solipsistic siren song @tauxel - Tumblr Blog

i look so much like my mom that it's almost nauseating, sometimes. i have photos of me at ~4 with her and i see the same smile and posture when i'm on voice call

i think the main thing keeping me relatively antisocial/socially unconfident is not being able to hold my resonance high

prog and sedatives

i think i overreached what i'm actually capable of doing today because now i'm crashing and i keep getting bad thoughts

lurker account i had for threeish years somehow has 24000 posts on it and i know not a single one was my own words. 22000 to go

i think i'm like a well and some people drink from it and others lean over and peer in and get disturbed at how far down the water goes

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star-angel-selkie

help again

hiii our internet bill is also due and my gf who usually covers that lost her job recently. we need 120 for that. we both need internet access to do commissions and fundraise, this is very important.

$0/120

kuuderecatgirl

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disabled tranfem, could use help with upcoming power bill

i want to nap because i slept for three hours less than usual but my body does not like to nap

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lesbianbloodritual

trans woman needs help with bills and medication

hi all, sorry to do this again. i ran into some unforeseen expenses signing up with my HRT provider and now i'm behind on bills with my roommates, and i also need an extra 80 euro to get my vyvanse refilled for the month. i would really appreciate any help you could give. thanks

0/263

p@ypl

lesbianbloodritual

49/263

calamity-corner

please help us pay rent/bills!

hello again friends, loved ones, and beloved mutuals. i hate to be making a post like this again so soon, but bottom surgery was extraordinarily expensive, and the time i had to take off work for surgery was not paid which has made bouncing back financially quite difficult while i wait for insurance to reimburse travel and lodging.

as such, myself and my live-in partner @delicate-viscera are coming up considerably short on the bills this month. we could really use some help making ends meet with rent, utilities, and groceries, as well as catching up on the money owed for the cat sitters who helped take care of our beautiful furballs while we were away from home.

i've never raised near this much money through tumblr before, and honestly i don't expect to, we're scrambling to find help through every avenue available. but anything you can do truly means the world!! even if it's only a couple bucks, even if it's just sending it to someone who you know is in a better position to help, or just sharing it on your blog for reach. we are two dykes in desperate need, recovering from surgery and sickness respectively, please help us make ends meet!!

i love you all very much <3

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p: @ kohineko

c: $ c0ldbrewcash

$ 1,300 / 2,900

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jesus, i forgot to add the links like a fool. please reblog this version tysm ily

it's mildly funny that i have a high enough dissociative and dxm in particular tolerance that pcp would likely be comforting instead of mind-rending

one reason i stay unmedicated even in the face of evidence that it can make me subjectively happier is that i believe the fear i have will become useful when i learn to properly integrate it instead of it lurking like a spectre over me that must be banished

tauxel

true curse of neuroticism is always having a great outpouring of things to say that are always reflexive instead of anything more broadly applicable

tauxel

not to say all of this isn't 'productive', i wouldn't be doing it if it wasn't, but i could be honing literally any other skill

true curse of neuroticism is always having a great outpouring of things to say that are always reflexive instead of anything more broadly applicable

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