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@medicfist
I REMEMBERED MY LOGIN FINALLY....
I am not worthy of your love, your time, your attention. Yet you stay. Yet you always stay.
Why do you stay?
Do not blame me for who I am. The doctor prescribed me 20 mL of #❀ ⁞ ⧼ out of character ⧽ naruto negativity. twice a day.
Angst Meme
been cheated on | been bullied | told a horrible lie | stolen something of value | overdosed on drugs | been drunk | passed out | cheated | bullied | punched someone in the face | been beaten up | broken a bone | been admitted to a hospital | had a near-death experience | been drugged | done drugs | smoked | kissed someone you weren’t attracted to | bled severely | killed someone | had an attempt on your life | made an attempt on your own life | lost someone | loved someone | gone without food for over three days | gone without sleep for over three days | been tortured | been slapped by a parent or higher up | been abused by someone who should have loved you | had a panic attack | been in a car accident | had sex | had sex with a stranger | been raped | felt raped | passed out from pain | cried yourself to sleep | spent a whole day in bed | hurt yourself | taken your anger out on yourself | taken your anger out on someone you love | been used | felt used | used | been terrified | played a cruel game on someone | been dominant | been submissive | been forced to smile | been misgendered | felt too many things at once | laughed when you felt like crying
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ʜᴀᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴋᴀᴋᴀsʜɪ:
‘ you’re certainly both, ’ kakashi agrees, even he leaves unspoken that sakura is also the scariest out of his students ( all three of them had long since surpassed him – even kakashi hadn’t gotten away without any dirt on his clothes after this sparring session, after all – but he’s especially proud of how sakura has progressed throughout the years, even though he really hasn’t had much of a helping hand in helping to train her ).
he smiles underneath his mask as his eyes curves upward in his usual eye-smile as he stretches out his shoulders. ‘ that was fun – it’s nice to be able to stretch after sitting behind a desk all day. ’
It always makes Sakura GLOW when her sensei agrees she’s his favourite student, just as it had never failed to bring a smile to her face as a young, impressionable genin with stars in her eyes and CRIPPLING self-doubt. She’s always felt closest to Kakashi-sensei, even if she hadn’t been his focus as a teacher, because he taught her the one lesson that had shaped her as a person: those who don’t follow the rules are trash, but those who abandon their comrades are worse than trash. Kakashi-sensei may haven’t taught her everything she knows, but he gave her valuable life lessons that formed her CORE being as a person. Without him, she might not have even sought out Tsunade’s tutelage.
❝ Can’t have you wasting away in that office all day, yeah? ❞ Sakura laughs, the sound CAREFREE as she tilts her head back, face to the sun overhead, and clasps her hands behind her. ❝ I do LOVE yelling ‘doctor’s orders’ and springing you free, though Shikamaru positively hates me! ❞
Narusaku Doujinshi After the war by LadyGT
Naruto © Masashi Kishimoto
I rise from my worst disasters, I turn, I change.
Virginia Woolf, The Waves (via ofquotesandpoetry)
“I trust you.”
SOFT SENTENCES || accepting! || @medicfist
This is another one of those situations that leave Hinata struggling, fighting, and yelling back to the world to live until she’s left breathless, covered in sweat, and wheezing to stand. But, it’s always a silent scream, a QUIET internal voice that shouts like that, and Hinata has only heard it once or twice in her entire lifetime. It’s not to say that she hasn’t heard it in different situations, but she knows it’s there and it always niggles in the back of her mind. It’s telling her now to fight, to claw, and to wrench herself out of this and go HOME.
Her eyes seek out the pink haired shinobi amid the CARNAGE wrought around her. Hinata, shakily, rises to stand with her hands on her knees. The faint tendrils of her remaining Chakra are screaming at her this time, telling her she’s pushed herself too far. But if her friends are out there fighting… if her village is out there fighting, then she needs to fight. However, she’s not careless in how she struggles. She knows that her friends and allies are counting on her and she knows that she NEEDS to make sure that the enemy is taken down without too much of a risk of themselves.
This mission has been hard, she’ll admit, but she’s doing her BEST. Her utmost best and she feels the sense of pride that comes from both Sakura and Ino in this makeshift team that has them grouped for this mission. It’s specific—Ino is aiding in the espionage, something Hinata can help with, and Sakura is essentially their guard. They were not a trio trifled with, and it’s evident in the manner that they CARRIED themselves. Only, Hinata should’ve caught the trap. It’s a little late, but they barely managed to dodge it and pursue the enemies that they’ve been trying to track down for days.
They need information—that’s ALL they wanted. But the enemy isn’t so kind—they aren’t listening to them when they insist that is all they wanted.
When she manages to find the pink-haired shinobi, minutes later and it feels like it’s been hours since she’s seen her last, and she’s already on the very edge of how much Chakra she has remaining. That’s when it DAWNS on her—the trap siphoned a majority of their Chakra when they got caught in its full netting. It’s another mistake, and she wants to stop counting the number of errors she keeps making. No, it’s NOT her fault, she reasons moments later. Her Byakugan hadn’t been activated when they were traversing through an area that they hadn’t even seen the enemy ever. They did not need concern, but they should know better. Kurenai-sensei’s words echo in her mind like a heartbeat and Hinata grits her teeth. She swallows the lump in her throat when she recalls Sakura pushing her aside to SAVE her.
Sakura is beaten back with a hard kick to the chest and Hinata winces for her before moving and jumping in front of her before the enemy could run fast enough to do it again. There’s a heat that pools in her chest, a burning sensation that tingles her senses and her Byakugan activates when she takes her stance.
And now, it’s time for her to return the favor.
❝Get away from her!❞ Hinata exclaims, her voice, usually subdued and soft, is hard and determined.
But they don’t listen, lunging for the already weakened shinobi that she moves faster then they can dash.
There’s a hard punch here, directly into their chest cavity that there’s a subtle boom that comes out from behind them from the pressure. She’s DISABLED their Chakra channels, and she can hear them gasping when three more appear. No, no one is getting anywhere NEAR Sakura.
Especially when she says those words, her heart swells, and she’s taking a breath and calming. Sakura TRUSTS her to do the job, and Ino should be showing up soon enough to provide the necessary backup to finish it. She’s going to protect Sakura with every fiber of her being—even if it meant that they were going to try to use her as a punching bag in the meantime. All Sakura needed is a few minutes—a few minutes—and Sakura would beat them down within an inch of their life as payback.
And their mission would be accomplished once they’ve been CAPTURED.
ᴜᴢᴜᴍᴀᴋɪ ɴᴀʀᴜᴛᴏ:
‘ hell yeah, we did !! ’ grin brightening in response to sakura-chan’s own, naruto raises his hand for a high-five, proud in all of their accomplishments – individual and team-wise. they’ve really come a long way from genin who didn’t really know anything about the ninja world to, well, where they are now – revolutionising the ninja world after everything that’s happened. ‘ we’re awesome high five ! ’
❝ Hell yeah! ❞ Sakura cheers alongside him, jumping in place to PROPERLY slap her palm against his own in the most Extra™ of high-fives, and offers him her brightest grin. Team 7 was one hell of an underdog story — and Sakura’s DAMN proud to be a part of it, because they all came so far and struggled so hard, from lengthy deep-undercover missions for Sasuke to revolutionising the way people looked at Naruto to completely reinventing herself for Sakura. The three of them are rewriting age-old laws and forging new alliances, BREAKING the mould, and she’s pretty sure her cheeks might get stuck with this smile. ❝ Best team in the history of the freakin’ WORLD! Nobody in the world’s ever been as bomb as us! ❞
i always look sleep deprived is that hot
❝ So someone wants to underestimate you because you’re a GIRL, huh? Figures. Here, let me show you just how to make sure that NEVER happens again. ❞
HOW I RUN MY BLOG
SPEED. I am not fast. Really, I am absolutely the slowest ever. I try my BEST, but between a minimum of 40 hours a week at work and commissions and my own professional writing (deadlines are a bitch) I just tend to vanish occasionally. I also run several other forums, communities, and servers that I have to be somewhat active in and that kind of can murder my desire to write or be around others. That being said, I do at least try, and I promise you if I like a starter or reply that I’ve drafted it and mean to get to it as quickly as possible! My IMs are also ALWAYS open if you think my slow ass is being too slow — I promise I won’t feel rushed unless you actually come @ me screaming, LOL.
REPLIES / DRAFTS. I try for oldest drafts first but if you honestly believe I will always answer my oldest owed threads first you are a BOLD individual. I kind of follow my muse, so like while I owe Satan’s Naruto a reply from over a week ago, I responded faster to Satan’s Kakashi after like a day just because Sakura wanted to sass her favourite old man. It’s just how I work. I try not to stress over dates and I want you to never feel that way about me ever. You can come back four months later with a reply and I’ll cheer you on. I stan roleplayers. Y’all out here doin’ WORK for free.
STARTERS. I’m bad at starters but I will always try. If you make me a starter, I’ll give you my first born in GRATITUDE. I’ve always, always struggled to not ramble while setting the scene — which makes me terrible for starters with new people, because I don’t wanna scare someone off with a 1k+ word starter. I write a LOT. I know I do. I try not to but hfjkdjhfg it’s really hard. Please just be patient with me if I owe you a starter. It’s an actual test of will (HA) for me.
INBOX. Send me everything but don’t be surprised if it takes me actual months to reply. I treat asks like chances to write DRABBLES or to expand on a relationship of whatever variety between our muses. I literally hoard things in my ask box. I love dropping drabbles on the dash and I’ve been told that I’m “out of control” or “writing novels” but honestly I think… inbox drabbles are the best part of writing for me? I love it. I love any partner that just sends me unprompted things to expand on in my inbox, and honestly I’ll ultimately feel WAY closer to a partner willing to indulge that aspect of my writing!
SELECTIVITY. I am selective as can be, but I am honestly trying to be better about it. I’ve spoken about it in length a lot here, but I have some ANXIETY in relation to the Naruto fandom and as such am hesitant to branch out within it. I’ve been getting better thanks to encouragement from those who are understanding and it’s been a real challenge, so I’m sorry if it ever comes across like I’m not interested. I just need to move at my own pace for it, honestly. As for why I may not follow you back, my RULES have a list that can better explain that for you.
WISHLIST. I have a post right HERE and will reblog and add to it as I think of more!!
HONEST NOTE. I’ve said it before and I will say it again: I’m not actually that mean and I’m sorry if my rules make me seem that way, but I’ve had BAD BRUSHES with the Naruto fandom (not the rpc, just the general fandom) and have struggled with being around others in the fandom as a whole because of it. I will not, however, go against my own comfort to make someone else feel better. I am also NOT a part of a “group” just because we have matching URLs. I am exclusive with a few different blogs with matching URLs, but this is only because they know my Sakura inside and out — and most of them aren’t even mutually exclusive with me, it’s just for my OWN comfort. None of them write in my canon, which is Okay™ by me, and so I ask that you treat me as an indie blog because that is what I am.
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ʜᴀᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴋᴀᴋᴀsʜɪ:
‘ … y’know, i miss the days where you were a cute little genin who would cling to every word i say, sakura. ’ actually, now that he thought about it, he didn’t think sakura really did that at all – he’s pretty sure he lost any kind of respect she had for him the moment he pulled out a porn book during their first bell test. ( although, he’s kidding anyway – he’s proud of sakura’s achievements throughout the years and how strong she’s become, even if she essentially got there without his help ).
❝ Oh, Kaka-sensei, don’t be so dramatic we both know I ALWAYS knew better than to cling to the words of an old pervert. ❞ Her smile is fond, if a little exasperated, and Sakura chuckles softly as she crosses her arms and leans against the now-crooked training post. The training ground is more than a little destroyed, practically in SHAMBLES, but she’s managed to keep even a speck of dirt off of her clothes in the aftermath, a smug expression painted firmly on her face. He’s technically right, though — as a genin she’d idolised him and never would have tried to shatter him like an old vase during a training exercise… but she hasn’t been a genin in years, and she’s always quick to remind her team just how FAR she’s come since then.
❝ You should have known better than to trust my CUTE little face after all this time, sensei I know I’m your FAVOURITE and most adorable student, but really now. ❞
IT’S LUMIE LOVIN’ TIME! This is partially out of a challenge and partially because I wanna love on Lumie anyway. See, I’ve mentioned it a few times, but I have an extreme wariness of the Naruto fandom — not because of anything the rpc ever did, I didn’t even know anyone in the rpc when I started, but because I am a fanfiction writer. I dunno if y’all have ever seen how NASTY the Naruto fandom can get about accepted fanon and hated characters like Sakura, but let me tell you that my patience was worn so thin that, before I archived and rebooted, I actually had a HARD BAN on Naruto characters, period. Because I was absolutely scared stiff of this fandom. However, I’ve been slowly warming up to the Naruto rpc, and I have to give credit where it’s due to @kazefist
See, Lumie was an ABSOLUTE stranger to me. Lumie and Satan were friends, and I’ve been mutuals with Satan for close to three years by now, but I had never met Lumie and had no idea who the Minato that followed me was. But Lumie goes completely ABOVE AND BEYOND to make sure people feel wanted, appreciated, and included… Lumie liked all my posts, replied with encouragement, and just generally felt like they were trying to make me feel better as a whole. Like yes, I have my friends who joined me — or re-joined in some cases — in the rpc but it’s different when a complete stranger tries to reach out despite my admittedly really mean rules. I know I come off as mean and rude, but it’s honestly because I actually get SUPER anxious about this fandom. The thing is, with people like Lumie and Lis being so welcoming and sweet and supportive, I’m warming up to the idea of “fandom” and branching out of my comfort zone.
So there’s my omega gross, Lumie — I love-love you because you make me feel welcome and at home in a place where I was absolutely terrified of being. You’re incredible. I am absolutely the embodiment of “I just met this person yesterday but if anything happened to them, I would kill everyone around me and then myself” over you. You’re a fantasticly talented and devoted writer and an outstanding person and I’m super, super grateful I got to meet you. <3
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A pink flower left behind with a card, along with Sakura's favorite treats. Signed by the girl who was currently away on a mission. " Happy Valentine's Day, you owe me. " The card reads playfully.
❝ I owe you, huh? ❞ A light BLUSH colours her cheeks as delicate fingers grasp the flower’s stem with the utmost gentleness, cradling it as she lifts its petals to her nose to partake in its fragrance. Sakura remembers everything Ino ever taught her: how to wear her hair, what colours suit her best, how to stand up for herself… and EVERYTHING about flowers. One time, Ino had gone through a phase when they were much younger, still in the Academy, in which she had tried her hardest to memorise every single flower and its meaning. Of course, Ino didn’t have the sort of MEMORY Sakura did — she couldn’t recall specific memories or events at whim, after all, not like Sakura always has been able to do — so she’d eventually dropped the endeavour and had begun recalling flowers at her own pace instead. Sakura REMEMBERS, though; she can pull forth memories of looking at different flowers in the Yamanaka’s shop, can recall what Ino had diligently read from her flash cards with near perfect clarity.
Ino hadn’t just left any pink flower. Oh, no… Ino had left her a TULIP.
❝ A declaration of love… ❞ she murmurs softly, blush DARKENING as bright green eyes flutter closed with another quiet sniff of the flower in her grasp. She’ll later adamantly deny the dreamy sort of smile on her lips, the way her HEARTBEAT sped up at the thought, and she knows herself well enough to know she’ll question such a message at a later point in time… but for now? For now, Sakura will allow herself this moment to titter to herself like a FLUSTERED schoolgirl, giggling in her own little world as she practically skips to her little kitchenette to find a vase and some water.
Maybe she does owe her best friend after all.