To a dearly departed friend -
I'm not sure how to address this, or if I should even address it all. But I've been wondering if this relationship is worth pursuing again, or if I should just leave it be.... So, I'm leaving it here for you to decide.
It's hard for me to find the right words, but...just know that I'm sorry and I don't blame you for anything. I mean, there were times I hurt you, you hurt me, we had our ups and down. Basically, we had what a typical friendship would be like, in my experience. So, no, I don't harbor any ill feelings, and I hope you don't either. I never meant to make you uncomfortable, and I don't think you ever meant to deceive me.
I'm in a much better place now... I've completely moved on, and I hope you have too.
But, as much as I would like to leave it there, it also...doesn't feel right to. It feels like, if we have no issues with each other and have a mutual desire to talk to one another, then it should make sense to be friends again, right?
I don't think I could ever love you the same way again, though. But...I also can't guarantee that. I can't guarantee anything. And I know that's (probably) already a hard "no" for you... But just know this: if it were to come to that again, it wouldn't bother me... Nothing really phases me anymore. And I understand things a lot better than I used to, which helps me move on.
Anyway, that's about it.
Best wishes to us both, and I'm happy to see you're doing well.













