Nothing Mattress

queens of the graveyard

[fuckyeahplattenbau]

Sakhalin, Siberia, 2004 by Simon Roberts

[rehkitz]

[magictransistor]

Aztec Calendars. Spanish Copies. 1790.

[eggsackley]

[venusmilk]

The Fountain by Leon Spilliaert

[jiritrnkapuppetmaster]

Ruslan i Lyudmila (1972)

Director: Aleksandr Ptushko

[wewanthappinessback-deactivated]

[megamoonbeamlove]

new song line

"girls on their phones"

[aseaofquotes]

Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet

[megamoonbeamlove]

me2

[megamoonbeamlove]

song from my diary

Try really hard

try even when the tops of your ankles are bruised

and your lower lip smells like booze

Try really hard.

try when you can't remember your dream

try when you're afraid to be seen

Try really hard. 

try really hard when you want to float away

try really hard when you've got nothing to say

Try really hard 

[jessiandthemexicats]

Valeriia Karaman for Oh Comely magazine, flower tattoos by Verity Cumming

[apoetreflects]

Every time you wish the sky was something happening to your heart, you lose twice.

Olena Kalytiak Davis, from “A Few Words For The Visitor In The Parlor,” in And Her Soul Out of Nothing (University of Wisconsin Press, 1997)

[megamoonbeamlove]

Travel 4 a Cause

The backseat of a bus seat The sunflower’s shady shrug The elephant toes of another balcony bottom Flushed cheeks There must be something I’m not seeing

Someone say sublime In the backyard’s favorite sun Through telephone wires And a bird that forgot to hum All this beauty; It is making me dumb

[megamoonbeamlove]

And I Lost My Land

Yeah I dreamt of you last night

And darling I’m worried

At 5:00 am you broke my heart

And I wanted to break your neck

But I was above, a numb butterfly,

Flapping in the hopes I could start a hurricane across the world,

Swoop up the red barn, horse named Sally, and egg breakfast that was never ours but should have been.

You turned to a drop of rain and burned through my virgin wing.

I fell without grace:

A screaming butterfly,

A fucking angry butterfly.

Pause for a break from our sponsors.

I’m a butterfly and I suck the Pepsi in through my proboscis. You’re a drop of rain but somehow you’re drinking Pepsi too.

Now my wings scrape against the laptop trackpad, scrolling through the “indie drama fucking kill me romance” section of Netflix.

I click on the flick entitled “I was a butterfly and you broke my heart” – sounds relatable.

Your rain drop dissolves and crystalizes

And I crush you up and put you in the spoon, heat you up and load you into the syringe and thrust the needle into my abdomen.

Head rush, body rush, why’d you do it?

You’ve turned me into the butterfly that would hold a gun to the head of a caterpillar screaming: why? WHY?

[megamoonbeamlove]

little

Laugh with the world. Nothing is so serious. Nothing is so serious. NOTHING IS SERIOUS. Everything is serious. You are a snow angel. I want to keep you frozen forever.