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“Listen, smile, agree, and then do whatever the fuck you were gonna do anyway.” ― Robert Downey Jr. #wisdom

[austin-n-oli]

Confession: I have a friend who likes to text me at like 4am when he’s had nightmares or he can’t sleep or he just needs a friend. He thinks I’m always awake at 4am but really I go to bed around 12am and I change his text-tone to the loudest one I have just so it wakes me up when he needs me.

[cryptv0id]

you’re the kind of friend everyone needs

[austin-n-oli]

I think that since its been a year since I made this post its time for an update. In the past year I’ve watched this post grow and grow, people I work with have told me about it as “this post I saw the other day” and they have no idea it’s my post. The person I wrote this about has even reblogged it. He is no longer texting me at 4am. Not because we no longer speak but because the nightmares have stopped. He and I both are in a much better place. Most often the only times he’s waking me up at 4am is when he’s pulling me closer to him while we sleep. He’s more than a friend now and I’m forever thankful to have him. Everyone messaged me saying he was lucky to have me but I think I was just as lucky to have him and I would do it all over.

[princesssmurff]

The update just makes it even better ❤️

[rubydat98]

😢😢😩 OMG. My heart.

[fairiegrrrl]

rising sign aesthetic // v i r g o

[kushandwizdom]

[meowmiruh]

It's been a while since I posted something, but I felt the need of being a little narcisist and talk about my recent realizations. And by recent I mean one month ago, when I went to Nymphea Dance Festival 2015 with my crew and won the 2nd place at the Mega Crew cathegory. Let me explain what this means: a gorup between 12 and 20 people dancing together by a minimal set o rules and trying to be as synchronized as possible. A little hard, right? Well, we were 17 people. It was a nice Friday morning *and by morning I mean 4 a.m.* when we got on a train form Timişoara to Oradea. The road was shorter than I taught and we got to see the sunrise from the train in a perfectly set landscape. It was beautiful. Around 10 a.m. we checked in our rooms and the moment I entered room 616 *mine* I got a message: "You got a 4 in physics". I couldn't care less than in that moment. I remember that after a good shower my roomate and I went outside for a coffe, a cigarette and a girl talk which we both really needed. Some hours later, the whole crew and the supporters went to Era Park, the dance temple of that weekend. It was the 1v1 battle stage. If course I didn't pass the preselections, because I got lost and there were substantialy better dancers than me. Even so, I now have the experience. The day after was the crucial step. The first day of the crew shows. We entered the 3rd group of the last section. It was quite a lot to stay there. After it was over, two girls and I got back at the hotel and while we were watching the news feeds, a WhatsApp message showed up: a list. THE list. We got the second place and went to the finals. Emotions, pannic and a lot of other stuff. The time between the two representations of the show was a torture and it was even less than 24 hours. That night we made some friends at Arad and played with them truth or dare. It was a kinky disaster in that room. Which, of course, was my room. Around 3 a.m. our coach came and yelled at us to go to fucking sleep because we were having the finals. Eventually we did it. There was it. The final day. We were the 4th show. The big scene was there, looking at us, wanting to make us fear and look strong at the same time. And the music began. The 1st word in my head was "home". I knew it will be all fine. And it was. Around an hour later we were called on the stage as winners of the second place. I was so proud of us that I started crying when I realized what happened. I sarted calling home and when I was telling my friends and family the news I was starting to realize. In the end I started crying and realized it was all over. All the stress and the morning rehersals were gone in like a second. Now what? We get home and go on with our lives. We continue to discover new things about us in dancing. That was it. The end of a beautiful weekend that became a beautiful memory.

[meowmiruh]

How Dancing Changed My Life

I’ve been dancing for nearly 3 years now and I can say it changed me. Not only dancing itself as much as the people I danced with in the crews.

Tbh the first crew I danced in wasn’t so “warm” and I couldn’t integrate properly with the people there. And that went on for 2 years. 2 YEARS! More than half of my dancing life!

I left the crew in December (officially) and taught I’ll never dance again, only if it comes to parties.

The New Year’s Eve: I danced a lot. Every night I went clubbing: rocked the floor.

This went on until April, when I was like “Hmm, nothing to do home. Let’s get to another dance school and see what they’ve got.”

I was really surprised. My ex-choreographer always told us how my now-choreographer was a piece of s#!t and copied everything from him etc. etc.

Actually the new guy is a really awesome person who wants us to be all a big happy family (and even manages to make us one). Also this is the place where I learned what a cypher is, how to evolve in my freestyle and that I have to get my idiot mood on whenever I dance. I’m still working on this pretty hard and my hope is that one day dancing will come as natural as breathing.

I once heard that dancers are a little narcissistic and tend to have a higher self-esteem then others. As my freestyle evolved I learned it on my own skin. For a high self-esteem you need to trust yourself. You also need this every time you make a new move. So by the rules of transitivity, we get to our conclusion.

All I have to say is that you haven’t lived your life until you attended at least one dancing class or workshop, no matter which style is it based on. Just try. It changes something in you.

[effstonem-]

[meowmiruh]

Me with annoying people

[yoursummerdreamz]

[danielodowd-deactivated20170124]

[zodiacmadness]

Virgos are good at judging people and can see through the fakeness.

Virgo (via zodiacmadness)

[meowmiruh]

What is the true meaning of friendship?

Well, to be honest, friendship is one kind of relationship you can't describe because it's one of the ways in which you can love a person, and no person dead or alive could compare the true feeling of it to anything. Many people say "oh, I have lots of friends" without even thinking of the true meaning of the word "friend". If someone is "friends" with you it means you can tell them anything without even thinking it would be embarassing or they would tell anyone if you don't want them to. You can do dumb things together to laugh about later, call them without asking yourself if they do mind or not... In some cases, two persons can be so close that they don't even need proper words to talk. You just throw a specific look at the other and know exactly what they think. The way in which you show someone this kind of love is by staying at their side even if they are going through hard times. One funny but sad fact about this thingy is that it can be the worst unshared love by making lots of things for someone and putting them on the first plan when they need it, giving them your trust and time, but not like in a relationship way. You are more anchored in your friends' trust because they are there forever unless they just pretend. And what do you do in the moment in which a person who you left a big part of your happiness leaves? You remain without the part. You have blanks in your soul and wonder how to fill them up. You don't. Time does it. And true friends. And pizza.