How do you handle being so in love and at the same time feel your heart broken? I love my SO but knowing that due to our circunstances all I'll ever be is "their best friend" before others... the fact that we can't even act as a couple openly in public is so frustating and makes me so sad... and I know I'm being stupid for wanting such irrelevant things but I can't help it...
Sometimes I wonder if it would be better to just let go and continue my path on my own so I won't burden them with these ridiculous feelings...













