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How i wish i still have another chance to fix everything. Sigh! I know i don't deserves another chance. You will stick with your decision. I know you too well. I am truly sorry for making your life complicated all these while. I still need you. I am craving for your love. How i wish you were in my shoes. Then you'll know how does it feel being treated like an option. You kept telling me 'you deserve better. Deserve someone better.' You didn't know how sad i am when i read that word. Sigh! You never know. It's like you don't want me anymore. I dont want anyone else. I want you. Is it so hard for you to understand that? Sigh. I've stopped everything just for you. I wanna be with you in future. Sigh. I've let go my ego just for you. I am truly sorry. I'll make myself disappear from you and your life after this. But i'll observe you from afar. Sigh. That's the best i can do as long i can see you happy all over again. I wish it was me the one who will make you happy. But unfortunately.. You are still amazing to me. Always. I'll always pray for your happiness. Will always miss you. Because you were there when i was at my worst. Thank you for everything. I love you and will always do. Hope you'll someone who deserve yourself way better than me. Hope that person can make you more happier than i did. There's plenty like me to be found. I am nothing. I'm not going anywhere. I'm just sit here just like the first day you found me. I truly love you. Never felt so hurt like this before. Sigh. Be good be safe. Take care of yourself for me. :'(










