I wonât try to say that I understand what youâre going through because, honestly, youâre the only one who knows exactly how youâre feeling. But I can try to understand you, in my own way, in a feeble attempt to delicately unravel the mess that youâve been living in for months, maybe years. Iâll try to understand how, year after year, month after month, you try to change your own mind about things youâve already made your mind about, but you feel so completely engulfed in your own self-doubt that you wonât let yourself get out of the maze because youâre so used to running into dead-ends and exits that just lead you to the same way you just came. Iâll try to understand how you crave new beginnings, fresh start-overs, but they scare you so much because endings completely break you and you donât think you have the energy to pick up the pieces any more, and Iâll try to understand how youâre getting used to living behind a million walls because thatâs the only way in your mind that youâre going to survive this apocalypse of a life. Iâll try to understand your attempts at starting over again and again and again, but youâre stuck on the same people that still haunt you with the memories that mean so much only to you. Iâll try to understand how you quietly try to solve unsolvable problems by yourself because of something someone once said; you feel like youâre troubling or annoying them if you ask for help or advice. Iâll try to understand how you cover your mouth so nobody hears you crying, or how you repeatedly whisper, âI wonât cryâ over and over just because you convinced yourself that other people arenât worth your tears and you want to show how strong you are now that you donât cry about everything and anything. Iâll try to understand how you let it go when youâre alone in your room, turn up the music and cry in its comforting arms. Youâre not lost, because Iâll always keep searching for you. Youâre not incomplete, because you complete me. Youâre not insufficient, because youâre ENOUGH for me, for everyone in the world who matters. Please donât forget that. Please donât forget thereâs someone like me who thinks this of you. Please donât forget yourself.
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