a girl becomes a woman and suddenly has to decide which parts of her mother live inside her because they are hers,
and which parts are only there because nobody ever taught her how to put them down.
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a girl becomes a woman and suddenly has to decide which parts of her mother live inside her because they are hers,
and which parts are only there because nobody ever taught her how to put them down.
“you’re too sensitive,” they said.
as if sensitivity wasn’t the first warning system. as if knowing something is wrong before you can prove it isn’t its own kind of magic.
the horror is not that the house is haunted.
the horror is that the house is quiet. the doors are locked. the dog is sleeping.
and something still got in.
she thought leaving was the hard part.
it wasn't.
the hard part was twenty years later when the document opened and she realized leaving had never been the whole story.
Secrets From The Vault.
the thing about writing a villain who genuinely loved the person she hurt:
you can't just condemn her. you can't just forgive her. you have to hold both.
that holding is the whole book.
Secrets From The Vault. out now.
elle: I built a life. It's real. It's mine.
the countess: "You built something very convincing, dearest."
elle: that's not…
the countess: "Coherence is not the same as independence."
elle: I need you to stop.
the countess: "Enjoy your coffee, my love."
Secrets From The Vault.
nova the saint bernard:
🐾 present in almost every chapter
🐾 always fine
🐾 eats things she shouldn't
🐾 sleeps through supernatural events
🐾 brings levity to genuinely dark moments
🐾 is the emotional anchor of the entire book
protect nova at all costs.
Secrets From The Vault.
the countess on power:
"Power does not resolve grief. It disguises it. It stretches over it like fabric over a wound that continues to bleed beneath."
she knew this. she chose power anyway. she never stopped bleeding.
she didn't write the confessions to apologize.
she wrote them because elle was the only person she trusted to look directly at something and not look away.
that's not nothing. that's everything.
Secrets From The Vault.
things the countess kept in her vault:
🕯️everything she did
🕯️everything she justified
🕯️everything she called necessary
🕯️the one thing she could never finish saying
Secrets From The Vault — available now on Amazon
elle, on forgiveness:
"I'm not condoning your choice. But I also can't promise I would have been braver in your place."
the most complicated sentence in the book. the most true. 🕯️
the countess, writing to elle:
"You have never been alone in your own mind. You have simply been… unaccompanied.
Not anymore."
"I wrote this," I said firmly. "This is mine."
"Of course it is."
it agreed so quickly.
it was so sure.
more sure than she was.
and she couldn't figure out if that was reassuring or the worst thing it had said yet.
secrets from the vault is:
elle's most intimate story.
the one set in the present. in the real life she built. in the house she shares with people she loves.
the one where the past doesn't just visit.
it moves back in.
and elle has to decide… again… who she is.
what she owes.
what she's willing to do about it.
out now. 🖤
there is an ancient god who sits on her couch.
he says very little. he has been there the whole time. he knows how this ends. he shows up anyway.
that's the thing about love that exists outside of time. it doesn't need an outcome to justify itself.
Secrets From The Vault.
the countess did not think of herself as a villain.
she thought of herself as someone who made impossible choices under impossible circumstances and did not have the luxury of falling apart afterward.
she was not entirely wrong. she was not entirely right.
that's the part that keeps you up at night.
Secrets From The Vault. 🕯️
things that are true about elle:
🌹she makes coffee the same way every morning. cup. grounds. press.
🌹she built a life so ordinary it feels like armour
🌹she thought she escaped
🌹she was not entirely wrong
🌹she was not entirely right
Secrets From The Vault — coming soon.