Michael 🤘🏻 @michael1741 - Tumblr Blog

Heyyy guysss….. me again…. Coming to you live with another diary post…. I know people aren’t really here anymore so when I ask this, it’s not like I’ll get many answers but I enjoy writing and getting my thoughts out. Has any of you ever had someone who you considered to be one of your best friends, tell you that they have feelings for you and you not feel the same about them? How can you move forward with the friendship? Does time heal most things? It was kind of a weird conversation when he told me. He’s young and I kinda feel like he was kind of embarrassed that I didn’t feel the same and then he started projecting things about me on me ? I don’t know it was weird. I guess some time apart and not really talking could be good for us. Give his heart some time to heal then maybe we can go back to being friends. I hope so at least.

Oh well, thanks for reading this if you did. Hope you all have a great day ahead. I know it’s early here in NC. ❤️

It's my 8 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

#8 year tumblrversary #tumblr milestone

Hello…. It’s me again. I only got 2 likes on the last one and that’s okay. I’m writing this for me and whoever wants to read it. I’ve had these thoughts going through my head over the last few weeks of realizing that there’s people that are your “friends” that don’t really give a fuck about you. Which of course makes them not really your friend to begin with. Kinda hurts but it is what it is right? You can’t force anyone to be your friend or stay relevant in your life. Again, I’m using this as something to get these thoughts out of my head. I’ll be okay though ❤️

I still like the idea of using this as kind of like a diary or blog and I might use it that way. This was kind of my outlet for my gay thoughts and gay life before I came out and a little after. Then of course tumblr got shafted and we all moved to different platforms. The tumblr era was something special and I’ll forever be thankful for that. Life’s good today though. This August will be 8 years since I came out which is pretty cool. I always hid it from my granddad because I never knew how he would react and now that he has unfortunately passed away, I guess there’s no one else to hide it from. He was the only person that I never told. He might have known but he never said anything to me or anyone about it. I miss him but he’s in a better place now. I don’t know what the point of this was this morning but I thought about tumblr and was like I’m going to start typing, so here we are. I don’t know how often or how many of my little rants I’ll do on here or if anyone would even read them and tbh, I don’t really care. It’s an outlet for me and that’s how I’m going to use this.

Have a good day everyone who’s still here lol ❤️

michael1741

I’m still alive 🤙🏻

I don’t think many people have wondered where I have been but I kinda wanted to let my tumblr followers know that I’m alive and well. I’m honestly doing the best now than I have ever been. I’m dating the sweetest guy I’ve ever met and I couldn’t be happier. I’ve also just recently hit my 1 year anniversary of being out of the closet! Time flies and for those of you still in the closet, your time will come and when it does, it’s magical. That feeling is unlike anything else. I won’t be posting many pics on here much but I’ll still be here checking messages and stuff. Hope everyone else is doing good!

michael1741

Yikes this didn’t age well.

Update: Single, relationship was not all sunshine and rainbows…. Sorry and been out 7 years now. Time sure does fly.

How many people are still here? Not many I’m sure. I literally only popped on here because someone mentioned they were getting back on tumblr lol wild. Hope all is well for the ones still here. I kinda miss tumblr. Maybe I’ll use it as like a diary or something? Who knows 🤷‍♂️

I’m still alive 🤙🏻

I don’t think many people have wondered where I have been but I kinda wanted to let my tumblr followers know that I’m alive and well. I’m honestly doing the best now than I have ever been. I’m dating the sweetest guy I’ve ever met and I couldn’t be happier. I’ve also just recently hit my 1 year anniversary of being out of the closet! Time flies and for those of you still in the closet, your time will come and when it does, it’s magical. That feeling is unlike anything else. I won’t be posting many pics on here much but I’ll still be here checking messages and stuff. Hope everyone else is doing good!