someone you should consider forgetting

[meaninglessnobody]

intro post thing?

heya, I'm nobody. Im 17 and a dude, male, amab, yeah.

i might be queer, still figuring that out.

I write, sometimes, might post some of that here, or just share thoughts or stuff.

Interests:

Music - harrison gordon, phoneboy, inoha, saturdays at your place, hey, nothing, saint motel, naethan apollo, caladay, dexter and the moonrocks, the kosmics, mom jeans. (there's probably more but I'm blanking)

Games - hollow knight + silksong, enter the gunegon, minecraft, gow, yakuza Series

yeah dude

ALSO! I AM a minor, dont be weird. cool? cool

[meaninglessnobody]

lowkey wish I was born a girl, not in a trans way, but in like a "I hate being a man" way

[meaninglessnobody]

im a dude, right? so whenever im looking for a fanfic to read ill look up "x male reader" or something similar. why is it genuinely just male character stuff? like im a dude who likes dudes, but also I like women, much more than I like men, honestly.

and the few "fem char x male reader" fics I've found are either A: Dom male reader, which doesnt work for me because I dont ever see myself as a dom and also I dont like smut (sex is kinda gross and scary) or B: Supergirl. It's genuinely just Supergirl, I haven't found anything else bro. im starving. i just wanna read fluff bro, ill take angst at this point bro. as long as its not supergirl

[meaninglessnobody]

oh hey, just remembered im like 4 times as powerful this month. neat. happy pride and happy men's mental health month.

[meaninglessnobody]

a new development occurred in my friend group where we just kinda cuddle now?? it's very strange but oh my god I love it so much I could cry.

anyways so my homie whom calls me each night does a thing where she'll put her hand in my hair or scratch my neck and DUDE ohmygodimsopathetic im genuinely so feeble dude, I straight up can't breathe right when she does that. like she'll ask if I want her to stop and I told her I'd cry if she did so she just did it more and also harder???? like pressed her nails further????? dude im so feeble and oh so touch-starved

[meaninglessnobody]

okay so my post about wanting sevika to hurt me was clearly a banger, this will influence my further posts, I think.

[meaninglessnobody]

I dont think whom/whatever created us stuck around very long. I think he conjured our world and then dipped. maybe she stuck around a tiny bit longer but left like a couple hundred maybe thousand years back. or they simply forgot about us dude, who knows. or, alternatively: we are monkey.

[meaninglessnobody]

rewatching arcane right now and holy shit, HOW did I forget that sevika existed. women are so cool dude I need her to hurt me

[meaninglessnobody]

I love enter the gunegon man, this game is great but holy carp am I god awful. how do I have 100+ hours and not a single past killed :c

[meaninglessnobody]

I'm surrounded by people who love me but I've never felt more alone

[meaninglessnobody]

every night for the last week or so, one of my friends has called me and I've stayed up maybe 2-3 hours later than I normally do because of her.

it's tradition now, I would like to do this until we both perish. she's great

[meaninglessnobody]

yo enter the gungeon is kinda peak, I too would love to kill my past.