements, but still looking down at myself.

[meandmyunfortunateevents]

I’ve been battling for choosing which to prioritize is it Netflix or tiktok

[magical-hag]

Remember that time Disney Channel was all “if you forget about your imaginary friend, you have doomed them into becoming a boogeyman.” And suddenly you’re a child of eight with the biggest fucking responsibility of not screwing up your imaginary friend’s life so they don’t try to drag your ass into the depths of hell or wherever the fuck under your bed.

[meandmyunfortunateevents]

I thought i moved on, but, everytime i see her she turn's me on 😞

[slayerbuffy]

Think about something that makes you really, really angry and then smash it as hard as you can.

[meandmyunfortunateevents]

I’m dying to experience this

[wheresthespunkadam]

Doesn't matter where you are, when's it good to tame your heart? 🥀

[meandmyunfortunateevents]

i love my ghorl

You know what's cute? When someone is madly in love with you and when they're romanticizing about their post, you know it's you <3 <3

[anthropologyofwater-deactivated]

Nina Lacour, Everything Leads to You

[meandmyunfortunateevents]

I have thoughts of this and I will put it to act. I will toast for her in the morning and I’ll make sure  with my very best that i will do it right!!!!!!!!! This is so romantic hope she’ll love it..

[meandmyunfortunateevents]

We don't have control in our bodies, but we have control with our own truth

otis

[meandmyunfortunateevents]

Sometimes I want to let go, I want to try something new without hesitation and without hurting people. But it feels like I’m in a chain, with limitations... Truly love can be a pleasure, but leisure is deceiving. I love being loved, but I love enjoying things regardless of my relationship and that is shit. Cause it’s cheating, and on the other side, I don’t want to lie. I am doomed. My world was so fcked up.

[meandmyunfortunateevents]

You're not that important. With or without you, You're still nothing

me

[meandmyunfortunateevents]

Was it normal to feel below cooler with my friends bc I don’t jive into their amusing interest? 

[meandmyunfortunateevents]

I don’t have specific talent like others, I sing, but not enough to compete, I can write, but the  words are lacking, I know I can perform acts, but I don’t know how to show it, and just a few people knew. I am not shy, I can show off if ever I had the chance to, but there is 0% and I think it’s not for me. Maybe if I have the opportunity.

[meandmyunfortunateevents]

I just want to exit as much as possible bc it’s so pathetic.

[meandmyunfortunateevents]

Every time that I am surrounded by busy and intellectual ranked people, I feel like I am worthless below standards human being.

[meandmyunfortunateevents]

When I fall in love I’d always disregard my standards. I just follow my heart into complicated relationship.