((i really really wanna start rpimg agaim but im going to have to make some changes before i can. maybe after the new year ill be back, i just.. need to work on my mental health, okay? im sorry guys. i miss being here but niles being around currently just tears me apart))
i doubt really anyone cares but this blog doesnt really
feel safe to me anymore so im gonna just. go on a hiatus from it for a while, if you want to contact me, skype is rainybrewster, discord is Kirin#3511, personal blog is @irlnilesy
sorry i
i wanna roleplay again but this blog feels like its gone sour
đ Our muses rake up piles of leaves and jump in them!
Û Our muses play with an Ouija board!
đŸ Our muses go on a hay ride!
â Our muses go through a corn maze!
â Our muses watch horror movies!
đ„ Our muses roast marshmallows by a bonfire!
đŒ Our muses go camping!
đ€ Our muses go on a nature hike!
đ Our muses collect leaves and make a scrap book with them!
đŹ Our muses go costume shopping!
đš Our muses make their own halloween costumes!
đŹ Our muses go trick-or-treating! ( no matter the age! )
đ° Our muses go through a haunted house!
đ Our muses go pumpkin picking!
â Our muses decorate the house for halloween! Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â
⥠Our muses pig out on candy!
đ Our muses make candy-apples!
đ» Our muse visit a haunted place! ( House, graveyard, ect )
đ Our muses go around town scaring people!
đ Our muses throw a halloween party!
đœ Our muses tee pee peoples houses!
đ Our muses tell scary stories!
đ Our muses play truth or dare! ( Scary related )
đȘ Our muses carve pumpkins!
That tired, disheveled, horribly cliche college kid you see in movies? Nilesy couldâve easily passed for someone auditioning the part, down to the overpriced, chocolate syrup-y coffee held in one hand. A baggy hoodie hid what was undoubtedly the same shirt heâd been wearing for at least three days, a ponytail just barely managing to contain the frizzy (and yet somehow oily) mess of his hair. Even when he opened his mouth to speak, he had to quickly stifle a yawn before making another attempt, a sheepish smile trying to help calm her worries.
âI-I-I mean.. um.. Mon.. Monday? I think? I.. But itâs.. itâs fine, Iâm fine, really... Had work ta do, school and... normal.. normal work, you know...â
"Come back to bed, Niles.."
"Nova's cryin'..."
"She'll tire herself out soon, love, c'mon..."
"Wha'f somethin's wrong..."
"There's nothing wrong... She's crying because she knows her daddy's home..."
Those words more than anything tore at Nilesy's chest, and sealed his decision that he was going to ignore Sjin's request and go check on the little one.
He would have checked on her regardless, but the guilt that bubbled up.... he had to try and make up for it. Too much time.. he'd spent too much time away, even if it was to help himself. Sjin was never alone with the children, of course. There were 4 or 5 others living on the farm that easily helped with them. But... they needed their parents. Both of them.
"Shhh... Nova, honey, daddy's right here... Please don't wake Cy or Alice..." His knuckles tapped on the door gently and he spoke softly as he entered the little girl's bedroom, and she piped down the moment she heard him. "What's wrong, baby...?" He was gentle as he leaned over the crib, smiling sleepily as she pouted and made grabby hands for him to pick her up. "You really do miss daddy, then, don't you..."
Settling down in one of the chairs in the room - a comfy, cliche rocking chair you always see in nurserys - Nova was curled up against his chest. She still sniffled and tears were slowly dampening the merman's shit but he didn't mind. His fingers combed her short black hair, quietly amazed how much it was like his own, and he hummed softly as they rocked.
"I'm sorry 've not been here baby... Daddy loves you, he promises he does. Things'll be better soon, honey, daddy won't be leaving anymore... not.. not like that... not again..."
She was too young, really, to know what he was talking about, but they were words he needed to say. There was so much he needed to get off his chet, so much he felt his heart was going to overflow and just.. malfunction, if he didn't. That was only a tiny tiny portion, but he wouldn't allow anymore out, on the off chance Sjin or Xephos or Micro heard, and because.. he couldn't. He couldn't spill that kind of thing to a child, not even one who was still a good two or three years away from developing memories.
So gentle cooings of 'I love you' and 'I'm sorry' would have to make do.. and really, just having Nova so close settled his mind as well. It was hard for him to say how long he'd sat there, just humming and rocking and combing Nova's hair, before he'd eventually fallen asleep. Only that when he was awoken by Sjin gently pulling Nova from his arms, the birds outside had already started to chirp, though there was no sign of the sun.
"They're not the only one's who miss their daddy," the other man quietly confessed as he laid the girl back in her crib, before walking over and sitting in Niles' lap. Arms wrapped round the merman's neck and a gentle, sleepy kiss was pressed to his lips. "I miss you too, love... Come back to bed, she's calmed down.."
Voidâs whiskers twitched as she stared at the strange creature, unsure what it was, it looked like a large cat almost, but something was off. It seemed nervous but as she had heard from humans, curiosity killed the cat. She padded closer, doing her best to appear not threatening as her tail swished, her wither magic lazily floated around her, sniffing the air as she got closer, she meowed nonthreateningly in hopes that the strange cat thing could understand her meows
The mountain lionâs paws twitched ever so slightly (the closest thing he was really capable of to clenching his fists), wanting oh so much to lash out. But this was a cat, an innocent, if not annoyingly persistent cat, and besides that he didnât like the look of that black mist swirling around them. To an extent, he could understand, if only for the fact he just⊠knew cats, and he gave a small noise - less of a growl this time, but not an innocent squeak - of his own.
Void noticed there paws twitch, she took a slightly more guarded stance, as her wither magic prickled a bit. Her ears pricked at the noise and she cleared her throat and began to speak common âHello? Do you understand common? Iâm Void, I donât want to be rude but I must askâŠjust what are you? Iâve never seen anything like you! You look like a normal mountain lion but it just feels off? If that makes sense?â
The shock of a talking cat was enough to catch Nilesy off guard, his stance softening just a tiny bit. Giving his best attempt at a nod, the werecat listened, trying to remain alert just in case. Sadly, when it came to a reply, his vocal cords were very rarely used, and the best answer he could give was, âhuman.â Looking towards the moon - specifically the moon, and he tried to make that as clear as possible - he added a soft, scratchy, âsort of.â
Voidâs whiskers twitched as she stared at the strange creature, unsure what it was, it looked like a large cat almost, but something was off. It seemed nervous but as she had heard from humans, curiosity killed the cat. She padded closer, doing her best to appear not threatening as her tail swished, her wither magic lazily floated around her, sniffing the air as she got closer, she meowed nonthreateningly in hopes that the strange cat thing could understand her meows
The mountain lionâs paws twitched ever so slightly (the closest thing he was really capable of to clenching his fists), wanting oh so much to lash out. But this was a cat, an innocent, if not annoyingly persistent cat, and besides that he didnât like the look of that black mist swirling around them. To an extent, he could understand, if only for the fact he just... knew cats, and he gave a small noise - less of a growl this time, but not an innocent squeak - of his own.
Or at least, it was supposed to be a growl. Something to warn this person off, something to show that 'I'm just wild animal, leave before I hurt you.' But things don't always go according to plan, and the sound came out much closer to a whimper, mixed with a nervous purr. He wasn't actually an animal, not now, not after the weeks and weeks of potions had started to actually work, and it hurt, it hurt so so so much to be called one. And not by some stranger, by his own mind.
Ears laying flat, tail flicking, head hunched down... Nilesy attempted a hiss, even smacking out one giant paw at whoever was approaching him. 'Leave.' He wasn't an animal, the poor were' knew this, and the potions did help, but there was always a chance... Always the chance he could hurt someone, or they could hurt him. Gods only know how many times he's been shot at (at least 3, as scars would confirm), and not even they would know what the person was attempting, chasing him down this dead end...
Another hiss and he backed as close to the wall as he could manage. 'What do you want?'
((would anyone like to do something college-verse related? that niles is the one im getting the most from rn, and isnt gonna be almost immediately upset over something, so--))
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