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[mersy-kar]

Настроение обниматься вечером и задыхаться от любви, а не пытаться выяснить кто я для тебя.

[mersy-kar]

Случается любовь

Пишу этот пост с надеждой, что никто из моих знакомых и близких мене не читает.

Я влюбилась.

Влюбилась в человека, который заставил меня чувствовать себя нужной, важной, любимой. Это был прекрасный месяц вместе, это были прекрасные пол года общения.

Честно, я боялась заходить далеко в отношения, но его глаза твердили "Всё будет хорошо".

Всё абсолютно не хорошо. И боялась я именно этой боли. Боли, что блять надо пережить, прочувствовать и отпустить.

Спасибо. Всё будет хорошо.

[mersy-kar]

С радостью потеряюсь в твоих объятьях.

Мир, пожалуйста, не спеши меня искать.

[mersy-kar]

Иногда кажется, что моя жизнь – неудачный роман писателя-лузера.

[mersy-kar]

Я знаю, вас такие бесят. Если нет — вы сами такие же.

Я ужасный человек в некоторой степени. Меня бесит моё поведение, но я продолжаю изо дня в день это делать. Не представляю как прекратить это.

Мне не нравится никто из парней, с которыми я флиртую. У некоторых есть девушка, и черт, мне интересно как далеко они зайдут в общении со мной. Презираю таких как я. Почему блять я веду себя так, будто заинтересована в них? Не нужны мне отношения. Не нужны мне чужие. Не заинтересована я в них.

Каждый раз отвечаю на смс, улыбку, взгляд... Зачем? Что это и как называется

[mersy-kar]

Сос

Кто знает как правильно общаться и чем можно помочь человеку с ебаной биполяркой?

Если есть полезные посты, кидайте. Не важен язык, буду блять переводить

[mersy-kar]

Не такая уж и счастливая.

Год не появлялась тут. Если остались те, кто меня читал, буду рада вас видеть вновь. Возвращаюсь. Надеюсь надолго.

[mersy-kar]

Придумываю себе любовь, элементарно нуждаясь в ласке.

[mersy-kar]

В поисках эстетичных блогов с прекрасными индивидуальными записями. Хочется поэзии и цитат, что задевают сердце и трогают душу. Оставьте след и я загляну к вам на чай.

[mersy-kar]

Встречаю рассвет новой жизни. Без пяти минут другая я. Буквально через две недели всё перевернётся с ног на голову, и, боже, как я этому рада.

[mersy-kar]

Извиняюсь извинясь за огромное количество реблогов и постов на английском. Сильно ударилась об угол греческой мифологии и теперь у меня хороший отходняк.

Пикча просто так, из элитных, которые вы заслуживаете.

[thegirlwhodreamtallday-deactiva]

Dear men,

When you sit in a metro or a bus, I see how unwillingly you have to give up your seats just because a woman didn’t get one. No you don’t have to give me your seat because I know that you too are a human and you too get tired of standing and that although I have seats reserved for my gender, you don’t. Don’t worry, I can stand, just like you do, always. Equality is this for me.

When we go on a date, I’ll make sure the bill is split into two, equally. Your money does not come for free, nor does mine. You put in the same effort to earn those currencies like I do. So when we both are having the food, on what logic should you pay alone ? We’ll share. Equality is this for me.

When we are in a relationship, you are always expected to be loyal. And you do (except for a few). But our gender can cheat too right? We do break your hearts right? We too play with your feelings right? RIGHT. So when I ask you to be loyal, I’ll promise my loyalty to you as well. This is equality for me.

When we are amidst something really emotional, or when you are sad, I have seen you holding back your tears, or else you fear your masculinity will be questioned. No, not with me. I’ll give you my shoulder to cry on, just like you do, always, and at times, we’ll cry together. I won’t judge you. Since you are always asked to be more emotional, you must get the freedom to express your emotions freely. This is equality for me.

I won’t go around shouting for dominance, captioned as equality by posting half nudes and shaming you or even by abusing you or posing false allegations against you. I will accept the fact that my gender does commit mistakes and my gender is equally at fault as you are and that nowhere are we the victims alone. I won’t play the victim card and I won’t play the female card to get attention. I will work equally hard, just like you and compete with you and win by my own talents and then call it GODDAMN equality.

Yours lovingly A True Feminist ❤️

[my-name-is-apollo]

Apollo’s Eyes

I’ve seen many people say that Apollo’s eyes look like the sky. And for me, that’s like, a lots of colors, so here’s my headcanon:

-When the sky is stormy, his eyes are whitish grey. They resemble Athena’s and give him a very scary look even to his slightest frown.

-During thunders, they are variously tinted with a thin, foggy layer of white, green and mostly, purple. They don’t really look pleasant.

-At the onset of sunrise, his iris has a warm orange hue, a thin yellow glow surrounds the pupil. They look unusually attractive.

-A little later the sunrise, they are golden yellow, resembling ambers. They seem to radiate softness and warmth.

-The time between forenoon and afternoon, they range from iridescent blue to a deep blue. They look playful, laughing of joy.

-During the sunset, the blue is almost inconspicuous with the hazy lines of pink and orange diverging from the pupil. They look simply beautiful.

-In night, his eyes are a shade of very dark blue, it’s almost black, and if you look closer, they have glowy, white specks. They’re like the night sky, starry and dreamy and you’ll want to keep looking at them forever.

[annieall]

Тебе будет 16 лет только 365 дней. И ты можешь умереть в 17. Когда твоя мама спрашивает тебя, не хочешь ли ты поспать с ней в одной кровати, говори «да». Однажды она будет лежать в больнице, и ты не сможешь этого сделать. Не отменяй планы: выходи на улицу и пользуйся своими ногами, пока можешь. Тебе ничего не гарантированно. Перестань отрицать чувства. Ты никогда не сможешь любить кого-то как подросток в 35 лет. Некоторые, даже многие, будут говорить тебе, что любят тебя. Не молчи из-за того, что тебе сказали это слишком скоро. Если ты любишь этого человека - скажи. Будь прямолинейной, красиво искренней. Выходи из дома и меняй мир. Борись за мир, равенство и перемены. Когда тебе будет 70 и ты будешь смотреть новости целыми днями, тебе не захочется видеть те же проблемы, которые были тогда, когда у тебя был шанс побороть их. Перестань романтизировать позиции «Мне никто не нужен» и «У меня нет чувств». Проще найти друзей в старшей школе, чем в лечебнице. Принимай чувства и близость. Не извиняйся за заботу и не позволяй кому-либо винить тебя за заботу, даже если она невзаимна. Ты будешь подростком только 2555 дней, а потом тебе стукнет 20. Жизнь никогда не сбавляет обороты. Кости становятся хрупкими и ломаются, люди умирают, а сердца становятся слабыми. Живи сейчас, живи каждым атомом своего тела.

[keeping-up-with-the-olympians]

THE GODS AS CUTE STUFF THEY DO

Aphrodite: Always has some candy in her pockets so if she meets little kids or someone sad she can cheer them up. She bewitched the candy so it’s always the favorite flavor of the person who eats it.

Hermes: Lets his friend catch a ride on his back if they’re in a hurry and there’s mad traffic. Never asks anything in return because he secretly loves normal people’s reactions to flying.

Dionysus: Reads every single post on Hestia’s blog and comments encouragements on her poems under fake names.

Hephaestus: Has an almost unhealthy addiction of adopting small stray animals for a few nights. Tried to rescue a venomous snake that was in danger of freezing once and got bitten. Had no regrets because the snake survived.

Hestia: Cooks for the family and packs their lunch in little name-coordinated boxes. Everyone pretends like they are way too mature for stuff like this but they love it.

Ares: Wears each and every friendship bracelet he’s received from kids over the literal thousands of years on his belt.

Artemis: Organizes themed Christmas greeting cards, succeeds in getting everyone in the pic (“even uncle Hades and his idiotic dog”).

Apollo: Plays the guitar and sings around campfires. Somehow manages to not be really fricking annoying while doing so. And in his own words: Doesn’t kill Hermes every time he asks for Wonderwall.

Demeter: Names plants after people she likes and grows a section of “cheer up herbs”, that smell like a combination of cotton candy and wild flowers when touched. She gives a batch to everyone from time to time to prevent family disasters. Dinnertime catastrophes decreased since she started.

Athene: Reads books in her spare time to kids and elderly. Sometimes she tells stories from her past instead of what’s actually in the book. Kids love her.

Persephone: Takes care of Cerberus when Hades is away. Acts like they don’t really get along but absolutely spoils the dog when it’s just the two of them. They even sleep in the same bed.

Hera: Somehow senses when someone in the family is in trouble. Hermes and Dionysus have escaped death thanks to this mom power several times.

Hades: Hosts the best game nights ever. Unlimited snacks, games, everything you can think of. Apollo once made fun of him and now game night’s only once every 6 months but it’s still awesome.

Poseidon: Gathers and repairs stuff that’s fallen into the sea and gives it to those in need under anonymous donations.

Zeus: Dresses up as Santa every Christmas to fly around the city real low and waves at kids who spot him from their window. Insists on keeping his beard all year long so he can “Stay in character. Method acting, ever heard of it?”

[diioonysus]

GREEK GODS/GODDESSES WITH TXT POSTS

ZEUS: “I guess we all learned a valuable lesson, except for me, I wasn’t paying attention and was asleep for most of the time”

POSEIDON: “do you want salt with your answer”

HERA: “just found out the world doesn’t revolve around me. Shocked & upset”

ATHENA: “my kink is when people admit I’m right”

APOLLO: “i’m a brat??? okay and??? I know??? next argument???”

ARTEMIS: “i want that dog” “you want every dog”

APHRODITE: “hey just wanted to let you know, I’m beautiful, thank you and goodnight”

HERMES: “you’re kind of annoying” “kind of? kind of?? excuse me. excuse you. I am fully annoying. i am very annoying. there’s nothing half-assed half-hearted  “kind of” about it”   

HADES: “occupation: the family disappointment”

ARES: “sure, I made mistakes when I was younger. But now that I’m older I’ve learned how to make different, often far more serious mistakes”

DIONYSUS: “i’m dropping hints that I’m not fine”

HESTIA: “there’s so much caffeine running through my body right now. It’s like having a cockfight with my anxiety”  

DEMETER: “im sick of being a person. im going go into the woods lay down in the dirt and become a geological feature. and none of you are powerful enough to stop me”

IRIS: “defending myself: oh yeah?? well i got five words for you buddy: please be nice to me”

EOS: “have you ever met someone that was sunshine in human form”

HEBE: “what the fuckaroni”

HEPHAESTUS: “you can’t offend me. I lack emotion”

HEKATE: “it’s only forbidden if you’re a fucking coward”

[grimlilli]

For those of you who need this today....

Even the Gods have bad days. Even the Gods feel down. Even the Gods hurt.

Do you honestly think Artemis wasn’t confused, upset, and maybe even felt a little betrayed when Orion tried to kiss her and, upon rejecting him, he became angry with her?

Do you think Hephaestus wasn’t crushed when his own MOTHER rejected him and literally THREW HIM OUT? Do you think he doesn’t have bad self-image issues because of his disabilities or he doesn’t get lonely all by himself? Do you think he wasn’t a little hurt when his wife loved and chose Ares over him?

Do you think Apollo is never hurt that the humans reject his light? Or he never feels angry at his family for some of the shit they do to the point he doesn’t want to talk to anyone for a while?

Do you think Demeter isn’t depressed when Persephone is with her husband? That she wasn’t shocked, outraged, hurt, heartbroken, and worried when Persephone first ran off with Hades?

Do you think Hera never feels betrayed by Zeus’ cheating? That she doesn’t lay awake at night blaming herself, the Goddess of marriage, and feeling worthless because her husband fucks anything that moves?

Do you think Zeus never does things out of anger? That he never regrets the way he’s acted or things he’s done? That he’s never felt a broken heart from the loss of a child?

Do you think Aphrodite has never once felt guilty about her husband? She’s never once felt bad about herself or like she’s just something to lust after or that people only like her for her looks?

Do you reeaaallly believe Athena has never ONCE made a mistake? That she never once felt stupid?

The Gods have felt bad, broken, unloved, and a whole lot more. But they continue to shine. They continue to be a beacon, a pillar, to stay strong and go forward, to get the most out of life. They love you and they’re there for you when you need them the most. They believe in you and they know you’ll get through this.