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🦌: michael jackson <3
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DUST ON MY BOOTS’
cowboy! michael jackson x fem! reader
summary: you’re a spoiled city girl who’s forced to spend the summer working on a ranch. the last thing you expect is the shy cowboy assigned to teach you everything… or the way he slowly changes your mind about the place you swore you’d hate.
warnings: none rlly, other than j*e being in this. no use of y/n
a/n: forgot to save my draft .. and all of it was GONE. 😁 but anyway, one of my fav fics so far! based off of this post.
multiple part series! this is part one.
the first thing you noticed was the dust.
it settled on your shoes before you had even finished climbing out of your mother’s suv, coating your bright white sneakers in a thin layer of brown.
you stared at them in horror. “…are you kidding me?” your mother rounded the front of the car, sunglasses perched on top of her head as she popped the trunk. “don’t start.”
“don’t start?” you scoffed. “mom, i’m standing in actual dirt.” you mother stared at you. “you’re standing on a ranch.”
you huffed and rolled your eyes, wiping your hands on your dress. “same thing.” she sighed the way only a mother could after dealing with the same attitude for eighteen years.
“[name], i mean it. enough.” you crossed your arms. “i still don’t understand why i’m here.”
“because you’ve spent the last six months sleeping until noon, spending my money, and acting like the world revolves around you.” you looked away at murmured, “it kind of does.”
she stared at you. “…you hear yourself, right?” you shrugged. “i’m just being honest.” before she could respond, the screen door of the large farmhouse swung open.
a woman in a floral apron stepped onto the porch, smiling as though she’d known you your whole life. “well, there you are!” she hurried down the porch steps and wrapped you in a hug before you had the chance to dodge it.
“welcome, sweetheart.” you awkwardly patted her shoulder.“…thanks.” she smiled at you sweetly, “i’m katherine.” a tall man followed behind her, adjusting the brim of his hat.
“joseph.” he offered his hand. you shook it politely.“nice to meet you.” you stared at him for a minute, before looking away. “likewise.” he looked toward your mother with an amused smile.
“you weren’t exaggerating.” you looked at him with a baffled expression on your face. “…about what?” you asked. your mother smiled innocently.
“nothing.” oh, she had definitely said something, great.
from inside the house came the sound of laughter, footsteps pounding across hardwood floors, and someone yelling, “move!”
another voice yelled back, “you move!” you blinked. “…how many people live here?” katherine laughed. “quite a few.”
you gave her a disgusted look and scrunched your nose, “that’s… concerning.” before anyone could answer, the front door flew open again.
a teenage boy jogged outside carrying two empty feed buckets. he nearly walked straight into you.
“oh—” you both froze, he immediately looked away. “…sorry.” his voice was quiet. almost too quiet to hear. his cheeks turned pink as he shifted the buckets from one hand to the other.
katherine smiled. “there you are.” the boy glanced toward her. “mother?” katherine motioned towards you and grinned.“this is [name].”
his eyes met yours again for only a second. “…hi.” he said, eyes darting down again. “hi.” he smiled politely. it was small, almost nervous.
“i’m michael.” you looked at him,“…cool.” he nodded once. “…yeah.” an awkward silence settled between the two of you.
you waited for him to say something, as he waited for you. neither of you did. finally joseph clapped michael on the shoulder. “she’ll be helping around the ranch.”
michel blinked “…she is?” jospeh nodded. “and you’ll be showing her the ropes.” his eyes widened.“…me?”
“you’re patient.” michael glanced at you.
you looked like you were about five seconds away from asking someone to drive you back to civilization. “…are you allergic to horses?”you looked offended.
“what?” michael quickly regretted his question and shoved his hands into the pockets of his jeans. “i just…” he rubbed the back of his neck.
“…you kinda look like you are.” you looked down at your outfit.
designer dress.
gold jewelry.
fresh manicure.
hair perfectly curled.
“…i’m allergic to all of this.” for a split second, he looked like he didn’t know whether to laugh. then a tiny smile escaped anyway. “…fair enough.”
you hated your room, not because it was ugly. it was actually kind of cute. soft quilts, wooden furniture. a window overlooking rolling green fields.
you hated it because it wasn’t your room
there was a knock. “[name]?” you looked at the door. “…what?” you say, your tone coming off harsher than you intended.
michael cracked the door open. he stood there holding a folded flannel shirt and a neat pair of ironed jeans that most definitely weren’t your size.
“mother wanted me to bring you this.” you stared at it. “…why?” you question.“she doesn’t want you ruining your nice clothes tomorrow.” you scoff and fold your arms.“i’m not wearing that.”
michael nodded, “…okay.” he immediately turned to leave. you whipped your head around quickly.“…wait.”he looked back. “…you’re just… giving up?”
he blinked, “you said no.” you kiss your teeth and roll your eyes. “well, yeah. but aren’t you gonna convince me?” michael blinked, and tilted his head. “…should i?”
you narrowed your eyes at him, “…yes?” michael’s eyebrows raised. “oh.” he genuinely looked confused, he paused for a moment. “…i’m not very good at convincing people.”
you smiled at him, eyes softening just a bit. not enough for him to notice. “i can tell.”
he scratched his cheek awkwardly. “sorry.” and for some reason… you almost felt bad.
you took the clothes from him. “whatever.”
he smiled at you, showing off his pearly whites. “…thank you.”
you looked at him, “for what?” you examined the shirt, it was something you wouldn’t ever dream of wearing. “wearing it.” you placed the clothes on your bed, before looking at him again and sighing.“don’t get excited.”
michael’s cheeks flushed, he looked down. “i won’t.” he smiled anyway before quietly closing the door. you stared after him. “…he’s weird.”
the next morning felt criminal. you cracked one eye open, still dark.“…what time is it?”
there was a knock. “[name]?” you groaned into your pillow. “go away.” you say, voice muffled through the pillow.
“…it’s six.” the voice called out. “six?!” you exclaimed. “…yeah.” you huffed and sat up, sleepily rubbing your eyes. “that’s disgusting.”
you heard him laugh through the door, actually laugh. it was soft and warm. “…mother said breakfast is in fifteen.”
your rolled your eyes and huffed. you almost thought about telling him to go away. you laid back down, “tell your mother i’m unconscious.”
michael giggled and leaned his head against the door.“…i don’t think that’ll work.”
you paused for a moment, “why?” michael laughed again, you could tell he was aimed by your annoyance. “’cause i can hear you.”
“…ugh.”
when you finally stumbled downstairs, everyone else had apparently been awake for hours. plates clinked, coffee brewed. someone was already laughing over a story marlon was telling.
you looked around in disbelief. “…you people do this every day?” jermaine looked up from his pancakes and nodded. “every day.”
you gasped, with a hand dramatically on your heart. “…voluntarily?” randy grinned. “most days.”
janet giggled. “you’re funny.” katherine slid a plate toward you. “eat.” you looked at it with a disgusted face, it was something you weren’t used to eating. “…what is that?”
katherine stared at you, “breakfast?” you gritted your teeth, maybe you shouldn’t have taken your personal chef johnnie for granted.. “it looks… homemade.” the entire table went silent.
michael quietly looked down at his food to hide a smile. katherine raised an eyebrow. “it is homemade.”
your face dropped, and you looked embarrassed.“…oh.” you reached down and grabbed the fork, taking a bite.
your eyes widened. maybe you spoke too soon about her cooking.“…okay.” joseph smirked “good?”
you looked at him, and quickly looked away. “…don’t make this a thing.” michael couldn’t help smiling to himself, you noticed. “got something on your mind, bambi?”
he looked up, blushing at the sudden nickname.“nothing.” you narrowed your eyes at him. “you’re smiling.” he looked down back at his plate. “am i?”
“yes.” you nodded, putting your hands on your hips. “…sorry.” you looked at him with a confused expression. “…why are you apologizing?”
“…i don’t know.” you rolled your eyes. “…you’re unbelievable.” and somehow, he took that as a compliment.
a/n: reminder, this is a multiple part series!! also pleaseee write requests 😁 wasn’t sure if anyone knew they were open. @sourmimii !!
Both Ain’t Shit
Pairing: Michael Jackson x fem!reader Warnings : angst, adultery, Michael cheats on you with LMP, you’re cheating on him with Brad Pitt I guess, arguing, light descriptions of smut, uhhhh no happy ending :/ Word count: 2.5k authors note: uhhhh sorry if this is cringe guys I’ve never written angst before😭 also don’t take this fic too seriously cause honestly it seems kinda comedic even to me 😅
݁ 𐔌 IT'S JUST DESIRE ۶ৎ michael jackson.
mj ❤︎ 𝒻.rea ! 3.6k. smut 𖬺 mdn𝒾 ◌ ׄ 𓈒 𝓶.list 𝒸w. pervy!michael, janetsbsf!reader, porn with little plot, explicit themes, dual loss of virginity, exhibitionism, unprotected sex, small time jumps, dry humping, mentions of masturbation, slightly subby!michael, not proofread, creampie, breast fondling, cum swallowing
𝓼ynopsis ׁ ᛝ michael and you share your first intimate moment ever together—but at what cost, exactly? movie night at havenhurst, and janet drifts quietly to sleep beside you. do you & him still pull forward with the perversion? well, of course!
𓈒 ݁ ݂ 𝓉he television set buzzed with music and liveliness, the animated characters reciting gorgeous melodies with a mix of small choreography to even it all out. you, janet, and michael had all sat down for the night to have a tiny disney movie marathon. the three of you started with the first princess, michael singing along to most of the tunes snow white had to offer. janet and you became his background vocalists, everyone clapping at the end as if you were present at some sort of theater production. next up was bambi—which made you all cry, naturally.
michael mostly enjoyed the watching experience with the two of you for bambi, mostly because you kept cuddling up to him whenever you'd get upset for the 2D animals. your grip would hang tight around his arm as you frowned from the scenes, michael's stomach swelling up with butterflies.
a few more hours had passed, and it seemed as if the movies were becoming longer and longer each & every time. the current film that was alice in wonderland. the colorful yet eerie animation lit up the dark living room, the colors reflecting and illuminating the atmosphere with bright and saturated hues. you looked over at janet, only to find her completely knocked out—her softly shut eyes tagging alongside her slow breathing.
"looks like jan couldn't handle anymore disney mayhem." you whispered, smiling at your sleeping best friend. michael lifted his head from his knuckles to glance over as well, giggling quietly at the scene.
you giggled as well, turning your attention back to the television. after a few minutes of silence following the 'giggling at janet' session, michael began drifting into some deep thinking. he wondered if now could be the perfect timing to make a move, since he had been waiting eagerly for such a moment to fall into his life. he looked out the corner of his eye at you, your face being lit up by the ephemeral scenes of craziness. he kept his limited sight on you and your body language, holding his breath as he began to shift. you and michael had been sharing a blanket the entirety of the night, him trying out of utmost respect not to do anything to create an awkward or uncomfortable experience.
he moved his hand down, heavily breathing as it grazed against your plump thigh. you jumped slightly, his touch tickling your skin softly. you smiled to yourself, letting your hand reach down to find his. you linked your fingers with his, michael's hand taking a delayed second to respond with the same action. michael's eyes shot down at the spot in blanket where your hands now lay intertwined. michael was clearly getting hot and bothered, your mind telling you to ignore his awkward mess as much as you could. but, it was undeniably hard. you never told anyone, but you secretly had feelings for michael. and little did you know, he felt the exact same way—maybe even a little more due to his perverted tendencies.
he never thought this day would come, truly believing his silly crush was going to continue being one-sided as he masturbated his life away. he presumed you were totally unobtainable—i mean, hello, you were his sisters best friend. he didn't want to make anything awkward between the three of you, especially not with his own sibling.
but that was all going to change now. it was like your touch gave him that reassurance he'd always longed for about his feelings. he looked up at you directly, gulping hardly from his nerves. you saw his gaze using your peripheral vision, turning your head as well to meet his eyes. you watched as he gulped, swearing in your mind he didn't even blink a single time while locked on your stare. you smiled, your look softening to sort of signal he didn't need to be so skittish. michael's anxious shoulders slowly fell down, his frightened expression slowly shifting into a soft grin.
"i- uhm, sorry i hope i didn't-" michael began, his stuttering sentence being quickly cutoff by your lips. he didn't have time to react whatsoever, his hand squeezing yours underneath the blanket. you brought your free hand up to cup his face, pulling him closer. michael's eyes slowly shut, his interrupted mouth melting into the kiss. he couldn't believe what was going on. his dream girl—the girl he shamelessly jerked off to countless times—was making the first move so swiftly. he could feel himself brazenly getting hard, his cotton pajamas becoming a tad hot and crowded. but to his dismay, you pulled away from the romantic gesture, visibly distraught.
"oh my god. i'm so sorry, really—i wasn't thinking at all. i should've-" yet another discontinued apology. michael clearly wasn't finished kissing you, and wanted to show it with his blatant interruption. the kiss quickly becoming steamy—unlike last time, where you and michael clearly were adjusting to the new physical affection. you didn't feel as guilty this time, reaching up quickly to cup his face once more. michael's hand broke away from yours under the covers, finding its way to your thigh as he softly squeezed your flesh.
the sudden action caused you to wince, a small whine from your mouth forcefully sneaking its way into the kiss. and that had seemed to be your final straw with this man. you both now had made it extremely obvious just how much you mutually wanted this to continue—so naturally, you took the opportunity.
without breaking any contact between your mouths, you shifted under the blanket quietly, climbing slowly onto michael. you straddled him, the position now making you fully aware of his erection. you surrendered from the kiss, the both of you panting in what was almost full synchronization.
"i just wanna make sure you're okay with this.." you whispered, watching as michael immediately nodded. how the hell was he going to turn down such a thing? and with that, you returned the gesture, biting your bottom lip from his eagerness. you were a virgin yourself, but didn't want to show michael how nervous you were—since you didn't want to become a turn-off during such a good moment.
you leaned back slightly, aligning your clothed cunt to hover over his mutually clothed length. you began rocking your hips slowly, rubbing your covered heat along his cock. michael exhaled softly, his hands gripping the couch cushions that sat below him. he felt like he was fucking dreaming—his longtime crush was quite literally humping his dick in real time. he watched, mouth agape, as you humped him so needily. your hips rocked avidly, his eyes giving away just how insanely turned on he was—besides his rock hard cock, of course.
he loved the way you were moving, his teeth secretly clenching together so he wouldn't say something filthy to your gorgeous face. he thought disgusting thoughts to himself as he watched your body continue to grind and shift—the feeling of your pussy being just out of reach, the way your body jerked back and forth as you humped—oh, he was definitely far gone.
"mmh.. love feeling you so bad." you spoke softly, your eyes tightly closing as you rolled your hips faster, your hands sternly placed on the space between michael's arms and the couch for stability. those words did something to michael, something so tantalizing and genuine. he groaned, beginning to rock his hips jointly below. he began to grip your moving hips instead of the couch, which caused you to quietly gasp. his hands were big and cold, the sudden frigid temperature meeting your warm sides deliciously.
you whimpered quietly, flinching as michael's hips bucked in response to your pretty noise. you felt his tip softly graze against your hidden clit, causing your hips to buck ferociously as well. michael grinned at your pleasure, forcefully stopping the motion of your hips just so he could start harshly rocking his own. you watched in awe and utter pleasure as his eyes still lay focused on yours. you pursed your lips, trying not to wake your sleeping best friend up to such a sight. janet shifted a few times in her sleep, which did cause you and michael to stop and stare for a few moments before heavily continuing.
michael licked his lips, watching your glossy eyes fail to keep their gaze specifically on him. he'd stop purposefully a few times, hoping it would get you to come back to your senses and give him his desired prolonged eye contact.
"michael.." you breathlessly spoke, whining quietly.
"yeah, girl?"
"ngh," you groaned, looking down at his torso and watching as the muscles contracted with each shift of his hips. "need you bad—so, so bad. 'want you to be my—ughh—god, please, just fuck me."
michael's eyes widened, his hips slowing down from the feeling of utter shock.
"r-run that last part by again?" he began to heavily breathe.
"i want you to- uh, to fuck me." you looked down at him with pleading eyes. "please?"
he could feel his throat dry up instantly, his hips movement coming to an abrupt halt. after a few seconds of him being completely dumbfounded, he moistened his mouth back up as he gulped hardly.
"oh! mh—okay, yeah. yeah. mhm. why don't we-"
your fingers met his lips, shushing him on the spot. you softly smiled, subtly clearing your throat.
"don't overcomplicate it. please, michael. 've been waiting so long." you faintly whined out.
he could feel his infatuation with you increase significantly from those words. never, and i mean never would he have thought that his biggest fantasy would be slowly unfolding before him in the middle of reality.
michael desperately obliged, having you sit up slightly so he could shimmy a little out of his pajama pants. hungry eyes stared as you saw his cock spring up, your mouth beginning to slightly water from how hot the sight was. michael looked away sheepishly, embarrassment mapped all over his face.
instead of sitting in awkward silence and letting michael feel shameful, you decided to break the ice in the situation. you grabbed his chin with your thumb and index finger, pointing his gaze back at you. you pointed down at your tiny shorts, grabbing his cock in one hand and pulling the bottoms and your panties to the side, exposing your pretty pussy lips.
michael nearly fucking died. he stared intensely, examining everything there was to your flower. his body tensed as you began brushing his tip—now leaking with precum—against your delicate folds. you stroked him a few times, hoping you were doing something right. the only sexual encounter you ever had was janet giving you tips on how to please guys in bed, since you had bashfully asked before out of curiosity.
you broke the anticipated mutual gaze the two of you have kept up to focus on your actions. you watched as his tip slipped inside a few times due to your moistened arousal, causing the both of you to jump and gasp. michael tucked his bottom lip inward under his teeth, his breath suddenly shaky and weary. you gave him a final look, basically asking with your body language for permission to go all the way.
michael glanced at his sleeping sister then back at you, wondering if this was the time for such a thing. he then trailed his eyes down your body, finally to his throbbing dick. your hand never escaped it while awaiting his answer, your gaze soft and your eyes big—which just continued to persuade him further more.
he felt a small lump in his throat form, knowing he couldn't say no to you no matter how hard he tried. the prettiest girl he knew, cock in her hand and looking oh, so needy. he could feel his dick twitch in your grasp, earning a small giggle from the both of you. michael ultimately fell for your begging gaze, he himself becoming needy by the second for your gorgeous cunt. it was right there—oh, so close.. he could literally feel your heat radiating onto himself from how close your pussy was to his length. fuck it. he was going to put aside his religious worries, the infatuation taking full control.
michael bit his bottom lip, nodding vigorously to signal his desperation. your brain squealed, the excitement building up in you as you realized just how dreamy the situation was—your crush, unaware the feeling was mutual, was about to take your virginity within a matter of seconds.
michael assisted you with positioning, having you sit up once more for a slight moment so he could adjust himself. he spat on his hand, dragging it slowly up and down his cock to act as lubrication.
he gently grabbed your tors, bringing you back to your original spot. you hovered over his aching tip, reaching down to slightly spread your lips. you lined yourself up perfectly, head whipping up to stare at michael. you gradually lowered yourself onto his throbbing sex, your mouth loosely falling open from the painful yet arousing sensation. michael hissed, his chest slowly rising and falling as he tried to stay conscious in reality.
you barely made it a few inches past hit tip, stopping completely to try and regain your composure. michael let out a groan, the noise almost being inaudible from how quiet it escaped.
"i- i don't think i can go any farther. it's, hmm— 's too big." your words softly pushing their way out, the pain blending in with the pleasure as you tried not to move. janet had warned you sex for the first time would hurt, but she didn't mention the part where it was excruciatingly painful—jesus fucking christ.
"nah, girl.." michael sat still himself, scared of harming you further. "c-can uh, can you try it jus' for me...?" his hands landing firmly on your frozen hips. "please, baby? i'll make you feel so good, i promise."
your core only tightened further, his words seemingly casting some sort of sexual hex all over your body. you gripped the couch firmly, pushing your body down further—a few more inches being the only amount you could take. and don't get him wrong, he wasn't all that confident either. his touch deprived cock suddenly feeling new sensory he only ever dreamed of during the darkest of nights.
his hands were still sternly pressed on your hips, now moving in the painfully slow rhythm that you rocked. he watched as your body moved leisurely, staring in awe as he witnessed his dick slightly disappear inside of you, only to reappear damp with your sweet slick juices the next second. he could really tell just from these first few movements that he wouldn't last as long as he had planned—not like he had planned this in the first place. but, god, wasn't it something straight out of his perverted fantasies? doing something so intimate and secretive all with the risk of getting caught.. has he jerked off to this exact scenario before? mm, maybe just a bit!
your eyes constantly darting between michael, janet and your own body, you tried with all your might to not create too much of a scene. the only sounds that were really audible were those of the television and your pussy's arousal spreading all over michael's shaft.
starting to see the pearly gates of heaven, michael continued to help guide your hips. he didn't know what he was doing at all, but just wanted to make this highly enjoyable for the two of you. you—and secretly himself as well—wanted ohhh so badly for your tight flower to fully descend onto him. but with the pain you were experiencing currently not even halfway down his length? yeah, not happening...maybe some other time in the future.
your body seemed to have finally adjusted to this tiny sliver of his length, your pain overly transcending into full-on pleasure. your moves became more confident—more precise. you were still confused on the concept of the man's side of the situation, utterly hoping you weren't harming michael or making him freakishly uncomfortable. but unknowingly, michael's expressions and body languaged matched yours all too well—the furrowed brows, the occasional shifting of pelvis', the small whines—all secretly in sync.
your slow grinding and rocking transformed into subtle bounces, your body increasing the amplitude. and rashly, without thinking, you grabbed one of michael's hands, lifting it off of your hip. he cocked an eyebrow, slightly disappointed from your little action. his small whine he was about to release broke halfway abruptly, watching as you dragged his hand along your torso until it sat under your shirt. you placed his hand—now warm and welcoming—on your left tit, sliding your hand back down to leave it in solitude with your flesh.
his eyes sat wide and alert, his body completely frozen. he still was slightly flinching from your sensual movements, but he was so nervous to do anything else. he gulped, your nod of apporval giving him butterflies. he hesitantly began softly squeezing your breast, the back of his hand sitting comfortably against the fabric of your t-shirt. you looked down—still sloppily bouncing on his dick—and realized how stupid you were for your previous action. why not give him some more freedom, hm? and of course, you did just that.
you halted your body, michael's confusion plastering all over his puppy eyes. he held his breath timidly, visibly gawking as your hands arose to lift your top, sitting the bottom of the fabric right above your breasts as to fully expose your heaven-sent bust. he cleared his throat harshly, staring at your gorgeous bosom. he was shortly interrupted though, as your hips continued to work flawlessly.
and then he felt it. that all too familiar feeling forming in his lower stomach—was quickly about to burst. his face turned hot, his palms clammy as he silently continued to knead your breast.
"mmh– baby.. c-can i?" he lifted his other hand off your constantly moving sides, pointing towards your connected sexes. your mind immediately knew what he was insinuating, shyly 'mhm'ing him, acting as if you didn't desperately want such a thing to occur.
your hips rocked few more times before michael released his grip from your boob. he placed one hand on your back and the other back on your side, adjusting the two of you slightly. he lifted himself up barely from sitting, the both of you now hovering a bit over the couch and his original spot.
rashly, michael began to sloppily fuck you. it took you by complete and utter surprise—his pelvis hungry and only after the goal of satiating the growing sense. you threw your head back, moaning through a closed pallette as he forced a few more inches inside of your sweet hole. michael leaned forward, planting kisses on your torso, smiling as he watched your shirt slowly unfold and fall down due to the harsh friction down below.
now you could feel it. you had rarely been frequent with masturbating, but you knew this feeling overwhelmingly. smiling to yourself as you reminisced cumming on your fingers to the thought of michael even slightly touching you. both of your dreams had come true, and neither knew how long the mutual feeling lasted before this—making it all the more exciting.
michael's strokes became faster, desperate to reach the gorgeous emotional climax that was his orgasm. you sat like a ragdoll, your eyes tightly closed as you let michael rearrange your fragile insides—all while trying to stay silent enough to not angrily wake janet.
his knot snapped first, his head curling inwards as his curly hair rested on your torso. you weren't far behind either, your legs softly shaking from the slight overstimulating sensations of his cock. he let out a guttural groan against your belly, the vibration travelling through your torso upwards, giving you a serious case of intensified rosy cheeks. they were already quite rosy from the workout that was fucking your best friends brother. god, it was so morally wrong but neither of you seemed to care—i mean, this man was quite literally still inside of you spewing his cum as we speak.
"oh- god." he moaned into your skin, his seed continuing to spill in perfect pearly ribbons, decorating your walls so deliciously. it was like decorating his own art gallery, but it was like a museum that was only sanctioned to you—his muse.
michael sat back down, softly pulling out of your swollen cunt. he continuously held your hips, having you sit up for a moment so he could watch something so enticing unravel. his lustful eyes widening as two small strings of his cum spilled out of you, landing on his partially covered thighs. you kept your eyes on him sternly, smiling as you dabbed a finger in his seed, licking it off your pretty finger—tucking your panties and shorts back into place shortly after, basically showing off how you were keeping his cum fully inside. michael's jaw hung open, sheepishly watching you sit back down in your original spot between him and janet. janet was still fully knocked out, painfully unaware of the bizarre occurrences that happened right before her on the family sofa.
michael shimmied his way back into his pants, the two of you currently sitting in the atmosphere that was old cartoons and bodies panting.
"wanna go to the bathroom?" you spoke, eyes not lifting from the television screen awkwardly.
"yeah, sure."
and with that, the two of you fleed into the guest bathroom that sat a few feet from the living room—you both needed more.
cndybliss © 2026 ╱ i apologize for how horrendous the filler scenes are but it was like 4 am and my mind did NOT want to cooperate 😭😭 soso sorry! but i hope you all enjoyed this longer sort of post (im trying to experiment hehe) love uu!!
“I’m married to my fans”
and they call us parasocial. lmao
The concept of being a mj fan and you doing digital blackface..
Michael biopic first to ever hit $1B THANKYA! Michael ending everybody once again with ease. I used to pray for times like this
He made it to July like he said would!
MASTERLIST
! michael jackson !
one shots -
“SHE WAS LOVIN ME” - michael jackson x fem! reader
“BREAK UP WITH YOUR GF!” michael jackson x fem! reader
“THE GIRL NEXT DOOR” - michael jackson x fem! reader
multiple part series -
“DUST ON MY BOOTS” - cowboy! michael jackson x fem! reader
part one
SHE WAS LOVIN’ ME
bad! era michael jackson x fem! reader
summary: after spending hours in a bar wondering how you let your life go, you meet a mysterious man who charms his way into your pants. what happens if he finds out you’re married?
warnings: 18+ mdni, cheating, tiny bit of angst if you squint. piv, cunnilingus, dirty talking, unprotected sex (WRAP IT IF U TAP IT!!), anal, fingering. no use of y/n, this is NAAASTY. i repeat if you’re not comfortable with any of this don’t read!!
a/n: first time writing smut 😬 wrote this with a black reader in mind, but you can imagine whatever! also- i write a lot. as you can tell; i have too much free time. hope you enjoy this!
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michael stepped into the softly lit bar with quiet confidence, his curls framing his face and his red leather jacket fitting snug against his slim frame. he paused near the doorway, scanning the room until his eyes found you sitting alone. something pulled at him instantly, but he moved slowly, weaving through the crowd with deliberate grace before taking the stool beside you. he left a respectful space between you.
"is this seat taken?" his voice came out velvet-smooth and low, almost private despite the noise around you. when you shook your head, he offered a warm smile. "thank you. i was hoping for a quiet moment tonight."
he ordered a drink and turned slightly toward you, his posture open and unassuming. the conversation started slow and natural. he asked about your evening and what brought you here, listening with real interest. his eyes stayed mostly on your face, though every glance carried a hidden heat he kept restrained. when his fingers accidentally grazed yours on the bar, he pulled back with a soft apology and a faint flush on his cheeks.
inside, his thoughts raced. “she's captivating. i shouldn't stare, but i can't look away”. the tension built with every exchanged word. he complimented your laugh, your eyes, the way you held yourself, each word measured and sincere. his knee brushed yours beneath the bar once, lingering a fraction longer before retreating
"you have a presence that draws people in," he murmured, voice dropping just enough to feel intimate. "i find myself wanting to know more about you."
you felt the same pull, the air thickening between you. yet guilt flickered in your mind. you thought about your husband, waiting for you back at home.
the thought twisted in your stomach even as his gentle charm made it easy to ignore for now. he ordered another round without assuming you'd stay, giving you the choice. when you accepted, his smile deepened with quiet satisfaction.
as the night wore on, the flirtation grew bolder but never crude. he leaned closer, his breath warm against your ear. "i keep thinking about what it would feel like to kiss you," he confessed softly. "but only if you want that too." his hand rested lightly on the back of your chair, close enough to feel the heat from him. every touch stayed tentative, respectful, building a slowburning tension that left your skin tingling.
still, this is wrong, your inner voice insisted. you have a husband waiting at home. you shouldn't be here, feeling this way about a stranger. the guilt flared stronger, but your body leaned toward him anyway. he noticed the hesitation in your eyes and pulled back slightly, giving you space. "we can just talk if that's what you prefer," he offered, tone kind and unpressured.
you took a sip of your drink, then spoke up. "i appreciate how respectful you're being. most guys would have pushed harder by now. it's... nice. but i have to admit, i'm feeling something too. it's making it hard to think straight."
michael's eyes softened. "i don't want to push. i just want to be here with you, however long you want me."
"that's the problem," you replied quietly, fingers tracing your glass. “i’ve never.. done this before. i don’t usually hook up with handsome men in bars.”
he nodded, chuckling a bit, as well as absorbing your words without judgment. "then we take it one moment at a time. no expectations."
you met his gaze. "you're making it very hard to walk away. the way you look at me... it feels like you actually see me."
"i do see you," he said, voice low. "and i want to see more."
you shifted on your stool, the guilt twisting again. you're flirting back. you're encouraging this. but the words came anyway. "if we keep talking like this, i might not be able to stop myself from saying yes to whatever you're offering."
michael's breath caught slightly. "then maybe we should stop talking here and go somewhere quieter. my hotel is close. we can continue this conversation, or not. it's your choice."
you hesitated, guilt flaring hot. think about your husband. this is betrayal. yet the attraction was undeniable. after a long moment, you nodded. "okay. let's go."
his smile was gentle and grateful. he paid the tab and stood, offering his arm like a true gentleman. "shall we?"
you took his arm. "just so you know, i'm nervous. but i want this."
the walk to the hotel passed in charged silence. his hand stayed at the small of your back, light and respectful. inside the elevator, the air felt electric. he kept a polite distance, though his eyes traced your profile with quiet hunger.
"i'm really doing this," you whispered to yourself, then glanced at him.
the suite door clicked shut behind you. michael turned slowly, his expression soft yet intense. "may i kiss you now?" he asked, voice barely above a whisper. when you nodded, he closed the distance with deliberate care, his lips brushing yours in a slow, exploratory kiss. his hands settled on your waist, pulling you closer without force. the kiss deepened gradually, his tongue sliding against yours as the restraint he'd shown all evening began to crack.
you pulled back just enough to speak. "your lips feel even better than i imagined."
he smiled against your mouth. "you taste sweet. i could kiss you all night."
he guided you toward the bed, pausing to let you set the pace. "tell me what you want," he murmured against your lips. "i want to make you feel incredible."
"i want your hands on me," you said, voice breathy. "everywhere."
his fingers traced the hem of your shirt, waiting for permission before lifting it. when you allowed it, he peeled the fabric away slowly, revealing your skin inch by inch. he pressed soft kisses along your collarbone, his breath warm and reverent. "you're beautiful," he whispered. "every part of you."
"touch me more," you urged, hands sliding into his curls. "i need to feel you."
clothes came off in a slow dance of exploration. michael dropped to his knees, looking up at you with dark eyes. "can i taste you?" he asked, voice rough with need. at your nod, he spread your legs gently and dragged his tongue through your folds. he licked slowly, savoring every reaction, circling your clit with deliberate pressure before sucking it between his lips. two fingers slid inside your pussy, pumping in a steady rhythm that matched the movements of his tongue. "you taste incredible," he groaned against your wet heat. "i could do this for hours."
your legs trembled as he added a third finger, curling them to stroke that sensitive spot inside you. "oh god, right there," you moaned, hips rocking against his mouth. "your tongue feels so good on my clit. don't stop."
he looked up, eyes locked on yours. "i want to hear you moan my name," he said, voice muffled. "let me know how good this feels."
"michael," you gasped, fingers tightening in his hair. "your fingers are stretching me so perfectly. i'm getting so wet for you."
"that's it," he encouraged, sucking harder on your clit. "tell me what you need."
"i need to cum," you panted. "make me cum with your mouth. please."
when your orgasm hit, you cried out his name, thighs shaking around his head. he didn't stop, licking you through it, fingers still moving, drawing out every wave of pleasure. only when you sagged against the bed did he rise, shedding his own clothes. his cock stood thick and hard, the tip glistening. he stroked it once, slowly, before climbing onto the bed. "i want to be inside you," he said, checking your eyes for consent. "deep and slow at first."
you nodded, spreading your legs wider. "yes. fuck me. i want to feel every inch."
he positioned himself between your legs. the head of his cock pressed against your entrance, pushing in inch by inch until he was buried to the hilt. he groaned, forehead resting against yours. "fuck, you're so tight and warm around me," he breathed. "you feel perfect."
"you feel huge," you moaned, nails digging into his back. "stretch me more. i want it all."
he started with long, deep thrusts, each one deliberate and controlled. his hands gripped your hips, holding you steady as he filled you completely with every stroke. "tell me how it feels," he urged, voice low and dirty now that the tension had broken. "does my cock feel good stretching this pussy?"
"yes," you gasped, meeting his thrusts. "your cock feels so good inside me. fuck me harder."
he angled his hips to hit deeper, the head brushing that spot inside you again and again. "i want to fuck you until you can't remember anything else."
"don't stop," you begged, voice breaking.
he flipped you onto your stomach, pulling your hips up. he entered you again from behind, the new angle letting him go even deeper. his hands roamed your back, then gripped your ass as he thrust harder. "look at you taking every inch," he growled. "such a good girl for me. your pussy is gripping my cock so tight."
"harder," you moaned into the sheets. "spank me if you want. i want to feel you own this pussy."
one hand reached around to rub your clit in tight circles while he pounded into you. "cum for me again. i want to feel this pussy squeeze me while i fuck you."
"i'm close," you cried out. "your fingers on my clit... i'm going to cum again. fuck, michael!"
you came hard, body shaking, and he didn't stop. he pulled out and flipped you onto your back, hooking your legs over his shoulders. the position let him slam deep, his balls slapping against you with every thrust. "goddamn, you feel so fucking good," he panted. "i could stay inside this pussy all night."
"fill me up," you begged, hands gripping his thighs. "i want to feel you cum inside me. don't hold back."
sweat slicked your bodies as he fucked you through another orgasm, his dirty talk growing filthier. "take that cock, mama. you're so wet for me. i love how your pussy milks me."
"i'm your slut tonight," you moaned. "use my pussy however you want."
when he pulled out, he spread your ass cheeks and pressed the head of his cock against your tight hole. he worked it in slowly, whispering encouragement. "relax for me. let me fuck this ass."
"slow at first," you said, voice shaky. "i've never done this with anyone else. only you."
inch by inch he sank inside until he was fully buried. he started thrusting, one hand reaching under to finger your pussy at the same time. "both your holes feel so good," he groaned. "i'm going to fill you up."
“fuck, m-michael! don’t stop!” you moaned,
he fucked your ass with steady, deep strokes, the dual sensation pushing you toward another climax. when you came again, you screamed his name, body convulsing. he followed soon after, pulling out at the last moment. thick ropes of cum painted your lower back and ass as he stroked himself through it. he collapsed beside you, pulling you close and pressing soft kisses to your shoulder. "you were incredible," he whispered, voice gentle again.
"that was... intense," you said, catching your breath. "i've never felt anything like that."
exhaustion pulled you both under. hours later, your phone rang on the nightstand. michael stirred, reaching over to silence it. the screen lit up with "reese ❤️" and a photo of you and your spouse. he stared at it for a long moment, realization settling in as you slept soundly beside him. the guilt you'd felt earlier now mirrored in his eyes as the weight of what you'd done hung heavy in the quiet room.
you stirred slightly in your sleep, murmuring, "michael..." before settling again, unaware of the call that had just revealed your secret.
👀 does anyone wanna see a fic about this?
update: post was mad!
you give me butterflies
synopsis: michael catches a glimpse of your new tattoo one day, and he grows a bit of a fascination with it. when he asks you to see it, you realize that he likes it more than you could have ever imagined
cws/tags: 18+ minors DNI, established friendship, bsf michael jackson x female reader, mutual crush (reader/michael are oblivious of each other’s feelings), smut, slight body worship, f oral receiving, overstimulation, unprotected sex, use of sex toy (vibrator). i’m obsessed with besties secretly in love sue me!!
wc: 5.6k
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The heat had been unbearable lately, taking away the joy of lounging in the sun, which happened to be one of your favorite activities. A perk of being best friends with Michael Jackson meant you were free to enjoy his gorgeous home, which included an equally as gorgeous pool. While you were usually determined to enjoy the sun, today was not the day.
“So hot out,” you pouted, emerging from Michael’s bathroom and into his bedroom. He was sitting on the edge of his bed, writing down what you assumed to be lyrics as you had been changing into your new bikini. “Can’t even enjoy the weather.”
Michael looked up, a small smile on his face as he met your gaze. “You already changed your mind?” He asked, gesturing to your attire. “I thought you were ready today.”
You sighed, shrugging. “Don’t think I can do it,” you replied. “Besides, the tattoo artist said I should avoid direct sunlight for a little while anyway. Don’t want her fading,” you giggled a little, tracing the edge of your tattoo that sat on your right hip. You had gotten it only a few weeks ago, and Michael had yet to see it. You were a bit worried he wouldn’t like it, although you were overjoyed with the result. The black and grey ink formed a small butterfly, half of it visible underneath the fabric of your bikini bottoms. One wing poked out, seemingly giving a little wave to anyone who was looking.
Michael’s eyes trailed down your body to where your fingers were grazing, and an unreadable expression took over his face. “When’d you get that?” He asked, his tone quieter than usual.
“Just a few weeks ago,” you told him, feeling a little self-conscious all of a sudden. Maybe he thought it was tacky? You had gotten the tattoo for yourself of course, not for Michael, yet you had wanted him to like it. It always made you feel good when he complimented you. “Went with Meg,” you said, mentioning your other closest friend. “She got the same one, but on her other hip.”
“Did it hurt?” Michael asked, his eyes not leaving the spot.
“A little,” you said, giggling quietly. “Most of my skin here is a little sensitive,” you went on, your face heating up at the admission. “Wasn’t too bad though.”
Michael didn’t say anything for a moment, and then he cleared his throat, breaking him out of whatever spell he’d been under. He smiled at you, although the warmth didn’t quite reach his eyes. “I don’t think I could sit for that,” he said, laughing a little.
“You’d be surprised,” you said, shifting your weight a little. You felt overly exposed all of a sudden, almost as if you were under a microscope. “Hey, I’m gonna get dressed again. Feels a little silly wearing this now.” Before Michael could respond, you turned on your heel and dashed back into the bathroom so quickly you almost stumbled.
Once inside, you reached to lock the door, although you knew Michael wouldn’t ever try to come inside while you were in there. Your heart was beating rapidly, and you splashed a bit of cold water on your face before sitting on the edge of the bathtub. You felt silly, completely sure you were overreacting to what might be nothing at all. Michael hadn’t said anything bad about the tattoo, but you were used to his sweet compliments and praise over things like your hair or clothes, so this felt a bit targeted. Of course, you did not need the validation of a man (even if he was also your best friend) but it would’ve been nice if he had said something sweet. It wasn’t Michael’s fault you felt this way at all, though. Maybe it was your own fault for falling in love with your best friend.
Once your breathing had slowed, you stood back up and discarded your bikini, stepping into your panties and bra. You stood there for a moment, pushing the hem of your panties down, watching the lace curve around the edge of the butterfly wing. You smiled to yourself, pulling up your skirt. The tattoo was cute, and Michael’s opinion really didn’t matter. It’s not like he would be seeing a lot of it, anyway. You’d probably forget that conversation even happened within a few days' time.
Your shirt came on next, a slightly cropped white t-shirt, which paired with the simple denim of your skirt. You noticed as you glanced up in the mirror that the yellow shade of your bra was mildly visible through the shirt, but you shrugged. Nothing you could do about it now.
“Hey,” you said, voice a little higher than usual as you stepped back into Michael’s room. “I’m back.”
Michael looked up, smiling at you. He set down the notebook he was writing in, dog-earring the page he’d been working on. “Are you feelin’ okay?”
“Yeah,” you nodded. “Must be the weather. Makin’ my head feel a little fuzzy.”
Michael smiled, patting the spot on the bed next to him. “Come ‘ere,” he said. “Haven’t seen you for a few days. I miss you.”
You smiled back despite the knot of nerves panging in your stomach, feeling a warmth spreading through your body at his words. Michael was the most affectionate friend you’d ever had, which although sweet did typically cause your thoughts to wander to other things, things that friends definitely did not do or should not be thinking about. “You’re the busy one, Mr. Superstar,” you pouted, practically jumping on the bed and into his arms.
Michael laughed, pressing a chaste kiss to the top of your head. “I know,” he sighed. “Wish I could put you in my pocket and take you everywhere.”
You giggled, pushing him away a little as you disentangled from his arms. “You’re ridiculous.”
“You love it, though,” he smirked, poking your nose with his index finger.
You scrunched up your nose as that, giggling again. Maybe a little too much, you thought. “I tolerate it,” you teased. “I’m really just using you for your pool.”
Michael erupted into laughter at that, pulling you towards him as he sprawled out against his headboard, legs stretching long in front of him. The notion was ridiculous of course, which is why he laughed. Michael and you both knew that you would never use him for anything, whether it be fame, money, connections. It was perhaps why your bond was so special. You both loved and cared for each other for your hearts, and nothing else really mattered.
“The pool you haven’t touched in over a month,” he said, laughter dying down a bit.
“‘S’not my fault it’s hot as hell out there,” you exhaled, resting your head against his shoulder. Your legs stretched out across his, a warmth and comfort settling in your body at the feeling of him.
Michael giggled, pressing another soft kiss to your forehead. He loved giving you little kisses on your cheeks, nose, forehead (never your lips), which always made you face flush with heat - a heat both of you politely ignored. “That little bikini was cute,” he said after a beat of silence, his soft voice quieter than usual. “So is your tattoo. Really liked it, actually.”
You stilled, turning your head so you could meet his eyes. “You did?”
Michael nodded, biting his lower lip. “Mmhmm. Pretty tattoo for a pretty girl.”
You bit your own lip at that, unable to fight your smile. “I thought maybe you hated it,” you told him. “You looked weird when I showed you. I’m… I’m glad you like it.”
Michael shook his head, reaching for one of your hands so he could play with your fingers. “No way. Just caught me by surprise. I like it a lot. It really didn’t hurt?”
You shrugged, shaking your head a little. “Not that much. When the needle went over the bone it did,” you explained, using your free hand to trace the hipbone that your tattoo sat against beneath your clothes. “I kind of liked it though,” your face burned a little at that. “Maybe I’m a freak.”
Michael smiled, shaking his head. His eyes dropped to your hip, watching the trace of your fingers, his tongue wetting his lips. “Can I see it again?”
Your fingers stilled, and a rush of something ran throughout your body. You couldn’t exactly place it - nerves, mild arousal, anxiety. “My tattoo?” You clarified.
Michael nodded. “Yeah,” he murmured. “Is that weird? I just wanna look at it.”
You couldn’t help the laugh that came out of you, your body beginning to feel like it was floating outside of itself. Maybe you were having some kind of extremely lucid dream. “Sorry. Not laughing at you. I’m just a little nervous for some reason.”
Michael smiled, absentmindedly running his hand along your hipbone. The press of his finger was so light that you could barely feel it, but it set something ablaze in you. The room felt thick with a tension that the two of you didn’t often share. You tried to still your mild fidgeting, hoping to rid your mind of dirty thoughts. Michael was your friend. He didn’t mean anything suggestive by the question, obviously. Friends showed each other things like tattoos all the time. Yours just happened to be hidden in a moderately intimate spot. That was just a coincidence.
“It’s okay,” Michael assured you. “You don’t have to.”
“I don’t mind,” you replied, internally cringing at the soft crack of your voice. You needed to relax. “Look away for a minute,” you told him, smirking. “Don’t need you seein’ anything extra, Jackson.”
Michael rolled his eyes, covering his face with both hands before he turned away entirely. “Promise I won’t look until you tell me to.”
You smiled, taking a deep breath through your nose. You looked down at yourself, a little unsure of how to go about this. Your skirt was denim, not too tight but stiff enough that it wouldn’t completely stretch down to give an optimal view of your hip. If you lifted it up though, you would completely expose your panties. It was kind of the same thing as bikini bottoms, right? For some reason you felt paralyzed with nerves, though.
You made a decision then. You shuffled out of your skirt, folding it once and placing it next to you. You looked over at Michael, certain he wasn’t peaking at all; he was a gentleman, above all else. Your legs jittered with anticipation. You found a throw blanket at the edge of his bed, plush and warm. You tucked one leg beneath it, leaving your right hip and leg exposed. Now Michael would be able to see half of your panties, but just barely. You didn’t dare move the fabric to expose more of the tattoo. That felt too intimate.
“You can look,” you said finally, body shaking with nerves. “Don’t be weird about it.”
Michael laughed, uncovering his face. The laughter died in his throat as soon as he looked at you, mildly exposed on the bed next to him. He wet his lips again, his eyes zoning in on that damn butterfly. “Wow,” he said, sounding just as breathless as you felt. He glanced over at your discarded skirt. “It’s so small,” he murmured, eyes back on your tattoo. “Real cute, honey.” He shuffled himself so that he was on the other side of you, closer to the tattoo. He hovered a hand over your hip, not touching but not shying away from being near you. You could feel the warmth radiating from his hand on your skin, and it made you squirm a bit.
“Thank you, Michael,” you said, voice just a notch above a whisper. You felt like you were on another planet at the moment. Who knew an impromptu tattoo would lead to this?
“The other wing is underneath your panties?” He asked.
The bold-nature of the question made you giggle. “Well yeah. I didn’t get half of a butterfly put on my body.”
Michael smirked, laughing a little at your response. “Hm.” He paused, looking up at you. “Can I see the rest?”
You gulped, raising an eyebrow. “R-really?”
Michael shrugged a little, smiling. “‘S really cute. I can’t see it?”
Your breath caught in your throat. If you didn’t know any better you’d think Michael was hitting on you. Surely he was just curious, right? “Uh, yeah. I mean, I guess.” You couldn’t help the pang between your legs. “Here,” you said, grabbing at the fabric between your fingers and your thumb. You shifted the panties over, trying your best to hold in the whimper that was caught in your throat. Somehow this was turning you on more than the last time you had sex, which felt ridiculous. Michael wasn’t even touching you. Plus, he was your friend. Your best friend.
Michael watched with rapt attention, eyes running up and down over the now exposed butterfly. “Wow,” he said, his voice thick with something you couldn’t place and lower in tone than usual. “Like it so much. Can I touch it?”
Your eyes widened, an uncertain laugh escaping you. “It doesn’t really feel like anything since it’s basically healed, Mike.”
Michael smiled. “I know,” he said, looking up at you. “I want to, though. Is that weird for you?”
“I-I mean, I guess not.” You were pretty sure you were wet through your panties now. You were trying to think of anything else, gross food, the last book you read, anything but the thought of Michael touching your bare skin.
Michael smiled, flattening his right hand against your thigh right above your knee, using his left to touch the wing closest to the apex of your thighs. His finger brushed against yours that was still holding the fabric of your panties. You gasped, whimpering a little, praying he didn’t think anything of the noise.
Michael’s finger traced the entire outline of the butterfly, and you were sure he could feel you trembling beneath both of his hands. “Mikey,” you murmured. “W-what are you doing?”
Michael smiled, his right hand squeezing at your thigh as his other stilled. “I don’t know, I’m sorry. Your skin’s so soft. This tattoo,” he went on, and you could hear him gulp. You looked up at him and his beautiful eyes were fixed on your face. “It’s really… sexy.”
You shivered, breath shaking. You squeezed your thighs together, trying your best to maintain your calm. You felt like you were naked beneath the blanket, your desire to do something to soothe the aching pulse at your clit was becoming overwhelming. “It is?”
“Mm, yeah,” Michael said.
He was massaging your thigh now, the pressure of his hand so gentle but determined. You had half a mind to push him away, but it felt too good. You were at a bit of a loss for words for a moment, feeling like the tension was at an all-time high. In all your years of friendship and eventual feelings of lust, love, and everything in between, you had never been in a situation like this with Michael before. While you didn’t want it to stop, you were scared to break the spell. The risk of losing him was too much to bear.
“Michael,” you said, nerves flooding through you. It was now or never. “You’re… you’re turning me on, touchin’ me like that.”
“That was kind of the idea,” he laughed, pausing his movements. “Is that okay?”
You were unable to hold in the small moan, overwhelmed with your desire for him. “Y-yeah, as long as you plan on doing something about it.”
Michael stilled, looking up at you. “That’s okay? You’d really want that?”
You bit your lip, nodding. “If that’s something you want to do.”
Michael smiled, shaking his head a little. “You have no idea just how badly I want to, mama.”
You arched a brow, a shiver running down your spine. “Yeah? What do you wanna do to me?”
Michael exhaled, his breath shaky. His smile was a little shy. “I wanna start with taking a look at you,” he said. “Just how turned on are you? Are you wet already?”
You nodded, turning away in embarrassment. “Yes,” you answered. “You really wanna see?”
“Yes please,” Michael said quickly, tearing the blanket off of you with a swiftness that surprised you.
You couldn’t help but laugh a little, instinctively closing your legs. “You know, you should really buy me dinner first.”
Michael smirked, resting a hand on top of one of your knees. “Think I’ve gotten you dinner plenty of times already.”
You smiled a little, letting out another giggle. You placed your hand atop his, suddenly feeling a little nervous. “This isn’t some kind of friends with benefits thing, is it?”
“Why would you think that?” He looked a little hurt.
“I just need to be sure what’s going on. You’re my best friend, but… I don’t wanna lose you, Michael. My heart won’t be able to take it.”
Michael’s expression softened, and he rubbed his thumb along your skin. “You can’t lose me, baby. ‘S impossible. Thought it was obvious I’m in love with you.”
You felt your entire body light up at the confession, a warmth spreading everywhere. “Guess not, because I always thought it was obvious I’m in love with you too.”
Michael smiled, spreading your thighs so he could get closer to you, wrapping his arms around your waist while pulling you up into his arms. He was cradling you there gently, the steady beat of his heartbeat providing comfort. “I would have done this a lot sooner if I’d known that,” he said softly, surging forward to press a kiss against your lips.
You met the kiss with equal determination, already overwhelmed with the feeling of him against you. Michael wasted no time, capturing your bottom lip between his before he opened up your mouth even more with his tongue. You fell back against his pillows near the headboard, pulling him down with you. He slotted easily against your body, and you wrapped your legs around his waist, a throb of pleasure running through you at the proximity. Your kisses were enthusiastic and a bit messy, having wanted this for such a long time.
“What an eager girl,” Michael murmured against your lips, smiling into the kiss. “You’ve really wanted this huh, baby?”
“I could say the same to you,” you replied, rocking your hips against him. “Getting a little excited, Mikey.” You could feel the hardness growing against you.
“Of course. Got my sexy lady beneath me,” he said, kissing down your neck. “I’m the luckiest man in the world.”
You giggled, your breath catching as his lips grazed a sensitive spot.
“This spot feel good?” He asked, repeating the action.
You nodded, tilting your head back to give him more access. “Yeah, feels good, Mike.”
“Let me take care of you,” he said, kissing down to your collarbone. His hands ran up underneath your shirt, thumbs tracing the skin just below the bottom edge of your bra. “Lift up your arms.”
You nodded, biting the edge of your lip. This was a change from the other men you’d been with, who barely gave your pleasure a second thought unless it was groping aggressively at your breasts like they were water balloons. It wasn’t a surprise though that Michael, who was sweet, attentive, and loving, would be enthralled at the idea of focusing on your satisfaction before his own.
As your arms lifted, he worked your shirt up over your head, letting out a noise of appreciation at his view. “So gorgeous,” he said. His shirt came off next, and then his lips were back against your neck, pressing a chaste peck to your pulse point. He reached around you, unclasping your bra, and you helped him discard it completely. Your first instinct was to cover your chest but he pouted, reaching for your hands to pull them away. “Please don’t hide from me, gorgeous.”
“Sorry,” you sighed, your face flushed with warmth. “I’m a little nervous. Been a while since anyone’s seen me naked.”
Michael smiled, kissing your lips once more. “Me too,” he admitted. “We can be nervous together.” He trailed his lips down your body, kisses lingering down your neck until his mouth was eventually at your sternum. His mouth worked over one of your breasts before he got to your nipple, and the initial feeling of his lips wrapping around your bud sent a pang of desire and pleasure through your body. As you arched up into him, he suctioned his lips, pulling your nipple farther into his mouth. Hearing the moan that broke from you, Michael reached a hand between your legs, sliding his palm beneath the fabric of your panties. Two of his fingers found your clit almost instantly, and you let out a gasp. You were so worked up that you worried your orgasm was already on its way, and he’d barely done anything yet.
Michael kissed his way over to your other breast, his two fingers sliding down the center of you. “So wet, baby. This all for me?”
You moaned a little, biting down on your lip hard in hopes to distract yourself with the intent of toning down the sounds you were making. “Y-yes,” you replied, unable to hold in the gasp as he found your clit again. “For you.”
Michael smiled, sucking at your breast again before he kissed his way up to your lips. “Take off your panties for me, baby.” He sat back a little, giving you some space.
You quickly complied, tossing them over the side of the bed. You shivered a little, your knees fighting the urge to press together as you glanced up at Michael. His eyes were trailing up and down your body, his pupils dilated so much you could barely see the beautiful brown of his irises.
“So beautiful,” he said, his voice low. “Can you spread your legs for me?”
Your breath came out a little shaky as you nodded, resting against the bed so your back was flat. You stretched your legs in front of you, spreading them enough so that he could stare between your thighs. The wetness of your arousal was leaking out of you, so much so that you felt a little self-conscious. “Mike, please stop staring,” you said after another moment of silence.
“Sorry baby,” he chucked, shaking his head a little. “Trying to memorize you.”
You laughed despite your nerves, putting your hands over your face to hide the flush of warmth at your cheeks. “Are you gonna touch me now, or do I have to do it myself?”
Michael smirked at that, shuffling up towards you. Before you could say anything else, he was between your legs, breath warm against your throbbing center. “As much as I would love the show,” he said, blowing once against you resulting in a quiet moan from you in response. “I need to taste you, beautiful.”
You opened your mouth to form a retort, but your mind went blank as soon as you felt his tongue pressing against you. He licked up once, tongue flattening out and finding your clit. The feeling was almost entirely too much, and your hands found the comforter beneath you to steady their shaking. Michael was slowly sucking at your clit, humming against you, before he would alternate with a slow, deep pressure against you. His tongue was working in circles, drawing out every whimper you tried so hard to fight back. Just when you thought you could catch your breath, he pushed his tongue inside of you, and you cried out.
“Oh G-God, Michael, please,” you babbled, tears prickling your eyes. “Feels so good.”
Michael worked himself inside of you, and you glanced down just as he pulled his tongue out, his fingers quickly replacing the loss. His lips, nose, and chin were glistening with your arousal and you felt lightheaded at the sight. “Are you gonna come for me, angel?” He asked, reattaching his lips to your clit so he could suck the throbbing bundle of nerves. His fingers inside of you curled expertly, finding the spot that had your body jolting up off of the bed.
You tried to respond but you couldn’t form the words, moaning in response as your chest rose and fell rapidly. The pump of his fingers was relentless, a delicious feeling that had you thrashing on the bed.
“Baby so overwhelmed she can’t answer me?” Michael cooed, slowing down a little.
You whined at the change of pace, feeling one tear escape your left eye as you looked down at him. He was watching you with rapt attention, a small smirk on his face. “Yes, yes, please go faster, Mikey. Wanna come so bad.”
“Sweet girl,” he said, the slightly patronizing tone causing a thrill of pleasure through you. He obliged of course, returning his mouth to your clit as his fingers resumed an unyielding pace. It only took a few more moments of this until you threw your head back, clenching around his fingers as your orgasm washed over you. Your moans fell silent as he worked you through it, your body convulsing in ways it never had before.
“Mikey,” you pleaded as you came down, clenching around his fingers again that were still inside of you. “Too much, baby.”
Michael smiled, pace slowing a little, but remaining inside. He kissed your inner thigh, resting his forehead against you. “I think you can give me another one, huh?”
A breathy laugh escaped you. “Don’t you want a turn?”
“I’m fine,” he assured you, thumb catching at your clit as he kissed right over the tattoo that had started all of this in the first place. “I could spend forever between your legs, baby.”
Your hand wove into the curls at the side of his head, just above his ear. “I must be dreaming,” you replied, arching up a little as his thumb worked over you faster. “All the men I’ve been with have been so selfish in bed.”
Michael let out a groan of irritation, pumping his fingers into you even faster now. “And not one of them deserved you,” he said. “Let me make you feel good.”
You nodded, a quiet moan filling the air between you as you closed your eyes, getting lost in the sensation of him once again. He was fucking you with his fingers quickly and deeply, repeatedly passing over your sweet spot. Your clit was never ignored as he went, whether the stimulation was with his thumb or mouth. It only took a few more minutes before you were trembling again, clenching down on his fingers and tugging at his hair as gently as you could. “Michael,” you moaned, head turning from side to side. “Please,” was all you could get out before you fell apart again. You saw stars, arching off the bed and letting out a moan that was closer to a scream. Michael continued to work you through it of course, murmuring how good you were, kissing your hipbone repeatedly.
You pushed back at his head, tears welling in your eyes. “I-I can’t, please,” you begged.
Michael relented, pulling his fingers out with a little resistance, your walls clenching around him so tightly he had to go slowly. “My baby,” he said, kissing up your body until he met your lips. “Felt really good, right?”
You nodded, kissing him back. “Yes, baby, thank you.”
He smiled, kissing you once more before he rolled over on his own back, reaching for the button of his jeans. “I really want to be inside of you right now,” he said, face flushing. “Can I, please?”
Despite your sensitivity after two earth shattering orgasms, you didn’t feel the need to deny his request. Michael was pouting a little, thumb running back and forth over the hem of his jeans in uncertainty. “Yes,” you said, giggling a little. “Go slow, though. Need to catch my breath first.”
“Of course,” he replied, smiling. He stripped himself of his clothing almost instantly, laughing a little under his breath. “I wanna try something,” he said, a little nervous.
“What is it, baby?” You asked him, crawling on top of his lap. Your warm cunt dragged across his erection, and he threw his head back against the pillows. You settled against him, not moving.
“Hold on,” he said, groaning a little. “I need to grab something.” He shuffled off of the bed, rummaging through the messy drawer of his nightstand. “I got this in Japan,” he said, pulling out a Hitachi wand. Your breath caught. “Heard some ladies talking about it.” He pressed down on the button, and the machine came to life with a loud buzz. “Apparently it feels really good, you know. During sex.”
Your thighs clamped together, body already trembling a little. “I’ve never used one,” you told him, blinking a few times as he turned it off. “Have you?”
“No,” Michael replied. “They advertised it as a massager. But I bet…” he trailed off, looking up with a boyish smile. “I can imagine you can use it for lots of different reasons.”
“I think you’re trying to kill me,” you said, biting down on your lip.
Michael laughed at that, setting the wand down as he crawled back on the bed. “Not gonna use it right this minute,” he promised. “Can we try it in a little bit?”
You nodded, laughing gently. “Yes.”
“That’s my girl,” Michael smiled, pulling you towards him. “Wanna ride me, baby? Use me for yourself.”
Your clit pulsed at that, and you nodded, watching as he got down in position with his head against the pillows. You got into his lap once more, thighs spread around his hips, a small smile on your face. “I love you,” you said quietly, kissing him once. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you sooner.”
Michael smiled, resting his hands on your hips. “I love you more, and I’m sorry too.”
You looked down between the two of you, and grabbed his dick, running a thumb over his leaking tip. He let out a groan as you positioned him at your entrance, and both of you braced as you began to drop down the length of him. You held your breath until you were seated all the way, falling forward until your face was against his chest. Your legs were wobbly, already worn out from your previous orgasms. “I feel like jelly,” you admitted, attempting to lift yourself up and down a little.
“I’ve got you,” Michael said, keeping his hold on your lips as he thrust up into you from below. You both moaned at the feeling.
“Y-you’re so big,” you whined, your head resting against his shoulder. “Feels so good.”
Michael groaned a little, lifting you up and allowing you to drop back down before he found a steady pace with his thrusts, working into you slowly. “You feel so good, too,” he said, voice full of bliss.
You both went at this for a few more minutes before Michael flipped you over, holding you against him so he could remain inside of you as he placed you on the bed below him. Your back hit the mattress, and he reached behind you to prop a pillow up underneath your hips. His pace quickened as he began to thrust deeper into you, causing your breasts to bounce up and down. He latched himself to one of your nipples again, thrusting so deep you saw stars behind your now-closed eyes. You could hear Michael shuffling beside you, and before you could ask anything, you heard the buzz of the magic wand in his hand. You opened your eyes, gaze widening at the massager before meeting his stare.
“If it’s too much, let me know,” Michael said, thrusts not relenting as he reached between the two of you and pressed the head of the toy to your clit. He used his other hand to spread you open, providing direction stimulation to your throbbing bundle of nerves.
“Oh, fuck,” you gasped, body jolting and spine arching against him. “Oh my God, Michael.”
Michael groaned in response, thrusting even harder, the slap of your hips meeting rivaling the sound of the buzz from the wand. You couldn’t speak anymore, once again feeling tears forming in your eyes as he ground into you. After only a few minutes of the massager against you, you arched up one last time, squeezing around his dick as your climax reached its peak. Michael’s thrusts grew sloppy as he watched you fall apart, and you felt his warm release inside of you only moments after. You reached between the two of you, shoving the Hitachi to the side, tears running down your face. “Can’t,” you got out, voice raw and ruined.
Michael collapsed on top of you, breath loud and chest heaving. “Oh God,” he groaned, his voice not sounding much better than yours.
“I think you broke me,” you said after a beat of silence, feeling your heart still rattling against your chest.
Michael’s laugh rumbled against you as he pressed a kiss to the side of your neck. “We are definitely using that again,” he said, and you could feel his lips curl into a smile.
You smiled as well, one hand nestling into the curls at the nape of his neck as the other reached for his hand. “Only if I can use it on you.”
Michael groaned at that, turning over. You felt a pang below, his softened member that was still inside of you already hardening again. “You don’t have any plans for the rest of the week, right?”
You giggled, kissing his forehead. “I’m all yours.”
the end ❤️🩹
‘Michael’ has officially crossed the $1 billion mark at the box office.
why am i hearing that an author on here was cosplaying as a BLACK woman?! mfs wanna be us so bad ..
yall shredding it real close with these young girlfriend oneshots. 😭 legal don’t make it any less weird. I’m all for a lil young tenderoni….. but stop with the teenage shit. That ain’t weird to y’all?
BREAK UP WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND!
post! thriller era michael jackson x black pop star! reader
summary: after years of denying their feelings for each other, two of the world’s biggest pop stars find themselves caught in a love triangle when one song turns unspoken tension into something neither of them can ignore.
warnings: hurt/comfort, reader is NOT too kind to michael’s girlfriend in this, cheating, suggestive. NOT PROOFREAD!!
a/n: might be a multiple part series! depending on how this does.
the first time you met michael jackson, neither of you were tall enough to reach the water fountain without standing on your toes.
the motown building buzzed with nervous children and proud parents, voices echoing through the hallways as hopeful performers rehearsed under their breath. you clutched your mother’s hand tightly, trying not to let your knees shake while you watched kids twice your age stroll past like they already belonged there.
then someone bumped into your shoulder. “i’m sorry,” a soft voice squeaked.
you looked up to find a skinny little boy with a halo of curls framing his face. his eyes were impossibly big, filled with the same nervousness you felt.
“it’s okay,” you smiled. he offered a smile in return “i’m michael.” he says, showing off his pearly whites. you told him your name. that was all it took.
from that day forward, the two of you were practically inseparable.
whenever your families happened to be at motown on the same day, you found each other without fail. you spent lunch breaks sharing snacks, challenged each other to dance-offs in empty rehearsal rooms, and laughed until your stomachs hurt whenever one of you forgot lyrics during practice. katherine adored you from the moment she met you, always pulling you into warm hugs whenever you visited hayvenhurst, while your own parents joked that if michael wasn’t singing beside his brothers, he was probably somewhere with you instead.
as the years passed, childhood became something bigger.
you watched the jackson 5 become a phenomenon from the wings, screaming louder than anyone backstage whenever michael stepped up to the microphone. in return, he’d sneak into the audience whenever he could to watch your performances, grinning like he was your biggest fan even before the rest of the world became one.
people loved to tease the two of you. “they’re gonna get married someday.” the words always earned matching eye rolls.
“as if,” you’d laugh. michael would wrinkle his nose dramatically. “she’s bossy.”
“and he’s dramatic.” you’d say, scoffing at the fact of you and michael being together. your mind couldn’t fathom the thought of you and your best friend being together romantically.
you’d laugh so hard your stomach hurt, and he’d end up laughing with you, unable to stay offended for more than a few seconds.
somewhere along the way, everything changed. not all at once, more so quietly.
the teasing glances lasted a little longer. hugs became harder to let go of. every goodbye lingered just a second too long, neither of you willing to be the first to step away.
neither of you ever said anything. then life happened.
your careers exploded in completely different directions. michael disappeared into recording studios, world tours, interviews, rehearsals, and endless headlines. you did the same. suddenly months would pass between conversations, and phone calls became rushed promises of “we’ll catch up soon. soon turned into almost a year. then his new album, thriller happened.
you’d watched the music video premiere from your hotel room while getting ready for your own show, staring at the television in disbelief before bursting into laughter the second michael transformed into a werecat.
“oh, he’s insane,” you muttered fondly. the next morning every newspaper carried his face.
king of pop, the biggest star on the planet. you clipped the article anyway. not because he was famous.
because he was michael. your michael. the same boy who used to lose dance competitions to you on purpose just to make you laugh.
APRIL 16, 1983, LA.
the reunion between you two didn’t happen on purpose. well… maybe not complete accident.
your manager had practically dragged you to one of the biggest industry parties in los angeles, insisting that disappearing into the studio every night wasn’t healthy.
“[name], you need to socialize more, and no; talking to your producer constantly does not count.” said your manager, on your back about talking to the human race.
you huffed in annoyance, beginning to open your mouth to give a rebuttal; before your manager slowly shook her head. you sighed dramatically before giving in.
now you found yourself leaning against the ballroom wall, absentmindedly swirling a drink in your hand while executives and celebrities floated from conversation to conversation beneath glittering chandeliers.
you weren’t really paying attention. until someone laughed. a laugh you could recognize anywhere.
instantly, your head snapped up.
across the room stood michael, dressed sharply in a red suit, smiling that familiar smile while talking to a group of producers.
as if sensing you, he glanced up. his eyes immediately locking with yours.
his smile slowly widened into something softer; warmer. you couldn’t stop your own smile from matching it.
without thinking, both of you started walking. one step, then another.
until you were standing in front of each other after months apart.
“hi,” he breathed.
“hi.” you responded; batting your eyelashes at him subconsciously.
neither of you moved, and neither of you seemed to know what to do.
then michael laughed quietly, shaking his head in disbelief before pulling you into a hug so familiar it felt like no time had passed at all. you melted into it instinctively, breathing in the faint scent of his cologne, your eyes fluttering shut for just a second longer than they should have. when he finally stepped back, his hands lingered on your arms, and he looked at you with a grin that made your heart ache.
“you look incredible,” he said softly, subtly checking you out, you noticed though. you always did.
you smirked, folding your arms. “i was about to say the same thing, but then i remembered you turned into a cat.”
his eyes widened. “a cat?” he said, tilting his head as he was confused on what you meant by that.
“you heard me.” you giggled. he then nodded his head in understanding, “it was a werecat.” he chucked.
“ohhh, forgive me.” you said sarcastically, playfully pushing his shoulder. “it is completely different.” he responded.
you laughed so hard your drink nearly spilled, and for the first time in months, it felt like coming home.
you stayed with him for the rest of the evening without meaning to.
what was supposed to be a quick hello turned into catching up over drinks, reminiscing about old motown days, and laughing so hard your cheeks hurt. every time someone pulled michael away to congratulate him on thriller, he’d glance over his shoulder to make sure you hadn’t disappeared. every time someone stopped you to ask for a photo or compliment your latest single, you’d find him waiting exactly where you left him, hands tucked into his pockets, smiling to himself like he already knew you’d come back.
“remember when you convinced me we could sneak into studio b?” you asked, trying not to laugh as the memory surfaced.
michael groaned, dragging a hand over his face. “don’t remind me.”
“berry found us hiding behind the piano. he smiled at you, “because you laughed.” he said.
you scoffed, playfully rolling your eyes. “because you stepped on my foot!”
he shook his head. “i did not!” “you absolutely did.”
he shook his head, smiling despite himself. “i still got blamed.”
“because it was your idea.”
“it was our idea.”
“details.”
the two of you dissolved into laughter again, earning curious looks from nearby guests. it didn’t matter. for the first time in months, neither of you felt like celebrities. you were just two kids from motown again.
hours slipped by before either of you noticed.
the ballroom had emptied considerably, the band packing away their instruments while hotel staff quietly cleared glasses from abandoned tables.
michael glanced at his watch and sighed. “i should probably get going.”
you looked at him for a moment before nodding. “yeah… me too.”
neither of you moved.
again.
he laughed quietly. “i can drive you home.” you glanced up at him.“you sure?”
michael nodded, he seemed very sure of what he said. “unless you’ve suddenly forgotten i’ve been driving for years.” yourolled your eyes. “i was talking about your schedule.”he shrugged. “i’ve got time.”
te drive across los angeles was surprisingly quiet. not awkward—comfortable. the kind of silence only came from knowing someone for most of your life. the radio played softly in the background while city lights blurred past the windows, and every now and then one of you would point out a restaurant or building tied to an old memory.
“that’s where you beat me in our first dance battle,” michael said, pointing through the windshield. youscoffed. “first? i beat you in every dance battle.”
he looked over at you with mock offense. “that is a terrible exaggeration.”
“is it?”
“…maybe.”
you smiled to yourself and looked out the window. you’d missed this. you’d missed him. far more than you ever admitted.
by the time he pulled into your driveway, neither of you seemed eager to end the night.
“thanks for the ride,” you said quietly, unbuckling your seatbelt.
“anytime.” you reached for the door handle. then stopped. for some reason, you looked back. he was already looking at you.
his dark eyes searched yours with an intensity that made your heartbeat stutter. the teasing smiles from earlier had disappeared, replaced by something softer. something neither of you had ever dared put into words.
“what?” you whispered. he smiled faintly he didn’t answer, so you called him again.“michael.”
“hmm?” he said, eyes low with hunger, boring into your eyes. “you’re staring.”
“am i?” he whispered, getting closer to your face, the car suddenly filled with tension.
“mhm.”
“…sorry.” he said. he didn’t look sorry, not one bit. you shook your head, “don’t apologize.” another silence settled between you. this one felt different.
he leaned ever so slightly across the center console, his gaze dropping from your eyes to your lips before flickering back up again. your breath caught in your throat. every instinct told you to close the distance yourself, but neither of you moved.
“can i tell you something?” he asked, his voice barely above a whisper. “always.”
he swallowed. “i’ve… i’ve missed you.” your chest tightened. “i’ve missed you too.” the words lingered in the air between you. before you realized what you were doing, you leaned toward him.
he met you halfway. your noses almost brushed. his breath fanned softly across your lips, warm enough to send a shiver down your spine. your heart pounded so loudly you were certain he could hear it. for one suspended moment, it felt inevitable.
then michael closed his eyes. “…if i’d seen you a week sooner…” he murmured, almost as though he were speaking to himself.
your brows pulled together. “what?” he let out a slow, shaky breath and rested his forehead against yours for the briefest second before forcing himself back.
“…i wouldn’t have asked her out.” the words hit harder than you expected.
your smile faded. he couldn’t quite meet your eyes anymore. “michael…” you whispered. the tension got thicker, not in the way you’d expect. it got awkward; silent.
“i have a girlfriend.” his voice cracked with quiet frustration as he rubbed the back of his neck. “i can’t do that to her.”
it felt like all the air had been sucked from the car. you stared at him, searching for some sign that he’d change his mind, that he’d tell you none of it mattered. instead, he looked devastated.
not because he didn’t want you. because he did. too much.
you laughed once under your breath, though there wasn’t any humor behind it, and looked down at your lap. “right.”
he reached toward you instinctively before stopping himself halfway. “i’m sorry.” you nodded, swallowing the lump in your throat. “don’t be.”
“i never meant—” you cut him off. “i know. another heavy silence settled between you. this one hurt.
you forced a smile that didn’t quite reach your eyes before opening the car door. “goodnight, michael.”
“…goodnight.” you climbed out without looking back.
only after you’d made it inside did you allow yourself to lean against the front door, your breathing uneven as tears blurred your vision.
outside, michael never started the car.
he stayed parked in your driveway for several long minutes, his hands gripping the steering wheel until his knuckles turned white. when he finally drove away, he caught one last glimpse of your porch light in the rearview mirror and quietly whispered to the empty car, “i’m sorry.”
neither of you slept much that night. And by morning, the distance between you felt greater than it ever had before.
the days that followed were painfully quiet. at first, you expected michael to call. he didn’t. then you thought maybe you’d be the one to reach out. you didn’t.
pride was a funny thing. it convinced you that silence hurt less than hearing him say her name. so you buried yourself in work.
studio sessions stretched late into the night. interviews filled your afternoons. photo shoots, rehearsals, meetings—anything to keep your mind occupied. whenever someone mentioned michael, you smiled politely and changed the subject before they noticed the way your expression faltered.
every so often, though, he’d appear somewhere you couldn’t avoid. the cover of a magazine at the grocery store. a billboard downtown. a television playing billie jean in the lobby of your hotel.
and every single time, you thought about the way he’d looked at you in his car. if i’d seen you a week sooner… those words refused to leave your head.
they haunted you. because they meant he wanted you. they also meant he’d chosen someone else.
across town, michael wasn’t doing much better “you’re awfully quiet today.”
he glanced up from his breakfast to find katherine watching him from across the kitchen table, a knowing smile tugging at the corners of her lips.
“i’m fine, mother.” katherine responded, not believing his words. “mmhm.” she stirred her coffee. “you’ve said three words all morning.”
he sighed. “just tired.”
before she could question him any further, the front door burst open.
“mike!”
janet practically skipped into the kitchen, grabbing an apple from the fruit bowl. “guess who’s coming to the cookout saturday.” he looked up absentmindedly. “who?” she grinned.
“[name].”
his fork froze halfway to his mouth. “…really?” “mhm. mother invited her.” katherine smiled into her coffee. “it’s been too long since we’ve seen that girl.” michael looked down at his plate, unable to stop the tiny smile tugging at his lips.
he hadn’t seen you since that night, he hadn’t heard your voice, he hadn’t even worked up the courage to call. yet somehow the thought of seeing you again made something in his chest loosen.
“you should bring your girlfriend,” katherine said casually. the smile vanished just as quickly.
“…yeah.”
saturday arrived faster than you expected; you almost didn’t go. you stood in front of your mirror for nearly twenty minutes, debating whether showing up was a terrible idea. part of you wanted to stay home.
the other part; the louder part… wanted michael to remember exactly what he’d almost thrown away. two lips curved into a slow smile.
“two can play that game.” you reached into your closet and pulled out the swimsuit you’d bought months ago for a vacation that never happened. it was simple, black, expensive.
and hugged your figure perfectly. you slipped on an oversized white button-up, leaving the first few buttons undone, paired it with denim shorts and sunglasses before giving yourself one last glance in the mirror. effortless. that was the goal. if michael looked…
well… that wasn’t your problem.
music drifted through the jacksons’ backyard long before you reached the gate.
children splashed in the pool while laughter echoed across the lawn. jackie was manning the grill with marlon beside him pretending to help more than he actually was, and somewhere near the patio jermaine was unsuccessfully trying to convince everyone he made the best potato salad.
the moment you stepped through the gate, janet spotted you.
“[name!]” she squealed before running over and wrapping you in a hug. “look at you!” you laughed, hugging her back. “hi, jan.” she smiled. “you never visit anymore.” you frowned, rubbing the back of your neck, “i’ve been busy.”
she rolled her eyes and shushed you.“that’s a terrible excuse.” you giggled,“i know.” before you could say anything else, another familiar voice interrupted. “there she is.
katherine walked over with open arms, pulling you into the same warm embrace she’d been giving you since you were little. “look how beautiful you’ve gotten.”
you smiled shyly. you’d barely finished laughing when you felt it. someone staring. you didn’t even have to turn around.
you knew. slowly, you looked toward the patio. michael had just stepped outside carrying two glasses of lemonade. the second he saw you, he stopped walking. his eyes met yours. then… very, very slowly… they drifted.
down, over your swimsuit. back up again. he blinked.
once,
twice.
as if he’d forgotten how. you couldn’t help it. a smug smile tugged at your lips. gotcha.
he cleared his throat, suddenly very interested in the lemonade glasses he was holding. “…hi.” you tilted your head innocently.
“hi, michael.” he walked over, trying, and failing, to act normal. “you made it.”
“your mom invited me.” you said, looking away. purposefully avoiding his eyes.
“i’m glad she did.” he smiled, his knuckles turning white due to how hard he was gripping the glasses of lemonade.
his eyes betrayed him again. another quick glance. you noticed, of course you noticed.
so you took a slow sip from the drink janet had handed you, pretending not to catch him looking while secretly enjoying every second of it. then a new voice cut through the moment. “michael?”
a young woman stepped onto the patio, smiling as she walked over and slipped her hand into his. your smile stayed perfectly in place. so that’s her.
she was beautiful., sweet looking, well dressed. and judging by the way she immediately looked you up and down… she already knew exactly who you were.
“oh!” she brightened, though her smile didn’t quite reach her eyes. “you’re y/n. i’m such a huge fan.” you smiled just as sweetly. “that’s adorable.”
for the first time, her smile faltered. michael glanced between the two of you, immediately sensing the shift in the air. “uh…” he rubbed the back of his neck. “you two have never met.”
“guess not,” you said lightly, extending your hand. “it’s nice to finally meet the girl who’s been keeping him so busy.” she shook your hand. “he talks about you sometimes.” she quickly said, her eyes burning into yours.
“does he?” you tightly grip her hand, your smile becoming bigger. you looked at michael. “i hope only good things.” his ears turned pink.
“…always.”you smiled. “good.”
the girlfriend looked between the two of you, her grip on michael’s hand tightening ever so slightly. and for the first time all afternoon… she started to wonder if maybe the stories she’d heard about michael and his childhood best friend weren’t just stories after all.
the afternoon carried on, but the mood had shifted. it wasn’t obvious to anyone else.
the kids were still chasing each other around the backyard, music drifted lazily from the speakers near the patio, and the smell of barbecue filled the warm summer air. everyone laughed, talked over one another, and moved between the pool and the picnic tables as though nothing had changed.
but every time you looked up… michael was already looking at you. sometimes he’d glance away the second your eyes met. other times he didn’t bother. his girlfriend noticed every single one.
“michael, could you help me with something?” she asked, tugging lightly on his wrist. “huh?” he blinked, snapping out of whatever thought he’d been lost in. “oh. uh yeah, of course.” you watched them walk toward the drink table before turning your attention back to janet, who was trying—and failing—to convince marlon that she could beat him in a race across the pool.
“five bucks says she wins,” you laughed. “you’re on,” marlon called. minutes later, janet shoved him in the water.
you held your hand out. “pay up.” marlon groaned dramatically before digging a crumpled five dollar bill out of his pocket. “you’re a hustler.” “i prefer observant.” you slipped the bill into the pocket of your shorts with a satisfied grin.
“you always were.” you turned to find michael standing beside you again.
“…she cheated,” he muttered, watching marlon splash around in the pool.
“she was smarter.” “same thing.” you laughed softly. for a moment, it felt normal again. comfortable. like all those years between you had disappeared.
“remember when you pushed me into the pool right before your birthday party?” you asked. his eyebrows lifted. “i remember you deserved it.”
“i absolutely did not.”
“you hid my glove.”
“because you wouldn’t stop showing it to everyone.”
“it was new!”
“you cried.” he pointed at you. “i did not cry.”
“you absolutely cried.”
he shook his head, laughing under his breath. “you’re impossible.” “yet here you are.”
“yea..” his smile faded just enough for something quieter to take its place. “here i am.” the words lingered between you.
without thinking, you reached over and straightened the collar of his shirt where it had folded inward.
“there.” you say, satisfied. your fingers brushed his neck for the briefest moment. he froze. his breath caught almost imperceptibly.
“…thanks.” you smiled innocently. “wouldn’t want the king of pop looking wrinkled.” his cheeks flushed. from across the yard, his girlfriend watched the entire exchange.
she’d tried telling herself she was imagining things. that they were just old friends. but friends didn’t look at each other like that. friends didn’t stand that close. friends certainly didn’t touch each other as naturally as breathing.she folded her arms.
“babe?” she called. michael looked over his shoulder, sparing her a glance.
“coming!” he mumbled, not caring enough to repeat himself so she could hear. he didn’t move, not right away.
you noticed and so did she. “you should go,” you said quietly, tilting your head toward her. he frowned, “…right.” he gave you one last look before walking away.
you watched him leave, then reached for a bottle of water from the cooler. “you’re enjoying this. janet’s voice made you glance sideways.
she was leaning against the picnic table with her arms crossed and the biggest grin on her face.
“enjoying what?” she rolled her eyes.“don’t do that.” “do what?” you said, acting like you didn’t know what she was talking about. “play innocent. you laughed. “i have no idea what you’re talking about.”
janet rolled her eyes. “you know exactly what you’re doing.” “…maybe.”she snorted. “you’re evil.”“i prefer memorable.” before janet could answer, katherine called everyone toward the patio for food. plates were passed around, conversations overlapped, and soon everyone was squeezed around the long outdoor tables.
by pure coincidence… or maybe not…the only empty seat happened to be beside michael. you paused. his girlfriend noticed. so did michael “looks like that’s yours,” jackie said, gesturing to the chair.
you smiled politely and sat down. “well… wouldn’t want it to go to waste.” michael tried very hard to focus on his food.he failed miserably.
your bare shoulder brushed his arm when you reached for the bowl of fruit. “oops.” you didn’t sound particularly sorry. “sorry,” he murmured automatically, even though you were the one who’d bumped him.
you bit the inside of your cheek to hide a smile. his girlfriend set her fork down. “michael.”
“hmm?” he said, not looking at her. “could you pass the lemonade?” she said, gritting her teeth. he reached for it immediately, grateful for something else to occupy his hands. the table erupted into another conversation while you quietly buttered a roll. “you still steal these?” michael whispered just loud enough for you to hear.
you glanced sideways. “…what?” “the dinner rolls.”you grinned. “only from your mother’s house.” “i knew it.”
“whaat? she makes ‘em better.” michael rolls his eyes, “she buys them from the store.” you scoff, pushing his shoulder softy, your fingers lingering.“…don’t ruin this for me.” he laughed. really laughed. the kind of laugh that made his shoulders shake.
his girlfriend looked up sharply. “what’s so funny?” she asks. before michael could answer, you smiled sweetly. “just an old inside joke.”
she forced a smile. “oh.”
you smirk at her, subconsciously. “you probably wouldn’t get it.” you snicker. the words were light. pleasant, even. but they landed exactly how you intended.
for the first time that afternoon, the girlfriend’s composure cracked. her jaw tightened almost imperceptibly, and she looked from you to michael, who suddenly found the potatoes on his plate fascinating.
the silence between the three of you lasted only a few seconds.
it felt much longer.
the rest of lunch passed with forced smiles and strained conversation. everyone else seemed blissfully unaware.
jermaine was telling some exaggerated story that had the entire table laughing, tito kept arguing with jackie over who’d burned the burgers last summer, and little cousins darted between chairs with popsicles in their hands. but beneath the laughter, tension simmered. you caught michael looking at you again. this time, you didn’t look away. instead, you held his gaze just long enough for him to smile. that tiny smile was all his girlfriend needed to see. she set her napkin on the table a little harder than intended. “michael.” he turned. “yeah?” “can i talk to you for a second?”
“sure.”
the two of them disappeared around the side of the house. janet leaned closer to you. “…you’ve got about five minutes before she explodes.” you raised an eyebrow. “that obvious?”
“only to everyone who’s known michael his whole life.” you scoffed. “i’m not doing anything.” janet laughed so hard she nearly dropped her drink “that’s the funniest thing you’ve said all day.”
you couldn’t help smiling. “okay… maybe i’m doing a little.” “a little?” you shrugged innocently “she seems insecure.”
janet gave you a look. “or maybe her boyfriend keeps staring at another woman.” “…that’s not my problem.” “you’re terrible.” “i’ve been called worse.” before janet could answer, raised voices drifted from around the corner of the house.
not loud enough to make out every word. just enough to tell everyone they weren’t having a pleasant conversation. you looked up. so did everyone else.
“…i’m just asking you!” his girlfriend’s voice carried across the yard.
“and i’m answering you,” michael replied, sounding unusually tense. “then why can’t you stop looking at her?” a hush settled over the backyard. nobody said a word. michael rubbed a hand over his face. “mama, she’s my friend.” his girlfriend huffed, feeling embarrassed. “friends don’t look at each other like that.” you looked down at your drink.
part of you felt guilty. the other part… the selfish part… liked hearing someone finally say out loud what neither you nor michael had been willing to admit.
moments later, they walked back into the yard. his girlfriend’s eyes were slightly glossy, though she was trying her best to hide it. michael looked exhausted.
you stood, brushing invisible wrinkles from your shorts.“i think i’m gonna cool off.” without waiting for anyone’s response, you wandered toward the quieter side of the property where the pool gave way to a small garden and a wooden swing tucked beneath an old oak tree.
it had always been your favorite spot. years ago, you and michael used to hide there whenever the house got too loud. apparently, some things never changed.
“…figured i’d find you here.” you turned. michael stood a few feet away, hands shoved into the pockets of his shorts. “am i that predictable?” “only to me.” you smiled faintly before looking away.
the breeze rustled the leaves overhead, filling the silence between you. after a long moment, he sighed. “…i’m sorry.” you turned to him. “for what?”
“today.” he huffed, looking down.you shrugged.“nothing happened.” he gave a humorless laugh “that’s exactly the problem.” finally, you looked at him. his expression was conflicted, almost frustrated with himself. “she thinks…” he paused, shaking his head. “…she thinks there’s something going on between us.”
you tilted your head. “is there?”his eyes met yours.neither of you answered. you took a small step closer. “michael.” he swallowed. “don’t.”
“don’t what?” you teased, feeling his breath on your face. “look at me like that.”
“…like what?” “like…” he exhaled slowly. “…like you know.” you smiled, but there was sadness behind it. “maybe i do.” his jaw tightened. “you’re making this harder.” “harder than what?”
“harder than walking away.” he frowned. for a second, neither of you moved. then you closed the remaining distance between you. “you almost kissed me.”
he shut his eyes.“…i know.”
“you wanted to.” “…i know.” “and you’re still looking at me the same way.” his breathing grew uneven. “please…” he begged.
“please what?” he let out what sounded like a whimper. “mama..” he whispered. your heart pounded, you leaned into his touch, as he put his hands on your waist and pulled you closer.
you licked your lips, before looking at his. you both leaned in, and closed the distance between you. you signed into his mouth, feeling his soft lips on your. your lips moved in sink, you moaned into the kiss.
he tilted his head, getting a different angle. you lightly pulled his curls, your tongue licked his bottom lip.
he opened his mouth a little, both your tongues collided as you both fought for dominance. you eased your hands down his stomach; they almost touched his crotch, until-
footsteps echoed across the patio. you both quickly pulled away from each other. your eyes widened, looking into each others eyes as you realized what you had just done.
you quickly wiped your mouth, tears welded into your eyes, your lips moved quivered. you sped walked away before you could find out who it was.
it was his girlfriend. you were long gone when she got there. all she found was a confused, out of breath, michael.
once you got home, you broke down. you loved michael since you were children, what was once yours was taken away.
you quickly reached for your phone, putting it against your ear as you dialed for your producer. you figured, if you wanted to get your feelings out you’d do it the right way. with music
you stepped into the booth, putting the headphones onto your head. the beat played, you nodded your head along. “you got me some type of way.” you sang, thinking of the way michael made you feel, those instant butterflies you got.
“ain’t used to feelin' this way”
“i do not know what to say.”
“but I know I shouldn't think about it”
“took one fuckin' look at your face”
“now i wanna know how you taste”
“usually don't give it away”
“but you know I'm out here thinkin' 'bout it”
“then i realize she's right there”
“and I'm at home like, "damn, this ain't fair"”
“break up with your girlfriend”
“yeah, yeah, 'cause I'm bored”
3 DAYS LATER..
michael drove in silence, both hands fixed on the steering wheel as the city lights blurred past the windshield. the air between the two of them felt impossibly heavy until the radio host’s cheerful voice cut through the quiet.
“and up next, the world premiere of the newest single from pop sensation [name]!…” a heartbeat later, the opening notes filled the car.
michael’s grip tightened as the first lyric hit, recognition washing over his face almost instantly. beside him, his girlfriend slowly turned to look at him, watching every flicker of emotion he failed to hide. “…michael?” she asked, her jaw dropping as she looked over at him, the single word hanging in the silence as the song continued to play.
a/n: HEY GUYS! this is sooo long. does anyone else feel bad for michael’s girlfriend?? just me?? oh ok.
GIRL NEXT DOOR
in which your new neighbor keeps making up the world’s worst excuses just to see you.
michael jackson x fem! black reader
moving into a new neighborhood was supposed to be a fresh start, but after a week of unpacking boxes, your family’s new house still didn’t feel like home. your parents were busy trying to organize everything, your siblings were already complaining about their new rooms, and you had escaped the chaos by sitting on the front porch with your cassette player beside you, enjoying the warm summer evening.
that was when you noticed michael.
well, you had noticed him before. he was the boy next door who always seemed to be outside with his siblings, whether they were riding bikes down the street, playing games in the yard, or arguing over who got to use the basketball first. he was quieter than the rest of them, but he always seemed to glance over at your house like he wanted to say something.
apparently, today was the day he finally did.
you heard a knock on the door and looked back toward the house, calling out that you would get it before opening it. standing there was michael, holding a small bag in his hands with an expression that made it obvious he had already rehearsed whatever he was about to say.
“hi,” he greeted, offering a shy smile. “i’m michael. i live next door.” you smiled, leaning against the doorway. “i figured. i’ve seen you around.”
he laughed quietly, looking down at the bag. “my mom made cookies, but we ran out of sugar, so i was wondering if i could borrow some.”
you looked at him for a second before glancing behind you at the boxes scattered throughout the house. “michael, we just moved here. i don’t even know where our sugar is.”
his face immediately changed from confident to embarrassed, and he let out a small laugh. “okay, when you say it like that, it sounds like a pretty bad excuse.”
you couldn’t help smiling. “a little.”
“MICHAEL!! MOTHER WANTS YOU!” before he could respond, one of his younger siblings; janet, you assumed; called his name.
“i should probably go before they come looking for me,” he said, but he didn’t move right away.
“see you later, michael.” he smiled. “yeah. see you.” you thought that would be the end of it.
it wasn’t.
a few days later, michael showed up again, this time with his brothers and sisters outside playing in the yard. he claimed he needed your opinion on a record because “you looked like someone who would know good music.” you immediately pointed out that he had never even heard you talk about music before, and he just laughed, admitting that maybe he was “guessing.”
after that, the excuses only got worse.
sometimes he came over because he needed help picking out a movie. sometimes he wanted to know where your family bought groceries. once, he showed up claiming one of his basketballs had rolled into your yard, even though you had watched him carry it back inside five minutes earlier.
“you know you’re not very good at making excuses, right?” you teased one afternoon when you caught him staring at the same basketball he had already “lost” twice.
he smiled, looking down like he had been caught. “maybe i’m not trying to be good at it.”
that made you pause.
because somewhere between the fake reasons, the summer evenings on the porch, and the times his siblings would tease him for always finding a reason to come over, you started realizing something.
michael didn’t really need excuses.
he just liked being around you.
and maybe you didn’t mind that as much as you thought you would.
sorry this is super short 🥹!! i haven’t wrote on here in a while, ngl this app is SUPER hard to work as an author. feel free to request!! i need ideas :>
my heart HURTS, look at his smile he was so beautiful i'm sickkk