Graham

18yrs sw:77kg lw:68kg hw:81kg cw:69kg gw1:63kg gw2:54kg gw3:49kg ugw:44kg

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went down from a size 13 to a 9

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I need to smoke so fucking bad rn but it’s taking forever to get here (It’s gonna be here on Saturday)

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I hate eating so fucking much, like it doesn’t even matter if I eat less than my cal deficit I just feel like a disappointment for even ingesting anything.

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“i can’t wait to move out when i’m an adult!”

how my fridge is gonna look

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I can’t be around food because I can’t control myself. I barely even taste the only thing I can think of is how fast I can get it down. I can physically feel myself getting bigger and I’ve never felt so disgusting in my life.

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I’m just gonna start posting my binges to motivate myself to to better

Zaxbys 4 boneless wings-288

Crinkle fries reg.-330

Texas toast-150

Blue cheese dressing-100

2x soy boiled eggs-140

2x Reese’s peanut butter cup-200

4x Dried Apricots-57

2x Original Wheat crackers-40

Christmas Crack-32

Taco meat, cucumber, Doritos salad( don’t judge me)-275

Burned: 349

Total: 1263/600

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Ngl looking at my old $h scars is making me want to relapse

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New rule: If binging makes me go over 800 cals then I won’t eat for two days

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Black coffee is so fucking disgusting but I’m trying my hardest to stick to my fast. I added like 1/2 of milk and it still tastes disgusting.

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My friend invited me to her graduation party but I can’t bring myself to go because I know I’ll be the biggest on there. I look huge in everything and no one deserves to see that.

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I’m terrified to get in the shower because I binged like crazy after dinner. It’s like the second I get a taste I have to eat everything. And I can physically feel my stomach getting bigger

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[gutznrotten]

Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels. But you've never been skinny so food is automatically more appealing to you. Put the plate down, bitch.

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I keep overeating by like 170 cals so I’m gonna do an apple mono for like a week

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Progress

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I miss seeing my hips bones and my ribcage. This summer all food will be 800 cals or less.