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Dear me,
I’m so sorry your brother died. You shouldn’t have had to carry that news alone in your car because you were told to wait outside after having to wake up to a robotic sounding mother who just said “your brothers dead, go to your sisters house to tell her because she’s not answering the phone.” You deserved to have someone stay with you, to let you cry, to tell you that you didn’t have to take care of anyone else for a while.
You deserved that.
You find something new
Not better, just fresh
Drop your current toy
Because new is always best
You remove all your roots
Tear up your foundation
And when it doesnt work out the way you hoped
Finding yourself out in the dark
The old pray you remember causation
and now i’m hard, too hard to know. i don't cry when I'm sad anymore, no. no. tears calcify in my tummy! fears coincide with the tow! how can i ask anyone to love me? when all i do is beg to be left alone? oh when i try to love i can love the same man in the same bed in the same city! but not in the same room. it's a pity…
Realising they only want you when needed. Once they have what they want… you’re no longer a need.
Fine, yeah. Fine.
"My only friend was the man in the Moon
And even, sometimes, he would go away, too"