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Sebastian Smythe | 19 | Columbia University | Man of Your Dreams The name's Sebastian Smythe, but you probably already knew that. You've done something right by happening upon my blog, and for that I applaud you. Everyone deserves to make one good decision in their life, and I'm yours. If you need to know something about me, ask. That is the point of this anyway.

[messagesebastian-blog]

PRIVATE: I don’t know what to do.

[messagehunterclarington]

Oh, have you now? You seem incredibly sure of yourself there, Sebastian.

[messagesebastian-blog]

I’m always sure of myself, especially when it comes to your feelings about me.

[askthegleeadults]

Oh Sugar bunnies, I’m glad you’re grandme’ what is doing fine or as well as she can. Good luck and glad to know you’re not slowing down and to kill whatever internship you have going right now. 

[messagesebastian-blog]

Thanks a lot.

[mrdannylopez-blog]

I’m very glad to hear that she and you are both feeling better. I’m sure she was very happy to see you there supporting her. 

[messagesebastian-blog]

She was, and I was excited to be there too. Paris is always wonderful.

[messagetherachelbarbra]

I am all for having a dinner! It would be a lot of fun, now that most of us are in the city now. I don’t think it’ll be creepy, I would be concerned about someone saying something and a fight breaking out.

[messagesebastian-blog]

Well, then we’ll have to be sure to keep Hummel at bay.

[messagejessest-james-deactivate]

Well, I’m glad to hear that things are going okay. And I can’t say I blame you for wanting to graduate early.

[messagesebastian-blog]

The faster I get out of here, the faster I get my name out there and start my reign in the city.

[messagesebastian-blog]

PRIVATE: I don’t know what to do.

[messagehunterclarington]

Of course you are, Sebastian. You happen to be one of my mine.

[messagesebastian-blog]

I’ve always been one of your favorites, it just took you so long to admit it.

[messageblainedanderson]

That’s awesome, Sebastian! I’m hoping to graduate early, too, so here’s hoping we can do that together. We should have a get together, now that you’re back in town. Me, you, Kurt and Hunter. Maybe we can even invite Rachel and Jesse, and Santana and Britt. Have a nice dinner at one of our places. 

[messagesebastian-blog]

Sounds like a bit of an interesting crowd to have at a dinner party, but I’d be down for it. We could do it over my place if we wanted to. I’ve got the space, that’s for sure. I’ve probably got the biggest apartment out of all of us, no?

[messagetherachelbarbra]

Really?! Congratulations! That’s exciting. 

[messagesebastian-blog]

Thanks, Rach! Blaine’s trying to get all the couples around for some sort of dinner. Just hoping it’s not a creepy orgy.

[messagesebastian-blog]

After a long trip to Paris to visit my sick grandmeré, I am back and better than ever. She is doing fine –– not perfect, but fine –– and my father is staying there with her while he does some business. For any of you that thought this might slow me down, you were mistaken. In fact, it has only added fuel to my fire and I now fully expect to kill my internship and get offered a full time position come graduation, which I will be arriving at in one more year rather than the standard two more because I have worked so hard. Boom.

[messagesebastian-blog]

Extra Credit | Huntbastian

[messagesebastian-blog]

Who: messagesebastian, messagehunterclarington

What: Sebastian and Hunter get together for some studying.

When: May 2015

Where: Hunter’s place

HUNTER:

His lips only curved up even further in amusement at his boyfriend’s reaction to Hunter doing exactly what he wanted, showing him his well defined muscles, something Sebastian clearly enjoyed. Hunter was glad someone else, besides himself, could admire the work he does on his body every single day, making sure he’s healthy and as in shape as he possibly can be. He has always prided himself in looking good, and it was quite exciting to have someone who appreciated the time Hunter spends in making his body look exactly the way he wants. It always helps that Sebastian was just as attractive as he was, maybe even more, and any compliment from him meant more than anyone else’s, especially now that he was Hunter’s boyfriend. Sebastian’s opinion of him actually mattered to Hunter, and that was more than he could say about almost everyone else in his life.

“Oh, do you now?” Hunter asked playfully, his eyes shining and darkening at the same time as his hands slowly moved down his boyfriend’s back, feeling his muscles that were so defined underneath the material of his soft shirt. He let out a soft gasp as Sebastian continued to kiss at his jaw, the other male’s lips feeling a whole lot softer than he remembered as they made work at his skin. Hunter licked at his lips as he watched Sebastian pull away from him, much to Hunter’s dismay, trying to figure out what Sebastian wanted him to do, and how far he wanted them to go. He hesitated for just a moment before he grabbed at his boyfriend’s waist and gently lied him down onto his couch just so he could drape his body over of him, but making sure he wasn’t completely crushing him in the process. “I really could get used to this,” Hunter said softly, leaning down to press a soft kiss to Sebastian’s jaw before tilting his head down so he could press his lips to his boyfriend’s throat. “This is very dangerous territory we’re heading to, you know,” Hunter whispered, though he didn’t make a move to get up from where he was, enjoying the feel of the other male’s body underneath him far too much to do so.

SEBASTIAN:

Sebastian wasn’t exactly shallow, but he surely did emphasize and care about looks far more than the next person. The fact that Hunter was extremely attractive and fit helped for sure, and Sebastian loved Hunter’s personality, but his biceps and abs were also very much appreciated.

In this position, Sebastian felt more alive than he had in a while. Hunter’s hands running along his back made his skin crawl with goosebumps. Laying down beneath Hunter wasn’t a foreign thought to Sebastian. In fact, he had fantasized about it before and now it was coming true. “Yeah, so could I,” he whispered, breath hitching once he felt Hunter’s lips on his neck and throat. “I don’t care, just keep doing that.” He was completely helpless under Hunter’s spell. He couldn’t do anything but want. He wanted the other boy so bad it hurt.

[messagesebastian-blog]

PRIVATE: I don’t know what to do.

[messagehunterclarington]

If you needed me to, I would be willing. I’m good at making and going through with threats, after all. Which I’m sure you’re aware of. Of course you’re the favorite. Any idiot could see and believe that.

[messagesebastian-blog]

I’m everyone’s favorite.

[messagetherachelbarbra]

You’re welcome. I can’t wait for you to come. So how’s it going?

[messagesebastian-blog]

It’s going great. Hunter and I are trying the dating thing. It’s going good so far.

[messagesebastian-blog]

PRIVATE: I don’t know what to do.

[messagehunterclarington]

That’s also a possibility, as well. I’m sure she rather be at home than in a hospital, anyways. I know I would. Well, if you need someone to threaten him to go visit her, I can gladly be that someone. But what is important is that you’re going to see her, and I know she’ll be thankful for that.

[messagesebastian-blog]

I’m not sure how he’d receive that threat, but I appreciate the offer, babe. And yeah, you’re right. I’m her favorite after all.

[messagesebastian-blog]

I don’t know what to do.

[messagesantanalopez-deactivated]

It was also sarcasm,s o don’t get too excited. Maybe I just like to bring back the classics every now and then. I - I’ve lost grandparents. More than once.

[messagesebastian-blog]

The classics? Nothing classic about that, Lopez. I thought my “Shaqueera” was much more creative. Well, thanks then. For telling me that. And saying what you did.

[mrdannylopez-blog]

That is actually just the boy scouts. I did plenty of research before choosing an organization to volunteer with. The girl scouts accept any and all young girls who want to join them including those from LGBT families. They’ve had young transgender girls in the organization as well and they have prominent LGBT members of the community come in often as guest speakers. I don’t volunteer for just anyone. 

[messagesebastian-blog]

Oh, very interesting. I just wasn’t sure how it worked or if they were run by the same people. But that’s good, I guess. I’m not much of an activist, but stuff like that still pisses me off.

[messagetherachelbarbra]

I knew it. I’ll put you down for two. 

[messagesebastian-blog]

Thanks, Rach. Can’t wait to see you.

[lunarmadison]

Considering I haven’t gotten a letter from Wapakoneta and the camp starts in a matter of weeks, I’m just going to assume that the one they sent to Mason was meant for both of us to come be counselors for them this summer. They can’t have possibly meant to only hire one of us and not the other. We’re twins. And we’ve been going there since we were three. 

So I’ll be going with him when our training starts. We’ll definitely be at graduation this weekend, though – we wouldn’t miss it! 

[messagesebastian-blog]

I think if you didn’t get a letter that means you didn’t get the job, sorry to break it to you. I wouldn’t just show up there when you haven’t been offered a position.