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I just wanna die...

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“But darling, in the end you have to be your own hero because everyone else is too busy trying to save themselves.”

— Unknown

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“How a person reacts to your sadness says a lot about how long they’re going to be in your life.”

— S. Z.

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“Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed, and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.”

— William C. Hannan

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“Breathe. You’re going to be okay. Breathe and remember that you’ve been in this place before. You’ve been this uncomfortable and anxious and scared, and you’ve survived. Breathe and know that you can survive this too. These feelings can’t break you. They’re painful and debilitating, but you can sit with them and eventually, they will pass. Maybe not immediately, but sometime soon, they are going to fade and when they do, you’ll look back at this moment and laugh for having doubted your resilience. I know it feels unbearable right now, but keep breathing, again and again. This will pass. I promise it will pass.”

— Daniell Koepke

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I don't know if this is for me. This time, the things that I'm experiencing is much harder I think. I just wanna rest because I'm so so fckn exhausted.

#dying alone

Can someone just take this pain away? I'm tired of fighting.

#alone with my thoughts #sad thoughts #deep state #alone in the dark #left alone

I'm thinking of ending my life, but I'm scared thinking about it. Why am I so unfortunate? Why am I miserable? Why is my life not improving? Why am I still in the black hole that I thought I finally got out of? This life is exhausting.

#alone with my thoughts #sad thoughts #deep state #alone in the dark #left alone

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“It’s so difficult to describe depression to someone who’s never been there, because it’s not sadness. I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it’s that cold absence of feeling— that really hollowed-out feeling.”

— J.K. Rowling

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There are days when you just get so sad and it f*cking consumes your day. I'm just literally browsing in my social media and got teary eyed. And now I'm thinking why I'm sad, and my bad memories and bad decisions comes flashing back. All I want now is to curl up in my bed and stare at nothingness. Still stuck in a blackhole that I thought I got out finally.