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sorry i've been on hiatus! i've been on vacation and on my FFXIV blog. uwu I'm hoping to pop over here again soon once Zack as a muse comes back
if you need me, hit me up on discord!
hello yes i've been Doing My Best but muse just isn't really there
that being said i'm still around on discord!
and currently crying bc of the tragedy of zack fair once more
hello yes i've been Doing My Best but muse just isn't really there
that being said i'm still around on discord!
and currently crying bc of the tragedy of zack fair once more
" it's been a while since i slept through the night without any nightmares. "
[ feeling safe prompts ]
"Then my home's doing it's job, eh?" Zack flashed Seph a bright smile as he set down breakfast plates for the two of them. Though the day had hardly started it was already feeling like it'd be a good one. Neither of them had horrid dreams keeping them awake all night for once and that alone deserved celebration.
He turned back to the kitchen to retrieve his coffee. "Do you want some coffee too?"
@sephaeroth
[ interrupt ] sender stops a confrontation between receiver and someone else, stepping between them and coming to receiver's defense
[ feeling safe prompts ]
Though he was much more cool-headed now, there were still moments of impulsivity that got to him. He was an ill-timed breath away from drawing his sword when an even larger figure than his own stepped in front of him.
Right. Violence wouldn't solve anything right now.
"I'm... I'll be okay, Sephiroth." Zack placed a hand on his friend's shoulder and gave a weary smile. "I appreciate it though."
PROMPTS FOR FEELING SAFE / EXPRESSING COMFORT * assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary, send "reverse" for the reversal of action prompts. suggested by judgementdaysunshine
DIALOGUE PROMPTS
i haven't felt like this in a very long time.
i wanted to thank you for protecting me back there.
you stepped in when you didn't need to.
for once in my life, i feel safe.
this place gives me a good feeling.
i feel safe in your arms.
it's been a while since i slept through the night without any nightmares.
i could get used to this.
i won't let anything happen to you.
you make me feel safe.
you didn't have to step in and help me, but you did, and i appreciate that.
no one's ever stood up for me like that before.
my whole life has been filled with conflict and pain. not anymore.
maybe i'll finally know peace with you.
we deserve an easy life.
you're my port in the storm.
i can't tell you the last time i actually felt safe.
you know me. i don't let my guard down for just anyone.
something changed to make me feel this way.
you're safe here with me.
they won't come after you, and if they do? they'll have to go through me.
it feels nice, being here with you.
you make me feel like i can accomplish anything.
i can be myself with you.
we're looking out for you.
you won't judge me for the things i say.
just stay here a while, if you don't mind.
so this is what safety feels like.
i can finally breathe again.
nothing can touch you while i'm here.
you can go back to sleep. it's safe.
no one will hurt you anymore.
my life is in your hands.
promise me you won't abandon me?
i'll be right here when you wake up.
you taught me how to protect myself.
ACTION PROMPTS
[ lean ] sender slowly leans into receiver's shoulder and rests there for a while
[ sleep ] sender manages to fall asleep in receiver's presence
[ snuggle ] sender snuggles closer to receiver as they sleep
[ reach ] sender reaches for receiver in their sleep
[ shelter ] sender uses their body to shield receiver from danger
[ seek ] sender seeks out receiver for a protective hug
[ choose ] sender has plenty of options on where to sit in a crowded space, but chooses to sit directly beside receiver
[ reassurance ] in a tense moment, sender takes one of receiver's hands to hold
[ stay here ] sender guides receiver to a safe place and tells them to wait there while they deal with a problem
[ interrupt ] sender stops a confrontation between receiver and someone else, stepping between them and coming to receiver's defense
[ home ] sender shows receiver their new home
[ nightmare ] sender comforts receiver after they wake up from a nightmare
PROMPTS FOR FEELING SAFE / EXPRESSING COMFORT * assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary, send "reverse" for the reversal of action prompts. suggested by judgementdaysunshine
DIALOGUE PROMPTS
i haven't felt like this in a very long time.
i wanted to thank you for protecting me back there.
you stepped in when you didn't need to.
for once in my life, i feel safe.
this place gives me a good feeling.
i feel safe in your arms.
it's been a while since i slept through the night without any nightmares.
i could get used to this.
i won't let anything happen to you.
you make me feel safe.
you didn't have to step in and help me, but you did, and i appreciate that.
no one's ever stood up for me like that before.
my whole life has been filled with conflict and pain. not anymore.
maybe i'll finally know peace with you.
we deserve an easy life.
you're my port in the storm.
i can't tell you the last time i actually felt safe.
you know me. i don't let my guard down for just anyone.
something changed to make me feel this way.
you're safe here with me.
they won't come after you, and if they do? they'll have to go through me.
it feels nice, being here with you.
you make me feel like i can accomplish anything.
i can be myself with you.
we're looking out for you.
you won't judge me for the things i say.
just stay here a while, if you don't mind.
so this is what safety feels like.
i can finally breathe again.
nothing can touch you while i'm here.
you can go back to sleep. it's safe.
no one will hurt you anymore.
my life is in your hands.
promise me you won't abandon me?
i'll be right here when you wake up.
you taught me how to protect myself.
ACTION PROMPTS
[ lean ] sender slowly leans into receiver's shoulder and rests there for a while
[ sleep ] sender manages to fall asleep in receiver's presence
[ snuggle ] sender snuggles closer to receiver as they sleep
[ reach ] sender reaches for receiver in their sleep
[ shelter ] sender uses their body to shield receiver from danger
[ seek ] sender seeks out receiver for a protective hug
[ choose ] sender has plenty of options on where to sit in a crowded space, but chooses to sit directly beside receiver
[ reassurance ] in a tense moment, sender takes one of receiver's hands to hold
[ stay here ] sender guides receiver to a safe place and tells them to wait there while they deal with a problem
[ interrupt ] sender stops a confrontation between receiver and someone else, stepping between them and coming to receiver's defense
[ home ] sender shows receiver their new home
[ nightmare ] sender comforts receiver after they wake up from a nightmare
[ txt: Kunkun ] training room 3
[ txt: Kunkun ] thank you ...!
[ txt: Kunkun ] i owe u coffee
[ PHS | Zaka ] You owe me a couple by now, pretty sure. [ PHS | Zaka ] Not that I'm keeping track or anything. [ PHS | Zaka ] OMW. Don't go anywhere. ( Not that you can. LOL )
[ txt: Kunkun ] fml kun hes got the syrninges
[ txt: Kunkun ] hurrry
As if he'd ever deny Sephiroth rest.
"Duh." Zack knocks their shoulders together. Honestly though, who was going to rat them out? One of the Second classes? A Third? Being highest up in the military pecking order truly had it's perks.
With a sigh, he runs a hand through his hair. "Think we could find a part of the building that doesn't have security cameras? I could use a nap."
"Good." Enough people denied him rest, would Sephiroth have been surprised if Zack were to? No, though he knows as well as anyone that Zack would never.
"They've stepped up security after everything, so I doubt we could..." His sigh mirrors Zack's, his own eyes closing, head resting against the wall with a soft thunk.
"Maybe a closet."
At this point, the closet sounded tempting.
Zack crosses his arms, head lolling to the side until it tapped Sephiroth's. "Sounds cramped."
Screw it. The cameras probably already found them. Even if he was to hide away in a closet, there would be footage of him going into said closet to nap which would make him look even worse. Instead, better make the best of what he's got.
"Well, the room's booked for the rest of the afternoon." Originally he was planning on training until he couldn't anymore, but this was a much better use of his time. "No one said we have to use it for its intended purpose."
As he nudges Sephiroth's shoulder again, he holds up the environmental simulation controller. "Digital beach vacation?"
- cellphone
Zack refuses to upgrade to a smartphone. He is so used to a flip phone that a smartphone confuses him. This lends him to a particular texting style of typing as short as possible and ignoring punctuation or spelling. He also tends towards simple/old-school emoticons like ":-)" and "D:".
[ @sentmail continued from here ]
[ txt: Kunkun ] no idea
[ txt: Kunkun ] proteins? growth agen
[ txt: Kunkun ] agents? he keeps looki
[ txt: Kunkun ] looking at me hard to text
[ txt: Kunkun ] help !
[ PHS | Zaka ] Oh he might be talking about our new supplements. Heard they were working on those.
[ PHS | Zaka ] Supposedly they'll help with the constantly hunger some guys complain about.
[ PHS | Zaka ] I guess that's interesting enough for me to come over, though no guarantees I won't also get stuck in the lecture with you.
[ PHS | Zaka ] Where are ya? Labs, training room?
[ txt: Kunkun ] training room 3
[ txt: Kunkun ] thank you ...!
[ txt: Kunkun ] i owe u coffee
[ @sentmail continued from here ]
[ txt: Kunkun ] no idea
[ txt: Kunkun ] proteins? growth agen
[ txt: Kunkun ] agents? he keeps looki
[ txt: Kunkun ] looking at me hard to text
[ txt: Kunkun ] help !
The exhaustion hung over the entire department, and no amount of encouraging words could lift it. There simply wasn't enough operatives for the amount of missions they had and the new ones weren't good enough yet.
"Mmm." Zack leans against the wall and closes his eyes. Though, with a grin, he puts a finger to his lips. "If Lazard is looking for me, you haven't seen me."
They needed more members, but Sephiroth has a feeling they're nearing the end. He won't say as much, but.
Uncapping the bottle, he drinks it down in one go.
"Only if I can join you."
As if he'd ever deny Sephiroth rest.
"Duh." Zack knocks their shoulders together. Honestly though, who was going to rat them out? One of the Second classes? A Third? Being highest up in the military pecking order truly had it's perks.
With a sigh, he runs a hand through his hair. "Think we could find a part of the building that doesn't have security cameras? I could use a nap."
Zack knocks on the door of the facility with nary a warning before he enters. They were all pushing themselves too far lately, but Sephiroth was particularly going too far.
"Hey." He kneels down next to his friend and hands him a nice cold sports drink. Zack smiles softly. "I've got some protein bars if you need some."
Overworked, underpaid, and disillusioned seemed to be the best descriptor for SOLDIER operatives of late, Sephiroth among them. He's just dropped his head into his hands when the knock interrupts, and his head lifts again to watch Zack enter.
"Hey." Taking the drink, he presses it to his forehead for a moment. "Thank you."
The exhaustion hung over the entire department, and no amount of encouraging words could lift it. There simply wasn't enough operatives for the amount of missions they had and the new ones weren't good enough yet.
"Mmm." Zack leans against the wall and closes his eyes. Though, with a grin, he puts a finger to his lips. "If Lazard is looking for me, you haven't seen me."
Breathless, worn out, tired, he let his body sink down against the wall of the training facility.
Perhaps he was driving himself too hard lately...
Zack knocks on the door of the facility with nary a warning before he enters. They were all pushing themselves too far lately, but Sephiroth was particularly going too far.
"Hey." He kneels down next to his friend and hands him a nice cold sports drink. Zack smiles softly. "I've got some protein bars if you need some."
POV you disturb the god of death chaos while he’s reading his stories. 🫠
I think he’d get around Loveless.