Anything under the stars

Twitter's so crowded and I'm antisocial, so I spazz here.

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Super maulan and brownout. What a way to end the year. Happy New Year!

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It's the first time that I said I don't have money at home. Feels a little bit different. In a good way.

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My mom and I were butting heads almost everyday because we can't seem to agree on anything re: sister's debut party. At the back of my head, we shouldn't even be doing this. Too bad I really don't have anyone that I talk to about this things. Seems like i already know what my few friends will said if I ever tell them.

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Even with all these dear people around me, I'd still get this jittery feeling pa din pala.

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Mamamamamoooooo

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Hindi ako mag fofocus sa crochet hangga't di ko nauubos labahin ko. Bow.

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Went out in my balcony while eating icecream and I can't last for more than 15 minutes. The sun's too bright!! Huhu. Anuna.

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Been binge-shopping a lot to cope up with the pandemic. Since my room is the only thing i see for 24 hours, a slight change is very efficient to help me sane thus the deliveries. I just purchased a kind-of-pricey shelf and I'm now overthinking if i should get a new mattress. I mean, do I really need one? Like right now? Can't it be postponed for a month or two? But if I'm going to get one anyway, what's stopping me from gettung it now?

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Have you ever looked at the mirror and be horrified at what you see?

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I don't know if it's just too much quarantine and not having to see people for 3 months, but I can finally look at myself in the mirror while smiling. It's a big accomplishment for someone who hated mirrors so much.

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Had an hour of conversation with an old friend via VC and boy, I was so tired! I don’t think I can talk to him tomorrow again. 

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Di ko magets yung mga people na nakakailang accounts na on email and social media just because nakalimutan na nila yung password ng accounts nila. Ugh. Ako ang nabobother. 

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It's 4:30 in the morning. I can hear the people downstairs preparing for their day. I was just about to sleep though.

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I realized I haven't been reading books for a year and a half ready. I used to read books a lot. I can even read a whole book just in one sitting. Maybe I read too much that everytime I start a new one, the plot always seems like something I already read so I won't be able to finish it. Maybe I haven't been looking enough for good ones.

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Kamusta naman ang sira kong body clock.

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Kagigising ko lang, maggagabi na naman 😒

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Maggrogrocery dapat ako but there's a birthday celebration downstairs and I have to pass through them if I have to go out. My social skill is shaking.