┊ ♡ ﹒ summary : after a fight with her commitment-phobic situationship at a pool party, (name) hides in a laundry room to contemplate her life choices. unfortunately for her, michael has been looking for her like a lost puppy for the better part of twenty minutes and accidentally confesses he’s memorized her entire personality. things escalate from there.
┊ ♡ ﹒ byi : love triangle, sibling rivalry emotional infidelity / cheating themes, arguments and relationship conflict, age gap (reader is four years older than michael), complicated relationship dynamics, emotionally messy people making messy ass decisions, slight smut, reader uses michael’s hand, shy / submissive michael, lowkey pussy drunk off kissing alone.
(Name) and Jackie exist in a relationship that’s somehow both serious and.. not serious at the same time. It’s ridiculous, yeah. To everyone around them, they’re practically together. They arrive places together, leave parties together and know each other with a level of emotional and physical intimacy that usually only belongs to committed couples. Jackie calls her when he’s lonely, when he’s bored, when something exciting happens and she’s the first person he wants to tell. He knows how she takes her coffee, which songs and movies make her cry, and exactly what expression means she’s seconds away from telling him to get out of her face because she’s annoyed with him and overstimulated. Their lives have become intertwined in a hundred ways, making it very difficult to explain why they aren’t.. officially anything at all.
The problem isn’t that Jackie doesn’t love her. No. In fact, that’s what makes the situation so fucked up. Let’s keep it a buck, Jackie is a dog. But if someone asked him whether he loved (Name), the answer would come without hesitation: yes. The issue is that love and commitment have never felt like the same thing to him. Jackie has spent most of his adult life moving freely through the world, unburdened by permanence. Women come and go, opportunities come and go, cities come and go. And somewhere along the way, freedom stopped feeling like a luxury and started feeling like a necessity. Marriage doesn’t scare him because he doubts her or anything like that. It scares him because it feels so final, like a door closing on every other possibility and a version of himself disappearing forever.
And what makes Jackie selfish is that he already knows exactly what he has. He knows (Name) isn’t temporary. He knows she’s the kind of woman a man marries once and spends the rest of his life trying not to lose. He can picture a future with her effortlessly: a home, a family, growing old together. Those visions sound like heaven on Earth, but that’s on hold for right now. So instead, he keeps one foot in the future and one foot out the door. He continues seeing other women, fucking these women because giving them up would mean admitting his life has already made its choice. He wants the comfort of knowing she’ll be there when he’s finally ready, while refusing to offer the security that would justify her waiting.
And because (Name) loves him, she stays longer than she should. She keeps giving him chances he hasn’t earned because she sees the man he could be and mistakes that potential for a promise. That’s the mess at the center of their relationship—the “I can fix him” mentality of a woman who deserves better and the “I want options” guy who thinks the best option is going to wait forever. The gag is neither of them are confused about how they feel about each other, the feelings are actually the easiest part. Jackie already knows he wants to marry (Name) someday. The problem is that someday keeps moving further away. Every time he asks for more time, he assumes she’ll still be standing exactly where he left her. Deep down though, he knows there’s a very real possibility that one day she’ll wake up, realize she’s spent years waiting for a man who already knows she’s the one, chooses to not choose her still, and decide she’s tired of waiting for him to catch up. And he’ll be damned if he lets another man take you away from him.
What makes Jackie so difficult to leave is that every complaint (Name) has about him is real, but so is every reason she loves him. The problem has never been that Jackie doesn’t care; he cares just enough to keep her holding on. Every time she reaches her breaking point, every time she decides she’s tired of waiting, tired of sharing him, tired of feeling like she’s standing in line for a future that never seems to arrive, Jackie somehow senses it. He becomes softer. More attentive. More present. And suddenly he’s calling just to hear her voice. Suddenly he’s showing up at her door with flowers, gifts, sweet treats. Suddenly he’s holding her a little longer when he hugs her goodbye, looking at her with that look that makes her feel like she’s the only woman in the world.
And Jackie knows exactly what to say and exactly what to do.
He knows how to hold her when she’s upset and slowly talk her down from the ledge of every reason she has to leave. He’ll tell her he’s trying. Tell her he’s been thinking about things. Tell her he’s getting older now and starting to see life differently. He’ll talk about the future in vague, beautiful pieces. A house somewhere quiet. Waking up next to her every morning. Growing old together. Knocking her up. All these things when he’s digging in her guts with nine thick inches of dick, mind you. So, poor girl doesn’t even know left from right or up from down because he fucks her so good—pressing down on her tummy so he can feel himself rutting into her.
These are the kind of conversations he’s avoided with her for years, and they suddenly spill from him so naturally that she starts to wonder if maybe this is it. Maybe this is the moment she’s been waiting for.
Maybe he’s finally ready.
The insane part is that Jackie usually believes himself when he’s saying it. In those moments, looking at her, holding her, fucking her, imagining a future that feels so comforting rather than.. restrictive, and he genuinely means every word. That’s what makes him so convincing because isn’t delivering these bullshit lines. He’s speaking from whatever emotion he’s feeling at that exact second and when Jackie loves, he loves completely. The problem is that his certainty only seems to exist in the moment. Once the emotion fades, once life resumes, once the pressure disappears, so does the urgency to change.
That’s why (Name) keeps getting pulled back in. Because every version of the future she’s ever wanted exists somewhere inside Jackie. She can see it. Sometimes he lets her see it too. She catches glimpses of the husband he could be, the father he could be, the man who would spend the rest of his life loving her. Those glimpses are powerful enough to make her stay another month. Another year. Powerful enough to convince her that maybe all he needs is a little more time.
But.
If Jackie is the source of (Name)’s uncertainty, Michael is the complete opposite. There is nothing uncertain about the way Michael feels about her because his crush is so painfully obvious.
Everyone notices it eventually. The way he watches her when he thinks she isn’t looking. The way conversations he’s half listening to seem to brighten the second she joins them. The way he suddenly becomes hyper aware of himself whenever she’s nearby, straightening his posture, fixing his clothes, stumbling over words he’d normally say without thinking. Michael is utterly, hopelessly gone, and the worst part is that he doesn’t have the slightest idea how to hide it.
Unfortunately for him, (Name) knows.
She figures it out much earlier than he realizes and finds it almost impossible not to tease him about it. He’s just so cute—and granted, there is a little age gap but it’s nothing crazy. Michael is four years younger than her so naturally, she’s endeared by him because he makes it so easy to dote on him. He blushes when she compliments him. Gets flustered when she touches his arm. Completely short circuits whenever she cups his jaw and tells him how pretty he is. She’ll smile at him across a room and spend the next ten minutes watching him try to recover. There’s something almost irresistible about how sweet he is, how transparent he is. Michael wears every emotion openly, and when he looks at her, it’s like watching someone hand over all their secrets without realizing it.
What Michael loves most about her isn’t one singular thing. It’s the totality of her. Her confidence. The softness. The way she carries herself like a woman who knows exactly who she is and what she wants. He notices everything, from the sound of her laugh to the way she fills a room simply by walking into it. Even her presence seems capable of rearranging his priorities. There have been moments where he’s caught himself standing beside her and become so acutely aware of his own lankiness that he’s genuinely considered spending more time in the gym. And she’s never suggested he should, but being around her makes him want to be the best version of himself. He just.. has these thoughts worrying about if he could be able “handle” all of her from her hips, to her thighs, her breasts—he doesn’t think he has a chance in hell but still. He understands why she’s with his big brother.
But anyway, around (Name), Michael becomes strangely domestic without meaning to. He remembers little things. He carries things for her before she asks. He saves her a seat. If she’s tired, he’s immediately concerned. If her feet hurt after a long night, he’ll end up sitting on the floor in front of her, gently rubbing the ache from them while she talks about whatever happens to be on her mind. And there’s no expectation of getting something in return. Taking care of her simply comes naturally to him. Sometimes he doesn’t even realize he's doing it until somebody points it out and embarrasses him.
Unlike Jackie, Michael isn’t holding anything back. His affection is constant, uncomplicated, and sincere. He looks at (Name) like she’s already something precious. Like she doesn’t need to become anything more to earn his devotion. And while she finds his crush endlessly adorable, there’s a small part of her that tries not to think too hard about it. Because every time Jackie leaves her waiting, every time he asks for more time, every time he chooses freedom over certainty, Michael is there in the background offering the exact thing she’s been asking for all along without ever demanding she choose him back.
And that’s.. not good.
The party had settled into that golden hour that made everything look softer than it really was. The pool shimmered beneath the setting sun, throwing ribbons of orange light across the patio. Music drifted from the speakers, low enough to blend into the conversations and laughter around them. People leaned against the bar with drinks in their hands, clustered together in little groups, their skin still warm from a day spent in the sun.
(Name) couldn’t enjoy any of it.
The farther she got from the pool, the quieter everything became. The music was still there, buried beneath the sound of splashing water and laughter, but it felt distant now and muted. She stopped near the side of the house where the shadows had started to creep across the stucco walls, holding her glass that had been bleeding condensation
Of course he followed her.
Jackie rounded the corner a minute later, irritation already written across his face. His sunglasses were pushed onto the top of his head, one hand resting on his hip as he looked at her.
“Now what you stompin’ off for?” He asked, stopping a few feet away. There wasn’t much concern in his voice anymore. Mostly annoyance. “I been lookin’ for you. What’s your problem?”
(Name) stared at him. “My problem?”
“Yeah, your problem.” Jackie gestured vaguely toward the party behind them before letting his hand fall. “You've been givin’ me attitude all afternoon.”
She laughed in disbelief. “I’ve been giving you attitude?”
Jackie immediately sighed and tipped his head back.
“Nah, see, here we go.” He dragged a hand across the back of his neck and looked away toward the pool for a second. “I knew it was gonna be somethin’.”
“No,” she shot back, shaking her head. “Here you go, Jackie.”
“Baby, I was standin’ there talkin’.” Jackie pointed vaguely toward the party behind him before looking back at her. “That’s all I was doin’.”
“You were flirting with those girls in front of my face. Do you understand how embarrassing that is? How pathetic you make me look in front of your family and friends?” (Name) asks, a bewildered look on her face.
“I was not.” He laughed once through his nose and adjusted the sunglasses sitting on top of his head. “See, that's what I'm talkin’ bout."
“Jackie, literally nothing is funny right now.”
"I wasn—” He stared at her for a moment before throwing one hand into the air. “You know what. Sometimes I think you make your mind up before I even open my damn mouth.” He took a few steps closer, frustration beginning to creep into his voice. “You decide what happened and then that’s it.”
“Oh my God.” (Name) looked away, rubbing her forehead.
“I'm serious.” He responds.
“No, baby. You’re not, you’re actually being very unserious right now and it’s about to piss me off.”
“Baby.” Jackie pointed toward the backyard again. “Half them folks over there was standin’ around talkin’. Was I supposed to sit by myself in a corner all day?”
(Name) laughed, but there wasn't an ounce of humor in it. “You always got a smartass answer.”
“‘Cause you always got an accusation.” He folded his arms across his chest and shifted his weight onto one leg. “It gets old.”
Her expression hardened. “You know what gets old? Watching you do this to me every single time.”
“Do what?”
“Act like I’m crazy.”
Jackie's face tightened immediately. “Ain’t nobody callin’ you crazy.”
“You imply it enough.”
He rubbed both hands down his face and let out a long breath. “Lord have mercy.”
“No, seriously.” She stepped closer now, her drink sloshing dangerously in the glass. “You flirt with women right in front of me and then somehow I’m the problem for having eyes—Jackie, we’ve had conversations about you sleeping with women outside of me. So, I don’t know why you’re playing dumb. Yes, I’m going to feel upset when I see you whispering in another girl’s ear and touching on her!”
Jackie looked away for a second, jaw working and clearly irritated. “See?” He pointed at her. “That right there. That’s what I'm talkin' about.”
“No, Jackie, what’s crazy is that you genuinely think this is normal.” For a moment neither spoke and music drifted through the evening air. A burst of laughter erupted somewhere near the pool. Jackie’s gaze dropped to the ground before returning to her face.
Jackie's patience finally snapped.
“Nah,” He spread his arms wide and took a step back. “The fact that I gotta stand here defendin’ myself over a conversation.”
“It wasn’t just a conversation, Jackie!”
“For God’s sake.” He looked up at the sky before looking back at her. “I didn’t sleep wit’them girls yet.”
Silence.
The second the words left his mouth, the fight drained from her face and the disappointment landed slowly. He saw it happen, saw her shoulders sag, saw her look away.
“..Yet?” (Name)’s voice was so small.
Jackie’s expression immediately shifted. Knowing. He told on himself. “Aw, c'mon.” He stepped forward, one hand reaching out. “That ain’t what I meant, babygirl..”
“But that's what you said.” She’s tearing up.
“You know what I mean.” He watches how she can’t even look at him anymore—but she never could when she was about to cry.
“(Name)..” Jackie opened his mouth, closed it and opened it again. She set her drink down on a nearby table with a sharp clink and grabbed her heels. “Baby, hold on.”
“’M going inside, I’m all partied out..” She said quietly, brushing past him.
“You really gonna walk away over this?” Jackie asked, following her a few steps.
(Name) turned before Jackie could stop her, her shoes dangling from two fingers as she headed back toward the house. The concrete was still warm beneath her bare feet, damp in places where pool water had been tracked across the patio. Each step left a faint wet print behind her. Her pace was quick, bordering on a storm, shoulders stiff with frustration as the sounds of the party swelled and faded around her. The loose ties of her bikini skirt fluttered against her thighs while her hair clung slightly to the back of her neck from the lingering heat of the day.
She didn’t look back. The only indication that Jackie had spoken at all was the brief swallowing of her throat. The movement of her body carried the urgency of someone trying very hard not to cry, not to turn around, not to give somebody one more chance. Even the rhythm of her walk felt determined, her heels knocking softly against one another where they hung from her hand while the sunset stretched her shadow long across the wet concrete ahead of her.
By the time (Name) made it inside the house, the party felt like it belonged to another world.
The music was still there, but just muffled through walls and glass. Every so often she could hear a burst of laughter or the distant splash of someone jumping into the pool, but it all sounded far away now. Detached like she was listening to it from underwater.
She wandered through the kitchen first, passing half empty bottles and abandoned cups, countertops were crowded with evidence of a good time. People drifted in and out of rooms without really noticing her and she wasn’t sure where she was going. She just knew she needed to be somewhere Jackie wasn’t.
Eventually she found herself standing in front of the laundry room, the door was partially open and the room was small, warm, and quiet. Smelled nice too.
Perfect.
(Name) slipped inside and nudged the door shut behind her. The hum of the machines immediately wrapped around her, steady and comforting in a strange sort of way. There was something nice about the simplicity of it. No music. No conversations, just white noise.
She climbed onto the dryer and sat down, setting her heels on a towel hook beside her. For a moment she simply stared at the opposite wall. Her drink remained in her hand, condensation continuing to gather against the glass before dripping onto her fingers.
The adrenaline from the argument was beginning to wear off. But that was always the worst part, because the anger never stayed. It always dissolved into something that felt uncomfortable to sit in.
Her shoulders slumped slightly as she leaned forward, massaging her own neck with the opposite hand. The dryer vibrated faintly beneath her. Somewhere down the hall, somebody laughed. A door opened and closed.
She barely registered any of it. Instead, her thoughts drifted back toward Jackie despite her best efforts. The argument replayed itself automatically, each line hurt more now than it had been in the moment. The dismissiveness. The frustration. The way he’d looked at her when he thought she was overreacting. The way she’d almost let him pull her back in again.
Almost.
The glass felt cold against her palm and she watched a droplet of water slide slowly down its side before falling onto her thigh.
For a long time she simply sat there, disassociating.
Michael didn't realize he was looking for her until he couldn't find her.
The party had settled into that dreamy part of the evening where everything felt warm and golden. Music drifted across the backyard, people gathered around the bar with drinks in their hands, and laughter seemed to rise from every corner of the patio. Normally, Michael would’ve been right in the middle of it. Instead, he kept catching himself scanning the crowd. Looking toward the pool. The patio doors. The groups of people clustered beneath strings of lights. Every few minutes his eyes searched for the same person before he could stop them.
At first he didn’t think much of it. Maybe she’d gone inside. Maybe she’d gotten caught talking to somebody. But as the minutes passed, an uneasiness began settling into his chest. He’d seen the look on her face earlier. Seen her watching Jackie. Seen her walk away. Michael had always been the sort of person who noticed things, especially when it came to her. The longer she remained missing, the harder it became to focus on anything else.
Eventually he gave up pretending he wasn’t distracted and slipped inside the house. The cool air immediately swallowed up the noise of the party. He wandered through the kitchen, then the living room, barely registering the people he passed along the way. His attention remained fixed on one thing. Finding her, and the house suddenly felt much bigger than it had an hour ago.
When he finally noticed the faint light spilling from the closed laundry room door, something in him relaxed before he even opened it. Sure enough, there she was. Sitting on top of the dryer in her bikini with a drink still dangling loosely from her fingers, staring at absolutely nothing. For a moment Michael simply stood in the doorway. Relief washed through him so quickly it almost felt silly. She wasn’t hurt, at least from what he could see. She was just somewhere far away inside her own head. And somehow, after spending the last fifteen minutes searching for her, the sight of her sitting alone in a laundry room felt like finding exactly what he’d been looking for.
For a moment, Michael simply stood in the doorway, one hand resting against the frame as he looked at her. The dryer hummed softly beneath her while she stared down at the drink dangling from her fingers. Outside, the party carried on without them. Music drifted through the walls, accompanied by distant laughter and the occasional splash from the pool.
“Hi.” The quiet greeting was enough to pull her from her thoughts. (Name) looked up, and some of the tension in her shoulders eased when she saw him standing there.
“Hey, lovebug.” The nickname immediately softened his expression. Michael stepped into the room, letting the door close shut behind him. His eyes moved over her face for a moment before he asked the question she’d known was coming.
“You okay?”
(Name) glanced down at her drink and shrugged lightly. “I’m okay.”
Michael didn’t respond right away, he just looked at her. The silence stretched long enough to make it obvious he didn’t believe her. But she smiled anyway, small and unconvincing. “Really. I'm fine.”
His hands disappeared into his pockets. “Did Jackie make you cry?”
The question caught her off guard enough to make her laugh. It wasn’t a happy laugh. More surprise than anything else. “What?”
“Did he?” Michael's expression remained completely serious. He wasn’t teasing, genuinely wanting to know. (Name) looked away toward the tiny window above the washer.
“No. But almost..” A truthful answer. “Tired of crying over the same thing..” She says under her breath.
His jaw tightened slightly as he looked down at the floor. “He makes you sad a lot.”
The words seemed to surprise him as much as they surprised her. Almost immediately he looked away, like he’d accidentally said something he'd been keeping to himself for a very long time. The laundry room fell quiet again, filled only by the hum of the machines.
“Michael.” He looked up. “I don't wanna talk about Jackie.”
Something softened in his face immediately. “Okay.”
And just like that, he dropped it. No pushing. No questions. No attempt to convince her otherwise. He simply moved farther into the room and leaned against the washer across from her, content to sit in the quiet with her if that’s what she needed.
For a while, neither of them spoke. Michael remained leaning against the washer across from her, his hands tucked into his pockets while the dryer beneath her hummed steadily. The quiet wasn’t uncomfortable. If anything, it felt strangely safe.
Then, without looking at her, he said it. “I wouldn’t treat you like that.”
The words were so quiet she almost thought she’d imagined them. Michael was staring at the floor when he said it, the toe of his sandal nudging absentmently at a crack between the tiles. He looked embarrassed before he’d even finished the sentence.
(Name) blinked.
The comment tugged at something inside her despite herself. She was still upset. Still angry. Still carrying the emotions of the argument with Jackie. But there was also something undeniably cute about Michael standing in a laundry room trying very hard not to confess the world’s most obvious crush.
A small smile pulled at the corner of her mouth. “Oh, yeah?”
Michael immediately looked like he regretted opening his mouth. “Forget it.”
“No.” She shifted slightly atop the dryer, tilting her head. “Go ahead.”
His face flushed. “There ain’t nothin’ to go ahead with..”
“Michael.” He groaned quietly and looked away and smile on her face grew. “And what do you know about making me happy?”
She meant it teasingly, lightly. You know, playfully. The sort of question she expected him to stumble over. But, Michael surprised her.
“A lot, actually.”
(Name)'s smile faded a little and Michael swallowed.
“I know you like extra ice in your drinks even when everybody tells you it waters ‘em down. I know you pretend not to care what people think until somebody you love says somethin’ mean and then you think about it for three days.” He gave a nervous laugh. “I know when you’re genuinely happy because you start talkin’ with your hands more.”
(Name) stared at him and Michael wasn’t looking at her anymore. He was staring at the floor.
Still talking.
“I know you get quiet when somethin’s wrong, even when you’re tellin’ everybody you’re fine. I know you hate being embarrassed in front of people. I know you act tougher than you are.” His voice had become quieter now, thoughtful.
“I know you like when somebody remembers little things.” Michael finally looked up and he second he saw her expression, realization hit him. His eyes widened like he’d suddenly become aware of everything he’d just admitted. Inadvertently admittedly his feelings for her.
“Oh.” He immediately pushed himself away from the washer. “Oh, man.” A nervous laugh escaped him. “’M sorry..”
“Michael—” (Name) can barely get a word out before he’s stumbling over his words.
“No, that was weird.”
“It wasn’t.”
"It was." He rubbed a hand over the back of his neck, already retreating toward the door. ”I shouldn’t’ve said all that.” The poor thing looked mortified but really, he’d accidentally handed her pages from a diary.
“‘M sorry,” he repeated. “Forget I said any of that.” He reached for the doorknob. That’s when she hopped off the dryer.
“Michael.” This time her voice stopped him and his hand froze.
Slowly, he turned around and (Name) was looking at him with an expression he’d never seen directed at him before. For lack of better words.. it was suddenly feeling a little too grown. He’s only ever been envious of this look because it’s what Jackie gets. Never in his life would he have thought he’d even been remotely close to unlocking.. this..
(Name) stared at him for a few seconds before tilting her head.
“Can you keep a secret, papa?” Michael blinked, caught off guard by the question. Then he nodded immediately. Once. Twice. So quickly it was almost funny.
“Yeah. ‘Course I can.”
A smile tugged at her mouth. “C’mere.”
He hesitated for only a moment before crossing the room. The closer he got, the more nervous he seemed to become. By the time he reached her, his hands were practically glued to his sides. (Name) reached up and slipped her fingers into the curls at the nape of his neck, and the movement stopped him completely. His breath caught as he looked down at her, doe eyed and uncharacteristically speechless.
Gently, she pulled him closer. Michael followed without resistance, one hand finding the edge of the dryer to steady himself as she closed the distance between them and led him into a kiss. It was soft and tender, the kind of kiss that felt like an answer to a question neither of them had been brave enough to ask out loud.
When she pulled away, Michael remained exactly where he was. Frozen. His eyes searched her face for a long moment, disbelief and hope flickering across his expression so openly that it nearly hurt to look at. As if he genuinely couldn’t decide whether what had just happened was real. And somehow, that look affected (Name) far more than the kiss itself ever could.
Their lips find each other again hungrily, moving in sync with one another. The air is thick with nervous energy as their figures collide lips meeting in a clumsy, urgent rush. No soft buildup this time around, no gentle lean in; just teeth accidentally clashing before they find the right angle. (Name) tries her best guiding him through it but he seems to be really eager to even be touching her.
One hand grips the back of his neck tightly—fingers tangled in curls that’s slightly damp from the pool while her other presses flat against his chest, his heart pounding like it might burst. Mouths open messily, not quite synced and when tongues finally meet, it’s sweet from candy and salty sweat. A quiet mmph escapes him as their noses squish together again and again.
The second kiss left Michael strangely still.
When they pulled apart for air, he didn't go very far. His forehead settled against hers almost immediately, his eyes closing as though he were trying to gather himself. One hand remained braced against the dryer beside her while the other hung loosely at his side. The laundry room hummed around them, the sound of the machines blending with the distant music and laughter filtering in from the party outside. Neither of them seemed to notice. Michael, especially, looked completely disconnected from everything beyond the small space they’d carved out for themselves.
“We should stop.” The words came out so quietly she almost thought she'd imagined them.
“Huh?”
Michael swallowed hard. His eyes stayed closed for another second before he finally opened them. “We should stop..” It didn’t sound like something he wanted. It sounded like something he was forcing himself to say.
For a moment he simply looked at her. Really looked at her. Then his gaze dropped, as though holding eye contact made it harder to think. His forehead remained resting against hers, neither close enough nor far enough to make the situation any easier.
“I’m havin' a hard time thinkin’..” A shaky breath left him. “I know how I feel about you..” The confession was quiet and matter-of-fact, because at this point it had become impossible to deny at this point.
“And I know you just had a fight with Jackie.” He shuts his eyes tighter. “I don’t wanna be somebody who takes advantage of that..”
The honesty of it landed harder than she expected. For all the longing written plainly across his face, there was still that stubborn gentleness in him. The part that cared more about doing the right thing than getting what he wanted.
Yet he still hadn’t moved away.
If anything, he seemed incapable of it.
His eyes drifted shut again and he let out another slow breath.
“But if we keep kissin’..” His voice faltered for the first time all evening. A faint flush climbed into his cheeks. “I don't think I’m gonna want to stop..”
The admission hung between them in the soft hum of the laundry room. Michael looked almost embarrassed by his own honesty, but he didn't take it back. He simply remained there with his forehead resting against hers, looking completely overwhelmed by her, a man who’d been in love for far too long and was finally running out of ways to hide it.
She reaches up and caresses his face, eyeing him with those pretty eyes he’s only ever dreamed of even though he can’t bring himself to open his own eyes just yet. She peppers kisses all over his face before leaning over to whisper in his ear.
“Do you wanna touch me, Michael?”
Michael nods against her. “I-I do,” He swallows. “But I’ll need your help..” He says shyly, he’s not very experienced quite yet—not like his brothers.
The moment stretches, humid and thick with anticipation as (Name) smiles, fingers hovering just above Michael’s wrist where his hand rests at his side. Her grip is firm but warm as she drags Michael’s palm down the curve of her hipbone, over fabric damp with choline and pool water. She presses hard until his fingers slip beneath the elastic waistband; the hot skin of her pussy meeting his fingertips that jerk reflexively at first contact.
She gently guides his wrist up and down, “Like this..” She says resting her forehead against his shoulder.
“Soft..” Michael whispers as he plays with her, but its short lived before there’s a knock at the door and they both scramble.
“(Name), baby. You in there? I wanna talk. ’Ya got me feelin’ bad..”
when the world’s most famous pop star falls in love with playboy’s golden girl, the reaction sends the world into a frenzy.
she’s beautiful, charismatic, and freshly crowned Playmate of the Year. he’s michael jackson, a global phenomenon whose every move makes headlines. to the public, they’re an impossible match. to the tabloids, they’re a goldmine. every date, every photograph, every glance shared across a crowded room becomes front page news as critics question what either of them could possibly see in the other.
while reporters chase scandals and fans argue over their relationship, michael and (name) find themselves fighting for something surprisingly ordinary: the chance to love each other without an audience. but under the relentless flash of cameras and the weight of public opinion, even the strongest feelings can begin to crack. after all, being america’s sweetest bunny was easy but dating michael jackson is another story entirely.
𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗹𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲 (𝟯). ┊ june 7, 2026
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Michael still has one hand wrapped around the edge of the door.
He looks exhausted in the rawest possible sense of the word. Sweatpants thrown on crookedly, curls flattened unevenly from sleep, eyes still heavy from being dragged awake too fast. But the second Joe points toward (Name) again, something in his expression hardens immediately.
“Josep—”
“No,” Joe snaps, cutting directly over him without taking his eyes off her. “I told you this was gonna happen.”
(Name)’s grip tightens harder around Michael’s arm instinctively and she can physically feel her pulse hammering in her throat now. Nobody’s yelling yet except Joe, but the front porch already feels suffocatingly tense. Too many bodies. Too much noise. Michael subtly shifts more in front of her without seeming fully conscious he’s doing it, blocking part of Joe’s line of sight while she stays tucked tightly against his side.
“She’s got you missing rehearsals now,” Joe continues. “Hour late already. People waiting on you while you’re up here playing house.”
“It’s early,” Michael says quietly.
“It ain’t early when there’s work to do.”
𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱. 𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲. ┊ june, 2026
status ﹒ ◠ ✩ in progress.
length ﹒ ◠ ✩ ~15k.
summary ﹒ ◠ ✩
before the sold-out stadiums, the screaming crowds, and the headlines known around the world, there was simply michael and (name).
they grew up side by side, collecting summers and secrets like treasures. from scraped knees and sleepovers to whispered dreams beneath starlit skies, there was never a memory that didn't somehow include the other. everyone assumed they'd always be inseparable. what no one expected was how difficult it would be for two soulmates to recognize what had been in front of them all along.
as the years pass and life pulls them in different directions, their bond remains untouched by time, woven into every milestone, every reunion, and every goodbye. but when friendship begins to blur into something deeper, michael and (name) are forced to confront feelings that have been quietly growing between them for years.
after all, some people spend their lives searching for their soulmate.
michael and (name) have known theirs since childhood. ♡
You’re not planning or thinking about putting out a pegging fic are you?…I really don’t mean to be like insensitive and basically making this all about me but I plan on reading everything you write because I love your stuff and you’re the only person I follow because of the way you write dialogue and portray emotions and all that (not that I don’t also like other people’s post), but I’ve just haven’t been a fan of stuff like that, or anything to do with like buttplay if that’s the word for it. But if people do request for stuff like that, literally go for it because you also like and one follower shouldn’t stop you from doing what you want on your page. My plan for reading everything you write will just have to go because that’s that. I’m not trying to control what you post or anything, but there might be people who are a bit shy in asking for what they would prefer you to write or not, so I just wanted to speak out after seeing your posts about pegging a few minutes ago. Ignore this if it’s something that’s not that serious, which it isn’t, but not serious enough for you to ask followers about opinions on whether they want you to write about it or not. :)
Love your stuff sm! Sorry this is just a bunch of word vomit in your inbox.
i’m very confused by this ask. if you don’t like something.. you don’t have to read it. it doesn’t require messaging an author and policing the content they choose to create.
also, this is my corner of the internet and i’ll write or talk about what I want as I please.. I'm an adult.
it’s really not that serious but? I found this ask to be very bizzare. and i’d honestly rather you not read my pieces if this is your attitude towards my free will 😭
idk, i was honestly just shooting the shit with another anon.. it's not this serious at all.
could you perchance write a part 2 of drag that bitc— 😓😓
id be open to writing one but i don't exactly know where you guys would want that story to go. so, it could either be a dead end smut (which isn’t my favorite for the sake of a second part) or this could be a hefty series if the diana thing is a reoccurring issue (which has already been done and AMAZINGLY, so I don't want it to come off like im biting off ppl’s ideas 😔).
hey so what are ur thoughts on pegging mj.. asking for a friend..
oh dude. i’d be on that immediately. but you most definitely have to ease that baby into having fake dick up his ass though because he would be like “pardon?”
i think he’d try it because he really loves you, but it wouldn’t happen often. :( ALSO? im so happy im on mjblr and not mjtwt anymore because those bitches are so miserable and are lowkey purist as fuck over there. i feel so FREE!
Could you give us your main blog? Because I saw a post you made saying this wasn’t your main, and was a side blog. I just thought about and wanted to ask now.
well, my main blog is honestly just a really old inactive blog! i used to write for attack on titan back in the day! this is the blog i use primarily every day! 💗
Wait can I share my “michael would not say/do that” moment when reading fics. Degradation is a big no to me. Even as foreplay, I can't think of him as someone who will degrade you, like you cannot force me to believe that this guy can ever say anything that belittles you. He's so the type who showers you with all these compliments and reveres you basically
i also can’t see him degrading. teasing? oh, absofuckinglutely. but i don’t think i could see him wanting to or even being turned on by it considering his trauma with father and the media constantly attacking him and belittling him.
the closest thing you could get to degradation is that really sweet but condescending way of teasing. and even then he’s lowkey giggling too. LMAO.
┊ ♡ ﹒ summary : after a fight with her commitment-phobic situationship at a pool party, (name) hides in a laundry room to contemplate her life choices. unfortunately for her, michael has been looking for her like a lost puppy for the better part of twenty minutes and accidentally confesses he’s memorized her entire personality. things escalate from there.
┊ ♡ ﹒ byi : love triangle, sibling rivalry emotional infidelity / cheating themes, arguments and relationship conflict, age gap (reader is four years older than michael), complicated relationship dynamics, emotionally messy people making messy ass decisions, slight smut, reader uses michael’s hand, shy / submissive michael, lowkey pussy drunk off kissing alone.
(Name) and Jackie exist in a relationship that’s somehow both serious and.. not serious at the same time. It’s ridiculous, yeah. To everyone around them, they’re practically together. They arrive places together, leave parties together and know each other with a level of emotional and physical intimacy that usually only belongs to committed couples. Jackie calls her when he’s lonely, when he’s bored, when something exciting happens and she’s the first person he wants to tell. He knows how she takes her coffee, which songs and movies make her cry, and exactly what expression means she’s seconds away from telling him to get out of her face because she’s annoyed with him and overstimulated. Their lives have become intertwined in a hundred ways, making it very difficult to explain why they aren’t.. officially anything at all.
The problem isn’t that Jackie doesn’t love her. No. In fact, that’s what makes the situation so fucked up. Let’s keep it a buck, Jackie is a dog. But if someone asked him whether he loved (Name), the answer would come without hesitation: yes. The issue is that love and commitment have never felt like the same thing to him. Jackie has spent most of his adult life moving freely through the world, unburdened by permanence. Women come and go, opportunities come and go, cities come and go. And somewhere along the way, freedom stopped feeling like a luxury and started feeling like a necessity. Marriage doesn’t scare him because he doubts her or anything like that. It scares him because it feels so final, like a door closing on every other possibility and a version of himself disappearing forever.
And what makes Jackie selfish is that he already knows exactly what he has. He knows (Name) isn’t temporary. He knows she’s the kind of woman a man marries once and spends the rest of his life trying not to lose. He can picture a future with her effortlessly: a home, a family, growing old together. Those visions sound like heaven on Earth, but that’s on hold for right now. So instead, he keeps one foot in the future and one foot out the door. He continues seeing other women, fucking these women because giving them up would mean admitting his life has already made its choice. He wants the comfort of knowing she’ll be there when he’s finally ready, while refusing to offer the security that would justify her waiting.
And because (Name) loves him, she stays longer than she should. She keeps giving him chances he hasn’t earned because she sees the man he could be and mistakes that potential for a promise. That’s the mess at the center of their relationship—the “I can fix him” mentality of a woman who deserves better and the “I want options” guy who thinks the best option is going to wait forever. The gag is neither of them are confused about how they feel about each other, the feelings are actually the easiest part. Jackie already knows he wants to marry (Name) someday. The problem is that someday keeps moving further away. Every time he asks for more time, he assumes she’ll still be standing exactly where he left her. Deep down though, he knows there’s a very real possibility that one day she’ll wake up, realize she’s spent years waiting for a man who already knows she’s the one, chooses to not choose her still, and decide she’s tired of waiting for him to catch up. And he’ll be damned if he lets another man take you away from him.
What makes Jackie so difficult to leave is that every complaint (Name) has about him is real, but so is every reason she loves him. The problem has never been that Jackie doesn’t care; he cares just enough to keep her holding on. Every time she reaches her breaking point, every time she decides she’s tired of waiting, tired of sharing him, tired of feeling like she’s standing in line for a future that never seems to arrive, Jackie somehow senses it. He becomes softer. More attentive. More present. And suddenly he’s calling just to hear her voice. Suddenly he’s showing up at her door with flowers, gifts, sweet treats. Suddenly he’s holding her a little longer when he hugs her goodbye, looking at her with that look that makes her feel like she’s the only woman in the world.
And Jackie knows exactly what to say and exactly what to do.
He knows how to hold her when she’s upset and slowly talk her down from the ledge of every reason she has to leave. He’ll tell her he’s trying. Tell her he’s been thinking about things. Tell her he’s getting older now and starting to see life differently. He’ll talk about the future in vague, beautiful pieces. A house somewhere quiet. Waking up next to her every morning. Growing old together. Knocking her up. All these things when he’s digging in her guts with nine thick inches of dick, mind you. So, poor girl doesn’t even know left from right or up from down because he fucks her so good—pressing down on her tummy so he can feel himself rutting into her.
These are the kind of conversations he’s avoided with her for years, and they suddenly spill from him so naturally that she starts to wonder if maybe this is it. Maybe this is the moment she’s been waiting for.
Maybe he’s finally ready.
The insane part is that Jackie usually believes himself when he’s saying it. In those moments, looking at her, holding her, fucking her, imagining a future that feels so comforting rather than.. restrictive, and he genuinely means every word. That’s what makes him so convincing because isn’t delivering these bullshit lines. He’s speaking from whatever emotion he’s feeling at that exact second and when Jackie loves, he loves completely. The problem is that his certainty only seems to exist in the moment. Once the emotion fades, once life resumes, once the pressure disappears, so does the urgency to change.
That’s why (Name) keeps getting pulled back in. Because every version of the future she’s ever wanted exists somewhere inside Jackie. She can see it. Sometimes he lets her see it too. She catches glimpses of the husband he could be, the father he could be, the man who would spend the rest of his life loving her. Those glimpses are powerful enough to make her stay another month. Another year. Powerful enough to convince her that maybe all he needs is a little more time.
But.
If Jackie is the source of (Name)’s uncertainty, Michael is the complete opposite. There is nothing uncertain about the way Michael feels about her because his crush is so painfully obvious.
Everyone notices it eventually. The way he watches her when he thinks she isn’t looking. The way conversations he’s half listening to seem to brighten the second she joins them. The way he suddenly becomes hyper aware of himself whenever she’s nearby, straightening his posture, fixing his clothes, stumbling over words he’d normally say without thinking. Michael is utterly, hopelessly gone, and the worst part is that he doesn’t have the slightest idea how to hide it.
Unfortunately for him, (Name) knows.
She figures it out much earlier than he realizes and finds it almost impossible not to tease him about it. He’s just so cute—and granted, there is a little age gap but it’s nothing crazy. Michael is four years younger than her so naturally, she’s endeared by him because he makes it so easy to dote on him. He blushes when she compliments him. Gets flustered when she touches his arm. Completely short circuits whenever she cups his jaw and tells him how pretty he is. She’ll smile at him across a room and spend the next ten minutes watching him try to recover. There’s something almost irresistible about how sweet he is, how transparent he is. Michael wears every emotion openly, and when he looks at her, it’s like watching someone hand over all their secrets without realizing it.
What Michael loves most about her isn’t one singular thing. It’s the totality of her. Her confidence. The softness. The way she carries herself like a woman who knows exactly who she is and what she wants. He notices everything, from the sound of her laugh to the way she fills a room simply by walking into it. Even her presence seems capable of rearranging his priorities. There have been moments where he’s caught himself standing beside her and become so acutely aware of his own lankiness that he’s genuinely considered spending more time in the gym. And she’s never suggested he should, but being around her makes him want to be the best version of himself. He just.. has these thoughts worrying about if he could be able “handle” all of her from her hips, to her thighs, her breasts—he doesn’t think he has a chance in hell but still. He understands why she’s with his big brother.
But anyway, around (Name), Michael becomes strangely domestic without meaning to. He remembers little things. He carries things for her before she asks. He saves her a seat. If she’s tired, he’s immediately concerned. If her feet hurt after a long night, he’ll end up sitting on the floor in front of her, gently rubbing the ache from them while she talks about whatever happens to be on her mind. And there’s no expectation of getting something in return. Taking care of her simply comes naturally to him. Sometimes he doesn’t even realize he's doing it until somebody points it out and embarrasses him.
Unlike Jackie, Michael isn’t holding anything back. His affection is constant, uncomplicated, and sincere. He looks at (Name) like she’s already something precious. Like she doesn’t need to become anything more to earn his devotion. And while she finds his crush endlessly adorable, there’s a small part of her that tries not to think too hard about it. Because every time Jackie leaves her waiting, every time he asks for more time, every time he chooses freedom over certainty, Michael is there in the background offering the exact thing she’s been asking for all along without ever demanding she choose him back.
And that’s.. not good.
The party had settled into that golden hour that made everything look softer than it really was. The pool shimmered beneath the setting sun, throwing ribbons of orange light across the patio. Music drifted from the speakers, low enough to blend into the conversations and laughter around them. People leaned against the bar with drinks in their hands, clustered together in little groups, their skin still warm from a day spent in the sun.
(Name) couldn’t enjoy any of it.
The farther she got from the pool, the quieter everything became. The music was still there, buried beneath the sound of splashing water and laughter, but it felt distant now and muted. She stopped near the side of the house where the shadows had started to creep across the stucco walls, holding her glass that had been bleeding condensation
Of course he followed her.
Jackie rounded the corner a minute later, irritation already written across his face. His sunglasses were pushed onto the top of his head, one hand resting on his hip as he looked at her.
“Now what you stompin’ off for?” He asked, stopping a few feet away. There wasn’t much concern in his voice anymore. Mostly annoyance. “I been lookin’ for you. What’s your problem?”
(Name) stared at him. “My problem?”
“Yeah, your problem.” Jackie gestured vaguely toward the party behind them before letting his hand fall. “You've been givin’ me attitude all afternoon.”
She laughed in disbelief. “I’ve been giving you attitude?”
Jackie immediately sighed and tipped his head back.
“Nah, see, here we go.” He dragged a hand across the back of his neck and looked away toward the pool for a second. “I knew it was gonna be somethin’.”
“No,” she shot back, shaking her head. “Here you go, Jackie.”
“Baby, I was standin’ there talkin’.” Jackie pointed vaguely toward the party behind him before looking back at her. “That’s all I was doin’.”
“You were flirting with those girls in front of my face. Do you understand how embarrassing that is? How pathetic you make me look in front of your family and friends?” (Name) asks, a bewildered look on her face.
“I was not.” He laughed once through his nose and adjusted the sunglasses sitting on top of his head. “See, that's what I'm talkin’ bout."
“Jackie, literally nothing is funny right now.”
"I wasn—” He stared at her for a moment before throwing one hand into the air. “You know what. Sometimes I think you make your mind up before I even open my damn mouth.” He took a few steps closer, frustration beginning to creep into his voice. “You decide what happened and then that’s it.”
“Oh my God.” (Name) looked away, rubbing her forehead.
“I'm serious.” He responds.
“No, baby. You’re not, you’re actually being very unserious right now and it’s about to piss me off.”
“Baby.” Jackie pointed toward the backyard again. “Half them folks over there was standin’ around talkin’. Was I supposed to sit by myself in a corner all day?”
(Name) laughed, but there wasn't an ounce of humor in it. “You always got a smartass answer.”
“‘Cause you always got an accusation.” He folded his arms across his chest and shifted his weight onto one leg. “It gets old.”
Her expression hardened. “You know what gets old? Watching you do this to me every single time.”
“Do what?”
“Act like I’m crazy.”
Jackie's face tightened immediately. “Ain’t nobody callin’ you crazy.”
“You imply it enough.”
He rubbed both hands down his face and let out a long breath. “Lord have mercy.”
“No, seriously.” She stepped closer now, her drink sloshing dangerously in the glass. “You flirt with women right in front of me and then somehow I’m the problem for having eyes—Jackie, we’ve had conversations about you sleeping with women outside of me. So, I don’t know why you’re playing dumb. Yes, I’m going to feel upset when I see you whispering in another girl’s ear and touching on her!”
Jackie looked away for a second, jaw working and clearly irritated. “See?” He pointed at her. “That right there. That’s what I'm talkin' about.”
“No, Jackie, what’s crazy is that you genuinely think this is normal.” For a moment neither spoke and music drifted through the evening air. A burst of laughter erupted somewhere near the pool. Jackie’s gaze dropped to the ground before returning to her face.
Jackie's patience finally snapped.
“Nah,” He spread his arms wide and took a step back. “The fact that I gotta stand here defendin’ myself over a conversation.”
“It wasn’t just a conversation, Jackie!”
“For God’s sake.” He looked up at the sky before looking back at her. “I didn’t sleep wit’them girls yet.”
Silence.
The second the words left his mouth, the fight drained from her face and the disappointment landed slowly. He saw it happen, saw her shoulders sag, saw her look away.
“..Yet?” (Name)’s voice was so small.
Jackie’s expression immediately shifted. Knowing. He told on himself. “Aw, c'mon.” He stepped forward, one hand reaching out. “That ain’t what I meant, babygirl..”
“But that's what you said.” She’s tearing up.
“You know what I mean.” He watches how she can’t even look at him anymore—but she never could when she was about to cry.
“(Name)..” Jackie opened his mouth, closed it and opened it again. She set her drink down on a nearby table with a sharp clink and grabbed her heels. “Baby, hold on.”
“’M going inside, I’m all partied out..” She said quietly, brushing past him.
“You really gonna walk away over this?” Jackie asked, following her a few steps.
(Name) turned before Jackie could stop her, her shoes dangling from two fingers as she headed back toward the house. The concrete was still warm beneath her bare feet, damp in places where pool water had been tracked across the patio. Each step left a faint wet print behind her. Her pace was quick, bordering on a storm, shoulders stiff with frustration as the sounds of the party swelled and faded around her. The loose ties of her bikini skirt fluttered against her thighs while her hair clung slightly to the back of her neck from the lingering heat of the day.
She didn’t look back. The only indication that Jackie had spoken at all was the brief swallowing of her throat. The movement of her body carried the urgency of someone trying very hard not to cry, not to turn around, not to give somebody one more chance. Even the rhythm of her walk felt determined, her heels knocking softly against one another where they hung from her hand while the sunset stretched her shadow long across the wet concrete ahead of her.
By the time (Name) made it inside the house, the party felt like it belonged to another world.
The music was still there, but just muffled through walls and glass. Every so often she could hear a burst of laughter or the distant splash of someone jumping into the pool, but it all sounded far away now. Detached like she was listening to it from underwater.
She wandered through the kitchen first, passing half empty bottles and abandoned cups, countertops were crowded with evidence of a good time. People drifted in and out of rooms without really noticing her and she wasn’t sure where she was going. She just knew she needed to be somewhere Jackie wasn’t.
Eventually she found herself standing in front of the laundry room, the door was partially open and the room was small, warm, and quiet. Smelled nice too.
Perfect.
(Name) slipped inside and nudged the door shut behind her. The hum of the machines immediately wrapped around her, steady and comforting in a strange sort of way. There was something nice about the simplicity of it. No music. No conversations, just white noise.
She climbed onto the dryer and sat down, setting her heels on a towel hook beside her. For a moment she simply stared at the opposite wall. Her drink remained in her hand, condensation continuing to gather against the glass before dripping onto her fingers.
The adrenaline from the argument was beginning to wear off. But that was always the worst part, because the anger never stayed. It always dissolved into something that felt uncomfortable to sit in.
Her shoulders slumped slightly as she leaned forward, massaging her own neck with the opposite hand. The dryer vibrated faintly beneath her. Somewhere down the hall, somebody laughed. A door opened and closed.
She barely registered any of it. Instead, her thoughts drifted back toward Jackie despite her best efforts. The argument replayed itself automatically, each line hurt more now than it had been in the moment. The dismissiveness. The frustration. The way he’d looked at her when he thought she was overreacting. The way she’d almost let him pull her back in again.
Almost.
The glass felt cold against her palm and she watched a droplet of water slide slowly down its side before falling onto her thigh.
For a long time she simply sat there, disassociating.
Michael didn't realize he was looking for her until he couldn't find her.
The party had settled into that dreamy part of the evening where everything felt warm and golden. Music drifted across the backyard, people gathered around the bar with drinks in their hands, and laughter seemed to rise from every corner of the patio. Normally, Michael would’ve been right in the middle of it. Instead, he kept catching himself scanning the crowd. Looking toward the pool. The patio doors. The groups of people clustered beneath strings of lights. Every few minutes his eyes searched for the same person before he could stop them.
At first he didn’t think much of it. Maybe she’d gone inside. Maybe she’d gotten caught talking to somebody. But as the minutes passed, an uneasiness began settling into his chest. He’d seen the look on her face earlier. Seen her watching Jackie. Seen her walk away. Michael had always been the sort of person who noticed things, especially when it came to her. The longer she remained missing, the harder it became to focus on anything else.
Eventually he gave up pretending he wasn’t distracted and slipped inside the house. The cool air immediately swallowed up the noise of the party. He wandered through the kitchen, then the living room, barely registering the people he passed along the way. His attention remained fixed on one thing. Finding her, and the house suddenly felt much bigger than it had an hour ago.
When he finally noticed the faint light spilling from the closed laundry room door, something in him relaxed before he even opened it. Sure enough, there she was. Sitting on top of the dryer in her bikini with a drink still dangling loosely from her fingers, staring at absolutely nothing. For a moment Michael simply stood in the doorway. Relief washed through him so quickly it almost felt silly. She wasn’t hurt, at least from what he could see. She was just somewhere far away inside her own head. And somehow, after spending the last fifteen minutes searching for her, the sight of her sitting alone in a laundry room felt like finding exactly what he’d been looking for.
For a moment, Michael simply stood in the doorway, one hand resting against the frame as he looked at her. The dryer hummed softly beneath her while she stared down at the drink dangling from her fingers. Outside, the party carried on without them. Music drifted through the walls, accompanied by distant laughter and the occasional splash from the pool.
“Hi.” The quiet greeting was enough to pull her from her thoughts. (Name) looked up, and some of the tension in her shoulders eased when she saw him standing there.
“Hey, lovebug.” The nickname immediately softened his expression. Michael stepped into the room, letting the door close shut behind him. His eyes moved over her face for a moment before he asked the question she’d known was coming.
“You okay?”
(Name) glanced down at her drink and shrugged lightly. “I’m okay.”
Michael didn’t respond right away, he just looked at her. The silence stretched long enough to make it obvious he didn’t believe her. But she smiled anyway, small and unconvincing. “Really. I'm fine.”
His hands disappeared into his pockets. “Did Jackie make you cry?”
The question caught her off guard enough to make her laugh. It wasn’t a happy laugh. More surprise than anything else. “What?”
“Did he?” Michael's expression remained completely serious. He wasn’t teasing, genuinely wanting to know. (Name) looked away toward the tiny window above the washer.
“No. But almost..” A truthful answer. “Tired of crying over the same thing..” She says under her breath.
His jaw tightened slightly as he looked down at the floor. “He makes you sad a lot.”
The words seemed to surprise him as much as they surprised her. Almost immediately he looked away, like he’d accidentally said something he'd been keeping to himself for a very long time. The laundry room fell quiet again, filled only by the hum of the machines.
“Michael.” He looked up. “I don't wanna talk about Jackie.”
Something softened in his face immediately. “Okay.”
And just like that, he dropped it. No pushing. No questions. No attempt to convince her otherwise. He simply moved farther into the room and leaned against the washer across from her, content to sit in the quiet with her if that’s what she needed.
For a while, neither of them spoke. Michael remained leaning against the washer across from her, his hands tucked into his pockets while the dryer beneath her hummed steadily. The quiet wasn’t uncomfortable. If anything, it felt strangely safe.
Then, without looking at her, he said it. “I wouldn’t treat you like that.”
The words were so quiet she almost thought she’d imagined them. Michael was staring at the floor when he said it, the toe of his sandal nudging absentmently at a crack between the tiles. He looked embarrassed before he’d even finished the sentence.
(Name) blinked.
The comment tugged at something inside her despite herself. She was still upset. Still angry. Still carrying the emotions of the argument with Jackie. But there was also something undeniably cute about Michael standing in a laundry room trying very hard not to confess the world’s most obvious crush.
A small smile pulled at the corner of her mouth. “Oh, yeah?”
Michael immediately looked like he regretted opening his mouth. “Forget it.”
“No.” She shifted slightly atop the dryer, tilting her head. “Go ahead.”
His face flushed. “There ain’t nothin’ to go ahead with..”
“Michael.” He groaned quietly and looked away and smile on her face grew. “And what do you know about making me happy?”
She meant it teasingly, lightly. You know, playfully. The sort of question she expected him to stumble over. But, Michael surprised her.
“A lot, actually.”
(Name)'s smile faded a little and Michael swallowed.
“I know you like extra ice in your drinks even when everybody tells you it waters ‘em down. I know you pretend not to care what people think until somebody you love says somethin’ mean and then you think about it for three days.” He gave a nervous laugh. “I know when you’re genuinely happy because you start talkin’ with your hands more.”
(Name) stared at him and Michael wasn’t looking at her anymore. He was staring at the floor.
Still talking.
“I know you get quiet when somethin’s wrong, even when you’re tellin’ everybody you’re fine. I know you hate being embarrassed in front of people. I know you act tougher than you are.” His voice had become quieter now, thoughtful.
“I know you like when somebody remembers little things.” Michael finally looked up and he second he saw her expression, realization hit him. His eyes widened like he’d suddenly become aware of everything he’d just admitted. Inadvertently admittedly his feelings for her.
“Oh.” He immediately pushed himself away from the washer. “Oh, man.” A nervous laugh escaped him. “’M sorry..”
“Michael—” (Name) can barely get a word out before he’s stumbling over his words.
“No, that was weird.”
“It wasn’t.”
"It was." He rubbed a hand over the back of his neck, already retreating toward the door. ”I shouldn’t’ve said all that.” The poor thing looked mortified but really, he’d accidentally handed her pages from a diary.
“‘M sorry,” he repeated. “Forget I said any of that.” He reached for the doorknob. That’s when she hopped off the dryer.
“Michael.” This time her voice stopped him and his hand froze.
Slowly, he turned around and (Name) was looking at him with an expression he’d never seen directed at him before. For lack of better words.. it was suddenly feeling a little too grown. He’s only ever been envious of this look because it’s what Jackie gets. Never in his life would he have thought he’d even been remotely close to unlocking.. this..
(Name) stared at him for a few seconds before tilting her head.
“Can you keep a secret, papa?” Michael blinked, caught off guard by the question. Then he nodded immediately. Once. Twice. So quickly it was almost funny.
“Yeah. ‘Course I can.”
A smile tugged at her mouth. “C’mere.”
He hesitated for only a moment before crossing the room. The closer he got, the more nervous he seemed to become. By the time he reached her, his hands were practically glued to his sides. (Name) reached up and slipped her fingers into the curls at the nape of his neck, and the movement stopped him completely. His breath caught as he looked down at her, doe eyed and uncharacteristically speechless.
Gently, she pulled him closer. Michael followed without resistance, one hand finding the edge of the dryer to steady himself as she closed the distance between them and led him into a kiss. It was soft and tender, the kind of kiss that felt like an answer to a question neither of them had been brave enough to ask out loud.
When she pulled away, Michael remained exactly where he was. Frozen. His eyes searched her face for a long moment, disbelief and hope flickering across his expression so openly that it nearly hurt to look at. As if he genuinely couldn’t decide whether what had just happened was real. And somehow, that look affected (Name) far more than the kiss itself ever could.
Their lips find each other again hungrily, moving in sync with one another. The air is thick with nervous energy as their figures collide lips meeting in a clumsy, urgent rush. No soft buildup this time around, no gentle lean in; just teeth accidentally clashing before they find the right angle. (Name) tries her best guiding him through it but he seems to be really eager to even be touching her.
One hand grips the back of his neck tightly—fingers tangled in curls that’s slightly damp from the pool while her other presses flat against his chest, his heart pounding like it might burst. Mouths open messily, not quite synced and when tongues finally meet, it’s sweet from candy and salty sweat. A quiet mmph escapes him as their noses squish together again and again.
The second kiss left Michael strangely still.
When they pulled apart for air, he didn't go very far. His forehead settled against hers almost immediately, his eyes closing as though he were trying to gather himself. One hand remained braced against the dryer beside her while the other hung loosely at his side. The laundry room hummed around them, the sound of the machines blending with the distant music and laughter filtering in from the party outside. Neither of them seemed to notice. Michael, especially, looked completely disconnected from everything beyond the small space they’d carved out for themselves.
“We should stop.” The words came out so quietly she almost thought she'd imagined them.
“Huh?”
Michael swallowed hard. His eyes stayed closed for another second before he finally opened them. “We should stop..” It didn’t sound like something he wanted. It sounded like something he was forcing himself to say.
For a moment he simply looked at her. Really looked at her. Then his gaze dropped, as though holding eye contact made it harder to think. His forehead remained resting against hers, neither close enough nor far enough to make the situation any easier.
“I’m havin' a hard time thinkin’..” A shaky breath left him. “I know how I feel about you..” The confession was quiet and matter-of-fact, because at this point it had become impossible to deny at this point.
“And I know you just had a fight with Jackie.” He shuts his eyes tighter. “I don’t wanna be somebody who takes advantage of that..”
The honesty of it landed harder than she expected. For all the longing written plainly across his face, there was still that stubborn gentleness in him. The part that cared more about doing the right thing than getting what he wanted.
Yet he still hadn’t moved away.
If anything, he seemed incapable of it.
His eyes drifted shut again and he let out another slow breath.
“But if we keep kissin’..” His voice faltered for the first time all evening. A faint flush climbed into his cheeks. “I don't think I’m gonna want to stop..”
The admission hung between them in the soft hum of the laundry room. Michael looked almost embarrassed by his own honesty, but he didn't take it back. He simply remained there with his forehead resting against hers, looking completely overwhelmed by her, a man who’d been in love for far too long and was finally running out of ways to hide it.
She reaches up and caresses his face, eyeing him with those pretty eyes he’s only ever dreamed of even though he can’t bring himself to open his own eyes just yet. She peppers kisses all over his face before leaning over to whisper in his ear.
“Do you wanna touch me, Michael?”
Michael nods against her. “I-I do,” He swallows. “But I’ll need your help..” He says shyly, he’s not very experienced quite yet—not like his brothers.
The moment stretches, humid and thick with anticipation as (Name) smiles, fingers hovering just above Michael’s wrist where his hand rests at his side. Her grip is firm but warm as she drags Michael’s palm down the curve of her hipbone, over fabric damp with choline and pool water. She presses hard until his fingers slip beneath the elastic waistband; the hot skin of her pussy meeting his fingertips that jerk reflexively at first contact.
She gently guides his wrist up and down, “Like this..” She says resting her forehead against his shoulder.
“Soft..” Michael whispers as he plays with her, but its short lived before there’s a knock at the door and they both scramble.
“(Name), baby. You in there? I wanna talk. ’Ya got me feelin’ bad..”
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