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15 weeks ago I became a Mom. I’m still processing all my thoughts and feelings. The earth shifted for me that day and I can’t quite put everything into words.

It’s possible I never saw myself as a Mother. I am a typical youngest child. I like to be cared for and can be selfish and self centered. The moment Aria entered my world I immediately felt unprepared and insufficient to be her Mom. It is so humbling when something so innocent and helpless looks at you for the first time. I felt like I would inevitably disappoint her and experienced overwhelming anxiety about the future and unknown.

Here we are 15 weeks later. I am happily feeding my little bear. There are still moments of anxiety and I constantly question my ability as a Mom. All I know for certain is my love for her is unconditional and I hope and pray she will always know that.

You changed my world Aria bear.

Love always,

Mom

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7 days postpartum

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Started my maternity leave last week and have been organizing/filing/cleaning ever since.

Heartburn has been pretty bad so I no longer eat certain foods and try to eat smaller meals. Pretty much just achy all over and can barely move because both my back and front hurt!

And your kicks are so strong now! I actually wondered if it’s possible to break a rib. But keep kicking because it is my favorite part about pregnancy!

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33+ weeks

Time is flying by and your kicks can now wake me up.

Your 32 week ultrasound showed your kidneys are normal and you are head down already! I get the sense you are going to be one smart cookie.

Your baby shower was on Sunday. 60+ people came to shower you with love and well wishes. How lucky our little growing family is. Everyone can’t wait to meet you but especially me, your mama.

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Think I caught you hiccuping and then doing the wave. 💕

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I spend a lot of time recording and deleting videos in attempt to catch you kicking. You like to do the big kicks all at once then once the camera comes out you stop. Already challenging me. 🤪

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My little miracle. I still can’t believe I have you growing in me. I feel so lucky even when you kick my bladder and I feel huge. Keep growing baby girl. My heart bursts with every kick and punch.

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My little girl. 13 weeks + 1 day

We found out gender through Counsyl cell free DNA testing. A report is emailed to you about a week after you give blood. The test screens for certain genetic abnormalities and baby sex chromosomes.

Our doctor also recommended a NT ultrasound where they measure the spinal cord and compare it to more blood work to determine risk of other genetic abnormalities. Having a baby has become very scientific.

It was so amazing to see how much baby has grown in just three weeks. Our first ultrasound looked like a little jelly bean floating in a pool. Today we saw your bones and spine. The ultrasound tech pointed out your brain lobes and kidneys. Space is getting tight in there but keep growing little one!! Push mama aside!

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Beagle Bagel and other illustrations by Sophie Corrigan

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The Thorncrown Chapel 

Architect architect E. Fay Jones, an apprentice to Frank Lloyd Wright, designed the Thorncrown Chapel near Eureka Springs, Arkansas. The non-denominational chapel is a shining example of organic architecture, a philosophy of architecture which promotes harmony between human habitation and the natural world.

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super quirky. I kind of love it. 

We Were Evergreen - Penguins & Moonboots (2009) (by WeWereEvergreen)

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accurate. (and cranky.)

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Golden Gate Bridge,San Francisco

 By travelpix / Kristaps Hercs / KP Tripathi / David Yu / Sabino Parente

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3D Printed Bow Tie by Monocircus

We think this is one of the most revolutionary item we have ever made… a 3D printed bow tie that does not need tying!

Just slot it in on the top button of your shirt and it is so lightweight that you won’t feel that you are wearing a bow tie! There is no use for ribbon to tie around your neck, so it is really comfortable!

Wear it formal with a tuxedo and it looks as stylish as any gentleman! Wear it casual even if it is with a polo T-shirt, and it looks just as fun and smashing! Great as a gift for the guys, uncles, dads, professors, bosses! And it looks just as wonderful for the ladies! This original and inventive item is going to change the way you put on your Tie!

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So cool

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It isn't official til you get your Clipper card. Huzzah!!! Let the Bay Area adventure begin!

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