I do not love you, my dear.
Not like I thought I did, I do fear.
It began like this
Felt I had lost it all
Continued to watch it crumble and fall.
I clung to you
Lost a part of me, needed you.
Scared to be alone, feinen you, but I was miserable.
Oh how terrible
When you lose yourself so damn deeply
Man why am I so sleepy
Used to go out to shows
Hike, take drives on forest roads.
Never cared for anyone’s opinion
Yeah my fire, far from kindlin
But by the time you found me, I was too far gone.
An empty shell, just coasting along.
You told me I was wrong,
That I was right, weak and strong.
Your ego, your jealousy,
It took control of me
Everything, it was all so contradictory
How could I have been so weak
Too blind to see
The signs, yeah they were right in front of me.
You were so monstrous
When your grip cut the air.
Knees limp, eyes rolled, unconscious.
It was never fair
Said there was only one way to end a fight
Yeah I’m sad to say
To have died that night,
It would have been alright.
I do not love you.