Save me from myself

[melodiestomedicate]

I’m more suicidal than I have been in a long time and I don’t know what to do except post about it on a platform that no one sees or cares about

[lifemaniac91]

[croathia]

[graceless-goddess-deactivated20]

I hope you have a relationship that’s real for once and you are sure of where you are in their life. I hope you’re not a distraction or a past time or something to be used. But a love, a sweetheart, a muse. I hope you are something to somebody and that they are just as crazy about you as you are for them.

[inner]

[tullipsink]

“i tell myself again and again and again that you’re not tired of me and that it’s all in my head but im a fucking mess and i feel it in my chest and in the way you say my name that maybe you are done with me but I’ve always been the overreacting type so im sorry if i can’t seem to stop my hands from shaking when i think about you with someone else who isn’t me because you got bored and decided that i wasn’t enough and im sorry if i can’t seem to stop myself from asking if im too much because being afraid of people leaving is all i’ve ever known when it came down to loving someone so please bear with me and please don’t get tired of me i swear i love you your name runs through my veins and your voice rings through my ears so fucking loud that it’s hard not to think about you and the way you hold my heart in your hands i’m just a mess with too many thoughts but i promise i’m trying not to be”

— A.M// prompt for anon I’VE ALWAYS BEEN AFRAID OF PEOPLE LEAVING BUT YOU, OH GOD, I’M FUCKING TERRIFIED

[melodiestomedicate]

I wish I was dead and I don’t know how to tell my therapist

[hplyrikz]

“I know. I’m very hard to talk to. I realize that.”

— The Catcher in the Rye (via hplyrikz)

[bluehome91]

[peachysuggest]

there are people in this world you haven’t even met yet who are going to love you so much, so please just hold on because the people who are right for you will find you

[melodiestomedicate]

I wish I could believe this so fucking bad

[approvers]

[therunwaygirl]

[airows]

[beanleaf]

[igmakeup]

[ates-kadehii-deactivated2019081]

[rubispring]