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@merlohtte
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sheoccult:
“ 𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙼 𝙲𝙰𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝙱𝙴 𝙸𝙽 𝙷𝙴𝙻𝙿𝙸𝙽𝙶 like this? i won’t be swayed if people retaliate. people don’t scare me, and i can’t be scared into submission because i know what i’m doing is right. ”
call her naive but she doesn’t understand how helping others to understand themselves—and therefore better control themselves—could hurt anyone in the long run. maybe she is naive, but defne’s intentions are honourable. she has all this information right there at her fingertips, even information on ancient artefacts and groups of occult that she’s not even sure is public knowledge, and she knows it could be of use to someone. her father’s library was extensive, passed down through the generations from deucalion to deucalion. there were decades of information in there.
still, there is reluctant relief in her exhale of breath when he takes the papers in his hands. it means he could be considering her idea, but then again, he could take those papers and chuck them in the bin through the back if he wanted. “ the big picture is far more complicated than i can say here, especially with so many people around, ” defne explains, her voice a little lower now. hush hush. “ and i’m not inclined to go around telling people my business. but… if that’s what it takes to get you to trust me, or at least put up these posters, i’d be happy to arrange a date. ” she flashes sam a teasing grin as she leans back. she’d need to think up a false backstory, of course; she gets the feeling that this man has no clue that the vampires aren’t the only things that go bump in the night.
[...]
In all matters of existence, there is a cost. This payment normally comes in the form of some sort of agony. A ritual of suffering that stems from primitive years of evolution and guidance. The castigation of ghost-hood remains the same in every culture: dig up the body and replace it with a sack of flour, build a funeral pyre out of birch and maple trees, light it aflame only during the first full moon of summer. Of course, this only works if the soul in question was ever whole in the first place. He wasn’t. Not even in the womb. Not even during the warmest months of rebirth and awakening. There always was a piece missing. Something that he could never form into words, but always was left chewing on it - like a fatty piece of grizzle not yet ready to be swallowed. He watches the woman with steady eyes, jaw slackening as thoughts drift in and out of anxiety and righteousness. ‘Just because your cause is just, doesn’t mean shit can’t get ugly. It’s mostly vampire country out here[...]and they’re known for being territorial.’ Spoken with a light shrug lifting his shoulders, voice not necessarily hardening, but there is a more cautious angle he’s adapted to now. He had no tribe nor specific group of people to protect, but he did have his bar and his employees. All the staff that had slowly become a part of his heart like any blood vessel would. A man formless in body, but ultimately sturdy in knowing who he had to keep safe. Protect them from himself as well, if needed. Hand reaches up to rub his chin thoughtfully before it slides back to brush through his hair. An exhale as he seemingly surrenders, ‘Put the posters up, they’ll blend in with most of the other ads anyway.’ A nod towards the bulletin board beside the front door. Not one to be overly suspicious, he agrees half-heartedly to the arrangement, ‘Guess it is a date[...]I’ll iron out my best flannel, I promise. I should also probably know your name.’
fangbngr:
“ 𝙸 𝙳𝚄𝙽𝙽𝙾 𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙰𝚂𝙿𝙷𝙰𝙻𝚃 𝙼𝙴𝙰𝙽𝚂 𝙱𝚄𝚃 𝙸 ain’t expectin’ nothin’ good, ” ginger responds, finishing up in the bathroom with a swift push of a button. “ he ain’t too bad, ya know. pam ain’t neither! you ever met pam before? ” she asks, drying her hands on the towel available in the bathroom before she leaves the room and greets sam with a smile. fang marks at her neck, as usual, and she’s garbed in short shorts, platform heels and, surprisingly, a hoodie. she realises how odd it might look considering how warm it remains even in winter at night time, tugging at the hoodie sheepishly.
“ i know, looks weird. ‘s the problem when ya work with vampires; they drink too much and ya get kinda shivery. ” yeah, that sounds like a problem.
[...]
‘I’d rather just leave ‘em to their turf. Hope to get th’same respect from them, too.’ A shrug, half-heartedly spoken with a deadpan charm - although there’s a lack of conviction in his voice with believing his ideal situation would actually play out right. There is something almost nostalgic as he reminds himself that there are territories in this world and he’d do well to abide by them. Especially considering he belonged to no solid form of his own. A buck that walks without antlers, an owl with no eyes, a wolf with no teeth. Perhaps he will always be missing something vastly important to his identity. This is just a feeling to get used to, no need to complain about it aloud. Or mention it at all. The worry spreads to his face, corners around his eyes softening as mouth twitches into a frown. ‘C’mon, Ginger[...]that ain’t right. They shouldn’t[...]be doing that t’you. You can work here and just crash at my place. You can even take the bed, I’ve always liked the couch better anyways. I’ll make sure you don’t gotta’ go back there anytime soon. I mean it.’
sheoccult:
𝙳𝙴𝙵𝙽𝙴 𝙸𝚂𝙽’𝚃 𝚂𝚄𝚁𝙴 𝙷𝙾𝚆 𝙼𝚄𝙲𝙷 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁 understands of what she’s trying to vaguely say, but she’s at least grateful that he’s considering it. has he picked up on the strange things that happen in this town? the fact that the vampires aren’t the only ones within it? she can’t tell. “ i think it would help, ” defne responds, her tone soft, “ and what’s the harm in trying if it doesn’t? there are so many who don’t know a thing about who they truly are. about what they are, ” defne continues, thinking that’s the most pointed she can be while still being vague, “ and i want to help with that.
don’t get me wrong, sam. my agenda isn’t against vampires; it’s for helping those who are vulnerable, be they a vampire or… mysteriously afflicted, ” she smiles knowingly, mischievously. “ the goal is to help those who might have been turned literally a year or so ago and feel like they’re torn between two worlds. can you imagine being gen z and a vampire while surrounded by old, immortal white men? sounds like hell. ” sometimes, defne feels like not being born a wolf was both a blessing and a curse. “ call me naive but for my own reasons i know how feeling torn between two worlds feels and i’m sure i’m not the only one. ” this is a long winded way of asking sam merlotte to put up her flyer, but whatever. it feels necessary.
[...]
The paranoia that the woods often gives others is very rarely found buried beneath Sam’s surface. This is not to say that he’s not immune to the mass hysteria shaped by the introduction of vampires and the like, but this is simply a reminder that he is less guarded. He is wondering if this will get him killed faster, but decides that it’ll only be what he deserves. The grave is always calling him, the worms too. He’s not built to be a warrior, however, and this backbone has the potential to crumble completely if met with resilience. Curiosity draws him nearer, lets his facial features furrow into a thoughtful expression while he ponders her explanation. Arms come up to cross against his chest, one hand resting to cover his mouth as he listens. Before replying to her, he moves the hand that had previously been against his mouth to run through his hair, head shaking slightly. ‘It’s testin’ the waters[...]I mean what if they retaliate? What if you bring more harm to folks than good? What then?’ He peers at her through hooded eyes, observes her with a carefulness that he’s always held before agreeing to any deal. The pragmatist often lost the battle between head and heart, but this time he was being a bit more stubborn than usual. The stakes were higher, there was more risk and he couldn’t lose anyone else he loved. A grunt out of the back of his throat while he studies her, tongue wetting his lower lip before he exhales. Papers are now gathered and collected into his hands, ‘You’re real invested in this, ma’am. Had some run-ins with ‘em?’ This is not so much placed as an interrogation, but it’s a solid question. He had no doubts that she had some sort of finger in the honeypot. People get tangled up in weird shit all the time here. It was a way of life, practically. ‘Not meanin’ to give any offense, I just wanna’ know the big picture, but, uh[...]sure. Feel free to put ‘em on the board there.’
fangbngr:
“ 𝙴𝚁𝙸𝙲 𝙽𝙾𝚁𝚃𝙷𝙼𝙰𝙽 𝙸𝚂 𝙰 𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙿𝙻𝙸𝙲𝙰𝚃𝙴𝙳 𝙼𝙰𝙽, sam. don’t take it too personally, ” the blonde calls back, shameless about the noise as she finally relieves herself. she sighs in satisfaction. “ he don’t really trust me to do his business outside o’ fangtasia, anyway. you should stop by some time! ” ginger exclaims, her tone completely genuine. “ i’d even give ya a discount. whatever ya liked. it’d be good to see ya cute face in my own waters once in a while! ”
[...]
The whites of his eyes show briefly as he rolls them half-heartedly. They were all complicated men. They had to be in order to survive this shit town, right? Survival of the fittest didn’t offer up lucky strikes. Still, the bitterness grows into a huffed out reply. ‘I ain’t bitter[...]his opinion doesn't do shit for me.’ The sting of the slight defensiveness in his words is enough to have an urge to want to stifle himself. Palm rubbing his nape and pressing some sore spots along his neck while he waits for her to finish up. A mild expression of surprised amusement as he tries to decipher if she’s being serious or not. Fingers loosely pushing into his pockets as he tilts his head to study her, mouth curving into a lazy smile. ‘Nah, I think I’d be a little out of my element there. Probably would just wanna’ talk shit about his bar and then wind up face down on the asphalt, y’know?’
He carried his wounds openly in his hands.
Madeline Miller, Circe
sheoccult:
“ 𝙼𝙰𝚈𝙱𝙴 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙵𝙸𝚁𝚂𝚃 𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃 𝙾𝙵 𝙼𝚈 statement made it seem like that was a threat. that wasn’t the intention, ” defne explains with a small, brief smile, fingers tapping against the papers she has on the bar. she turns them over to reveal a flyer: it advertises her services, information brokering, only catered towards those with ‘ mysterious afflictions ’. they’re cut into strips at the bottom, the kind that one can tear off and take the cellphone number from.
defne’s gaze narrows on sam as she continues, “ i’m not sure how you feel about our vampire friends, mr. merlotte, or whether you might know more about the situation in this town than most, ” she tries to keep as vague as possible about the rest of the supernatural community, unaware that she’s talking to a member of it himself, “ but i aim to help those with… well, it’s like the flyer says. mysterious afflictions. ” defne miles up at him sweetly, one that isn’t entirely genuine but doesn’t host ill intentions. “ with a bar as established as this, i wondered if you might put these up. it would… really help. ” and that is the part that sounds the most genuine. her expression a little softer now, defne continues, “ i’m sure it would help others, too. maybe even save lives. ”
[...]
Remember, this is a lowly creature. This is a spineless man that has little knowledge of what form is truly his own. Is it the hound that howls, or the buck that stands in the clearing of the woods? Is it the owl or the hummingbird? The god or the worm? The belief of some eternal judgment is held only loosely in the hands, sifting through his fingers like sand. Sam observes her with a quiet sternness that is professionally adept to owning and maintaining a bar. Silent as he listens with an open-mindedness, although he’s still unsure how far she’s willing to go to follow through on her promise. A soft grunt as he glances down at the papers, reads it over while she explains as though it would help her intent sink in that much faster. ‘They, uh, haven’t hurt me, personally[...]but, I got a friend who’s tangled up in their business.’ A vague recollection of Sookie and her fascination with the reserved vampire who occasionally comes into Merlotte’s, as well as the blond one. A sigh, exhale rugged as fingers brush through his hair out of absentmindedness, a habit he had been unwilling to break. ‘There’s not much I can do, to be honest with you. Their kind’s legal. I ain’t one to get into it with the law, either.’ A dry swallow, the lie not quite feeling right as he voiced it, but he’d been good since his teenage years, right? No stealing, no pawning off others’ valuables. Not one to want to inflict punishment on others if they didn’t fit the crime, he pauses with the thought of Merlotte’s perhaps being a safe haven for humans. ‘You really think it’d help folks ‘round here?’
sheoccult:
𝙳𝙴𝙵𝙽𝙴 𝙸𝚂 𝙸𝙽𝙸𝚃𝙰𝙻𝙻𝚈 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙼𝙴𝙳 𝙱𝚈 𝚃𝙷𝙴 the handshake he gives her, one which she reaches over to return firmly yet politely alongside a small, surprised and genuine smile. he really doesn’t have to do much to such a sheltered girl to seem pleasant; despite being observant, despite being a pretty good judge of character, all that knowledge has come from books, not real life people. real life people can still surprise her, and they’re a different font to the characters written on a page. this bar manager seems nice enough… so far.
but when he speaks, defne can’t help but be confused as to what he means. frowning, she responds, “ what? ” and then— “ no, i don’t even know what a busboy is, ” she retorts quickly, her britishness painfully obvious in that instant. “ defne coventry, ” she introduces herself with a smile before she lets her hand fall. “ it’s a pleasure to meet you, sam. i just hope it’ll still be a pleasure when you say yes or no to what i’m about to ask you. ” with her gaze unmoving from his own, defne reaches into her jacket pocket and pulls out a couple of pieces of white paper. she slides them across the table to him face down but keeps her fingers on them, waiting for the right moment, “ because i have a favour to ask. ”
[...]
There are no gods in these swamplands. There are carnivores that call themselves gods, and certainly the leeches that feed off those meat-eaters, but no entities themselves. It’s better this way, Sam thinks, as power is an infection that blackens the limbs and falls off the bones like clumps of hair. Evil in itself, a core value for those who have no appetites for warmth, but who still play with fire. If he were a holy man he’d perhaps turn to some sort of biblical prophecy of the end of times and the approaching apocalypse. Especially with the walking dead among the earth dressed up in silk and velvet, yet who still hold the stench of something rotting. The town is filled with nameless faces of newcomers. They bring the smell of something strange and otherworldly. A godlessness to the land of monsters and wolves. He wonders who will survive. He wonders if he will. Her accent proves she wasn’t familiar with this part of the woods, but it still doesn’t gather any cynicism from Sam. ‘Excuse me?’ The confusion contorts his otherwise neutral features, makes his eyes narrow and gaze flick downwards at the papers. Fingertips gingerly tapping against the top one while eyes dart back at hers. ‘What d’you need? I mean[...]I don’t think I can help any, but I’ll see what I can do.’
bluemocn:
bubbling embarrassment boils into two red blots that splatter across the apples of her cheek , brows knotting at the center of her forehead . “ why does everybody keep asking me that … “ head hung low , pandora sighs in distress . it’s the third time this week & it was most certainly , not a charm . “ i’m not a tall child —- i’m perfectly grown . ” she begrudgingly protests , unsure of just how true that feels right then , fumbling with her bag until something plasticized nips at her fingers . “ see? ”
[...]
While Bon Temps wasn’t necessarily a bustling capital nor a tourist city, there was still a set of principles and legalities that Sam was determined to follow. He’d try to keep his head above the rushing waves whenever it came to the moral high ground, but there’s little to be done to a formless man. Like a ghost without a home to haunt, he is meant to wander - there are no roots to be pushing into the ground and searching for a source of freshwater. No use in trying to be something he’s not. The plastic ID card is scrutinized for a moment before reading the birth date. A nod as he reaches underneath the bar for a glass from the shelf, sliding it towards her and unscrewing the lid of the bottle of scotch in his hands. ‘Hey, don’t be complainin’, ma’am[...]some people would kill for your looks. Shit. That was a tasteless joke considerin’[...]have a drink for havin’ to listen to that, s’on me, of course.’ He wasn’t planning on being stunned by the attractiveness of the woman, but here he was practically blushing behind the bar like a goddamn school boy. Has it really been this long since he’d had any game at all? A jerk of his chin towards the front entrance of the bar, ‘Y’been here before?’
bluemocn:
status: open to all :-) location: anywhere applicable ! feel free to place her
big doe eyes flutter , wide and bright as a mocha moon , clear as that of a child’s . everything feels new , tastes different , sounds strange ; the world has only just now started to unravel . “ oh wow , " she blinks in bewilderment , fingertips eager to touch . “ that’s … i’ve never seen anything like it . can i touch it? ”
[...]
An expression of complete confusion as he pauses with the bottle of twenty year scotch in his hands. Brows furrowing while he debates on whether or not the question is serious. Mouth parting with hesitation as he slides the bottle onto the bar counter. ‘This here is an old scotch. Not the worst, but it ain’t really the best.’ A moment of observance of the youthful face, jaw working in a half-circle. ‘You got I.D. on you?’
sheoccult:
status: closed for @merlohtte timeline: present . setting: merlotte’s bar & grill , early evening .
“ 𝙵𝙾𝚁𝙶𝙸𝚅𝙴 𝙼𝙴 𝙸𝙵 𝙸’𝙼 𝙸𝙽𝙲𝙾𝚁𝚁𝙴𝙲𝚃, ” darcy speaks confidently, “ but you’re the owner of this bar, right? ” it’s clear from the way she carries herself, leaning against the bar with those calculated eyes, that it’s time for business. she always seems to do better when she doesn’t have to focus on herself. she’s cornered sam at what seems to be a rare quiet moment at the bar. “ sorry—i know you’re probably busy. i wanted to grab you for a moment. promise it won’t take long. ”
[...]
Amid the fluster of activity that keeps his bar running, he hears a question directed towards him. Polishing cloth draped over his shoulder as he pauses his movements behind the bar, glasses clinking together as he sets them down. Left shoulder lifting into a shrug as brows raise while he wonders if he should be expecting good news or bad news. ‘Sure am.’ Dark eyes searching her expression for any fore-shadowing clues on what this conversation might be about. A bite of the bait as he encourages more details, hand wiped on his plaid button up before reaching across the counter for an offered shake. ‘Sam Merlotte[...]look if this is about one of my busboys taking bets at the pool table, I promise you I’m gonna’ take care of it.’
fangbngr:
“ 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙻𝙻𝚈 𝙶𝙾𝙽𝙽𝙰 𝙳𝙴𝙽𝚈 𝙰 𝙻𝙰𝙳𝚈 the god-given gracious right to empty her bladder in a quick an’ timely fashion, sammy? ” ginger asks, making no move to remove herself from the staff premises. she makes her way further into the back before her eyes light up when she sets her gaze on what seems to be a staff toilet. making no move to properly shut the door so that she can still talk to him, ginger is at least out of view from the public eye when she calls back, “ what ‘vamp shit’ would i be doin’ in the god damn ladies, sam? shovin’ v up my vagina? ”
[...]
All that leaves his mouth is an involuntary sigh, exhaled out with a shakiness of someone resilient even in the presence of complicated women. Suppose they were drawn to him. Like insects to something half-dead, a rotted thing with no form and no name. With his back to the opened door, he leans against the wall, shoulder first. Head rolling to rest against the wall as he squeezes his shut for a bit of a replenishment for his energy. The chatter of the blonde lulls him almost to a sedated state, enjoys the brief reprieve of her voice and the background of the bar. ‘I’m sorry[...]just tryin’ t’keep a safe space for everyone, y’know. I didn’t mean nothin’ by it, Ginger. Your, uh, boss came in a few days earlier. Didn’t like the place much.’
fangbngr:
status: closed for @merlohtte timeline: present . setting: merlotte’s bar & grill , early evening .
“ 𝙷𝙸 𝙼𝚁. 𝙼𝙴𝚁𝙻𝙾𝚃𝚃𝙴, 𝙱𝚈𝙴 𝙼𝚁. 𝙼𝙴𝚁𝙻𝙾𝚃𝚃𝙴. ” ginger doesn’t bother to stop to greet him; instead, she walks right past him—heads to the back and through the staff quarters, of which she doesn’t belong to—to try to find a private bathroom. all the stalls in the back are full, and ginger has to pee so bad. irritated that the first door she enters through isn’t a bathroom, she exclaims, “ lord almighty, someone better let me sit my ass down on a precious seat of porcelain before i piss my pants! ”
[...]
The crowd was bringing in good business, but the exhaustion was apparent in the furrowing of his brow and the pattern of clenching and releasing his jaw multiple times. Bar cloth is draped over his shoulder as he’s urgently pushing glasses through the bar’s dishwasher before the flurry of a blonde figure passes him with that all too familiar voice. A hushed out swear underneath his breath as he tosses the cloth down and hurries off to follow her, ‘C’mon, Ginger. You can’t be around the staff hallways, especially with the mayor fuckin’ waitin’ for the bar to cave with this event.’ A pleading expression lulls into a softer one as a hand brushes back a few loose strands of his hair, ‘Jesus[...]y’really gotta’ go that bad? Fine. But make it quick, alright? No fuckin’[...]vamp shit either, y’hear me?’
mortalrot:
kiraz ardic is a woman of horrifying intent ⸻ ever shaped in the image of the maiden , but hiding insatiable hunger beneath such tender skin. ( while she oh - so easily scapegoats survival as an origin point , and necessity as a birth story , one can only wonder if it’s been there all along. ) within every curve of her smile , every twinkle in her eye. for the hands that heal to be the same hands that slaughter ⸻ the hunt was simply in her blood ; etched into the very base of her soul.
❛ oh , you certainly can , handsome. ❜ every face around her is simply just another face that could one day be prey ( an unfortunate reality for any hunter worth their salt. ) exceptions just didn’t EXIST in the real world , no matter how pretty ⸻ and he was certainly something gorgeous , alright. ❛ why don’t you surprise me ! what kind of drink would you buy a girl like me ? ❜
[...]
Sam hadn’t just grown wary of the moon. He was paranoid of the red soil, the fields that refused to sprout up any seedlings, the owls that hooted before sundown, the mosquitoes that drank their fill of blood and died with a splatter. There seemed to be a shift in the air, some kind of rapture approaching that was neither black with locusts nor rich with summer rainstorms. He can sense it most heavily in the evenings, when the static of the night air overcomes whatever fatigue induced haze he’s normally in. Like tonight, for example, there’s another notion of a godless approach of a euphoric awakening. Or maybe he’s just fighting the sleep from his uses, the occasional sting as he squeezes them together in a blink. The woman offers a compliment as if she knows it’s a snake. As if she knows that there’s social expectations that follow slippery words like that. A white-toothed smile, albeit crooked, is flung her way as hand wraps around one of his finer bottles of scotch. Hidden in the top shelf above the register. Twists open the lid, pours about two ounces in her glass before sliding it forward. ‘Somethin’ a little rarer than what I usually serve. Enjoy[...]s’on the house.’