Just Me: Meyechael @meyechael - Tumblr Blog

I’ve been hibernating

Most stressful dream ever.

Walking w 3 family members to catch a train.

One is way ahead.

One is waaay behind.

One stops to sit on the curb and tries repeatedly to take the perfect selfie.

For my entire life I’ve had to endure bosses who say “If you don’t like it, you can leave.” I am REALLY.SICK.OF.HEARING.THIS.

It’s such a bullshit power trip, ego expression.

In my mind when I hear this I’m thinking: “if I didn’t care about paying my mortgage, real estate taxes, food, utilities, and all the other bills in my life I would hand you back the keys, and say “See ya.”

But shit doesn’t flow up and I have to listen and nod and be a subservient nobody while the boss gets to ride the power wave.

Idleness is not doing nothing. Idleness is being free to do anything.

With all the Twitter turmoil there are news stories of people flocking to, and back to Tumblr. The stories explain what Tumblr is and was and they don’t nearly explain what Tumblr was for me.

I don’t think reporters realize how many different kind of Tumblr communities there are, or were.

Erotica at 63

I lean over to kiss you when I wince in pain from the pinched nerve running through my shoulder and arm.

The cat laying between us gives me a dirty look.

I get up to pee for the 4th time in an hour and limp to the bathroom because the sciatica is excruciating.

The end.

So many years have passed.

After being divorced for 25 years my ex just friend requested me on Facebook.

We’ve been getting along fairly well the past 2 years.

I know Kat still harbors more negativity towards my ex than I do because it hasn’t been an easy divorce when the kids were younger. But I’m not exactly my ex’s friend. We text now and then and usually it’s about our daughters.

I don’t know what to do. I texted Kat and told her about the request. No reply yet. I’ll hear about it when I get home.

I don’t want to accept because I can still only tolerate her in little doses but I also don’t want to cause unnecessary animosity by rejecting.

Ugh. Why is this difficult.

Ps. tumblr is the only safe space I have to discuss this.