Eternal Agony

Laura/32 /french/ recluse nun, putrid mold/Only sapphic https://linktr.ee/laurdouceurr

[melancholic--soull]

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[melancholic--soull]

I pray for you to find someone that loves you that way you deserve it. You deserve the world if not more. I deeply admire you and just wish the best for you!

Thank you, that's kind of you

[melancholic--soull]

I don't even want sex at this point, someone holding my hand would already be a miracle

[melancholic--soull]

I feel so imprisoned and unsafe inside my own mind, such a visceral loneliness, such an unbearable sense of being lost, such a desperate need to be absorbed, loved, and reassured so I can forget that I exist — to forget this void swallowing me whole, to soothe this anguish and terror of being alive by taking refuge in someone’s eyes, someone who could hold me together and help me breathe. But I’m alone, I’m suffocating. There is no one, and there will never be anyone to save me from the asphyxiation of being myself.

[funeral]

Emil Cioran, The Trouble With Being Born

[midnightportals]

I’ll probably still think of you on my death bed.

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[plantsndspiders]

Silent Hill 2 Remake (2024)

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[mooncage]

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I need to be put in my place (the morgue)

[bleedingspiral]

[followt4ebreath]

[guardcanine]

[u-nable]

[communicants]

You Were Like A Wild Chrysanthemum (Keisuke Kinoshita, 1955)