15 weeks ago I became a Mom. I’m still processing all my thoughts and feelings. The earth shifted for me that day and I can’t quite put everything into words.
It’s possible I never saw myself as a Mother. I am a typical youngest child. I like to be cared for and can be selfish and self centered. The moment Aria entered my world I immediately felt unprepared and insufficient to be her Mom. It is so humbling when something so innocent and helpless looks at you for the first time. I felt like I would inevitably disappoint her and experienced overwhelming anxiety about the future and unknown.
Here we are 15 weeks later. I am happily feeding my little bear. There are still moments of anxiety and I constantly question my ability as a Mom. All I know for certain is my love for her is unconditional and I hope and pray she will always know that.
You changed my world Aria bear.
Love always,
Mom













