Jan 1
Who is it that you love? Why isnt it me?
Honestly, maybe I’m just not capable. I have so many walls built up that I can’t even love myself. How can I love another person? I try so hard to be vulnerable and love people for who they are but it always comes crashing down— not at the fault of others but usually just feels like my fault. I should be able to love unconditionally but I can’t. I have expectations and goals. I just want to grow everyday and find ways to be the best I can be. I’m not here to sit pretty and make someone happy. I want so much more and no one can give it to me but myself. I just want to learn how to love myself but it’s hard when you have the weight of someone else’s happiness on your shoulders.
