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“I’ve found that growing up means being honest. About what I want. What I need. What I feel. Who I am.”

— Epiphany

I still feel like im watching X fall out of love and trying to hold onto things. I would say he was falling in and out but it seems like he's falling out more often than in. Meanwhile I'm maintaining the love while witnessing what feels like the dying embers of the strongest love I've ever felt, and I don't know how to kindle those flames. I'm scared, and have no idea how to save this love that I've cared about for so long.

#fear #anxiety #relationships #love #lonely #emotions #meloncholy

missinyouiskillingme

I've wished so many times for you to reach out to me. For you to write to me, expressing that you've missed me too. That you've often thought of me, recalling everything we've experienced and endured together. And even today, there's nothing I long for more. I still miss you.

— r.r.

emotionalwords

I just want to be wanted, and it feels like I can never do enough to gain back your affection.

I try whatever I can and can't bring myself to move on, but I can't seem to find a sign that you haven't.

#lonely #sad #textpost #relationships #relationship

unorcadox

you’re so close / yet you feel so far / i’m waiting / for the day where / i can see you again / it’s coming up soon / at least i hope so / do you think of it too? / i hope you do / i hope you think of me / because i think of you / endlessly