Sometimes, You Bleed To Know That You're Alive

TRIGGER WARNING. I DO NOT PROMOTE ANY KIND OF SELF DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOUR! (ED's, SH, anything.) I don't own anything unless stated<3 http://www.befrienders.org/ - suicide and crisis support around the world. http://meggmasqueraded.tumblr.com/ ; My new blog. http://ask.fm/meggMASQUERDE ; Ask me stuff. What Doesn't Kill You, Will Probably Try Again. "A free lesson on growing up; Never trust anyone to the point where your backs exposed. Every person i've ever known was a fake and you'll see your closest ones go first. Who needs enemies, you've got friends" - A Day To Remember "A free lesson on growing up; Make the best of their worst and never compromise what you feel is right. I make a point to be powerful when I speak. Be the one that gives them nightmares when they sleep. Never back down from anyone." - A Day To Remember I rant about my personal life& things close to my life, so just a little warning, some of it might be 'depressing'. {si&ed} Alexis<3 Charlotte<3 Connor<3 Eathan<3 Hoppo<3 Kaylee<3 Lea<3 Leeson<3 Lewis<3 Nickk<3 Shannon<3

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Back in hospital again.

So, I'm back in the psychiatric ward, again. It shouldn't be for too long though. Stay strong<3

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Is this ever going to get easier?

I really don't feel stable right now. All I can think about is harming or possibly going further than just harming and I'm so incredibly anxious. Nothing is calming me down. I need Kane, now. I know he'll be home soon, but soon isn't close enough. On the upside, the sold sign has been put up for my granddad across the road, so it's pretty much ours which means I have to get stable because I'll be living with him and Kane with no support. This is slightly terrifying but I want it at the same time, I'm just worried that because I'll have so much freedom, I'm going to mess up my recovery massively. I can't cope at all right now.

Stay strong<3

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never thought about this before

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I think about this all the time… Sometimes I wonder if I do it because I think I deserve it or something…

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Sometimes I miss you the way someone drowning remembers the air.

Tim Seibles  (via cherry-stains)

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x

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This poem is written from the point of view of someone who has lost others to suicide. 

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I’m in tears..

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this couldn’t be more perfect. 

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So beautiful

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perfect

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i’m in love with this

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“But I am very poorly today and very stupid and hate everybody and everything.”

- Charles Darwin, in a letter dated October 1, 1861 [x]

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Everyday