Hi! My friends call me Meg(35). She/Her. Requests are CLOSED! Ships are CLOSED(answered on Mondays)! This is a smut/NSFW free blog! If you have a fic you want me to read, tag me or send an ask!! Happily Married!
I have been putting this off for a while now because I was REALLY hoping things would change. They have not and I've reached a point where the most important thing for me is to protect my mental health.
In the last several weeks, I have received an influx of ugly and even some downright hateful messages. Now normally I would ignore them but these piled on top of everything else going on in my real life is making it very difficult to ignore. Constantly opening my app to see things like "You're so slow. It's not worth how long it takes to get fics out" (which fair, it does take me a while) and "your not a good writer etc. etc." has really worn me down to be fair(and yes, the majority of these messages use the wrong "you're"). Those are some of the more tame ones.
TW: mentions of loss in the family under the cut:
I have been struggling a lot this year, especially over the summer. I lost both my older brother and the grandmother I was closest to within a few weeks of each other. I have been grieving and mourning while still trying to write and work on "10 fics for 10 years" and care for my family and home. The main interaction I've been getting is hate. I get that I have slowed down a lot since I started posting, but I am a wife and mother and I homeschool and have a dog to care for as well. I do not have nearly as much time as I used to, but I really have been trying. It's ONLY this blog, my main, my Tumblr home for almost 10 years. My side blogs have only had positive or constructive interactions. No ugliness.
All this to say, I have to protect myself so, I will no longer be posting on this blog. This may be only temporary or it may be forever. Anon asks will be turned off temporarily. I will not be deleting the blog as I will still be on reading and interacting other writers' work as well as answering polite asks. My other blogs will also remain active because, again, I haven't had any ugliness over there.
If I have a request of yours, please send it to another writer who can do it justice. I will make a separate post with all the requests I currently have. This is not to upset or punish those of you who have been so kind and patient. I love and appreciate all of you. I just will not accept the rudeness that is being directed at me for no reason any longer.
this is a sideblog of @castielscaplan. this is a safe space for any and all types of fics will be reblogged. Heed the warnings on the individual fics that I reblog. I am not responsible for what comes on your dash if you follow me.
be kind to writers on here, people can spend hours upon days/weeks/months working on these fics. I, myself am a writer, whose fics you can look into on ao3.
***the links may not work right now, if they do not, please let me know which ones aren't working so i can fix them properly!!**
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All of these challenges of mine below the cut are ongoing, no deadlines. So feel free to join and post whatever you fancy! (just make sure you tag me & read the rules of all the challenges!!)
Updated January 31 2026 - added a new challenge!
CappysForeverChallenge (Masterlist)
CappysDecadesChallenge (Masterlist)
CappysSummaryChallenge (Masterlis)
ThreeWordsForCaplanChallenge (Masterlist)
Songs4Cappy (Masterlist)
CaplansDisneyCelebration (Masterlist)
BrokenHearts4Caplan (Masterlist)
Love Doesn't Live Here Challenge (Masterlist)
Weekly Writing Mini Challenge #1
Weekly Writing Mini Challenge #2
Weekly Writing Mini Challenge #3
Weekly Writing Mini Challenge #4
WeeklyWritingChallenges Full Masterlist
Title For Caplan Challenge (Masterlist)
Writing Challenges From an Old Blog Masterlist
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100 Kisses Challenge (100 unique prompts all themed around different kisses (angsty, forbidden, goodbye, etc.))
Domestic Bliss Challenge
Love Lives Here Challenge
Meet-Cute Challenge
Love Notes: A Fluffy Songfic Challenge
The Healing Fic Challenge
Genre Challenge (Angst/Mafia/Domestic, etc...)
The Corruption Challenge (Psychological/horror/angst)
As promised, here is the list of requests sent into me. If yours is on here, please take them to another writer that can fulfill them. Thank you all again for your requests.
Hi! I hope you’re doing alright. May I request a Beorn x Human!Reader who accompanies Thorin on his quest and Beorn takes a liking to them. Possibly with some angst during the Battle of the Five Armies and maybe a glimpse of life after the war? Thank you! AND May I request a Beorn x reader fic? Beorn saves the reader from Orcs or they’re part of the company and he’s intrigued by them, even suggesting they could stay. They meet again during the battle (imagine the angst). After the battle they consider visiting his cottage and after some a couple of days decide to stay with Beorn. Thank you very much 😊 by @chaostwinsofdestruction
May I request an Aragorn x reader (platonic) fic? I was thinking he took her under his wing for a while as Strider and they got separated and she was taken from him. She escapes but doesn’t know how to find him. She’s on her own for a while then as she’s wandering the forest alone some men come and attack her. She gets knocked out or wounded then Aragorn shows up and saves her. He’s been tracking her the whole time. When she comes too or the danger is gone they have a sweet reunion and she finally feels safe again. As always feel free to tweak it or take it where ever you’d like. by @iwillbeinmynest
OR a fic where, after the events of the game, reader(f!MC) is the center of gossip like is she dating someone and her besties are curious?(continued) and she is dating someone, but they’ve been enjoying the secret. Like MC gets a kick out of how wrong people can be. I’ll leave it to you to who she’s dating, but I was thinking either Sebastion, Ominis, Gareth, or(and please don’t hate me) Leander. Whichever request interests or inspires you more. Thank you!!
Hi, Meg! Happy belated bday! May I ask for a Draco Soulmate AU with a fem!Potter or fem!Weasley reader?? Like he has no idea what to do because he’s not supposed to like her but the soulmate thing kind of makes it impossible.
Hello, I saw that requests are open and wanted to ask if you would be willing to write something for Gabriel from Supernatural. Something were you always see him eat sweets amd just can’t help but wonder if there is a treat he loves and something he absolutely hates, which leads up to getting him to just try sooo many different sweet treats. Maybe him finding one that he absolutely hates and just teasing at the end. Hope this makes sense! If you don’t feel like writing it, it’s no problem. Thank you anyways and have a good day! from @curious-trickster
If it’s not to late for requests could you do a Dean Winchester soul mate one
Hi Megan long time no talk. I hope you are doing well. Could you possibly do a fluffy dean reader where they just have a soft relaxed day. Example staying in bed watching movies or going on a drive just the to of them and seeing where the day takes them,the two of them enjoying the day together. by @kissofvenom922
Here we are, as promised, part 2 of CYS featuring Loki. Once again, familiar characters are NOT mine. You all voted for "A" this time, so here we go!
Part 1
Warnings: University AU. Loki talks down about some people. Looks like we're looking at a slow burn here, lovelies.
Pairings: Eventual!Loki x reader
Great. Wonderful. Fabulous. Your first day and you’ve already run your mouth and let Stark get under your skin. Tony Stark did not like you. On the opposite side, Thor was a little too friendly, clapping you on the back every chance he got. Unfortunately, the last time he did, he caused you to spill your drink all over yourself.
As you raced to the nearest washroom, you were dabbing your soiled shirt and not paying attention in front of you until you ran into something rather solid. You glanced up and nearly groaned. Of course. “I am so sorry, Professor Laufeyson.” You were prepared for him to be upset at you for running into him. His gaze moved down to the shirt you held away from your body then back up to your face.
You must have looked really distressed because he merely sighed. “Not at all. Clearly you were preoccupied with…that,” he replied, gesturing to your shirt. A little growl escaped you. “Yes. I’m afraid my shirt has become a casualty of Odinson’s puppy-like energy.” Loki rolled his eyes.
“Of course. The oaf doesn’t recognize his own strength. Speaking from experience, I would consider bringing an extra change of clothing, like you would if handling toddlers all day.” You bit your lip to keep from laughing out loud, though the snort that escaped you caused a small upticking of Loki’s lips. “I’ll keep that in mind. I’ll see you around,” you said before resuming your search for the washroom.
Your last words to him that day turned out to be more true than you thought. After that day, it seemed no matter where you went on campus outside of your own classroom, you found Loki. The library? Sure enough. The campus cafe? Yep. In the corridors between classes? Of course. Even walking out to the faculty parking spaces. The good part of this is that Loki always greeted you politely as long as you weren’t literally running into him again. You weren’t exactly friendly, but there seemed to be mutual respect there. The only time Loki didn’t greet you was when you were walking with other people. Maybe Thor and Tony were right and he really did hate them all. You had to admit that your curiosity was getting the best of you and you were dying to learn what made the man tick.
To that end, you decide to bite the bullet and ask Loki to join you in the cafe one afternoon between lectures. Loki looked surprised at your invitation before his expression shifted back to his neutral one. “Why?” he had asked, clearly suspicious of your motives. You gave a little shrug. “I needed a coffee and thought maybe you would as well.” Loki merely looked at you for a few moments before nodding slowly.
That was how you found yourself sitting across from him at the cafe, neither of you speaking at first. Finally, you couldn't stop yourself from asking, “Do you really hate everyone?” Loki blinked in surprise and you felt yourself flush. “Sorry, that was rude.”
“I suppose your curiosity is better than the distrust I get from others. To answer your question, I suppose it seems so. They…annoy me. Too loud, too brash, too quick to rush head first into ridiculous situations. They know just how to get under my skin and cling there.” You let out a little hum. “And here I just thought you had a massive case of RBF.” Loki arched a brow in question and you smiled before taking a sip of coffee.
“Do I want to know what that is?” You nearly choked. “You don’t know? How old are you?!” Loki let out a small chuckle. “I’ve always been an old soul.” You shook your head. “The internet exists. I’ll leave you to figure that out.” You finished your coffee and stood to leave. “Thanks for the chat, Professor.” Loki gave a little smile. “You can call me ‘Loki’, if you’d like.” You waved goodbye over your shoulder and said, “Goodbye, Loki.”
(a/n: I know these are shorter for now, but they will get longer as we continue.)
What should happen next? We need a conflict (vote via asks/reblogs/replies)
A. The others try to interfere in Reader and Loki's potentially budding friendship
B. Loki unintentionally says something to hurt Reader's feelings
Part 2 of Loki's CYS needs to be edited so it will be posted tomorrow. We started Ducky's new school year today so it's a little busy for editing. But it WILL be posted tomorrow.
Here we go, lovelies! The beginning of our first choose your story for "10 fics for 10 years"! You all voted for an Alternate Universe and surprisingly, a University AU. And you voted for the "I hate everyone but you" over-arching trope! Familiar characters are NOT mine!
So, without further ado, here's your prologue/part 1!
Warnings: University AU. None really
Pairings: Eventual!Loki x reader
Staff meetings bored Loki to tears. He could hardly stand to be in the same room with his colleagues, especially so early in the morning. Not to mention the fact that he had woken up with a feeling in his gut that he couldn’t identify, but made him know that something was going to happen that day. Something big. He didn’t expect that something would come in the form of a new professor.
Loki stood in the back of the room, leaning against the wall, sipping his coffee with all the determination of a man who absolutely did NOT want to speak to anyone else in the room. Not that he needed to bother. No one really spoke to him unless necessary except for his own brother. In fact, it was his brother’s booming voice that caused Loki to finally lower his coffee cup and tune back into what was happening.
His eyes found Thor first. He was speaking animatedly to the person next to him. Thor leaned back in his chair and Loki caught a glimpse of someone he hadn’t seen before. You were giving Thor a tense smile, clearly not used to his golden retriever energy yet.
Dean Fury cleared his throat to begin the meeting. Loki partially tuned out again. He didn’t care about the last meeting’s minutes or anything that didn’t have to do with his own department at the moment. He wanted to know about you. He wanted to know who you were. Fortunately, Fury got to the point rather quickly.
“I’d like you to meet Professor Y/F/N. They are going to be joining the History department this next term.” Loki breathed a little sigh of relief. He headed the English department and would have been furious if Fury had hired you as an English or Literature professor without giving him warning.
Steve Rogers beamed at you and welcomed you. You returned the smile before your (e/c) eyes scanned the room, finally landing on Loki. You studied him for a moment until Thor grabbed your attention again. Loki went back to his coffee until the end of the meeting.
When the meeting was over, Loki grabbed his belongings, only to accidentally smack something with his bag. A slight “oof” reached his ears and he turned to see you standing there, rubbing your arm. Your gaze met his and you smiled a little. “Apologies,” he said by way of a greeting. You waved him off. “No worries. I should have watched where I was going.”
You offered him your hand, “Y/F/N,” you introduced yourself then your smile turned a little sheepish, “Though I guess you knew that already, huh?” Loki found himself fighting back a little grin of his own. You weren’t acting or trying too hard. You were clearly being yourself rather than behaving in a way you thought others would appreciate or like. “Loki Laufeyson. Pleasure to meet you, Professor. I look forward to seeing you again.” With that, he dropped your hand and left the room.
Outside the door, Loki heard Tony Stark whistle. “Never thought I’d see the day when someone cracked the Ice Man’s shell.” You must have looked confused. ‘What do you mean? It was just a friendly introduction.”
“Exactly!” Thor’s voice came next, “Loki, at the best of times, is indifferent or cold to others. He has always been that way, since we were children. In the worst times, well…”
“He’s downright impossible,” Stark interrupted, “He really hates everyone. Except for you, it seems.” You let out a little scoff. “I really doubt he hates EVERYONE.” Loki remained where he was, sensing that no one was leaving the room yet. “Y/N, yes he does. When Fury hired me, the man didn’t talk to anyone for a week. Because of me! And I’m a delight! Not even a passing nod in greeting in the halls. He keeps to himself. A lot.”
“Maybe he just doesn’t like egotistical asses, Professor Stark.” Loki had to bite his lip to stop from laughing. Then and there he decided that he hated you a little less than everyone else. Just a little…
(a/n: First part done! This is a prologue of sorts! Taglists for CYS are open.)
What do you want to see in the next part (vote via asks/replies/reblogs):
A. Loki and reader keep accidentally running into each other around campus
B. Reader seeks out Loki's company after a bad day
Part one of our Loki Choose Your Story will be posted around 12PM (EST) today! If you would like to be added to the tag list, please let me know so I can add you before it's posted!
Again, CYS will have separate tag lists from my normal fics. You can be tagged in every CYS, for specific fandoms (Marvel, Twilight, HP Universe, Ouran High School Host Club, or Tolkien) or for specific characters (Loki, Maria Hill, Charlie Swan, Rosalie Hale, Sirius Black, Sirona Ryan, Kyoya Ootori, Haruhi Fujioka, Thorin Oakenshield, or Eowyn)
Based on this request: Hi meg!! I saw your requests are open and here I am again!! If you could, could you please write a post Azkaban Sirius (exonerated sirius, idk how but it happens ok!) Taking care of a fever delirious reader, who in the height of her delirium asks sirius to marry her. He says something along the lines of “darling, we’ve talked about this, I wouldnt make a good husband” to which she replies with “you already have, if just like it on official paper” then she goes off the ramble some nonsense but it leaves sirius thinking. That yeah they are committed to eachother in every sense of the word and he has often seen the look of longing she gets when she sees Molly and Arthur together being all wifey and husbandy. So once shes sleeping soundly, he pops out for a bit, buys a ring and keeps it in his pocket so that as soon as her fever breaks he: (A) hands it to her so that she can propose to him proper Or (B) proposes to her I’ll leave the ending up to you!! Thanks in advance meg and hope you’ve been well!! by @gollyderek
Here you are, lovely My apologies for the wait! As always, I do not own Sirius Black.
Warnings: Fluff and mentions of illness
Pairings: Post Azkaban!Sirius Black x fem!reader
After knowing you for years, Sirius had learned to expect strange things from you when you were sick. The two of you had been together through several of your school years and after, even rekindling your relationship when Sirius escaped from Azkaban. So Sirius knew what to expect. Or at least he thought he did. He hadn’t expected the words that came out of your mouth as he nursed you back to health.
“We should get married,” you muttered even though you were hardly able to keep your eyes open. Sirius nearly dropped the pillow he’d been adjusting for you. He thought you’d given up on the idea especially after the whole Azkaban situation and his exoneration several years later. He glanced down at you to find you almost asleep.
“You, my darling, are delirious,” he replied after a few moments. You hummed. “Huh, must be the fever.” Sirius snorted a laugh and shook his head. “ I wouldn’t be a good husband. Now drink your potion and get some sleep.” You made a face at the thought of drinking the potion and ignored it instead. “You are already a good husband. I’d just like it official.” Sirius once again told you to sleep.
A little while later, you were fast asleep and Sirius was left alone with his thoughts. Thoughts of the two of you and marriage. He loved you, really he did. And the two of you had basically been living as if you were married already. So why shouldn’t you get married officially? All his thoughts bounced around his head until dawn when he finally fell asleep himself.
*short time skip*
It took several days for your fever to break. Potions were only successful if you actually drank them, you know, and you were very stubborn and insistent that you would be fine. When you were finally feeling clear-headed and able to get out of bed, you were surprised to find that Sirius wasn’t home. You shrugged it off and decided to try and make yourself some food. You could have asked Kreacher but after being stuck in bed you wanted to do something. That was where Sirius found you a little while later.
“In the kitchen” your voice rang out when Sirius called out to you. Sirius made his way back to the kitchen, stopping and leaning against the doorframe when his eyes landed on you standing at the stove. “Feeling better then?” he asked. You let out a little hum before turning your head to cough lightly. “Much, actually. Just a little cough left. Told you I didn’t need those potions.” Sirius rolled his eyes as he pushed off the doorframe.
Sirius wrapped his arms around your middle and rested his chin on your shoulder. “Smells great.” You thanked him as you leaned back against him lightly. For a moment, it was calm and quiet and still in the home. Nothing but the warmth and love between the two of you filled the space. Sirius felt hope fill his chest and, before he could stop himself, he muttered two words. “Marry me.”
You stopped working, cut off the stove, and turned in his arms. Your brows knit together in confusion. “What?” Sirius kissed your forehead. “Will you marry me?” You blinked in surprise. You couldn’t remember much of the conversation you’d had at the height of your fever, but you certainly recalled Sirius saying he wouldn’t be a good husband.
“A-Are you sure?” you asked. Sirius gave you that soft smile of his that made you weak in the knees. The smile others rarely got to see. “Absolutely. I’ve given it a lot of thought and realized that what we have is the best thing that has ever happened to me. We don’t need a piece of paper to tell me that, but I want everyone to know. I want to boast to every single person in the world that I have the most incredible wife.”
Tears fell from your eyes and you grinned at Sirius. He let go of your waist with one hand to dig in the pocket of his robes. He pulled out a small jewelry box. “It isn’t flashy or anything, but it’s yours if you want it.” You gingerly took the box and opened it, gasping at what you saw. Nestled inside was a beautiful, simple ring with your favorite gemstone in the middle with smaller gems on either side. It was exactly what you would have chosen for yourself.
“I’d ask you properly, but these old knees aren’t what they used to be.” You rolled your eyes and reminded him that neither of you were that old yet. Still, with a twinkle in your eye, you slowly slid the ring onto your finger. No more words were exchanged as Sirius gathered you in his arms once again and gently kissed you.
The universe for the first of the fics for "10 fics for 10 years" has been chosen. Now, one more vote before I officially begin writing this fic? A reminder that this is for the Loki Choose Your Story
What overarching trope should we write?
A. Enemies to Lovers
B. I hate everyone but you
Again, please vote via replies or asks. I will not be answering in order to keep the surprise but all votes will be counted. Lots of love!
The universe for the first of the fics for "10 fics for 10 years" has been chosen. Now, one more vote before I officially begin writing this fic? A reminder that this is for the Loki Choose Your Story
What overarching trope should we write?
A. Enemies to Lovers
B. I hate everyone but you
Again, please vote via replies or asks. I will not be answering in order to keep the surprise but all votes will be counted. Lots of love!
The universe for the first of the fics for "10 fics for 10 years" has been chosen. Now, one more vote before I officially begin writing this fic? A reminder that this is for the Loki Choose Your Story
What overarching trope should we write?
A. Enemies to Lovers
B. I hate everyone but you
Again, please vote via replies or asks. I will not be answering in order to keep the surprise but all votes will be counted. Lots of love!
The universe for the first of the fics for "10 fics for 10 years" has been chosen. Now, one more vote before I officially begin writing this fic? A reminder that this is for the Loki Choose Your Story
What overarching trope should we write?
A. Enemies to Lovers
B. I hate everyone but you
Again, please vote via replies or asks. I will not be answering in order to keep the surprise but all votes will be counted. Lots of love!
The universe for the first of the fics for "10 fics for 10 years" has been chosen. Now, one more vote before I officially begin writing this fic? A reminder that this is for the Loki Choose Your Story
What overarching trope should we write?
A. Enemies to Lovers
B. I hate everyone but you
Again, please vote via replies or asks. I will not be answering in order to keep the surprise but all votes will be counted. Lots of love!
What universe would you want your Loki fic for CYS in?
A. Canon
B. Alternate Universe (specify in your ask/reply)
Please respond via replies or asks! I will NOT be posting the results(you will learn the results when I post the first part of the fic), but every vote will be counted, and it does matter because, depending on the universe you choose, the overarching Tropes you'll have to choose from will be different.
What universe would you want your Loki fic for CYS in?
A. Canon
B. Alternate Universe (specify in your ask/reply)
Please respond via replies or asks! I will NOT be posting the results(you will learn the results when I post the first part of the fic), but every vote will be counted, and it does matter because, depending on the universe you choose, the overarching Tropes you'll have to choose from will be different.
