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aaaah, rasanya happy banget last mission brewist disuruh yapping (keahlianku) :3 sebenarnya happiest moments aku sejak sama greenbliss banyak, tapi aku akan coba yang terbaik untuk ringkas menjadi 3 poin, tapi beranak hehehe.
✿. pertama, verification day!
sepertinya aku sudah mention berkali-kali kalau greenbliss itu rumah pertamanya yonguok. termasuk oa pertama yang aku pdktin juga! jadi happy banget waktu aku diverif di sini, seketika kehidupanku yang sepi jadi lebih ramai dan penuh warna.
sejujurnya nggak cuma saat verif aja, bahkan saat greenbliss go dan kita harus isi form, i poured all my heart and affection into it. terutama yang paling berkesan, aku ingat banget pesanku ke chaifus gimana. padahal ini aku yang nulis, tapi kenapa aku yang terharu ya kalau diingat lagi?
waktu kita mulai saling interaksi, i had so much time replying to everyone’s greeting. walau aku nggak kuat balesin semua yang reply di greetingku. it becomes one of the special memories i have with greenbliss.
✿. kedua, brewist of the week.
KALAU AKU BOLEH JUJUR, sebenarnya aku iri waktu di awal aku lihat temen-temen jadi botw. walau tetep aja i was so happy and proud of them, i worked hard just so i can be like them. wah, nggak bisa dideskripsikan aku berbunga-bunga rasanya waktu pertama kali kepilih jadi salah satu botw! :3
sebenarnya saat event yang aku jalanin sama greenbliss itu juga salah satu happy moments. awalnya di event pertama aku mikir mungkin skip satu hari harusnya nggak apa-apa, tapi di day 2 rasanya seru banget. i love how everyone is doing their best in this teamwork. jadinya saat event terakhir, aku usahain untuk bisa ikut kedua hari. berujung aku mengajukan diri jadi ketua tim >_< i love the feeling of it so much, walau jujur hampir tertekan takutnya i wasn’t doing so well at it, tapi brewist lain sangat amat supportive <3
being one of the brewist of the week had me wondering, “ah what did i do to deserve this? the feeling is just so nice.” pertama kali terpilih aku happy karena i worked hard for it, tapi di final week aku shock dikit?? seketika pikiran itu muncul lagi, bahkan di saat aku pikir aku lagi kurang chaifus can see the best of me. chaifus harus tau, di setiap kali aku merasa down dan sedih, notif greenbliss selalu muncul. seperti saat aku dimention jadi botw, bahkan tanpa para chaifus tau, you’ve made my whole day in an instant. ♥︎
✿. ketiga, the feeling of being at home.
moment ini sangat amat spesifik dan spesial untuk aku. waktu itu gdm lagi on convo, aku cerita ke teman-teman brewist kalau aku lagi sedih. and oh, my heart warms instantly because of how comforting and loving they are. selain sayang chaifus, aku sayang banget banget sama brewist lainnya. seakan semuanya berkontribusi untuk buat greenbliss terasa seperti rumah, and they all did!
di waktu yang spesifik ini, aku cerita ke gdm. pas aku merasa sedih dan kebingungan, aku nggak tau harus lari ke siapa untuk berbagi keluh kesah (and this isn’t because i don’t have loving and comforting friends, no!), it was because of the circumstances that forced me to be careful about it. that time, chaifus being the only ones who came into my mind to share about it. although it was never happened, ini tetap jadi momen berharga untuk aku.
why? i believe that i’m a very intuitive person. i think that time without me realizing it, i trust chaifus more than i know :3 and also to mention about brewist who was lovely enough to lift me up. we may had very less of deeptalks sesh, obrolan kita sehari-hari untuk funsies. but chaifus and brewist made it feel like i really have a place here in this home.
jengjeng ada lagi! tebak apaaa? yap, saat greenbliss merayakan sebulan bersama <3 aku masih ingat banget seberapa chaoticnya kita merencanakan itu, tapi tetep aja, selalu fun! di sini chaifus happy kan kita surprisein di bawah tweet absennya kak ojan yang harusnya kita reply dengan meme aneh itu? >_<
little do you know, it was also the best moment for us. thank you for making our days into feeling fulfilled for the past five weeks, our chaifus!
every moment that i spent with my chaifus and brewist are my happiest moments. i’ll forever cherish the time when we laugh, cry, and getting stressed out over the games together. nonetheless, all of them are soooo fun to spend together.
thank you for being my first ever home, along with the comfort, love, and happiness you’ve given us, greenbliss! ♥︎
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