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[michaeldiary]

just some advice to my fellow moonwalkers on mjblr.... you can block anons. I don’t know why some of you guys sit and take half of the things you get and don’t utilize the feature. it blocks that specific IP address from sending you future asks.

[michaeldiary]

can i be marceline to your bonnibel in a very respectful and gay way

ABSOLUTELY!

[michaeldiary]

idk if i’m alone in that experience but sometimes it takes me out of reading fanfic of michael when i remember that he was lowkey a bird 😭😭 from all i’ve read it looks like he was often talking to multiple women at the same time and it makes me feel like im being cheated on and i wasn’t even there help. i know i would be going insane in a relationship with him cause lowkey i would be in danger constantly 😭😭

well.. he’s michael jackson. he’s mr. bitches by default 😭

[michaeldiary]

im so bad at answering dms when im working. i open them then never hit send. stone me. please.

[michaeldiary]

need to write something thriller era STAT!

[michaeldiary]

thought about what u said a day or so ago about how realistically a lot of would take him back and honestly id agree. I feel like i’d take him back but it would NOT work out no matter how good he’d treat me. esp with how good the relationship was (despite circumstances) that would break my trust personally in a way that can’t be restored even if i tried. I feel like i’d have nightmares of him leaving with no explanation again. Like on top of emotionally cheating on me, you also send a stranger to deliver divorce? like even if there’s no love, where’s the respect towards the relationship and friendship, and the family you built??

yeah, I feel the same way because that’s what trauma does to someone. michael has his own reasons behind every action he’s taken thus far, but it doesn’t make it right. then there’s lisa, who may or may not have been in his ear telling him things when he already wasn’t all there. I can’t say toooo much though or I’ll get carried away.

[michaeldiary]

reading ur fic was like repeatedly getting hit by an oncoming car but like in a really good way. please never stop writing ur works are amazing!!

BUT IN A REALLY GOOD WAY! 💗

[michaeldiary]

alr fake matcha enjoyer. Im taking you out on a date for matcha be ready by 6

mkaaay! 🌷💗

[michaeldiary]

May I just say that FPC pt. 2 was just phenomenal,,,

Especially the line “he had mistaken the absence of conflict with peace, the absence of accountability for acceptance….” LIKE??!?? GIRL YOU COOKED WITH THIS LINE SO BADDDDDDD HAD TO TAKE A PAUSE WHEN I READ IT AND WAS JUST TBH AMAZED BY IT. IT’S BEEN A WHILE SINCE AN AUTHOR HAD ME LIKE THIS. YOU DESERVE ALL THE PRAISE.

CONGRATS ON 4k!!!

THANK YOUUUU! <3

[michaeldiary]

I’m too scared to read public consumption

I can’t recommend it to you in good faith because it’s not an easy read and won’t make you feel good—I would probably skip it if you’re apprehensive! :)

[michaeldiary]

helloo, i really don’t have anything to say im just scrolling for fun. but wanted to say i love you and love your stories

hiii, i love you toooo 💗

[michaeldiary]

thinking about FPC reader, the manager, and beys song formation. maybe theres a pic of the two of them at red lobster that goes viral and she releases that song 😵‍💫

red lobster?

[michaeldiary]

sooooo i need u to know that i’ve re read public consumption 1 and 2 more than the average person and girl i literally have no words ! i’m heartbroken and mad asf at the same time 😍😍😍😍😍😍 your writing slaps every time IM OBSESSED QWEEN

the heart eyes are sending me.

[michaeldiary]

fun fact no one asked for, i actually thought i was hallucinating your blog for like a week!!

i found your acc i believe the night of fourth of july and i couldn't find you after?? but i found you like two days ago and reread for public consumption..remembered why i was pissed that whole week that i couldn't find your account

i couldn't even tell you when exactly i read it either, all i know is i been mad asf since.

50/50.. michael do you know you have THIRTY FUCKING MINUTESSSSS??????

i never been more mad at a man than right now, it was so good, it pissed me off for DAYS

tldr; you're very big, huge brained and so smarties for writing this masterpiece!! so grateful you wrote it, take care of yourself!

hi, im bonnibel aka michaeldairy :) welcome back!

[michaeldiary]

how do you write such intense emotion it's amazing

(all i can hear, reading this over, is: "how do you keep your pants up when you're performing? it's incredible" lmao)

i’m a person who overanalyzes everything! I dissect and pick things apart while also.. internalizing? i’m a capricorn moon so I’m pretty good at being tortured and putting it into words on paper but never in my life would I express any kind of emotion to someone outside of my writing. if that makes sense.

[michaeldiary]

ngl i do get bummed out when I check out the tags and most of them are just smut fics, and really im thankful for all the writers but like, looking for fics that isn't smut is like finding a needle in a haystack 😭 and it's good and all but there's so much about michael that can be explored that isn't just his sex appeal. and i think you really nailed writing for him in all aspects, you really dig deep and write the nuances of him, and i like how you're not afraid to write him in not a good light because he really is a complex person who doesn't always makes the right choices

this is so sweet, thank you! I was really nervous at first venturing into more serious territory but I’m happy I did! :) I love smut so bad, but sometimes I be like how many times can I possibly beat my meat? you know? ☹️