âwhyâd you call them girls salt and pepper?â
âyou donât know? they both shake weirdly. theyâve got some kind of medical condition. itâs weird.â
âtheyâre weird.â Â Â Â Â Â
The nickname stuck ever since they were girls in college. Itâs something she found oddly endearing as opposed to the insult tactics they were initially used for. Truth be told, Hwasa didnât care much for the insults that were slyly used to her face or behind her back, they always crawled back when they needed help and like the lawyer she was training to be, she always lied to get them the worst grade possible. A petty tactic she used as a teenager but hey, a lawyer has to start from somewhere and if itâs getting those you dislike in trouble, then so be it. She had no care for them, and neither did Qian, the two had remained as âsalt and pepperâ till this day.
The other female had been a close friend of hers. Hwasa initially found the idea of âbest friendsâ a social strategy to protect yourself from getting hurt, but getting to know Qian had possibly caused her to retreat on that idea, even if she was too prideful to ever admit such a thing.
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares. That was Qian to her. Not this metaphorical idea of what someone should be; she already was what she wanted to be.Â
She digresses in thought.
One hand haphazardly stretches out to ruffle Albertâs mane through her freshly manicured hand, the large leonberger relaxing into his owners touch. She was told to wait on the corner of an allocated street. Discretion was key, but how could someone who suffers through a circulation disorder remain subtle? Those bundled up in sweaters and hoodies had oddly stared at the female in her dark-tinted sunglasses and shorts, the happy dog wagging his tail away. From the corner of her eye she could pick up on a dark vehicle pulling up behind her, causing her body to instinctively turn and inspect the familiar face behind the wheel. With a fierce click of her tongue, she takes a final sip of her coffee and sways her way over towards the car, opening up the back seat for Albert to hop in.Â
âDiscretion, she said.âÂ
The words leave her a little harsher than they need be, but she didnât have much care for that right now. She shuts the door behind her and slips into the front seat, her gaze blocked by her sunglasses whilst she stares at her friend.
âThis doesnât look ominous at all.â