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what do i stand to lose from remaking my multi again and making it dash only, iconless, and low activity??

what do i stand to lose from saying that i'm already in the process of going through with this

what do i stand to lose from remaking my multi again and making it dash only, iconless, and low activity??

#i'm thinking of going back to like. using emojis to symbolize what muse i would be writing w #with #wouldn't be using them in the tags tho bc that was a nightmare to deal with #cute i thought! but a nightmare when it came to trying to find anything #or if i didn't have access to emojis to look through my tags #my second plan of action is move entirely to discord or fuck around w/ google docs but i think in those scenarios i Die instantly

i can’t believe loser used the actual term uwu soft boy and yet i can also completely believe it

#tw!tter comm.#the ccs he got after answering the only 2 in his inbox tho....wow #well really only the one that calls him a weeb fivehead but oof #my boy doesn't deserve this

name something more iconic than the time loser was like “slightly kinky is my specialty ;)” while talking to brooke and then the next day she said she wanted to have sex with him and he immediately panicked bc he was not expecting her to actually take him seriously

#they've come a long way #not...from the start of their relationship to that bc that was valentines day i think #and they had only been together for about a month when that happened #but from then to now bc now loser will let himself be comfortable around brooke #and will admit to her that he doesn't know what the fuck he's doing but that he's trying to be a good boy

having done some deeper research aka going to the blog that i originally wrote em on and cringing at how much of mess that was bc i had 0 idea what i was doing i have managed to discern that: 2 year anniversary of me creating em is march 18th. technically i started thinking about loser as a concept like right after i heard about losersongs and was crushed i wasn’t able to go see it which was february and then i think i held onto that until around april when i moved to the new multi and officially added him as a muse but apparently didn’t advertise that he was available to write with until around mid july

#digging through the archives of my forgotten blogs is such a trip literally just to see me go from 'i must reblog everything i see' on em's #to 'i will reblog only that which is necessary' on the old multi and 'i just don't' on the new/er multi

this is so dumb but i love like. the polar opposite type thing loser and em have going on bc like. they way they are makes it seem like maybe they'd be good candidates for like. trading places in each other's lives. like em grew up in a farm-y area that she didn't particularly like with a big family she didn't like very much either and she knows how to drive and is independent enough to know what she wants to do, how she wants to accomplish it, and carefully plans out how she moves from point a to point b whereas loser grew up in a city he doesn't like bc he'd prefer the kind of freedom that comes with living on a farm, with just his parents as their only child, he doesn't know how to drive, doesn't have any real meaningful skills to be able to live on his own, and just kind of crashes through life with reckless abandon not knowing what he wants to do or how to get anything done

#does this make any sense?? probably not #there's also that thing where em is like 'calling me a loser is a crime punishable by death do not call me that ever'#and loser is obviously. not like that given that he's like 'yeah!! call me loser!! it literally doesn't bother me at all'#i just. have a lot of feelings abt these kids #also i don't remember the exact date at all but i'm p sure later this month is like the 2 year anniversary of me creating em #and the 1 year anniversary of creating loser #so that might be contributing to me being emotional abt them

just. resurrects myself from the grave just long enough to post One ask i already had drafted for like a week and just needed to format and then disappears again

#i wanna. move blogs but i literally have barely even used this one #like there's less than 300 posts here and i'd easily whittle that down to probably 200 if i go through and delete all my incessant ooc posts #but i feel like. i'm crowded in and trapped?? sorta??#i do have like 130 followers and i definitely don't interact w/ all of them #but idk. smth just feels off

me: loser why are you so sweet and charming one moment and then mean and distant the next??

loser:

#he's been so soft w/ brooke and annie lately #but then he gets scared when he's soft that things are moving too fast and he freaks out a little and withdraws himself

i guess while i'm here it's time to say what the girls' feelings on valentine's are alana - alana...doesn't really do Valentine's Day, but what she does is offer up a 'galentine's day' on the 13th like on parks and rec so that everyone in the community can get together and then they kind of do like that one post on tumblr that talks abt the boy who gave every girl in school a rose bc he didn't want any of them to feel left out christine - as a lover of all things romantic and dramatic, christine loves the idea of going all-out with a big date night for valentine's day, whether she's the one planning it or if her partner is the one doing it, but she doesn't really like it being used the way people use it as kind of like, an obligation to do something grand. she'd be happy to celebrate valentine's with a friend just as much as with an s/o chloe - chloe is definitely the kind of person who just buys into valentine's for the whole competitive thing where people try to outdo each other with extravagant dates and presents and instagram everything. she loves to be doted on like a princess em - em very much thinks that valentine's is a fake holiday that's been blown massively out of proportion by jewelry companies and such looking to make easy money, but as seen last year, she can't help getting caught up in celebrating it bc it does feel nice to have someone to spend it with and subverting the expectation of like, a big grand gesture like a fancy dinner date or proposal or anything drastic with just a quiet time in just watching netflix

all of these are powerful for the aesthetic alone

#i love one (1) girl #i think i said once that em doesn't wear lots of skirts or dresses??#i was a Fool #the 1st pic is like. her at her most powerful #beanie and plaid shirt w/ rolled sleeves and tucked into the high-waisted denim skirt. is there a more iconic look??#4 is just funny bc she has a cowboy hat so she's a yeehaw

this one makes me laugh bc w/ the headband and mesh bomber jacket she looks like 2rt chloe but more innocent

i know i’ve seen this outfit in the photoshoot w/ this model before but i think this is the first time i’ve ever actually been able to read the shirt and i take this as a sign that i really couldn’t have picked an fc that better radiates em’s aesthetic if i tried to

#HOLD ON THO #BC THERE'S MORE #i've been deep diving on pinterest

hey so quick question how is it that both of my only 2 ocs so far have wound up being coffee shop baristas

#i can't stand coffee or being in coffee shops #but em's job in aperture mainly revolved around making coffee for whatever department she was assigned to #so for like. her canon story i think i made it to where she worked at a small local coffee shop while she was still living in california #and loser works at starbucks #so just. apparently of the this i project onto muses. a distinct hatred of coffee is not one of the things

yessy showed me this video the other day bc she legit thought this guy was loser and tbh i can’t blame her

#this is SO loser and her brooke tho we yell

i wanna be here writing but i only have muse for loser and at the same time while i wanna write him i’m worried that the fact that the only ppl who wanna write w/ him all have ships w/ him is gonna annoy tf out of everyone else and make them not wanna interact w/ me at all so i guess instead i’ll just keep playing red dead all day while my blog not so slowly loses relevance and i fall out of touch w/ all the ppl i’ve come to consider good friends over the past 2 years: a 3 part mini opera

i've been talking to yessy almost nonstop for 2 days and god i love her so much

i saw a post the other day mentioning that in the workshop script poptarts had the hell dream after he wasn't there for his sister and i haven't known peace of mind since then

#learning new things abt poptarts is Never good #like canonically he's just a boy who loves poptarts and regrets not being there for his sister when she needed him #AND he's horny on main

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