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Fabulous Friday

I really lie today already, that's because know that it's gonna be a great day. Some things to keep in mind are that i am constantly communicating with whoever I choose to. I should be ACUTE AND EXPLICIT, NO MUMBLES OR HISSES....I caught myself mumbling a lot yesterday, and that's not something that I want to make a habit of.

I'm in no place to be opinionated about the presentations of others, especially if my presentation is lacking in several different areas. (those of which could be specified as niceness, cuteness, kindness, and thoughfulness). If I improve on these areas it would be favourable.

I spy with my little eye something that is cute (oh wait that's me). here's a selfie ftd!!!!! Love you if you are reading this, and yeah im gonna have a good day:)

-Sarah

[palmandlaser]

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Hospital Diary

The days have been passing rather quickly lately, and im very prepared for the upcoming month. Getting ready for school and all the different kinds of people that ill meet, things ill learn, and places to be.

Just thinking about my personality, and how many turns and tosses it took over the last few years, I wonder how it will evolve past next year:)

I love this place and everyone in it, I love the support and the endless compassion. I love Parkwood Mental Health. who would have thought that I would be here, after that first time I was here to visit my aunt. I drew her something, though im not still sure if I have it.

As for the boy situation....I really want to be treated like a princess one day.

-Sincerely,

Sarah

[gothredy]

Love Letter' by Rebeca Fleur

[liss-ome]

[rrondo]

[earthanthem]

Who has seen the wind?

[morxwar]

[requiem-on-water]

“Storm at Sea off the Norwegian Coast” (details, 1837) by Andreas Achenbach

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[succubussdreams]

Stunning

[cytoplasms-deactivated20120706]

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[yorubaby]

@slewfootwitch

[gothredy]

[sugar-magnolia-kahlide]

Oooh, this is so fucking beautiful.

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Co-Dependency

Throughout the years of my life I have recognized that there were many events leading up to me being extremely co-dependent. Now I know what you might be thinking, and I think its important to realize my shortcomings as soon as possible, so that I can learn from them and then carry on. Me and my mother used the term a few times recently, and I really like how we are both aware of our quirky behaviours. Co-dependency could be about anything that you are ultimately dependent on, and it reciprocates back to you. such as a person, a pet, a stuffed toy, or a flower, a lucky necklace. I hope I become more independent in these next few months

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Found this image on deviant art the other day and it spoke to me. In the picture we see a young girl running away from home, at first I was getting some Susie Salmon vibes, but I think if you take a closer look we can see that she may be wandering to the nearest mountain. but when you really take in the specifics she seems to be walking across a lake or a frozen one. Either way, the perspective on this piece is absolutely dazzling, as well as the depth perception and the colour palette. It makes me think of a reddish-orange hued sunset. This could also be a liminal space, since the clouds are zooming past her. Overall an amazing image....must have been rendered digitally. Wishing I had an iPad lol.

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Rainy Saturday

Today is a great day to raise awareness on the topic of musical interpretation. I had a few songs in mind when thinking of writing song reviews. Personally I really enjoy anything that is composed of a low to high tempo beat (or a well composed mixture of the two), with regards to vocals, I like songs that have a soprano to alto voice and usually hit notes that have a chord progression of C, G, D, or A. I tend to really gravitate more towards the G chord, and I love to hear it played on every instrument. My grandparents are visiting me today, and im sure that we will have a great conversation. I should mention a few things that may make them happy (my grandma is always funny), and I should also investigate their disagreement. I should find out what actually would help them get along better, because im secretly hoping that they get back together. What bothers me the most is that my grandfather sometimes gaslights people...I just gotta remember that there is lots of things to talk about, and positivity is key whenever I engage. I should also find songs that remind me of them, its just the songs my grandpa likes are always sad and sappy... I wonder why that is. Not that sadness is easy to understand, I just wonder. I also wanted to write a song and every time I do I always come up with something!!!! Even if its just words that rhyme!!! Ill be back on here again so a few things ill tell my self is that I should keep thinking (even if that's not easy to do) and I should also take precautions on what im saying or doing!! til next time - Sarah

[cutecandycorpse]

[fuzzyghost]