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How i wish i still have another chance to fix everything. Sigh! I know i don't deserves another chance. You will stick with your decision. I know you too well. I am truly sorry for making your life complicated all these while. I still need you. I am craving for your love. How i wish you were in my shoes. Then you'll know how does it feel being treated like an option. You kept telling me 'you deserve better. Deserve someone better.' You didn't know how sad i am when i read that word. Sigh! You never know. It's like you don't want me anymore. I dont want anyone else. I want you. Is it so hard for you to understand that? Sigh. I've stopped everything just for you. I wanna be with you in future. Sigh. I've let go my ego just for you. I am truly sorry. I'll make myself disappear from you and your life after this. But i'll observe you from afar. Sigh. That's the best i can do as long i can see you happy all over again. I wish it was me the one who will make you happy. But unfortunately.. You are still amazing to me. Always. I'll always pray for your happiness. Will always miss you. Because you were there when i was at my worst. Thank you for everything. I love you and will always do. Hope you'll someone who deserve yourself way better than me. Hope that person can make you more happier than i did. There's plenty like me to be found. I am nothing. I'm not going anywhere. I'm just sit here just like the first day you found me. I truly love you. Never felt so hurt like this before. Sigh. Be good be safe. Take care of yourself for me. :'(

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Puisi dari hati

Tatkala engkau kata kau rindu Tatkala itu aku lihat tiada usahamu Untuk bertemu Hanya ucapan bibir tiada kalbu Engkau tipu. Kadang aku kesian dgn diri sendiri Terlalu mengharap kasih kau Terlalunikhlas menyayangi kau Sedangkan kau Bahagia saja tanpa aku. Kerana aku bukan siapa2 pada kau Tapi tak mengapa Cukup kalau kau tahu Kau sesuatu pada aku Ingat! Aku sentiasa ada untuk kau. Terkadang kau lupa Fungsi kewujudan aku di sisi Kau lupa aku juga punya perasaan Dan utk kali terakhir kali ini Aku rebah. Semoga bahagia Kau sendiri tak pasti Siapa aku dalam hati kau Buat apa aku nak tunggu lagi? Kasih aku di tolak tepi Dipandang sepi Dan akhirnya..aku pergi Kau datang bila tiada teman Mencari aku di kala kesunyian Kau hilang bila bertemu kawan Menganggap diriku hanyalah bayangan Pergilah Pergi mana yg kau nak tuju Dengan siapa pun kau mahu Kemana saja yg kau suka Tapi.. Jgn lupa kau ada bawa secebis hatiku Untuk apa aku terus membenci Tiada apa yg akan ku dapat Tapi sayang.. Benci aku tak kemana Kerana kau masih punya tempat di hati ku Nama kau selalu ada Dalam ruang hati ku Yg paling dalam Walau tak sebesar mana Tapi cukup tersimpan rapi Cukup sekadar kau tahu.... Bukan aku tak pernah Memujuk hati,membawa diri Aku pernah Bukan sekali malah berkali-kali Tapi dipenghujung Aku rebah dgn prinsip sendiri Kini aku kembali membawa diri... Salah aku ke bila aku terlalu setia Mengharap kasih dari kau? Sedangkan boleh saja jika Aku mahu beralih kasih pada yg lebih sudi Siapa kata Aku tak pernah rasa apa itu sakit kecewa? Aku dah rasa... Sebab itu aku cuba Untuk jaga perasaaan kau Supaya kau tak rasa yg sama

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Whoever said this pain, would ever go away? Didn’t know what it meant to, be here without you Is everything you see, reminding you of me? Does it hurt when you breathe too? cause it does when I do. When anybody says your name I wanna run away, I keep remembering I can’t forget you... It doesn’t matter when I try it happens anyway, It’s been forever and I can’t forget you... With every single day, it won’t go away The way I feel about you... And when it’ said and done, you’re the only one And I can’t regret you, so I can’t forget you

My Darkest Days - Can't Forget You

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Dear Old Friend,

Billion words couldn't say just how i feel..

A million years from now you know i'll be loving you still..

I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me..

Our memories,the things that i will never forget..

Those were the days,and remember you will always in my heart..ALWAYS!

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Just saying.

I never believed in true love,I thought it was a waste and strife. And then,my self fell in love when you came into my life. When I first laid my eyes upon you,I never expected you would be the one,not long ago I realised it was true,you are for me,my only one. As the light of the moon falls upon your cute face,I knew it before soon,that you are my love,you are my ace. Beautiful sunrise in the morning,or the sunset in the evening,with white clouds scattered about,but one is more beautiful and that is you my darling,that I know in my heart there is no doubt. The stars in the sky,light the night up with brilliance,undimmed unnamed for the times untold,just like that you light me up with brilliance,for you are fair and wondrous to behold. Even though we are not together anymore,even when time are good or bad,you are the person I will always remember,for you are my true love. The first love that I ever had.

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The Love That Doesn't Last

We started out as strangers, Then later we became friends, I love you at my first sight, For now and for then. As time passes, My love for you grow stronger, But your behaviour causes, Our relationship to go weaker. It has been fifteen long years, Since the first time we met, Its time for you to hear, The feelings I always had. My heart is painful,but I am happy, As you have already left a scar to it, And although you rejected me, I am still happy,even under the heave and dark rain, Because I can start my love life all over again.

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It sucks when you know that you need to let go, but you can't, because your still waiting for the impossible to happen.

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There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.

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I decided that enough is enough, that since you obviously dont care about me anymore Im just going to move on. Easier said than done I suppose, because at the end of the day Im staring out the window with these tears on my cheeks. Look what youve done to me.