Jules of Nature
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Sweet Seals For You, Always
YOU ARE THE REASON
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
occasionally subtle
trying on a metaphor
Andulka
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todays bird
NASA
Stranger Things
Cosimo Galluzzi
if i look back, i am lost
AnasAbdin
styofa doing anything
Keni
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Part 1: Going To Let The Words Flow This Time
Photo Credit: Photo by Pixabay from Pexels: https://www.pexels.com/photo/black-text-on-gray-background-261763/ Hmmm. It’s been a [really] long time since I last blogged. Had loads of lemons thrown ; some smashed on me, some luckily went passed, and made lemonade out of some. Where do I start? Like from where? Well, I was writing an article- when it suddenly clicked me; there’s no right time…
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Book Review: 1984 By George Orwell
Book Review: 1984 By George Orwell
1984 by George OrwellMy rating: 5 of 5 stars1984 by George Orwell- When browsing for books to read, I’ve come across this novel several times on various online book stores, along with book lists online.So, why not read it? I thought.A brilliant story plot with fairly interesting and cunning characters, the whole setting- I’d say mind-blowing.The more pages you turn, the more you get deeper into…
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Book Review: A Wrinkle In Time
Book Review: A Wrinkle In Time
A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine L’EngleMy rating: 5 of 5 starsTime travel- a fascinating concept, isn’t it? I wrote a list of time travel stories “to-be-read” months ago. Along with H.G. Well’s “the time machine, this book made its way to my list. And as someone who loves a bit of adventure both back and forward in time- I didn’t want to miss the chance to read ‘A Wrinkle In Time By Madeleine…
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Regrets! ... Sigh... Well, I got so many of them that I could sit and write an essay on them :) but nope, i don't think I got so much time to write them, but summarising is a good option. Mhmm.... Regret1# I wish I weren't so naive. To the point of looking 💯 idiotic. Regret2# I wish I stood up for my self in the past. A teacher had adviced me to do it... I didn't know how to do it. (Refer to point 1). Regret 3# I wish I didn't trust certain slimy fake folks. I really wish I didn't... Regret4# I wish I understood better and had better control of my emotions. Regret5# I wish I had apologized to Sir when I came to know about the incident. This involved someone who I really revere...like massive respect for the person. Well, I never knew that incident took place in the first place and I have nothing but an apology for that. The thing is my parent was under a lot of stress and accidentally fumed up when talking. I didn't know that happened, otherwise I'd have apologized the very moment by calling. I moved back to BD and came to know about it after a lot of time passed (I was told about it really late). I even messaged through facebook but no reply. And this just kills me that I wish I knew about it earlier to make the apology before moving. I still have an apology to make but only if I had a proper way to contact, which I don't :) I still don't know how to get in touch to convey my apology. So much hesitation- what ifs. :( Regret6# I wish I could communicate without hesitation. Like everytime I want to I go like wait... What if that person thinks something else... And while thinking and calculating...the person does think something else that I didn't even intend in the first place. Regret7# Lack of control of extreme curiosity. I wish I knew how to control this aspect of mine. No, Really. I ended up finding someone (person B) related to someone (person A) I know. I didn't even know B's name and accidentally came across this person online, while im reality I was searching for person A (for apology). At one point I wanted to get on a spaceship and take a break from this current galaxy, so this B wouldn't find me. ©the scribbler's prism https://www.instagram.com/p/CPh9qHYnJ16/?utm_medium=tumblr
Regrets! ... Sigh... Well, I got so many of them that I could sit and write an essay on them :) but nope, i don't think I got so much time to write them, but summarising is a good option. Mhmm.... Regret1# I wish I weren't so naive. To the point of looking 💯 idiotic. Regret2# I wish I stood up for my self in the past. A teacher had adviced me to do it... I didn't know how to do it. (Refer to point 1). Regret 3# I wish I didn't trust certain slimy fake folks. I really wish I didn't... Regret4# I wish I understood better and had better control of my emotions. Regret5# I wish I had apologized to someone when I came to know about the incident. This involved someone who I really revere...like massive respect for the person. Well, I never knew that incident took place in the first place and I have nothing but an apology for that. The thing is my parent was under a lot of stress and accidentally fumed up when talking. I didn't know that happened, otherwise I'd have apologized the very moment by calling. I moved back to BD and came to know about it after a lot of time passed (I was told about it really late). I even messaged through facebook but no reply. And this just kills me that I wish I knew about it earlier to make the apology before moving. I still have an apology to make but only if I had a proper way to contact, which I don't :) I still don't know how to get in touch to convey my apology. So much hesitation- what ifs. :( Regret6# I wish I could communicate without hesitation. Like everytime I want to I go like wait... What if that person thinks something else... And while thinking and calculating...the person does think something else that I didn't even intend in the first place. Regret7# Lack of control of extreme curiosity. I wish I knew how to control this aspect of mine. No, Really. I ended up finding someone (person B) related to someone (person A) I know. I didn't even know B's name and accidentally came across this person online, while im reality I was searching for person A (for apology). At one point I wanted to get on a spaceship and take a break from this current galaxy, so this B wouldn't find me. ©the scribbler's prism https://www.instagram.com/p/CPgO6q2nRyQ/?utm_medium=tumblr
tl;dr (3/4) "What's happening?" "Why is it happening?" Slowly you can't take it anymore. It starts to affect you and when you look around, everything looks gloomy and grey. You start to mess up... One thing after another... "What did I do?" " Where did I go wrong?" - Is it too late? Is there a way out? - In the end you find clutching the final few straws that's left to you. You need to save your dear life. You can't take all these anymore.... When you finally- by some miracle, start to realize and you are no longer naive, and you start to understand- their next move... "Told you, she was playing all along... She's manipulative, playing a victim." " Weren't you wrong to think that she's naive? She was pretending" .... Gaslighting, further manipulation, hurtful words... Slandering... All these slowly take a toll on you. You can't stop observing the truth beneath those lies. It turns you crazy. You try to point it out to them. It's no use. Instead it gets worse Next phase of the game: she's a freak; mental; You talk to her? Better not! She's stupid. "Pssst... You heard what i heard about her? No? Here's what....I heard".... The new ones who come in their vicinity, turn into old monsters. Then they'll openly say the worst stuff about you- you know, but you can't do anything. You are trapped. You don't even know which way is out.... "Excuse me? Where's the exit?" Nowhere silly! :) You are slowly drowing in your tears... The straws are slipping away fast. You scream, you cry, you beg to be saved... Is it over? Is this nightmare over? You can't take it anymore.... You just want to wake up from this madness... TBC. https://www.instagram.com/p/CPdgcRKH3-w/?utm_medium=tumblr
tl;dr (1/4) Fear, being played, regret, misunderstood, lonely, and the what ifs of our lives, in the end, makes life complicated to the core. And miserable, might I add... Familiar faces all around you but no one understands you... Words pierce through you like knives... What if I did this? No, what if that happens? What if I....? What if they...? And the doubt goes on and on... With time and ofcourse countless experiences of life, you just don't know who to trust, who to go to relief the burden of your heart in this world... You trusted someone, only to see the real colours revealed to you at the end. And then one day you find out that the ones you finally thought understood you, maybe they will accept you this time, perhaps whatever you thought that these people would have rejected you won't do so- it is then they make their last move on the life's chessboard and leave you afloat in a sea of tears. They can't see those tears. Even if they can, they don't care. Now, being overdramatic, aren't you? - they'll say. Funny thing is that after getting kicked and rolled around from one shore to another in life- you are no more naive. That troublesome naivety wore off... Even if some of it remained, most of it would wear away.... That's what they don't notice... TBC. https://www.instagram.com/p/CPdbNiNnGGI/?utm_medium=tumblr
Today's morning when I want to study: sluggish, disoriented, no idea what I'm reading or doing, and looking for a cup of tea... Also... Don't answer anything the first thing after waking up in the morning... I woke up... Logged into twitter... Oh hey! A poll- ... Wait...for...it... Read the question wrong- (5 minutes or so after waking up- too sluggish) Answered i prefer music over books... That too for the rest of my life- Nice :) Why on earth am I so careless... So damned careless 😭😭😭😭😭 https://www.instagram.com/p/CPFQ98ZnhjB/?utm_medium=tumblr
Food and Studies 💓 #gedscience #madchefburgers #summer #nighttimestudy https://www.instagram.com/p/CPBdojunX5T/?utm_medium=tumblr
Night-time study 💓 #biorules #bioforlife #gedbiology #gedscience #3amnight #Alhamdulliah #nighttimestudy https://www.instagram.com/p/CO8sdV_HGC4/?igshid=1u019jdpaodvr
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Eid Mubarak Everyone 💓 https://www.instagram.com/p/CO3LqjSnxn9/?igshid=8oeczrfiery1
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Where's a Little Motivation When You Really Need It?
Where’s a Little Motivation When You Really Need It?
So, there it is… The ultimate truth- I have lost this year’s Camp NaNoWriMo. And, there’s nothing much to do about it. I should’ve been more punctual, or rather should I say- I wish I had my story’s plot sorted out when I had the time- say, the first week of April- [panster- much? Am I?] – I couldn’t and what can I say more? Words didn’t flow much and my fingers couldn’t type 1667 words needed…
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Praying that India's coronavirus situation improves soon In Shaa Allah ... 💖 Praying that everything returns back to normal soon In Shaa Allah... #PrayersforIndia #stayhome #pandemic #PrayforIndia #socialdistancing #itsgonnabeoksoon https://www.instagram.com/p/COInvqsn6mo/?igshid=19iuvpq58z1dm