Mercurial Waters

𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑔 𝑀𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝐵𝓁𝑜𝑔 𝒾𝓈 ariesdescendant

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I had a startling dream a few months ago about my ex husband. I haven't seen him in about 17 years (holy shit) and I totally compartmentalized most of my neutral to good memories of that time and that person into a box so far in the back rooms of my psyche...

Sometimes this can save you from a whole lot of unnecessary shitty feeling. It's not healthy. It's probably not fair to others. Or yourself. But some people do it. Just blank out whole segments of their lives.

I think those segments just come back to us as really creepy fragments of dreams.

[6lacksoul]

[neaarty]

[photographss-world]

[magicdreamspoetry]

The raging sea roars like thunder.

[thehopefulquotes]

This year taught me that my loneliness has more to do with myself than anyone else. The loneliest I will ever be is when I do not have the strength to love myself.

Marianna Paige (via thehopefulquotes)

[wordydirds]

[catchymemes]

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Oh. this makes me so sad. My life is just... becoming "that 38 year old who ___". I wish people would just be nice to others IN GENERAL and not judge them so harshly on age, disability, appearance, etc. Things like this sound so sweet right? When you are one of those, 38 and/or fat, you'll hear it a bit differently. Yes, you going out of your way to bless my elderly ass with a smile or a hello is nice-- it's kinda how non-toxic adults interact, so it benefits YOU to start to learn how to be pleasant to those who aren't in your exact demographic. Honestly "we" (the 38 and/or fat) have been putting ourselves in anxiety producing situations just to get by in life for SO long, a freshman lecture or a trip to the gym is really the last place most of us are concerned with strange younger people patronizing us with their kind-act-for-the-day. JUST TREAT PEOPLE EQUALLY, please? Don't try to assess the age and demographic of everyone and decide you know their stories? Please? Thanks :)

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©️me

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... I was just staring at my cards for the day... and I noticed.  Here it is again. A left boob, covered.  Wtf. There’s even a crease in whatever is covering her right were this fucking lump is. 

[you-are-another-me]

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feels like ever since I felt this lump, all I keep seeing are exposed left breasts, seriously

[thehopefulquotes]

“The problem is not the problem. The problem is the incredible amount of over-thinking you’re doing with the problem. Let it go and be free.”

— Unknown

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^ I can’t remember where this came from... it’s not mine, but it’s damn cool