mel

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[melaniemami]

𝜗𝜚˚⋆ welcome to my personal blog! ⋆. 𐙚˚࿔

im mel, and this blog is for a deep dive of whtvrs in my mind!

all my fics and writing related material can be found @yearning4soto

[ruesdeluxe]

[ruesdeluxe]

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[melaniemami]

those ai baseball game tik tok vids are soo 🤮 and then the comments be like “wow you’re so pretty” like baby THATS AI fym pretty 😭😭😭

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i hate diet culture so much. i hate how everyone steamrolls over my "i don't like talking about dieting." i hate seeing vibrant, beautiful personalities turn into someone who only talks about their weight loss. i hate when people brag abt how little they've eaten. i hate being expected to fawn over ppl for being on a crash diet. i hate when women go "hahah, i just don't really eat!" i hate when ppl use coffee or cigarettes to suppress their appetite and think that's healthy. i hate when i see the pain in my friend's eyes because someone around them lost weight and they feel Too Fat by comparison. i hate when people assume I'm unhealthy because im fat. i hate that this is something i've had to deal with since i was 7. i hate when fat people, stranded in a culture that villifies every aspect of their being, are asked to clap and cheer for thinness.

[melaniemami]

there’s nothing more that i hope for than ppl waking up and realizing their weight literally does not matter nor does it contribute to who they are as a person

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[melaniemami]

ofc i get to the office & realize i forgot my airpods 😀

[kosmogrl]

this summer we’re gonna be outside all day every day (girl that will be working almost all summer)

[melaniemami]

the cover art for “bottles & lights” by chxrry rlly making me want a tongue piercing 😩

[melaniemami]

my coworkers so silly, they talking bout going to y*nkee stadium to see them against red sox in june. pls if i were to even go i’d buy a red sox hat just for that 🤓🤓

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[melaniemami]

putting dry shampoo on my roots makes me so excited to be old and embrace grey hair

[melaniemami]

this is rlly making me want bangs pero i already hate when the wind messes up my hair, cant imagine w bangs 🫠

[melaniemami]

the amount of fomo i have looking at karol g’s coachella performance 💔

[kosmogrl]